Chapter 288 – Can’t You Drink? (One)
After class. With a loud noise, people left the classroom until the noise subsided.
Yoo Hye-yeon sat blankly, staring into the void with her soulless eyes.
“Haaa…”
The sigh flowed involuntarily after it was quiet after people had left to some extent and only those who were sitting and fiddling with their cellphones like himself were left, as if there was nowhere to spend time until the next class.
Luckly. Today’s class ended with this as the next class was suddenly canceled.
I was in a situation where I could go home after only taking morning classes for the first time in a while, but the reason I was procrastinating was because I was so tired that I didn’t want to get hit by the rushing crowd, rather than wanting to go home and rest.
“Hyeyeon-ah.”
‘Ha..’
I won’t. She sighed once again at the sound of a voice beside her as she paused for a moment to catch her breath.
“Yes? What are you doing?”
Donghun Han. A senior in the same department and one grade above. He is a human being who does not know and does not care about anything else.
“Your complexion doesn’t look good these days. What’s wrong?”
“..It’s just that I can’t sleep well.”
It’s obvious that even a person like this could understand it. He didn’t show any discomfort, but replied, lamenting inwardly.
It was the reason I couldn’t tell others that the reason I couldn’t sleep lately was because I had been masturbating every night.
Every day, I thought I shouldn’t do it today, but I couldn’t stand the urge, so I locked myself in the blanket and masturbated for tens of minutes to several hours until I was exhausted.
The act of ignoring it all my life, thinking it was dirty and filthy, felt like a drug that I couldn’t quit, and I was feeling fatigue and even a sense of shame.
“Really? Are you the type of person who doesn’t sleep well?”
It’s a trivial question that doesn’t make any sense.
What to say I didn’t feel any emotion, as if I was just spitting out words to keep the conversation going. No, it just bothered me.
“It’s been a while since I moved in, so I don’t think I’m used to sleeping there. I’ll be fine soon.”
“It’s fortunate if that’s the case. Oh, have you eaten? You shouldn’t skip it because you don’t like it.”
“I’m eating well.”
Although he told me not to mind and it was fine in moderation. It’s a boring and useless question.
It’s obvious what will happen after this. I had intended to do that from the beginning, but I was annoyed at prompting the conversation like this.
“But you still haven’t had lunch today? Do you want to go eat something together? I’ll buy it.”
It’s bothering.
I’m so tired I’m dying It’s not to the point of saying every day.. But once every two or three days, or every time liberal arts classes overlap, because of the recommendation of food, movies, or drives, I only get annoyed every time I run into my face.
In my mind, I just want to shoot at him according to my temper and cut him off. It’s a social life that can’t be like that.
It won’t make your college life difficult just because you hate this one person, but there’s no reason to make your image bad.
‘Everyone has a swollen eye.’
Han Dong-Hoon… His face looks pretty decent, he’s tall and his physique looks good. In addition, he seems to be living in a good house. He is a college student, drives a foreign car, and buys meals for his classmates and juniors.
In addition, because of his cool personality and caring nature, there were quite a few kids who had a crush on Han Dong-hoon among his classmates.
Yoo Hye-yeon… Was just annoying and annoyed.
In the end, Han Dong-hun is just bragging about the money he inherited from his parents, wasting it like water.
He himself has nothing to say about that part, but I don’t like it when people who have never worked part-time are naturally at the center of human relationships with money.
At least he didn’t show off to others like that, so he had a confident part in his own way.
Yoo Hye-yeon, who had lived in a wealthy family since childhood and had grown up with many children from families with similar grades, could clearly see that she was eager to show off because she was drunk with her good taste, even though she pretended not to be Han Dong-hun.
He pretends to be well-mannered on the outside, but doesn’t like the fact that his eyes are always on his chest.
He already understood that it was unavoidable for a man, even a woman, to stare at his chest once or twice, but Han Dong-hoon was too harsh.
Sometimes he couldn’t even control himself properly, and there were times when he had a bad look in his eyes, as if he was thinking bad thoughts.
“I’m sorry. The lecture ended quickly today, so I decided to meet her sister for dinner.”
Lastly, the meeting at the cafe, he had never met Yoo Seo-yeon, but in college he was playing the close friend of her older sister who hangs out with her older sister once or twice a week.
It was all set up to get rid of annoying men.
“Really? Then we can’t help it. Let’s eat next time.”
He pretends to be polite. It’s also annoying to laugh leisurely and not to be sloppy.
What doesn’t piss you off? No. I was annoyed by the fact that I was relaxing like that, and then came back to bother me again.
No matter how much it is, I can’t refuse all the suggestions, so it’s annoying that I don’t give up just because I went to a place where many people besides myself, and I ate with them once or twice.
“Yes. Let’s eat next time.”
If I had known it would be like this, I would have rejected everything from the beginning. That good is good This time, he smiled moderately and stood up as he finished the conversation.
Still, the morning class ended after a while, so if you go home right now, you should be able to sleep for quite a while.
Today I just wanted to sleep all day without doing anything.
“Ah, I’m on my way out too, so let’s go together.”
Quick. I couldn’t actually hear it, but my annoyance came up as if something was suddenly cut off in my head.
Still, the reason why he didn’t show irritation was because he was working hard to keep his mentality even in the midst of being so tired.
“Yes. Let’s go together.”
Responding with a laugh that I worked hard to create, I got up and left the lecture room.
Han Dong-hoon, who is walking with them on a street that is neither too far nor too close, about half a step away, is busy talking about useless things that he has no interest in.
They say that the menu of the month at a nearby cafe is delicious, that they are looking forward to a new movie from a certain director, and that it will be nice to go to the sea because it is soon summer.
In the first place, it seemed that he had no intention of hiding that he was flirting with himself in this way.
The people around Han Dong-hun already knew that he was interested in Yoo Hye-yeon, and Yoo Hye-yeon’s college friends also knew that Han Dong-hun was dashing.
That perception itself was the atmosphere he created in the first place.
Yoo Hye-yeon had never thought of her human relationships in such a complicated way, so by the time she noticed that the atmosphere around her was taking Han Dong-hoon’s annoying invitation for granted, the atmosphere would be too strange to get rid of Han Dong-hun with a straight face. It was like
Yes yes. Ah. I see Yes. He replied with a moderate smile at Han Dong-hoon’s babble while waiting for his reaction, switching the topic neither too slowly nor too fast.
After walking for a while and catching a taxi, she was able to get away from the annoying voice.
“Haaa…”
I don’t know how many times I’ve sighed with this.
I’m so tired I’m dying Han Dong-Hoon I couldn’t help but sigh because I was more tired because of that person.
‘I want to see my brother..’
She made up her mind to take Choi Min-seok away from Yu Seo-yeon, but she hadn’t seen her face for nearly a month, let alone contacted her once.
Even if you try to call it out, you have to have a reason to call it out.
He exchanged messages with his friends that had no meaning, but since he thought he was Choi Min-seok, he couldn’t send any messages at all.
What should I do if I think I sent such a meaningless message? What if you think it’s annoying? What would you say if I asked you this here?
Every time I thought of a message I could send to Choi Min-seok, I thought of reasons why I couldn’t send it as if it were meticulously reviewed.
Beep Beep-!
After getting out of the taxi and returning to the officetel, he closed the door until he heard a beep and the door lock.
‘..I should have taken a picture.’
I’ve only seen him for a day, so if I keep going like this, I think I’ll forget Choi Min-seok’s face.
If I hadn’t thought of Minseok Choi whenever I had a chance and every night, I would have forgotten about it long ago.
Even if it is not necessary, imagination alone does not fill the mind. It would have been nice if I could see the face clearly with my own eyes.
For some reason, even Choi Min-seok’s profile picture was a basic profile picture with a blue background, and Yoo Seo-yeon’s profile picture was holding a strange necklace without a single picture taken together on the subject of being a lover.
“…”
No, I already know the truth.
Money is rotten, and Seo-yeon Yoo, who wore a lot of expensive-looking accessories, has a necklace and ring with a simple design that doesn’t look that expensive.
It was obvious that I didn’t have to check it.
“Chi..”
Feeling sad again for no reason, I roughly threw my bag by the front door, trudged into the bedroom, lay down on the bed, and covered myself with a blanket.
Now it’s not to the point where I cry sadly like I did on the first day.
I had already thought of her necklace several times and felt miserable, so I was quite used to it by now.
Should I say instead? It seems that everything, even the miserable part that disappeared, has been transferred to sexual desire.
“Haaa…”
The breath that comes out of your mouth is moist and hot. Are you wearing a blanket? It hasn’t even been a minute since I came inside the futon, but it couldn’t be.
In the first place, it wasn’t just her breath that was hot, it was her whole body.
Hot and hot, as if I had a cold. At the same time, I even felt a thumping sound, as if a heart had formed inside my stomach instead of my chest.
“Why the hell are you doing this…”
Now I know that this burning heat comes from her own sexuality.
However, for Yoo Hye-yeon, who had masturbated only once in her life until she met Choi Min-seok, it was a sensation that she did not want to accept no matter how much she went through.
However, since she doesn’t want to accept it, she knows that no matter how much she puts up with it, this boiling heat will not subside.
An hour and a half at most. She tried to endure it by somehow diverting her consciousness and taking a shower in her cold water, but in the end, after giving up on her sexual desire, Yoo Hye-yeon’s will was broken and it became more difficult for her to endure it than before.
‘..But I still have enough time to sleep.’
Thanks to returning home without having lunch, I have four or five more hours than usual.
There is enough time to sleep soundly after masturbating until the libido subsides.
Knock!
Startled by the strangely clear notification sound, she jumped up and jumped out of the covers.
Haha…”
Like a child caught doing something bad. I tried to calm my beating heart and checked the phone I had thrown next to her.
“Uh..?”
The moment he saw the three letters ‘Yoo Seo-yeon’, he let out a stupid sound without even realizing it.
