Chapter 9 – 9. I Am Cattle. It’s Just Me… Cattle.
It was hopeless.
Why, why?
Whenever?
Why… Oh my, I have an unimaginable tattoo on my butt?
I cried like crazy and was in pain like crazy.
At least, shouldn’t it be at an acceptable level?
The man decided to clear my name after three years had passed.
I promised to return to the normal me again.
I am not a person who will live as a livestock for the rest of my life.
After the promised time, he said he would clear my name.
But, knowing that. Why the hell
Did you put such a vulgar tattoo on me?
..I want to die.
Now.. Even if you take a shower…
I… Can’t look at my ass comfortably.
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Lee Ah-yeong, standing at attention.
She’s still naked
The big and beautiful breasts are the most noticeable.
And the man standing in front of him.
With a devastated expression, Ah-yeong looks up at the man.
“..Why.. Are you saying this..”
“What are you talking about?”
The man smiles and looks down at Ayoung.
“Knapped me… Made me… Like this, now… Now… This ridiculous… Tattoo…”
Crying voice.
Ayoung’s sad voice is mixed with anger.
“Special cattle, has an additional brand on her right hip.
You have to get a tattoo that maximizes the disadvantages of that special livestock and live with that tattoo for the rest of your life.”
Ayoung’s eyes change from despair to anger.
“That, why! Are you telling me now? I didn’t know that if I became a special livestock, something like this would get stuck!”
Ayoung expressed her anger with a tearful voice.
And then, the smiling man’s expression suddenly changed to a frightening one.
“Lee Ah-young is a special livestock. As such, she has put a new stigma on it.
Isn’t it natural? Since it is a special livestock, I just did my job, of course.”
The man said with an angry expression, glaring at Ayeong.
Ah-young’s body shuddered.
“Ayoung Lee’s body has no flaws. Ah-Young has a perfect body, and so does her face.
However, I noticed one characteristic of Ayoung.”
The man put his hand down,
With her fingers, she picked up a handful of Ah-young’s cunt hair.
And, she pulled up.
He pulled up and pulled her cunt hair with strong force, completely impervious to her consideration.
“Kyaaaaah!”
Ah-young screams in pain as her pubic hair is pulled.
Along the pulled pubic hair,
I lift my toes, lift my back, and try to alleviate the pain.
“Mmmm!”
“I really didn’t like this pubic hair.
There’s one flaw in a perfect woman like you, and that’s it.
So, I designed it by emphasizing Ah-Young’s pubic hair.”
As soon as the man finished speaking, he let go of the tugging pussy hair.
“Ugh..”
A few strands of hair have been pulled out, and the man shakes his hand.
Ah-yeong bent over and rubbed the area where her hair was pulled.
I feel even smaller and shabby when I go through this.
He said he had a lot of hair on his genitals.. To think he had such a terrible tattoo..
It’s not common sense. It’s so cruel.
However, A-Young had the courage to bring this idea out of her mouth.. It was already gone.
“Now don’t ask about that. Ayoung Lee is a special livestock. She’s not human
Is it wrong to carve something on the body of a domesticated animal? No. Do you know?”
“Huh..”
A-Young looks at the man with her fear-filled eyes.
Unlike usual, the position of a man who is so close.
This demon who always watched Ah-yeong from afar and watched her.
Standing closer this time, the man is glaring at Ah-yeong.
A man feels an inexplicable aura.
An indescribable feeling of fear. Intimidation.
It wasn’t from a man’s muscles or size.
The feeling that you should never, ever be near this man.
Ah-yeong’s whole body starts sending warning messages to run away from this man.
This man might kill me.
“..Yeah! I… I see.”
However, Ah-yeong has no way to escape.
If you attack any more, no.
The ‘instinct’ that he might die right now was warning Ah-yeong.
I just have to say that I know.
Ah-young’s survival instinct was shouting to her to do so.
“Soon, the teacher in charge will come. Please wait.”
“..Yeah! Al… I see.”
Ayoung didn’t want to die.
What I sensed from the man at that moment was ‘killing intent.’
.. I shouldn’t express my opinion, my dissatisfaction to this man.
I have to obey everything and obey everything.
As long as that man is in front of me. That way is the only solution.
My intuition was not wrong.
Men are not normal. He is very different from ordinary people.
I’ve never heard of a person with the intent to kill like this coming out of their body…
A real ‘criminal’ who can frame me and forcibly put ‘livestock stigma’ on me.
And, the intuition that I feel that I might do a real ‘murder’.
The answer is simply to adapt and endure.
That was right
If you endure…
3 years… If you hold on…
I can go back
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‘.. I wonder if they don’t give me clothes..’
Still naked, waiting for the ‘doctor’ to come find her.
Knowing that someone is coming for me, I am still forced to be naked.
The man hung my leash on the iron ring next to the chair in the lobby on the first floor and disappeared.
The sun had set, and it was evening.
The first floor lobby is very bright with fluorescent lights on.
In it, a naked woman on a chain leash sits alone.
It was cold inside the building.
To be naked, the evening temperature in September was cold.
Not a single thing.. Nothing good..
‘Doctor’.
The person who will come soon is an outsider.
Ah-young has to greet the stranger, naked.
This is the first floor of the building. Surely, I will open that door and come in,
As soon as you arrive, you will find me naked and on a leash.
White naked body.
My breasts, my legs, my ass…
And… A terrible tattoo…
Everything.. Will come into the eyes of those people.
Ah..
It seemed crazy.
Please..
Save me… Someone…
In this state, waiting for someone to come, was too cruel.
I am a woman
A woman who knows shame and knows shame.
At least.. I should give you something to cover my body..
My heart beats wildly.
I was afraid that the front door on the first floor would open.
Fear creeps in.
Cover yourself as much as possible,
While sitting in a chair, cover your nipples as much as possible while hugging your chest.
My legs are closed as much as possible so that I can’t see between my legs.
I’m not normal now
No matter where, no one is there,
It’s not normal to sit naked and alone in the lobby of such a well-maintained building.
Oh my God.. Where would such a woman be..
Pervert.. Exhibitionist..
Maybe that’s how you look at me
When I think about the situation that will come soon, my whole body trembles.
You can anticipate what will happen, but you cannot prepare for it.
Just.. I have to take the shame that will come with my bare body.
Rattle.
The door on the first floor opens.
One male. And then, two women enter the lobby.
As soon as Ayeong sees them, she lowers her head to her crotch and crouches down.
‘Hee.. Hee.. Hee.. Hee.. Hee.. Hee!’
In front of men, she was naked all the time.
However, now other people… See me like this.
It’s a shame. I want to die.
‘Aaaaah!’
In my head, I scream inwardly. My mind is confused.
Tumble, Tumble, Tumble…
My footsteps… Stop in front of me.
“Hey~ You look like a princess for a livestock, right?”
A voice that breaks the silence.
One man, two women.
Three people in suits gathered around the chair where Ayoung was sitting.
“Uhhh..”
Do not raise your head.
I didn’t want to show this side of myself to other people.
Please don’t look at my face.. Please.. Just.. Go away..
“What?”
The man in front of the seated A-young forcibly thrusts his hand between the crouching A-young.
Ayoung’s chest was covered as much as possible with her arm.
In the meantime, a man’s hand squeezes in.
And then, the man’s hand grips Ayoung’s chest.
“Town?”
And, the hand moves.
A man in a suit rubbed Ayeong’s chest with his hand.
“Suck! Suck! Suck!”
As my heart begins to tighten,
Ayeong groans as if she is holding her breath, and her body begins to tremble.
It was just that the person who had just seen Ayoung for the first time was casually touching her breasts.
As expected, he massaged his chest.
For an ordinary person, this is an absurd situation.
The soft feel of Ah-young’s breasts felt perfectly in the man’s palm.
“Wow, did this kind of person support special livestock? Your breasts are so big..”
The man continued to caress Ayeong’s breasts.
This time, a woman grabs Ah-yeong’s hair.
Then, the head is forcibly lifted so that the face can be seen.
“Ugh!”
Ahyoung couldn’t say a word.
Despite going through this terribly humiliating situation, he is unable to utter a single word of defiance.
Forcibly, the face is lifted.
Ah-young’s eyes lifted up by her hair,
He encounters three men and women who are looking at his naked body.
“Your face is also very pretty.. Wow.. It’s really pretty..”
“Where? Wow.. That’s.. So.. Pretty..”
The three men and women stare at Ah-yeong’s face in silence for a moment.
However, the man’s hand kneading his chest continues to move.
Even though the man casually touches Ah-young’s breasts he has never seen before,
The women I was with didn’t even care.
‘She’s the same woman.. Why.. Don’t stop me..
Even though she’s the same girl… Why me…’
“Keuheum.. Her breasts.. Are big, so it feels good.. Why did such a pretty bitch do such a thing and become a special livestock?”
“Is it a pervert? Among the killers, there are many people with strange walls.”
“Is it? You’ll know after a while. If you wet your pussy in front of us, pervert would be right.”
The man’s hand falls from Ah-young’s chest.
Ah-young wraps her arms around her chest again.
Then, the three men and women start taking things out of the bag.
A camera and a bunch of papers. And strange instruments.
Ah-yeong was in front of them, she couldn’t utter a single word, only her breasts were forcibly covered with her arms.
Touch me casually,
3 people who naturally act as if I were a ‘livestock’.
Suddenly, Ayoung’s head felt empty.
All she could do was look at the actions of the people in front of her with fearful eyes.
“Ah! Teachers, are you here?”
A “Man” Walks down the stairs from the second floor.
“Ah, are you the owner? Haha. Thanks for contacting us.”
Unlike when they faced me, the three people smiled and shook hands with the ‘man’.
Men and people, have a conversation.
With her leash on her leash, Ayoung Lee, alone and naked in her body.
In front of them, people who are fully dressed, shake hands, and talk while laughing.
Between them and Ayoung… There was a huge wall.
Although they are in the same space, there is a wall between them and Ayoung that can never be crossed.
Ah-young feels this gap with her whole body.
Ayoung herself. She feels infinitely small and shabby.
‘I am.. Really.. A livestock..? Aren’t they people…?’
A sense of wonder creeps in.
For the first time, I realize that I am a domestic animal.
It’s not just painful and shameful.
My reality touched me so much.
The devil-like man smiles brightly and talks to them.
That demon looked like a very ordinary person.
I am.. What..? What was the despair and fear I felt..?
“I am Kang Joo-hyuk. It is said.”
“Ah yes! Nice to meet you. I am …”
The first man’s name I heard.
I didn’t even know the devil’s name until now.
No, that demon named Joo-Hyuk Kang… I must have thought that it wasn’t even worth telling me his name…
Because I am a livestock…
All the promises I made to myself are erased from my head.
Originally, Ah-yeong was also an ordinary person, and for a moment, she forgets that she has become like this after being kidnapped and falsely accused.
The appearances of ‘ordinary people’ in front of her eyes were making Ah-yeong even more distressed.
That ‘man’ who casually gave me an electric shock.
The man’s normal appearance now brings confusion to Ah-young’s head.
I thought it was the devil. By the way.. Now.. It wasn’t like a devil.
“Ah, to check the body, you can follow me.”
“Yes, I understand.”
“Come on, Mr. Please follow me.”
The man smiles and picks up Ah-young’s leash.
Ayoung’s pupils were out of focus.
The top of his head turned white.
Ayoung,
As the man leads, it happens.
And, as the leash leads, it walks.
Shame digs into Ah-young’s brain.
‘Only me, with the leash hanging…
I’m the only one… Not wearing any clothes…
I’m the only one… My heart is pounding…’
Jingle. Jingle. Jingle.
Every time Ah-yeong takes a step, the metal leash jingles echo.
All of those sounds seemed to bite Ah-young’s brain in shame.
“What!? Kang Joo-hyuk, did you properly feed the butt of your cattle? Is your name Ayoung? Are you rich? You?”
A woman was surprised to see the ‘pussy hair tattoo’ on Ah-yeong’s buttocks and said,
“Wow… That’s really naked! A woman’s genitals pop! The hair is like that.. Oh, it’s embarrassing..”
Kang Joo-hyeok, the devil, smiled and answered that.
“Look ahead. You will understand the nickname I wrote down.”
Kang Joo-hyuk pulls on my leash, making me stop.
Then, grabbing my shoulder, turns toward them.
I can’t even resist, and my body changes direction helplessly.
In front of my eyes, three men and women are standing.
Ah-yeong’s naked body forced to face them..
Ah-yeong’s breasts, pubic hair… Everything was directed at them.
Ah-yeong tried to cover herself with her hands for a moment, but the man grabbed her arm and stopped her.
I wanted to die. People who act as if everything is natural.
I’m naked all by myself, but I can’t even cover my body.
Everyone’s eyes are on the lower part of my body.
Pubic hair.
Originally, I didn’t even think of my pubic hair as such a big drawback.
I hated it terribly.
“Keu~ Like my nickname, my hair is full.. Haha!”
Haha! What, are there any expressions for having a lot of hair?”
Haha! This is a complete comedy!”
All the words drive a dagger into Ah-young’s chest.
“Your breasts are so big and pretty.. Do you know the size?”
“Ayoung, this is a 70F cup. In fact, I think it’s safe to say that it’s a G cup.”
“Hey.. I’ve never heard of that size.. I’m thin.. But this is possible..”
“I envy you?”
“What if it wasn’t a livestock, just a woman? Might be a bit envious…”
“You are an A-cup.”
“Hey dude!”
The drooping figure of Ayoung.
I’m listening to all their stories.
Talk about me
About my… Pubic hair…
About my.. Horrible tattoos..
About my.. Breasts..
Stories…
They casually talk about my body as if discussing it..
And, the normal… Playful conversations that are far from me…
There is no strength in the whole body.
Don’t see me as a woman
No, I don’t treat you like a human being.
No matter how much I’ve been framed,
Even if you will be released after 3 years,
Even if I can endure it myself, even if I can go back,
There was one fact that did not change.
Now I got it right
I really have become a cattle.
Now, I wasn’t human.
I felt like going crazy.
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〈 special livestock 〉
Among the criminals who received the punishment of cattle stigma, a punishment given to a criminal with a worse crime.
‘Human livestock’ living in society.
Unlike other ‘cattle’ who spend the rest of their lives in concentration camps,
Together with ordinary people, they live in society, treated as inferior to beasts.
All of the inhumane torture and sexual behavior done to the ‘special livestock’ is ‘natural’.
In particular, it is known that when a female offender becomes a ‘special livestock’, the sexual pain is dozens of times stronger.
Humiliation and shame. Contempt and humiliation. Drug and sexual experimentation.
It is said that the process of punishment made her hate being born as a woman.
It is said that it is not easy for an ordinary woman to remain mentally sane even if she is sentenced to only a few years as a ‘special livestock’.
Therefore, it is said that female offenders are extremely afraid of becoming ‘special livestock’.
