Chapter 78 – Monday, April 28 5 PM (13)
Me: Safe word
Sourang: What is it?
I do not know?
Soeurang: Ng
Soeurang: I know about Outward.
Soeurang: I don’t know which side is safe haha
Me: Haven’t you explained it before?
Me: I think it was once
Sourang: I don’t remember well;;
Soeurang: I explained… Me?
Me: It’s not something the bastard I forgot about a while ago would say
Me: There’s no way I didn’t explain this to you
Me: that’s true
Me: weird
Sourang: I’m sorry
Soeurang: I remember everything the master said.
Soeurang: I don’t remember that haha
Soeurang: I think I’ve heard of it.
Soeurang: It seems like it’s not
Me: Did you skip it in passing?
Me: I don’t know
Sourang: I will
Soeurang: I don’t know
Me: And why are you the owner again?
Me: I really don’t press the switch
With Soeu: ?
Sourang: Oh… Lol
Sourang: It’s true
Sourang: I’m sorry
Soeurang: It came out without me knowing
Soeurang: I didn’t even know you called me master.
Me: Won’t you come to your senses?
Me: Are you going to do that in front of other humans too?
Soeurang: Then, can I be alone with the owner?
With Soeu: No, with Nang… Lol
Me: noisy
Me: Don’t talk nonsense, distinguish properly
Me: I train until I can’t do it for sure
Soeurang: So, are we doing more?
Me: Yoona Seo
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: I know
Sourang: I’ll be careful
Me: yes yes
Me: please
Me: no
Me: But now that’s not the problem
Me: Yoona Seo
Soeurang: Meongmeong
Me: I know you’re very tired right now
Me: It’s not about to fall right away, is it?
Soeurang: yes
Soeurang: I was very tired, but
Soeurang: It’s quite bearable
Me: You’re not going to leave right away?
Soeurang: With the owner
Soeurang: No, I’m going to play with Nangnim.
Me: yes
Me: Are you going to chat?
Soeurang: yes
Soeurang: While talking to the owner
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: While hanging out with Nangnim
Soeurang: I’m thinking of healing haha
Me: I’m not sure why it’s healing
Me: Anyway, if you don’t intend to go right away, that’s fine
Soeurang: You want to see the others?
Me: no
Me: Because I worked hard today
Me: I don’t have to
Me: If you’re tired, go to rest right away
Soeurang: Yeah
Me: anyway
Me: It’s a bit sudden but
Me: Pick one word you like
Me: I usually never use anything
Me: With words that are not common at all
Sourang: Why?
Me: because I need it
Sourang: Where are you?
Me: no, it’s okay
Me: just pick one
Sourang: Why?
Me: You’re doing it on purpose now
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: Oh why?
Soeurang: If not while playing
Soeurang: It’s okay to climb up a bit.
Me: How much is that
Me: In less than 5 minutes, your attitude changes completely.
Me: Do you leave it alone then?
Me: I’m going to break my wrist while flipping my palm
Me: bitch
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Because I can’t say anything to the owner unless it’s like this
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: He keeps saying that he is the owner.
Me: I get more pissed off when I see that titles don’t change easily
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Because I’ve been talking so much
Soeurang: Look at this as cute
Soeurang: It’s not like I’m cursing haha
Me: ok
Me: okay
Me: yes
Me: First of all, if you explain what a safe word is
Me: No, but I think I said this before.
Me: Why do you say you can’t remember
Sourang: That could be the case… ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: Nang-nim also erases it from my memory every day
Soeurang: Why are you saying something only to me?
Me: tsk
Soeurang: He couldn’t remember much more important things
Me: Okay so just say it
Soeurang: Hehe
Me: What is a safe word?
B: used during play
Me: It’s a kind of safety device
Me: Should I say brake?
Soeurang: Who is stepping on it?
Me: who are you
Soeurang: Ohh?
Me: Red card… It’s a bit strange to say
Me: I think the brakes are right
Me: I’m declaring that I’m out anymore
Me: because
Me: Don’t you feel better too?
Me: Now is the time to joke with me
Me: I say it’s unfair
Me: During play, what will happen then?
Soeulang: To borrow a phrase I often use,
Soeurang: You’re right behind me haha
Soeurang: My neck is turning
Me: correct
With Soeu: haha
Me: while playing
Me: Because the sub gives away the initiative of one’s actions
Me: You can’t easily refuse even tough orders, right?
Me: In the first place, it’s not even the atmosphere
Me: I didn’t even let the atmosphere flow that way
Sourang: Oh
Me: You know what it feels like?
Soeurang: I think I know a little bit
Soeurang: When both me and my master start playing
Soeurang: Should I say that I am slightly out of breath?
Soeurang: Tingling… ?
Sourang: Anyway
Soeurang: You have to be nervous from now on
Soeurang: I thought so
Soeurang: I tend to be a bit cautious.
Soeurang: I notice a lot
Me: yes
Me: So while I’m playing
Me: To promote that atmosphere
Me: I curse a lot on purpose
Me: Seoyoon is shy
Me: Words to shame?
Me: I tend to use that a lot
Me: After all, what is the atmosphere?
Soeurang: Didn’t you curse because you liked it?
Me: I don’t usually call you a bitch
Me: When did I do that haha
Sourang: Oh
Me: And even if it’s not a curse
Me: There are many ways to piss people off
Sourang: Indeed
Soeurang: If it’s Nang-nim’s tongue… Lol
Me: Most straightforwardly, despising and crushing the opponent
Me: I’m using profanity as a way to put it down
Me: Originally, I prefer the more sophisticated twist
Soeurang: Seeing you do that to Gildong-nim
Soeurang: I’m not particularly sophisticated haha
Me: That also depends on the opponent
Soeurang: haha
Me: so anyway
Me: what did you say
Better
Me: yes
Me: Because it’s such a coercive atmosphere
Me: Even if I really hate it, I can’t say I don’t like it
Me: You know the saying that you are suppressed by the atmosphere?
Me: If you put a tough-looking person in front of you
Me: I can’t speak properly because I’m scared
Soeurang: Nang-nim is like that too?
Me: I’m a human too, so wouldn’t it be scary?
Soeurang: Someone who seems to leave their liver at home haha
Me: Is that what you’re talking about?
Me: When not playing
Me: I said I’ll take care of it to some extent
Me: Didn’t you say you wouldn’t scold me?
Soeurang: Yes~
Me: a miserable year
Soeurang: Remnant
With Soeu: haha
Me: no, more
Me: please don’t say anything else
Me: let me explain
Me: How long would it take to do that?
Me: I keep putting Gensei on the side
Soeurang: I got it haha
Sourang: I’ll keep my mouth shut
Me: anyway
Me: If you do that, the command is clearly out of bounds
Me: For example, with eyes closed and mouth closed
Me: Being arrested and having to hold out for hours
Me: Is this a bit extreme?
Me: well, whatever
Me: I’m out of my strength, I can’t
Me: Or maybe I’ll never do this
Me: I use the safe word at that time
Me: to stop
Sourang: Well
Me: Even when we had sex in the first place
Me: In this case, the word dislike is used a little differently
Me: Is that why you say that because you really hate him?
Me: Are you just trying to bounce because you’re shy?
Me: A lot of times I don’t know
Me: That’s why you need a safe word
Me: He said he could never die
Me: It’s really weird to see you not thinking about stopping it
Me: To be honest, I’m really fucking confused
Sourang: Me too?
Me: what?
Soeurang: I say a lot that I can’t do it either.
Soeurang: I think my owner didn’t listen to me haha
Soeurang: But I got scolded again
Soeurang: If you get pushed on the back while swearing at the owner
Soeurang: Because I will do everything somehow
Me: ok
Me: i’m sorry
Soeurang: I didn’t mean to get an apology haha
Soeurang: The thing I said no to
Soeurang: I wonder if it looked like bouncing to the owner.
Soeurang: That’s why I wondered if they wouldn’t listen.
With Soeu: haha
Me: well
Me: Rather than just bouncing
Me: First of all, when Seoyoon plays with you
Me: I’m more cautious than other bitches
Me: That’s why I lowered the difficulty level
Me: I try not to get scolded as much as possible
Me: I don’t set the mood too strictly
Me: While accepting jokes
Soeurang: Isn’t that strict?
Me: Not that I’m climbing you
Me: Have you ever been scolded for other reasons?
Sourang: No… Me?
Me: Why are you not sure?
Soeurang: I remember getting scolded
Soeurang: I don’t remember why I was scolded
Soeurang: haha
Me: can’t forget that
Soeurang: Am I starting to resemble Nang too haha
Me: I made it clear
Me: If you make three mistakes for the same reason
Me: I won’t let you go
Me: no next
Sourang: I won’t… Lol
Me: tsk
Sourang: But now that I think about it
Soeurang: Except for the fact that he’s really cheeky.
Soeurang: It’s like you’ve never been scolded.
Soeurang: In the first place, the owner didn’t even explain why
Soeurang: You said you wouldn’t scold for unreasonable faults.
Me: yes
Me: yes, subtly again
Me: Don’t call me master
Soeurang: Yes haha
Me: That’s why other bitches don’t have anything to beat behind them
Me: I’m the type to be generous with you, usually
Soeurang: For example?
Me: Do you keep talking nonsense during play?
Sourang: Oh
Me: So I can’t even do that then
Me: There is no way for me haha
Soeurang: I was the only one who took it very lightly.
Me: If it wasn’t like that, when it was already mentioned for the first time
Me: Take a video like today and authenticate it
Me: You should have made me report every day?
Sourang: Huh
Me: But you’re just a little interested
Me: I have no knowledge in the first place
Me: I don’t even know where to touch to feel it properly
Me: How can you hit a kid like that?
With Soeu: haha
Me: Anyway, the conversation went sideways again
Me: If I’m with you, this is a problem
Me: The conversation is not progressing because we are chatting.
Soeurang: I like it
Me: I don’t hate either
Me: If I go to Samcheonpo after explaining something to you
Me: I forgot what I was talking about at first
Me: It’s annoying having to go up one by one
Soeulang: Why do we need a safe word?
Sourang: I was talking about that
Me: yes
Sourang: But there is
Me: why
Soeurang: I just had a question.
Soeurang: If you started playing
Me: did you start?
Soeurang: But I suddenly hated doing it.
Sourang: There’s no particular reason
Soeurang: Just because I had a whim
Soeurang: If you want to stop playing right now
Soeurang: Can I use it at that time?
Me: Wouldn’t it be different for each person?
Me: Someone who understands
Me: there must be someone else
Soeurang: What about Nang?
Me: I don’t really care
Sourang: Huh
Sourang: Really?
Me: yes
Me: I keep saying
Me: This is a role play that is done by mutual agreement after all.
Me: It doesn’t mean anything if you’re not happy
Me: To the kid that I’m not in the mood for that today
Me: It’s impossible to force it
Soeurang: Gukuna
Me: Of course, if you act too capricious
Me: Would that be rude to the other person?
Me: It is true that Seoyoon, who is relatively weak, needs to be protected, but
Me: That doesn’t mean I shouldn’t be respected
Sourang: Oh
Me: I have to act in moderation to the extent that I can accept even childishness
Me: Otherwise we’ll get tired of each other and won’t last long
Sourang: But
Soeurang: If you suddenly stop playing while playing
Soeurang: Isn’t the owner annoying too?
Me: I’m a bit out of breath and it’s fucking regretful, but
Me: If that’s enough to annoy you, you shouldn’t be the owner
Me: only a few hours of brief excitement or satisfaction
Me: I don’t have anything to say if it’s more important than my partner
Me: A person like that just doesn’t deserve it
Me: at least I think so
Soeurang: You told me that your attitude changes too easily
Soeurang: I know that Nang-nim is not easy… ?Lol
Soeurang: That’s the same person no matter where you look
Me: So honestly, I’m so sorry for you right now
Soeurang: Aye
Sourang: It’s okay
Sourang: I didn’t do anything wrong
Soeurang: What else is that?
Me: no
Me: this is my fault
Me: no doubt
Soeurang: Nang seems very shameless, but
Soeurang: It seems that he admits his mistakes well.
Soeurang: It’s not often, but haha
Me: Because this is really important
Me: Besides, it reminded me of the fact that I cried earlier
Me: All I can say is that I’m sorry.
Soeurang: I’m really fine haha
Me: I worked hard to say that I care
Me: I can’t take care of the important things
Me: What the hell have I done so far?
Soeurang: Crying was not another reason
Soeurang: The owner was angry because of me.
Soeurang: I did it because I didn’t know what to do
Me: You don’t know what will hurt
Me: I don’t think it’s anything
Me: You don’t know how the other person will accept it
Me: Especially in your case
Me: Because I can’t take care of you right next to me
Me: I should have been more careful and careful
Me: I’m really sorry Seo Yoon-ah
Sourang: I don’t really care
Soeurang: If Nangnim says that,
Soeurang: I’ll forgive you haha
Me: why did you forget
Sourang: In the future
Soeurang: Nangnim is also a human being who makes mistakes
Soeurang: I’ll remember it haha
Me: Isn’t it obvious
Soeurang: It’s obvious, but… Lol
Soeulang: For some reason, Nang is very thorough and strict?
So Eurang: He has charisma and seems to be able to do anything.
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: Of course, I know you’re not that kind of person.
Soeurang: It’s that kind of image in me haha
Soeurang: That’s why Nangnim will make a mistake too
Soeurang: I don’t have such an obvious idea.
Me: Think and live
Soeurang: Are you sorry?
Me: ok
Me: I won’t
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: What is this feeling?
Soeurang: Until a little while ago, I craved and got angry
Soeurang: The person who cursed at me
Soeurang: Because I can’t move
Soeurang: Very
Soeurang: Really
Soeurang: Anyway, it’s a bit like that haha
Me: what are you saying
Soeurang: Cheer up haha
Soeurang: Wouldn’t it be better to do well in the future?
Me: If you’re going to comfort me, give me money
Soeurang: Will you keep doing that to me?
Me: this shit
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Because Nang-nim is always on top of my head
Soeurang: Being stuck on me like now
Soeurang: It’s fun because it’s a bit fresh haha
Me: yes
Me: enjoy while you can
Me: How can you be scared and make a mistake?
Soeurang: Ehhhhh
Soeurang: What did I do?
Me: I still have a lot to learn
With Soeu: haha
Me: this wasn’t the time to teach you something
Me: I suddenly lose my confidence
Sourang: Master
Me: You don’t even listen to me like this
Me: I think it’s more because I have a dog
Me: The punishment of life…
Soeurang: No haha
Sourang: It’s not like that
Me: then what
Soeurang: Let’s decide quickly haha
Soeurang: That safe word
Soeurang: Because it’s for play anyway
Soeurang: I think it would be more appropriate to call him the owner.
Me: Isn’t that just what you want to call it?
With Soeu: haha
Me: yes
Me: Let’s decide as soon as it’s said
Me: I wish I knew I made a mistake
Me: I need to give feedback right away
Sourang: How do you decide?