Chapter 202 – What Baek Ha-Yoon Has to Do (2)
Baek Ha-yoon was feeling two major types of guilt.
One was the guilt he felt toward Park Jong-pil, whose entire life was ruined by his evil deeds, and the other was that he was the one who brought Jung Sung-ah here.
Because of this, Baek Ha-yoon often asks himself questions while looking back at the moment he seduced Jung-ah.
If I hadn’t dragged Seong-ah into this place, what kind of life would Seong-ah be living?
Even if she couldn’t become an idol, she thought that there would be no reason for her to fall to this point.
Baek Ha-yoon had no choice but to affirm himself in response to this question.
If she were a clear and strong Seong-ah, she would have rejected Mr. Choi’s threat that ‘she would never be able to become an idol’ and would have pioneered a life of her own.
‘It’s because of me. That’s how Seong-ah came to be.’
Baek Ha-yoon said in ‘That Day’ that he remembered the lie he told Jung Sung-ah.
When Jung Seong-ah asked why she became like this, she replied, ‘I became a monster to catch a monster,’ and she lied that she was making sacrifices to destroy the world behind her.
Jeong Seong-ah, who did not want her idol to be tarnished, believed it wholeheartedly, and in the end she accepted Mr. Choi’s offer in the name of helping Baek Ha-yun, but she was brainwashed by him.
“Sung-ah. Sorry. Are you scared too?”
So Baek Ha-yoon had no choice but to spit out these words while looking at the fallen Seong-ah.
Seeing the innocent Seong-ah, who sobbed in her arms, fell like this, her heart felt like it would break.
“What bullshit? Can’t you control your hormones because you’re retired?”
Her eyes that Seong-ah had back then, and her Seong-ah’s eyes now.
Baek Ha-yoon saw the look in her eyes that had become a completely different person.
What a great sin I have committed.
“Sung-ah. Do you remember The words I told you when you cried in my arms.”
From Jung Sung-ah’s point of view, it was a somewhat out of the blue question.
However, Baek Ha-yoon’s eyes were unusual, so I raised her eyes and thought about it.
What did Baek Ha-yoon say at that time?
“Ah.”
Remembered
The lies her sister told me back then.
“Puhahaha”
Now that I think about it, those were absurd words.
Why did you fall for that lie?
“What, what about purifying the corrupt broadcasting world? What if I need my power to completely overthrow the underworld… Did I mention that? Why?”
“Just. I wanted to apologize for cheating on you then.”
Baek Ha-yoon wants to apologize to herself.
However, Jeong Seong-ah did not like the way Baek Ha-yoon looked at her.
What are those dirty eyes that are stained with guilt and pity?
I’m so happy right now
Jung Sung-ah smoked her cigarette and answered with a sneer.
“Why are you apologizing? It was thanks to her sister that she met the former master. It’s fucking ridiculous.”
Baek Ha-yoon looks sad after hearing Jung Sung-ah’s words.
Jeong Seong-ah shouted, gnashing her teeth.
“A look! Fuck. Don’t look at me like that.”
A look as if pitying oneself.
She felt a torrent of emotions that even she could not understand.
Looking at those eyes, I couldn’t figure out why I was so angry.
“Are you menopausal already? Or is it because of life? Heh heh, fuck. Because I was abandoned by my master, everything I had was taken away, and all I had was that body that was torn down? Fuck, is that why you got depressed?”
Jeongseong-ah who runs wild with excitement.
However, the more Jung Sung-ah was excited, Baek Ha-yoon became calmer.
Baek Ha-yoon was immersed in the feelings of ‘herself who could not meet Seong-min Jeong’, and she began to tell Seong-ah how miserable she was.
“That’s right. My life is ruined I have nothing now. That trophy, this office, my subordinates, and the presidents I manipulated at will, all to no avail. I am so empty right now.”
Baek Ha-yoon is completely immersed in herself in a parallel world where she has not met Jung Sung-min.
Seeing Baek Ha-yoon’s facial expression, Jeong Seong-ah, felt that her heart was pounding.
An indescribable feeling of uneasiness and sadness came over me.
“Well, so what? What, are you going to commit suicide? Ha, ha ha… It’s going to be featured in the newspaper as a fucking big deal. Fall of a superstar? Celebrity Tragedy? Fuck… That would be fun…”
Jung Seong-ah let her gossip and brought the cigarette in her right hand to her mouth.
Her hand shaking as she smoked a s-up cigarette.
Looking at her Baek Ha-yoon, who was looking at herself without saying anything, Jung Sung-ah could notice that she was sincere with her.
“What is it… Sister? Really want to die? Haha… Fuck it, it’s okay. Even if you lose everything to me, I will take care of you. You tell the master to let you have sex once a week? No, rather, I retired from the entertainment industry, so I just eat, play, and travel. Don’t be so mean.”
However, Baek Ha-yoon remains silent.
Instead, she held Jung Sung-ah’s hand.
When Jeong Seong-ah’s shoulders trembled, Baek Ha-yoon smiled softly at her and said.
“I still remember that time. The day you first came to my fan signing event. Because she was such a pretty child, I couldn’t forget her for a long time. Her aspiration to say that she wants to become an idol like me someday was so cute.”
Jung Sung-ah’s pupils shook.
It was already more than 10 years ago, how could Baek Ha-yoon remember that?
Isn’t a fan signing event just a service that comforts idiots who don’t know anything and lend money to them?
“Of course, remember the next autograph session. She used to brag about being a trainee. How cute you are when you call me senior.”
Jeong Seong-ah’s breathing began to quicken.
When I put off Baek Ha-yoon’s words, it seemed that she remembered the fan signing event she participated in.
“A letter you wrote to me, a gift. I still keep everything. Of course not only you but I remember all the fans. Even though I’ve become like this, I really loved my fans. Of my false life, only that heart is real.”
Jung Sung-ah’s shoulders trembled.
She looked into Baek Ha-yoon’s eyes filled with sadness and resentment.
Baek Ha-yoon wasn’t really lying.
“In the end, that is all I have left. The heart of the fans who support me. And you were a special kid among my fans. He was the kid who always told me about his dreams. However…”
Tears ran down Baek Ha-yoon’s cheeks.
In a sobbing voice, she said as she squeezed Jung Sung-ah’s hand.
“I brought you here. I betrayed your heart…”
Tears welled up in Jeong Seong-ah’s eyes as she looked at Baek Ha-yoon.
Her eyes were red and bloodshot, and her hand that Baek Ha-yoon held was shaking.
“Then there is no reason to live any longer. Because I betrayed the only heart I had left…”
Jung Sung-ah saw the words of a woman abandoned by her master.
The woman lost everything in her, it seemed she was really thinking about dying.
She was unacceptable as Jung Sung-ah.
“Who… Whoever wants to die. Why is your sister dying… Fuck, why don’t you quietly retire and do that drug party you like…! In the meantime, you’ve been playing so dirty! Why do you say you are dying now after messing with all kinds of men?”
The love and hatred Jung Sung-ah feels for Baek Ha-yoon.
The ugly truth of the person you admired, admired, and loved so much.
When she knew the truth she knew with all her heart, she hated Baek Ha-yoon.
But on the one hand, she couldn’t boil her heart as she loved her.
But she came to understand her now.
After she accepted the pleasures her master gave her, she was able to understand Baek Ha-yoon’s entire life.
Because of this, Jeong Seong-ah walked along the path of Baek Ha-yoon, who was her own idol.
I was able to feel narcissism when I caught up with the achievements of Baek Ha-yoon in the past, one by one, and was coexisted with the idol.
“Ji, that unnie is unhappy right now… That’s only temporary. After getting stuck in the master’s holy relic a few times… Keuhuh… Will your sister also fuck, come back to normal? You know what I mean, right?”
So, seeing Ha-yoon Baek in ruins made Jeong Seong-ah angry.
It was as if she was seeing her future self, as if this road she was walking was wrong, and she felt a surge of uncontrollable rage.
“…”
However, Baek Ha-yoon kept scratching Jung Sung-ah.
As if she had really given up everything, she seemed to be going crazy because she didn’t refute anything and only smiled lightly.
“Sue, you drank too much. I drank too much…”
Jung Sung-ah said that and turned her head toward her table.
Then she lifted her champagne and measured how much Baek Ha-yoon had drunk.
Then, two pieces of white paper caught her eye.
“…”
Two sheets of A4 paper placed on the table.
Jeong Seong-ah picked up her A4 paper with her trembling hand.
In it, Baek Ha-yoon’s will was written.
“Haha…”
Every time she read her writings, Jeong Seong-ah’s breathing quickened.
Now the tears in her eyes were running down her cheeks.
Every time she looked into her miserable heart, she feared that she would die at any moment. Fearing that her future self would also face a similar fate, she began to feel more and more anxious.
‘I’m not completely soaked yet. Well, you were such an innocent and kind child.’
On the other hand, Baek Ha-yoon was able to confirm one thing by looking at her reaction to Jung Sung-ah.
There is still room for Jung Sung-ah to return.
As much as she was originally a very pure and kind child, she took care of the people around her even after her fall. Even in the midst of her complete mental contamination, she was the one who took care of Jung Hyun-jae and was curious about the news of Jung Seong-min.
– Boo-wook! Boo-wook! Boo-wook! Boo-wook!
At that time, Jeong Seong-a shed tears and tore her will to pieces.
Then she grabbed Baek Ha-yoon’s wrist and tried to get her up.
“…?”
Ah, the sincerity to drag herself somewhere.
Looking at her with her doubts, Jeong Seong-ah said.
“Go to the master…! Because I, I will heal her sister, and if she is loved by her master, her sister will return to normal, so let’s go now.”
The appearance of Jeong Seong-ah, who is trying to save herself while shedding her tears.
Baek Ha-yoon saw it and thought of Jung Sung-min at first glance.
He fell into the abyss of hell and was undetermined, but somewhere in his heart he still thought of his master who had a kind heart.
‘I can see where the blood is. Even with his fall, he’s become this kind.’
Lee Shin-ah has become a completely different person with all of Mr. Choi’s skills and sincerity.
On the other hand, Jung Sung-ah still had a lot of room for rehabilitation.
– Poof!
So Baek Ha-yoon pulled Jung Sung-ah.
Then, he hugged the fallen Jeongseong-ah in her arms and whispered into her ear.
“My master doesn’t love me anymore. I was abandoned by him.”
“Ha, but…!”
“Anyway, you won’t abandon me, will you?”
At Baek Ha-yoon’s words, Jung Sung-ah’s pupils widened.
Baek Ha-yoon stroked Jung Sung-ah’s cheek and said.
“Help me. Please support me like before. I need that kind of heart.”
Baek Ha-yoon, whose heart was saved by Jung Sung-min.
She wanted to teach normal children the power of that kind of mind.
This time, her ‘her own death’ is to attract Jung Sung-ah with her false words, but this time, she wanted to give her a positive result.
She wanted to gradually bring Jeongseong-ah to this world.
“I… How can I do it?”
Pretending not to win, Jeong-seong ah talking with her gaze elsewhere.
Baek Ha-yoon smiled and held Jung Sung-ah’s hand.
And told her of her own plans.
“Once in three days. Come see me And just like this… Let’s talk. Talking about you talk about me Talk about how you feel and how I feel.”
Jeong Seong-ah wiped the tears welling up in her eyes.
And in a snappy tone, she said bluntly.
“Chi, don’t you have any friends? Why would you do that for nothing?”
The words of Jung Sung-ah, who just spit it out.
But Baek Ha-yoon nodded his head.
She smiled and opened her mouth.
“Huh. Like you said, I have no friends. I’ve never really dated anyone. So, Seong-ah, be my friend.”
“…”
Jung Sung-ah’s expression hardens when she says she has no friends.
Eventually, she nodded her head as if she understood Baek Ha-yoon’s words.
And he looked at her and said.
“Great. However, her older sister’s depression… That’s because she couldn’t be hugged by the owner. Rather than talking in detail with me, if you just hug the owner… Ha. Even her sister knows it well. To be honest, I don’t understand.”
Baek Ha-yoon could understand Jung Sung-ah’s words that he did not understand.
Perhaps she believed that the only solution to her mad depression was to be embraced by her master in the past.
“That’s later. For now, I want you to be my friend.”
However, Baek Ha-yoon, who was saved by Jung Sung-min, did not need Mr. Choi’s pleasure.
So, he pretends to want Mr. Choi in moderation, and he just needs to turn her evil-stained heart, Jung Sung-ah, at least a little.
“Hu-woo. I’ll get it right away Unni right now… She’s out of her mind.”
Jeong Seong-ah said that and raised her body.
She then began to think about what to say before she went, with her eyes on the table.
– Woo-woo-woo!
By the way, then.
Baek Ha-yoon’s smartphone on the table vibrated, and POT! The light came on.
Above the lighted smartphone, the following message was floating.
[Russian Doljikgu: Sisters! When is the next Jeongmo? Gaehull is good for unnies’ pussy, I investigated!]
