Chapter 84 – Prasion
Unexpectedly, the battle ended in vain.
No, that’s exactly what I want to think.
“…This, you fought very splendidly.”
Carlisle made a hard expression as he looked at the street that had turned into ruins. The panoramic view of the city, which boasted beautiful scenery just a few days ago, quickly became a battlefield.
The peaceful look I saw in the hospital is no longer there.
After the battle, the only thing left here is the corpses of countless bugs and collapsed buildings. Black smoke was still pouring from the place where the shell had hit.
I didn’t want to see you like this.
Carlisle’s gaze, which looked around the city with a bitter expression, eventually stopped at the white holy cavalry that had stopped moving nearby.
Did you say Netoru?
“…More than I thought, you were a monstrous child.”
He thought it was unusual from the time he said he would play second. But this was beyond imagination. Carlisle stared at the genital lasso, who had lost his movement, with half-suffocated eyes.
Many people died.
But without that guy, more people would have been slaughtered by the bugs than this.
At least, thanks to the delay, the citizens were able to evacuate to the underground shelter.
Besides, how many did you manage alone?
I haven’t seen it myself, but I can get a glimpse of it just by looking at the corpses of bugs strewn on the street. How fiercely he fought alone. Those unlucky knights I’ve seen a few times before won’t do that either.
That’s why Carlisle couldn’t take his eyes off the tattered white genitals for a while.
No, not exactly.
He couldn’t take his eyes off Natsuo, who was saved by Karen’s genitals.
He was staring at the pure white holy cavalry as if something was empty.
2.
Immediately after saving Natsuo, Netoru immediately ran away from the bugs. Fortunately, there was no trace. The other Holy Troopers who were aware of the situation immediately came to their aid.
How much time has passed like that
Bugs are gradually being wiped out throughout the city,
When the battle is over
Before long, the holy cavalry’s movement stopped. At that moment, the connection was disconnected and the coupling was forcibly released. Karen gasped in her cockpit and bent over her.
“Huh…!”
Body is weird hot and throbbing At the sensation of her tingling belly, Karen rubbed her thighs and let out a groan of pleasure.
Every time she let out her breath, her unknown sensations that remained in her body were tormenting her.
Even though the coupling is obviously broken, Netoru’s magical energy is clearly felt inside his body. It was as if his magic nervous system was eating into his.
Regardless of her will, the activated magic nervous system continued to crave Netoru’s magic.
This is not an overheat.
Something completely different from that.
What···. What the hell did Netoru do to my body?
Karen relived her memory. But I don’t remember anything. All I can remember is that at that moment, her mind-boggling pleasure rang through her magical nervous system.
“Haha… Ha ha… What is this···.”
There is no pain, but the stimulation is so strong that it is painful now. Karen, her body still flinching, looked behind her. She was asking me how to do this.
“Netoru…?”
But the moment I saw Netoru,
In an instant, the color of Karen’s complexion disappeared from the peach-red face of Karen, immersed in her pleasure.
Suddenly, Netoru lost consciousness.
As he leans against the cockpit, blood drips down his chin from the corner of his mouth.
At the sight, Karen shook his shoulder, feeling her heart pounding.
“Hey, wake up! Netoru!”
But Netoru didn’t answer. He must have really lost consciousness completely, and every time he shook his body, only the blood flowing from his mouth was adding to the amount.
It wasn’t until her hands were completely stained with his blood that Karen realized her own stupidity.
Now is not the time to be so flustered.
Seeing Netoru’s unusual condition, Karen immediately called Rien. Did she even notice through her observations that Lien was unusual? Lien’s response was swift.
─···I will send the holy cavalry right now to prepare for the transfer.
“Papa, quick! Please! This, this guy… It’s really like this…”
The Netoru Karen knew was always a laid-back guy. Even at the last moment, he half-jokingly said it was okay. But what the hell is this?
Like the large amount of blood spewing out of his mouth, as well as the sound of weak breathing that continues dangerously…
“······Idiot. Why did you make such a fuss?”
In the end, Karen couldn’t help her drumming emotions and she burst into tears. Before I knew it, the tears that flowed down blurred my vision.
It would be nice if you could open your eyes right away and tell him it’s okay with the shameless face he always did,
Magical exhaustion was not an injury to be taken lightly.
It was a symptom that the magical nervous system could not withstand and could be destroyed, turning a person into a disabled person. However, in such a state, Netoru was unreasonable until the very end.
Even though he clearly knew what would happen if he abused his body like this, did he want to keep his word by pushing himself to the limit?
“Really···. No···. He always told me not to worry…”
Every time she wiped away the tears with the back of her hand, emotions welled up in her. I don’t know why people do this even though they always pretend to be crooked.
Come to think of it, it’s not just this one. This guy has always been like that. He spoke boldly, and always kept his word. Looking at it, he cared about people more than anyone else.
Karen was afraid. I don’t know what will become of Netoru like this.
——Karen. Could you open the cockpit?
Then someone from outside called. It was Chandler’s voice. Karen immediately opened her cockpit, and pulled Four Toru lying in her cockpit, supporting her on her shoulders.
Karen’s whole body trembled at the weight of her limp body. I don’t know if it’s an illusion, but his body seemed particularly cold and hard.
It’s like…
No. It can’t be. Karen struggled to shake off her sinister thoughts as she stepped out of the cockpit.
Eventually, it was time for Chandler’s partner, Akane’s cavalryman, who had been waiting outside, to get on top of the outstretched hand.
At that moment, there was a boy’s voice grabbing Karen’s ankle.
“… Karen.”
“·······”
Startled by her familiar voice, Karen moved her head slowly for a moment.
Then, with a helpless face, she saw Natsuo looking up from below her.
It was a worried eye. And it was the look of a child suffering from guilt. The boy’s eyes, which were always full of passion and confidence, were no longer visible.
Seeing Natsuo like that, Karen bit her lower lip.
In that moment, all kinds of emotions ran through me.
It was resentment and pathetic.
“…Natsuo.”
Karen pursed her lips. She has a lot to say to him. Scolded, she wanted to be very angry.
Why did he stand so stupidly on top of the clock tower at that time instead of going to the shelter?
Why did you make Netoru so unreasonable?
Even so, he was the man who suffered the most today than anyone else. And because of his dedication, countless lives were saved. If it weren’t for Netoru, the citizens would have been trampled by bugs before they even made it to the shelter.
Is Natsuo aware of his efforts?
In the silent exchange of glances.
Finally, Natsuo mustered up the courage to open his mouth.
“Karen… Therefore···. I am···!”
“Noisy···. Because no matter what excuse you give me right now, I don’t think I’ll be able to hold back my anger.”
Apart from emotions, Karen couldn’t afford to listen to Natsuo’s excuses. What was urgent now was not Natsuo, who had caused the accident, but Netoru, who had lost consciousness.
So, Karen glanced at Natsuo with her resentful eyes and climbed onto Akane’s genital bottle.
At that moment, I think Natsuo said he was sorry, but
Karen didn’t respond.
3.
When was it Before it fell into this world.
It is now a hazy childhood memory.
He once watched an anime with his uncle. Although I forgot the title, the content remains deep in one side of my head.
The main character, who was an ordinary high school student, was suddenly chosen as a pilot one day.
He was riding a big robot in the city he lived in and fighting some unknown monsters.
To be honest, it wasn’t very interesting.
Rather than being fun, it was frustrating. To put it in words these days, it was often a lot of sweet potatoes.
I’m not sure if it was for the sake of probability, but the main character who became a pilot was ordinary and immature like a common high school student. Besides, it was emotional like that of an adolescent boy.
The fact that what I saw in my childhood is still clear in my head is probably because of the stuffiness I felt then.
But still, I kind of understand it now.
Just like the main character we saw then, suddenly one day, without knowing anything, riding a weapon and fighting,
It wasn’t as easy as I thought.
And accepting the devastation that resulted from it.
“·······”
That day, I saw hell.
A hell he created with his own hands.
Every time I move my gaze, all I see is a corpse. The scenery of the city that had been occupied by bugs for a moment was so unrealistic that it was like having a terrible nightmare.
It was an important operation in which no one should make a mistake.
But I made a big mistake.
I was scared, I didn’t want to die, so I hesitated.
And the result is this.
A hell created by my immaturity.
Even if the main character is immature in some cartoons, I don’t know if the job will end fortunately, but the place where I am is a real battlefield with shells and bullets flying around.
So it was as if I had killed these people.
A place where immaturity is a sin.
As if confirming my sins, I wandered around the city. I didn’t care about the eyes of the young unit members, and I moved into the city that had changed miserably.
Black smoke was pouring out everywhere. The wounds of the fierce battle continued to ignite the flames all over the city.
So, wherever I went, the smell of burning people and bugs mingled and stung my nose.
I feel nauseous. But don’t stop walking.
Then, an endlessly expanding force of fire blocked my path. But this time, he didn’t stop. I continued into the city.
I had to confirm my guilt.
No, maybe he actually thought that it didn’t matter if he was burned to death like this. Because the sins that were too heavy for me to bear were piled up here.
So the more I checked, the more the pain in my chest was crushed. My vision blurred, and my hands and legs trembled.
Eventually, the tremors reached down to his throat, making it difficult to breathe.
I feel like I’m going to suffocate like this because I’m suppressed by the sins I’ve accumulated.
Whether it is a human or a bug, the roadside where blood flows from unknown owners, the huge fire that gradually spreads throughout the city,
At that moment, as if everything in the world was cursing me, my vision was reddening. Everywhere I look, there is only an unpleasant red color that seems to scold me.
Eventually, I got tired of the bright red color and stopped in one place.
No, I had to stop.
──Tap. Because there was a coldness that brushed the side of my cheek. Wanting something, I looked up and saw a sky full of dark clouds.
As soon as our eyes met, rain began to fall from the sky.
I looked at it and quietly twisted my mouth.
It was fortunate. Even if it rains, the fires burning the city will at least be quieted. Then this bright red scenery that seems to scold me will disappear.
As if relieved by that fact, it was time to look up at the sky.
──A lot
I heard the sound of small footsteps somewhere and suddenly covered the hazy sky with an umbrella. After a while, someone asked indirectly from behind.
“···Brother. Are you crying?”
It was the voice of a little girl.
