Chapter 256 – Sunday, June 1st at 4 PM (6)
Me: If it was like usual, stop talking nonsense
Me: tell me soon
Me: I would have yelled at you
Me: I can’t do that today
Soeurang: I rather like that way…
Me: Forcibly pressed
Me: Even from Seoyoon’s point of view
Me: Pretend you can’t win
Me: blaming the owner
Me: Is it better to be forced to answer?
Soeurang: You know it well, why are you like this?
Me: that’s why I don’t
Soeurang: I think I’m a sadist
Soeurang: No, really haha
Soeurang: Whatever I think
Soeurang: He always wanted to do the opposite.
Me: I don’t know what landmines are
Soeurang: Anyway, it’s a tree frog.
Soeurang: Land mines haha
Soeurang: It is spread all over the place.
Soeurang: This is a complete minefield.
Me: That’s why you can’t step on them one by one and explode them
Me: I’ll be short on a few lives
Soeulang: At the point of asking in the first place… Lol
Soeurang: Don’t you think it’s already too late?
Soeurang: It seems strange to be worried.
Me: Did your brother tell you about that?
Soeurang: What is it all of a sudden haha
Me: When I worked at Gangwon-do GP
Me: At the minefield during the operation
Me: I put my head in the wrong way
Me: A war almost broke out
Soeurang: I don’t even know what a GP is.
Soeurang: My sister says
Soeurang: What men say
Soeurang: The military story
Soeurang: I want you to listen to everything
Soeurang: Too many bluffs
Me: Does he know anything about military life?
With Soeu: haha
Me: Anyway, it’s not that important
Me: I thought of it because it said it was a mine
Me: Because of me, Seoyoon
Me: Recalling unpleasant memories
Me: I hope you don’t get hurt
Soeurang: Don’t you think it’s a bit new?
Me: It’s a minefield from here on out
Me: Then what the fuck
Me: In your frontline landmine area
Me: Don’t you know how the warning signs stand?
Soeurang: Is there any way to know… Lol
Me: I get nervous when I see it in real life
Soeurang: Well, master
Me: yes
Soeurang: I said it was a mine
Soeurang: Actually, the owner
Soeurang: That way
Soeurang: Be careful with me
Soeurang: As if you shouldn’t touch it
Soeurang: Handling… Should I say
Me: No, I don’t mean that
Sourang: Yes?
Me: Like an explosive that doesn’t know when it will explode
Me: try to handle it carefully
Me: I’m not sure what to ask
Sourang: Then I’m glad
Me: I wonder if Seoyoon is okay with this
Me: You like to be treated carelessly
Soeurang: Even if it’s too direct, it’s a little bit
Soeurang: Doing carelessly
Sourang: I don’t hate it, but
Me: But I’m sure it’s wide open here
Me: I was afraid of stepping on a mine
Me: Isn’t it a bit like soaking your feet?
Soeurang: Do whatever you want haha
Me: Is that okay?
Soeurang: It’s obvious to the owner anyway
Sourang: What should I do?
Soeurang: I already decided everything
Soeurang: It’s fun to see the reaction, right?
Me: It’s okay to see the reaction
Me: I’m not enjoying it.
Me: I hit it a few times with an ax
Me: how shaken
Me: If I push it lightly, it will fall over
Me: I’m trying to touch you
Sourang: Whatever
Me: I try not to
Me: Is it because it’s a bad habit?
Me: It’s not easy to fix
Me: Seoyoon first
Me: what do you think
Me: I need to think more
Sourang: What?
Me: what
Soeurang: I’m not the type to have strong likes and dislikes.
Soeurang: It’s comfortable if you decide everything yourself
Sourang: Really personally
Soeurang: After the owner decides
Soeurang: I like chasing after you.
Me: Our taste is the same
Soeurang: Because it doesn’t change easily
Me: Then can I do whatever I want?
Me: As Seoyoon wishes
Me: If I go out a little forcefully
Soeurang: Then, master
Me: huh?
Soeurang: Instead… It’s a bit to say, but
Soeurang: Can I force one?
Sourang: No
Sourang: I know
Me: what’s wrong
Me: I’m fine haha
Me: listen carefully
Me: I can force myself
Sourang: Really?
Me: yes
Me: what
Soeurang: Maybe while I was talking
Soeurang: I became very emotional
Sourang: What should I say?
Soeulang: If you get emotional
Me: Are you going to cry?
Soeurang: I won’t cry, but… Lol
Soeurang: I think it will become sharper
Soeurang: So just in case
Soeurang: If I get nervous
Soeurang: I’m not mad at the owner.
Soeurang: Please don’t think badly of me
Me: I think it’s bad.
Soeurang: And at least
Sourang: That’s it
Sourang: …
Soeurang: The owner is kind
Soeurang: Up… I want you to
Me: That’s it, of course
Me: yes
Me: don’t worry
Me: I don’t think so
Me: Until Seoyoon gets angry
Me: I’ll be by your side to soothe you haha
Sourang: Just words?
Me : ?
Me: so what
Me: Maybe a finger?
Sourang: No, that’s not it… Lol
Soeurang: Will you comfort me with only words?
Me: It doesn’t mean anything strange
Soeurang: Strange meaning?
Me: It’s not like asking for comfort with your body, isn’t it?
Me: There’s no way Seoyoon would say such a thing
Me: what else is there
Me: I can’t think of it in my head
Soeurang: It’s true that you want to do it with your body… Lol
Me : ?
Soeurang: No, I don’t mean lewd.
Soeurang: Because I just want to see oppa
Sourang: Maybe… Lol
Soeurang: Come see me
Soeurang: I think I will be very happy
Me: You mean stuffing it with your body?
Soeurang: I haven’t been able to contact you properly for a while.
Soeurang: I was very lonely
Soeurang: Today, especially with the owner
Soeurang: Because we only have heavy conversations haha
Soeurang: I wanted to be a little childish.
Me: I said it was a forced sound, so I did something
Me: I’m really really haha
Me: I break the curve like this
Me: Was this your purpose from the beginning?
Sourang: A little… Lol
Me: yeah I thought it was weird
Me: suddenly from here
Me: I hate to say
Me: When I slightly step out
Me: I should have noticed
Soeurang: The owner said that
Soeurang: You’ve grown so young
Soeurang: I listen well.
Soeurang: I’m going to force myself a little
It’s me
Me: Yoona Seo
Soeurang: Meong
Me: No matter how much I am the owner
Me: I taught you well haha
Me: You don’t need to learn these things, do you?
Soeulang: The owner also talked about land mines
Soeurang: You sneakily floated it.
Soeurang: I’m going to do whatever I want anyway
Me: So did you return the same?
Soeurang: Me too, while digging through the wounds
Soeurang: I’m scooping it up
Soeurang: I don’t see any damage.
Me: He looks like a tiger cub
Soeurang: haha
Me: Your fishing skills are top-notch
Me: wow really fucking haha
Me: I didn’t even think it was weird
Me: Are you afraid to raise it?
Soeurang: Uh-heung
Me: I got really smart
Me: Before, we
Me: Seoyoon is a fox
Me: That’s too bad
Me: How many times have I said that?
Me: I feel numb after being hurt
Soeurang: How did the fox cry?
Me: don’t know
With Soeu: haha
Me: I’m really
Sourang: No… ?
Me: ok
Me: lol
Me: go buy me dinner
Me: After being pampered
Me: I need to pat myself on the ass
Soeurang: Heh
Me: I can’t because I’m embarrassed
Soeurang: I can’t wear a skirt… Lol
Me: whatever, yes
Me: Fuck haha
Me: the more I think
Me: that’s ridiculous
Me: Did you let go too much because it was cute?
Soeulang : 〉〈
Me: don’t pretend to be cute
Me: die
Soeurang: Ng
Me: I don’t want to see any damage
Me: It’s like bad luck really haha
Me: fuck anyway
Me: I learned only strange things
Me: I’m trying to get to the top of my head now
Soeurang: When are you coming?
Me: I’ll finish what I said first
Me: Anyway, if you meet me
Me: I can’t say anything
Me: You’ll just keep your head down
Soeurang: Uh
Me: Let’s end all gloomy topics now
Me: After meeting Seoyoon anyway
Me: It’s not like that
Sourang: That’s right…
Me: So where do you start?
Me: To set the dinner time
Me: I need to finish it quickly
Sourang: That’s it
Sourang: …
Sourang: Well
Soeurang: From where?
Me: Or is it more convenient to ask like before?
Sourang: That too
With Soeu: A little
Sourang: That’s it
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: Oh, it’s so funny haha
Me: Are you having a hard time talking?
Soeurang: Because I’m trying to think of it again
Soeurang: the edge of the Myeongchi side
Soeurang: I feel like I’m getting a prick.
Soeurang: I feel very depressed.
Me: Seoyoon seems to have a stomachache too.
Soeurang: The feeling of being hot
Me: yes I know how it feels
Me: Pick where
Me: I can’t speak
Me: Does it feel like the inside of your neck is getting hot?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: It’s because I’m under a lot of stress
Sourang: I hate this feeling…
Me: yes I will
Soeurang: It’s annoying to go round and round
Soeurang: Just thinking about it
Sourang: Because I feel bad
Soeurang: Just tell me from the beginning
Me: yes
Sourang: I don’t know if you know
Soeulang: When I was in high school
Soeurang: That bullying… I got hit
Me: yes
Me: you know that
Soeulang: Because of my father’s work around the time of admission
Soeulang: Because we moved far away
Soeurang: Even the friends I knew a little bit
Soeurang: I lost contact with everyone… Lol
Me: But I guess you had some friends in middle school?
Soeurang: Friends… Should I say
Soeurang: It wasn’t that close
Soeurang: The direction we go to school is the same
Soeulang: To the extent of saying hello when we meet on the way to school?
Me: Rather than a friend, he’s just an acquaintance
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: Exactly
Sourang: It feels just like that
Me: yes yes
Soeulang: Anyway, I don’t know anyone around me.
Soeurang: Probably 16 years old… In earnest
Soeulang: I started to become a bit depressed
Soeurang: I can’t go out often.
Me: what happened?
Soeurang: Rather than what happened
Soeurang: Just puberty… Lol
Soeurang: Like everyone else, while being annoyed
Soeurang: There are no parents to fight with
Soeurang: Because I covered the blanket and sniffed
Me: huh
Soeurang: But the environment has changed
Soeurang: It’s scary
Soeurang: I didn’t leave the house.
Soeurang: Except for going to school every day
Me: Did you only go back and forth between home and school?
Soeurang: So I lived in that neighborhood for over 3 years.
Soeulang: I still don’t know the surrounding geography or the road… Lol
Me: yes I can
Soeurang: Because it’s close to my house
Soeurang: 10 minutes by bus?
Soeurang: Was it a 20-minute walk?
Soeurang: Because it only took that much
Me: Did you say high school?
Soeurang: Ng
Me: Did Seoyoon choose the school she went to?
Soeurang: Actually, it doesn’t matter much where you are.
Soeurang: My father chose me
Soeurang: I can’t do engineering
Soeulang: With the first choice… Lol
Me: My father worried a lot
Soeurang: So I’m very sorry right now
Soeurang: Because of his stubbornness
Soeurang: I sent that school for no reason
Soeurang: I made you go through something you shouldn’t have to do
Me: that’s true
Soeulang: When I said I would live separately
Soeurang: I don’t object too much
Soeurang: What you allowed
Soeurang: Maybe it was like that.
Me: You wouldn’t have objected though
Me: My daughter, who has just turned 20,
Me: If you say you want to sleep
Me: You must be worried
Soeurang: Worried… Would of course
Soeurang: You wouldn’t have been very interested?
Soeurang: I might have welcomed it.
Sourang: Actually, I don’t know.
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: About that part
Sourang: I never really talked about it.
Me: What about your mother?
With Soeu: haha
Me: ok
Me: I won’t ask
Sourang: Thank you
Me: It’s not bad, right?
Soeurang: Should we say that we are not interested in each other?
Soeulang: Actually, even from the father’s point of view
Soeurang: When I’m at home
Sourang: Because it will be very uncomfortable
Soeurang: I’d rather be like this
Me: hmm
Soeurang: Why does it flow in a strange direction?
Soeurang: I didn’t mean to say this lol
Me: yes
Me: yes
Soeurang: Now, my thoughts have changed a bit, but
Soeurang: Back then, nothing really mattered.
Soeurang: I didn’t have any friends in middle school.
Soeurang: No one touches me
Soeurang: I was just studying.
Soeurang: Because I wanted to live alone when I went to college
Me: Then did you decide to live on your own from then on?
Soeurang: Master, do you know that?
Me : ?
Soeulang: The house where the family lives
Sourang: If I’m alone
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: It’s very wide.
Soeurang: It’s really wide
Soeurang: Sometimes I’m scared
Me: tsk
Soeulang: Alone in the room, covered with a blanket
Soeurang: I’m sniffing
Soeulang: Strange downstairs
Sourang: I hear a creaking sound
Soeurang: Suddenly the window rattled
Me: oh yeah
Me: there are times
With Soeu: haha
Me: It’s pretty scary when you’re alone
Soeurang: Sound… Rather than being scared haha
Soeurang: Just in case someone enters the house
Soeurang: Even if you harm me
Soeurang: No one will help
Soeurang: My father only comes in at dawn.
Soeurang: It will only be found after I die.
Me: huh
Soeurang: I was afraid of that.
Sourang: Now that I think about it,
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: It’s very cheesy
Me: no, not really
Soeurang: What if I do now?
Soeurang: With no one to help
Soeurang: You’re left alone, aren’t you?
Soeurang: In the end, if you are alone until the end
Soeurang: I thought it would be very lonely too
Me: how are you now
Soeurang: I’m a bit realistic now.
Soeurang: Because I see people passing by
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: I thought someone would come in.
Soeurang: If you live alone, just as you live alone
Soeurang: Something scary happened again
Me: Always lock the door well
Sourang: yes
Me: Why do I keep getting more and more worried?
Soeurang: Anyway, I guess I didn’t think of anything like that.
Soeurang: Study hard, after hard work
Soeulang: Go to college somehow
Soeurang: Fully filled even when alone
Soeulang: He said he wanted to live in a small studio
Me: The purpose of going to college
Me: not great
Me: haha
Me: You look desperate
With Soeu: haha
Me: Was the high school Seoyoon went to a decent place?
Soeurang: Ng
Me: Was it just a girl’s high school problem?
Soeurang: But my father was against engineering.
Soeurang: Because I was afraid of men at the time… Lol
Soeurang: I’d rather have only women
Soeurang: I wanted to feel at ease.
Me: um
With Soeu; lol
Me: Then what, the trigger… Should I say
Me: Was there a cause or something?
Me: Because I said it was a good school
Me: There wouldn’t have been such a thing as Iljin
Soeurang: There are still quite a few
Me: yes?
Soeurang: Because that’s what I’m saying… Lol
Soeurang: It may not be persuasive.
Soeurang: If you look around
Soeurang: I think I see something like that.
Soeurang: Faction… Is it a bit strange to say
Soeurang: I think the word gang is awkward.
Me: yes
Me: I roughly understood the nuance
Soeurang: Anyway, that’s really bad.
Soeurang: Together with each other
Soeurang: Always rushing around
Me: That’s what we did too haha
Soeurang: But in our case
Sourang: What can I say?
Soeurang: There was no forgiveness
Soeulang: Usually, I study well
Soeurang: There are art and music specialties, right?
Me: yes
Soeurang: The teachers take good care of the kids
Soeulang: Leading… I would say
Soeurang: Usually leading the way
Soeurang: Because they lead the bullying
Me: No, I’m going to study.
Sourang: That’s right
Me: Why but I don’t know
Soeurang: Anyway, it felt like that.
Me: Was Seoyoon the target?
Soeurang: Not at first
Sourang: Actually… Lol
Soeurang: It’s a bit like talking
Soeurang: I can’t adapt well to school
Soeurang: Because I just lived like a non-existent person
Me: You didn’t have any friends?
Sourang: yes
Me: uhh
Soeurang: Even though I sometimes hear people laughing behind me
Soeurang: I didn’t even touch it directly.
Soeurang: That was also a bit bad, but
Soeurang: It was okay because I got used to it.
Me: I can’t get used to it
With Soeu: haha
Me: Yeah well, it’s not Seoyoon’s fault
Me: what would you say
Me: We’re just frustrated with each other
Sourang: Shall we continue?
Me: yes
Sourang: Anyway, then
Sourang: So
Soeurang: Friends… Joe?
Soeurang: Not someone I know
Soeurang: I made a friend
