Chapter 313 – Later
I would have done it if necessary, and I would have felt no guilt about it.
“…Really sleeping.”
For now, I couldn’t find any reason beyond her grumpiness in her urge to wake her up.
I was a little worried that she fell asleep without even tying her hair, but could it be that she has to be strangled?
I’m not at the age where I’m in trouble just because I skip cleansing for a day or so.
I’m a little worried about the crumpled clothes I’ve been wearing for so long, but… What about let him sleep
“…When you wake up, you can pay for the cleaning and send it home.”
Of course, I would firmly refuse, saying that I would never accept it, but… Do I have to forcefully stab him?
It seemed like it would be better than coming to a room where a man lives alone and touching a girl who had fallen asleep.
Me: If you’re dissatisfied, should I wake you up?
Gildong 3-ri: Leave him to sleep, you madman
Gil-dong 3-ri: Wake me up, why wake me up?
Me: haha
While tapping on her keyboard, I took a close look at her sleeping face.
It was a face that I couldn’t even think of in front of the man I had confessed to and dated just a few hours ago.
It’s not that my sleeping habits were bad.
Rather, it was so quiet that I doubted whether he was breathing.
Every time I exhale, I feel like I’m alive because I see my body moving a little bit.
It’s amazing how you can sleep without tossing and turning while watching from the side.
But… That’s right.
If you think of it as a privilege of a boyfriend, you feel a little happy.
Anyway, it’s not common to see the sleeping face of a girlfriend you just started dating.
It’s stupid to sleep defenselessly at the subject of nervousness, as if someone is going to eat it.
“…”
But. There is no one in the world who can manage even a sleeping face.
“…I don’t think I would do this in front of other people.”
Fortunately for her, it seemed that it would be all right to put her worries aside.
Not because deep down in her heart she believes in her.
It’s just that I don’t have any friends, this guy.
I don’t have club activities, and I don’t have friends to eat lunch with.
It is an ordinary assada that is more terrifying than an assignment that must be submitted tomorrow.
It might be okay to say that I rather trust him in that respect.
Me: I talked a lot without replying today
Me: Because of the thought of being confessed
Me: You must have been very nervous
Me: I understand being sleepy, but
I can fully understand that you are tired because you would not have missed the string of tension all day long on such a subject.
I wonder if it was the root of the problem when he said, “I’m going to confess tomorrow, so come out wearing a pretty dress.”
She really dressed up the best she could and came out to her appointment.
Of course, hard work does not always result in the best results.
After all, it must have been a couple of days in which it would not be strange to her, even if she had lost her soul.
“…”
But even so, how should I accept that a man follows me to a house where he lives alone?
If he were like any other man, he would have accepted it as an agreement that he was okay with anything.
And there was nothing special about me.
But why… I didn’t have that urge to look at the defenseless face.
It doesn’t mean that there is no attraction.
Rather, the problem was that it was a little too cute.
Gil-dong 3-ri: Kyaaaaagh
Me: haha
Gildong 3-ri: What sins did I commit in my previous life?
Gil-dong 3-ri: At 2:00 in the morning, someone else’s love story
Gil-dong 3-ri: That’s bullshit that doesn’t even matter
Gildong 3-ri: I really don’t know if I should be listening.
Imagining the sight of him smoking a cigarette behind the monitor made me laugh.
I wanted to try bragging about my girlfriend under the guise of complaining a little more, but… Quit.
Neverdie: You should be home in the morning.
Me: I think it will happen soon
Me: Let’s talk some more
Me: When you start going for the first car
Me: I should eat something and then send it.
Like I said before, if you need it, and if you want to do it, who cares what anyone thinks.
The day after tomorrow, he would have boasted to his heart’s content, regardless of how a man in his 30s felt.
But I remembered that I didn’t know much about her.
He’s an outsider, doesn’t talk much, has a dark personality, and…
I’m going to stop it because it seems like it’s becoming more and more gossip, but that’s really it.
It is clear that she had such feelings for her long ago.
But it was yesterday that he ate her heart, and this afternoon it was decided that she was his girlfriend.
It’s not strange if you don’t know enough to brag about it to others.
Well, if you brag about a dog that listens well, you could do it all day long.
If you told me half a year ago that I would have a master-slave relationship with a woman I met on the Internet,
And if it is the result of her strong request,
The best answer I could have was, “Watch porn in moderation, you crazy bastard.” It would have been just enough.
But if she said the same thing to me a month ago, and that I’d be dating her soon
With a slightly flustered expression, he must have urged, “Don’t berate me. Really? Really? Answer me quickly!”
It must have been.
And now I’m looking at her soundly asleep face
“…Wouldn’t it be okay if I stabbed you a little?”
I was fighting desperately against desire.
It was kind of like the urge to fight a sleeping cat.
Indeed, how many people can stand it when there is a soft foot sole right in front of them.
In the same sense, it is natural to want to play with your sleeping girlfriend.
“…Let’s try it.”
Would it work if I dared to say that I did it because I was embarrassed to fall asleep in front of my master? Could it be an excuse?
Until yesterday, he was definitely the master.
I wasn’t sure if that was the case today.
In the end, that was the problem.
SM partner.
Submissive.
Slave.
Puppy.
And, girlfriend.
It was a line added to her self-introduction with her name on it.
And I am also a boyfriend and owner at the same time.
They have to play roles that seem incompatible at the same time.
Of course, I must have properly thought about what it is like to date the owner before answering.
“Looking at your sleeping face, you seem to have no thoughts.”
An SM partner and girlfriend who casually followed you home and fell asleep,
I wondered what kind of face I should be watching this scene now.
I can’t tell you, but… Probably anyone.
When my girlfriend is lying on my bed with her white legs and her thighs exposed.
“…”
As for the girlfriend’s chair, it’s okay to take a picture of her face or not.
It was quite a headache because I didn’t know how much was acceptable and how much was out.
If you’re relieved because you’re in front of your boyfriend, it’s simple. She just needs to keep that belief.
Whatever delusion you enjoy in your head, you just have to put it into action.
I don’t want to be hated after not recognizing whether it’s NO or YES disguised as NO.
But what if the reason I relaxed was because I was in front of my master?
It’s the same thing to protect, but that belief has to be interpreted in a completely different direction.
Can’t I already think of all kinds of ways to punish him for being cocky?
And the same goes for her.
Trusting your boyfriend and trusting your master are completely different issues.
I would rather grab her by the shoulders and shake her to wake her up,
It’s to the point where I want to ask, “Are you not nervous? Are you not thinking?”
Of course, on her part, she would be puzzled as to what the person who brought her home was talking about.
Gil-dong 3-ri: three men in a dull mood
Gil-dong 3-ri: Keeping up with the dawn
Gildong 3-ri: That’s much better.
2 am. It’s a dark time.
And it’s sleepless time.
I knocked on the chat and yawned a little, then cast my gaze to the back of my left hand.
His confession was too late, and the fingernail marks that he had pinched off did not disappear.
Me: before the furrow
Me: Hurry up and escape
Me: Otherwise, look into something else
She was in a pinch because she accepted that he was her boyfriend… If so, is it an enlarged interpretation?
If she still thinks and thinks that she’s the master
“…”
Having gone crazy, I decided to quit.
You should ask her after she wakes up.
It’s a waste of calories to wander around with the answer to the problem right in front of you.
I pretended to be worried, but in the end it was just to pass the free time in the early morning.
2am is the best time for nocturnal people like me to be active.
And at the same time, it’s an incredibly free time.
If you can’t fall asleep anyway, it’s okay to indulge in thoughts or delusions.
Having a girlfriend occupying my bed is also a good excuse.
And above all,
It is useless to think alone about what we should do in the future.
It is a worry that is not nutritious, the so-called ‘buying and worrying’.
Me: see you next time
And anyway… Right?
While dating her, you will repeat similar worries over and over again, but there is no need to think about being gloomy starting from D-1.
So now first
“…Cell phones, cell phones.”
Take a picture of your girlfriend who is sleeping soundly and set it as your wallpaper.
That way, instead of being extremely apologetic after she wakes up, she’ll jump up and ask to be erased right away.
