Chapter 182 – Saturday, May 17 at 0 AM (2)
Me: What if I put handcuffs on both hands?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: I’m not asking because I really don’t know
Me: If you really want to try it, I won’t stop you haha
Soeurang: Let it dry… Lol
Me: You don’t listen to me
Me: What are you going to do with it?
Me: I’ll do whatever I want anyway
Soeurang: You listen well, but why are you like that?
Me: that’s your idea
Soeurang: The owner says
Soeulang: Just resist and answer
Soeurang: I don’t think I’ve ever been like that.
Me: Because it seems like it will be long
Me: I’m just saying that
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Me: before you do something stupid
Me: I’ll tell you in advance
Me: No matter what happens because of the handcuffs
Me: I’m not going there to help
Soeurang: Then ask someone to help you?
Me: 119
Soeurang: haha
Me: Even if both hands are tied
Me: You can talk on the phone
Soeurang: I called him haha
Soeurang: What are you saying haha
Me: Knowing what would happen
Me: Because I gave in to the impulse
Me: My hands are tied tightly
Me: Because I’m worse than a beast
Me: please come and help me
Soeurang: Not even a beast… Lol
Me: it’s true
Soeurang: I really feel that way, what should I do?
Soeurang: Should I say something is tickling?
Soeulang: Strangely nervous… ?
Me: You buy me toys for this taste
With Soeu: ?
Me: The reaction is fun
Me: I think I’m looking at my nephew
Sourang: Uh…
Me: But be careful and play with it haha
Me: Even a toy can get hurt
Soeurang: I’m not a child
Me: Have you already forgotten what I said earlier?
Me: If you want to say I’m not a child
Me: Don’t act impulsively
Sourang: No, but… Lol
Soeurang: Hasn’t the owner ever been like this?
Me: nothing
Soeurang: If the fire is burning right in front of your eyes
Soeurang: The urge to put your hand in?
Soeurang: Of course, it’s not really like that.
Soeurang: Sometimes you think that way, right?
Soeurang: I think it’s a bit similar to that.
Me: I don’t think so
Sourang: Huh?
Me: Don’t say it like it’s obvious haha
Me: Don’t put your hand in the fire
Me: I’m sure you’ll get seriously hurt
Me: Why are you doing such a stupid thing
Soeulang: I want to do dangerous things sometimes
Soeulang: Falling on the subway tracks
Soeurang: I want to jump into the road
Soeurang: Should I call it impulse?
Soeurang: Compulsion… Don’t you feel the same?
Me: never
Soeurang: It’s amazing
Me: you look a bit weird
Soeurang: I’m the only one… ;;;
Me: Are you afraid to leave it alone?
Me: Even if I look fine on the outside
Me: I was twisted inside
Me: even tomorrow
Me: Isn’t it a big accident?
Soeurang: I don’t do that lol
Me: You have to be able to believe it
Soeurang: Anyway, I want to take off the handcuffs now
Soeurang: Keep on your wrist
Soeurang: jjallang jjallang
Soeurang: I’m crazy
Me: yes
Soeurang: Even until a month ago haha
Soeurang: I don’t think I’ll be handcuffed.
Sourang: I’ve never thought about it.
Me: Have you ever imagined being arrested?
Soeurang: That’s haha
Sourang: It’s not something I really want to say.
Soeurang: Especially in front of the owner
Me: yes yes
With Soeu: haha
Me: as I thought
Me: I’m glad I didn’t have a strong sense of rejection
Sourang: No… I don’t lose haha
Soeurang: It’s scary to be tied up
Soeurang: It’s okay because you’re the owner
Me: It’s okay to say no if you don’t like it haha
Me: The act of being tied up is scary
B: Because it carries the risk of injury to some extent
Me: There are many women who hate it because it hurts and scares them
Sourang: Well
Me: So among the Essemers
B: Full-fledged restraint or bondage
Me: There are fewer people who do it professionally than I thought
With Soeu: Yes
Soeurang: You taught me before.
Soeulang: It’s very difficult to tie people with a rope.
Me: It’s really difficult
Me: dangerous
Me: It’s a technical problem after all
Me: And about not having anyone to practice with?
With Soeu: haha
Sourang: But
Sourang: I don’t hate that much
Soeurang: It’s not that there’s no reluctance, but
Soeurang: It’s also a gift from the owner
Me: ok, if you like it
Me: I’ll give you this and that in the future
Me: If you think about Seoyoon’s physical strength,
Me: Even a normal restraint would be difficult
Sourang: Master
Me : ?
Soeurang: That’s what a restraining ball is, right?
Soeurang: The one I explained before
Soeurang: The thing that makes it impossible to move
Me: yes
Sourang: Is that normal?
Me: rather than general
Me: In the most ordinary sense?
Soeurang: Is there a harder one then?
Me: After wearing handcuffs once
Me: haha
Me: Are you suddenly curious?
Sourang: A little… Yo haha
Me: It doesn’t matter if I teach you
Me: I don’t know if I’m shocked for nothing
Soeurang: Come now?
Me: I don’t have anything to say even after hearing such a thing haha
Me: Even if it seems like I’m talking randomly
Me: In my own way, to match Seoyoon’s level
Me: I was adjusting the water level to some extent
Soeurang: There are still many things we don’t know.
Me: Isn’t that obvious?
Me: I also have a mountain of things to learn
Soeurang: But it’s good to know
Soeurang: They say knowledge is power.
Me: There is a saying that not knowing is medicine.
Soeurang: I’m curious.
Me: Yeah well, just because I know it with my head
Me: I can’t help it
Soeurang: Are you just tying it up and hanging it?
Me: what should I say about this
Me: In the end, restraints are
Me: You’re taking away your physical freedom, right?
Soeurang: Ng
Me: If I approach you lying in bed
Me: After slowly taking off the clothes I was wearing one by one
Me: Imagine taking away the freedom of the body one by one
Soeurang: Tie… Does that mean?
Me: then?
Soeurang: Giving a strange injection
Soeulang: Making people drink dangerous drugs… ;;;
Me: haha
Me: how far
Me: In the play area
Me: I meant to imagine
Soeurang: I think I’ll tie my limbs together for now.
Soeurang: Don’t move as you please
Soeurang: Because that’s how I’ll be able to bully you
Me: yes
Soeurang: And I covered my eyes with an eye patch
Soeurang: I can make you blind
Soeurang: Just like the master did before
Soeurang: Cover your mouth so that you cannot speak
Soeurang: I might not be able to hear anything.
Me: and?
With Soeu: ?
Me: As long as Seoyoon can imagine
Me: You didn’t say it was a hard level, right?
Sourang: Maybe
Soeurang: That
Soeurang: Physiological phenomenon… Should I say
Soeurang: You can’t even go to the bathroom?
Me: haha
Me: yes
Me: there is no such thing
Sourang: What else is left?
Me: think carefully
Sourang: I don’t know
Soeurang: Did you make me lose consciousness?
Me: um
Me: Is the result similar?
Sourang: Huh
Me: haha
Me: to be precise
Me: breathing
With Soeu: ?
Me: You taught me orgasm control before?
Me: similar… I can’t say that
B: In the category of controlling bodily reactions
Me: There’s also a play called breath control.
Soeurang: Breath?
Me: yes
Me: I mean breathing
With Soeu: ?
Me: Should I say I’m controlling my breathing?
Me: To put it simply, I’m not going to strangle you in the end
Sourang: Master
Me: I know what you want to say
Me: Because it’s a very dangerous play
Me: I had no intention of teaching
Me: I wouldn’t even recommend it to Seoyoon.
Sourang: Why are you doing that?
Me: because I feel good
With Soeu: ?
Me: When people’s lives are in danger
Me: A feeling of fear or tension
Me: It’s easy to mistake it for excitement
Me: Actually, endorphins are released when life is in danger.
Soeurang: No matter how much, if your life is in danger… ;;;;
Me: It’s not that I can’t breathe at all.
Me: To accept very little oxygen
Me: Because I’m controlling my breathing
Me: I don’t lose my mind easily
Me: It’s still dangerous
Soeurang: I think I know why they said it was hard.
Me: right?
Sourang: Oh
Me: It’s also called choking play.
Me: Wrap your neck with both hands
Me: Press the bottom of the chin firmly
Me: If you press your prayers
It’s me
Me: Yoona Seo
Me: Why don’t you try?
Sourang: I don’t… Lol
Me: Anyway, with oxygen being cut off to the brain like that
Me: hazy and ecstatic… ?
Me: I’ve never experienced
Me: I can’t explain
Soeurang: Uh
Me: Anyway, this is really dangerous
Me: If you experience it properly
Me: Although there are many people who become addicted
Soeurang: Are you addicted?
Me: The intra-brain drugs are pouring out, then
B: Compared to the stimulation received in general
Me: Of course it must be much stronger haha
Soeurang: It’s dizzy… ㅠㅠ
Me: So, the restraints made for that purpose are
Me: Covering the entire face with rubber
B: After completely blocking breathing
Me: from the outside through the pump
Me: There’s something made to give air
Soeurang: Then, if the owner doesn’t send air
Me: If I can’t do it on my own
Me: I’ll die just like that
Me: unable to move
Soeurang: I’m a little creepy right now
Me: I didn’t know it would be like this, right?
Soeurang: Master won’t let me do it?
Soeulang: A play where life comes and goes
Me: I won’t let you do it even if you want to
Me: I might die
Me: It could leave a permanent disability.
Me: It’s best not to try in the first place
Soeurang: Uh
Me: Did you get scared?
Soeurang: It’s true that it’s scary
Soeurang: A little more
Sourang: What do you mean?
Soeurang: Body and mind
Soeurang: It’s up to the master’s hands
Me: Yoona Seo
Soeurang: Meong
Me: Is there something I always emphasize?
Me: Your doctor always comes first
Me: I’m not forced to
Me: You’re not a slave, you’re a partner
Sourang: Yes…
Me: We’re trying to make each other feel good
Me: You shouldn’t be hurt or in danger
Me: Even if you play like that
B: After fully preparing and understanding the risks
Me: It’s my role to proceed as safely as possible
Soeurang: It’s a thought I often think about these days.
Me : ?
Soeurang: I’m glad you’re the owner.
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: If someone else
Soeurang: Because you tame me
Soeurang: If you just force yourself to do what you want
Soeurang: I don’t think I can refuse
Me: Yeah well, there are people like that
Soeurang: That’s why whenever I say “First”
Soeurang: I feel very happy because I feel respected.
Me: yeah okay haha
Me: it’s weird
Soeurang: So, master
Me: why
Soeurang: The next time I buy something like this
Soeurang: Please tell me in advance
Me: Are you afraid of buying strange things?
Sourang: It’s not like that… Lol
Sourang: no
Sourang: Well
Soeurang: I’m a little worried about that, but
Sourang: It’s not necessarily like that.
Me: then?
Me: Are you curious?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: haha
Me: persevere really
Me: Even after hearing that
Me: Are you still curious?
Soeurang: If possible, I want to choose together with the owner.
Soeurang: Because it will be written to me anyway… Lol
Soeurang: It’s better if it’s my taste.
Soeurang: Is it the color?
Soeurang: Things like design
Me: that’s right
Sourang: And
Sourang: That’s it
Me: and?
Soeurang: There may be something you want.
Me: haha
Me: ok
Me: I’ll tell you next time
Sourang: Promise?
Me: yes
Me: ok
With Soeu: haha
Me: But what do you want to have?
Me: You can tell by looking at the handcuffs
Me: It’s hard to use restraints alone
Me: I don’t even let you do it
Soeurang: The leash… Yo
Me: A leash?
Soeurang: That thing you put on your neck… Yo. This
Soeurang: Thinking about the owner’s personality
Soeurang: I think I bought it first.
Me: Yoona Seo
Soeurang: Meongmeong
Me: Will you get angry if I laugh?
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: I’m going to get angry
Soeurang: I will be very excited.
Me: ok haha
Soeurang: Just laugh, really
Me: I know haha
Me: Yeah, it’s a leash
Me: I haven’t thought about it
Me: I think it’s still a bit early for you
Soeurang: More than handcuffs?
Me: yes
Me: Because the leash has a strong symbolic meaning
Me: I want to match it with a leather product if possible
Me: You can’t fill this with toys
Sourang: Oh…
Me: And I’ll give you a leash right away though
Me: Is leather harder to care for than you think?
Me: Because it comes in direct contact with the skin
Me: I need to clean up carefully
Soeurang: Gukuna
Me: And this is a bit embarrassing
Me: Originally, leather products are expensive haha
Me: To buy something good
Me: Because it breaks in increments of 100,000 won
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: I understand
Me: I’m also looking into order production.
Me: I have to engrave my initials too
Me: Seoyoon fits her neck perfectly
Me: To produce exclusively
Me: I should also measure the neck size
Me: I can’t come up with an estimate by rolling my head
Soeurang: Made to order…
Me: I like it because custom made is luxurious
Me: Because there is only one in the world anyway
Me: Except that the price is a bit burdensome haha
Soeurang: The amount… If this is the problem
Sourang: Not a lot, but
Sourang: I can pay some too
Soeurang: If you save a little on living expenses for the time being
Me: Do you want to have that?
Soeurang: It’s too much for the owner to bear alone
Soeurang: I guess it’s a little like that
Sourang: And
Soeurang: Because it’s stuffed around my neck
Soeurang: I think I need to add a little bit.
Me: Yeah well, I’ll take your heart
Sourang: Really
Me: ok ok ok lol
Me: But it’s still a long way off
Me: Let’s put up with toys for the time being
Me: I’ll save a lot of money in the meantime
Soeurang: Why is it always realistic at the end… Lol
Me: I can’t help it lol
Me: Because balances don’t lie
Sourang: I’m sad
Me: Originally, hobbies cost money.
Me: It’s me, the cost of living is low
Me: I have no other hobbies
Me: I have more room than others
Soeurang: Sometimes, when I see you, the owner is the most unsound.
Me: You have to see it sometimes, you know?
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: Oh really
Soeurang: Like this
Soeurang: Talking with the owner
Soeurang: It seems like it’s been a long time
Me: We met yesterday
Sourang: No, that’s not it… Lol
Soeurang: A little dirty conversation?
Soeurang: Because I had a lot of work during that time
Soeurang: Even though I’m with my master
Soeurang: It’s been a while since we’ve been together.
Me: Seeing you suddenly say something strange
Me: Do you think other toys will catch your eye?
Soeurang: haha
Me: You must want to open it quickly, yes
Soeulang: I want to check if there is a CCTV in my house.
Sourang: How the hell do you know?
Soeurang: I’m really curious haha
Me: But I don’t like to say it first
Me: I want to be dragged reluctantly
Me: You didn’t see any sign of that at all, did you?
Soeurang: It’s been a really long time ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: The feeling of seeing everything clearly
Me: Okay, stop chatting.
Me: You must be curious, open it quickly
Me: It’s probably the first time seeing it in real life
Soeurang: Before that
Sourang: Master
Me: why
Soeurang: I’m saying this because I’m really worried.
Soeurang: Just in case, to other women
Soeurang: Even if it’s a girlfriend haha
Soeurang: If you give me a gift like this, you’ll get slapped.
Soeurang: Because it’s me, they accept it… Lol
Me: lol
Soeurang: Don’t laugh at me
Me: yes yes
Me: ok
Me: Surprisingly, there were a lot of girls I liked
Me: I’ll take it to the grave as a secret haha
Soeurang: Uh
Me: Do you like the color?
Soeurang: Is there a reason it’s black?
Soeurang: On the black round handle
Soeurang: Because it has a switch
Soeurang: It’s like a different remote control
Soeurang: It feels like a car key haha
Me: That’s why it’s easy to gloss over when caught
Soeurang: Why is the premise of getting caught?;;;
Me: red or pink
Me: You can see it well
Me: I deliberately bought the one with a decent design
Sourang: No, so
Soeurang: You should keep this hidden.
Soeurang: Why is it important to stand out?
Me: There is a play that Seoyoon failed the other day, you know?
Me: Was it taking pictures in the school bathroom?
Me: She said she couldn’t do it because she was too shy
Soeurang: Master, no way
Me: Should I try again soon?
Sourang: …
Me: There are many things you can do with just a tool.
Me: Walking around with it activated
Me: It must be a high level of difficulty
Me: Even if I just put it in my bag
Me: You’ll be able to have a pretty thrilling day, right?
Soeurang: What if I get caught?
Me: I have to do well not to be noticed
Me: Because thrills come with risks
Soeurang: You can’t go outside
Soeurang: I really don’t like it
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Because anything is fine at home
Soeurang: Please don’t let me get caught.
Me: Well, let’s think about something
Me: There are more things I can do than I thought haha
Me: You must want to play with a new toy soon
Soeurang: Uh
Me: once
Me: I should get used to it first
Me: You should learn how to write
Soeurang: Is there another way to write?
Me: Rather than explain in words
Me: Would you like to press the switch once?
Soeurang: Your master…