Chapter 251 – Volume 51 – I’ll Never Give Up (1)
“What.”
When I first opened the page, I was a little surprised.
Naturally, I thought the manga would continue, but the diary popped out.
Seeing Adam’s diary come out very naturally, I was a little taken aback.
‘…Really, senpai is beyond imagination.’
You even made a plausible diary yourself.
And if you look at the handwriting, it is different from that of the seniors I know.
It seemed that Adam’s handwriting was deliberately created.
“…The memory fading has become worse than the level previously recorded. Now I can feel the memory fading in real time, even when I’m not sleeping. It’s honestly a little scary.”
Of course, not all diaries were implemented.
There were only a few diaries that stimulated important emotions.
From the page after the last diary ended, it went back to a cartoon depicting Lilith reading the diary.
“Really, really bad person…”
Lilith’s murmur that contained a lot of things.
It’s like it’s ringing in your ears.
Thank you, sorry, and even betrayal.
A very complex emotion, as if I were Lilith, sobbed up.
“Really…”
I regret it.
If I had known, I would have valued that time more.
It would have made me laugh a little more.
Even if you realize what the truth is, no matter how much you regret and suffer.
Adam, who has fallen, does not wake up.
I couldn’t recall any more memories, so I forgot how to move my body.
Except for survival activities close to instinct.
I can’t do anything, I can’t understand anything.
The body is alive, but it is a terrible appearance that is practically dead.
Lilith couldn’t stand it, so she tried to run away from the house.
My daughter woke up after hearing a loud noise.
As I stood holding on to her legs with round eyes, I finally cried while holding the child.
Lilim didn’t even know why her mother was crying.
Perhaps it was sad that her mother was crying, so she started crying as well.
It wasn’t until after putting Lilim, exhausted from her crying, into her bed, that Lilith came to her senses and thought about it.
「…Adam. What should I do?」
Why does the blood of this succubus torment us so much?
I resented the root cause.
She loved Adam, and she blamed herself.
What would Adam do in this situation?
In fact, Lilith already knew.
She didn’t give up no matter what, and no matter how risky the action was for her sake, she took on the challenge.
“Can I do the same as Adam?”
If I give my all, will I be able to save Adam?
At first she thought she would give Adam all her life force.
If she could save her Adam instead of dying herself, that would be enough.
“Lilim…”
But now that I have a daughter, it’s not easy to make that decision.
No, even if she wasn’t really her daughter, there was no way Adam would accept that ending.
Because right now she can’t accept her Adam’s sacrifice.
‘No. With that I don’t die. I swear.’
Lilith remembered what her Adam had said to her.
A very unrealistic statement that he will save me without dying.
She may not have meant it, but what is certain is that Adam, who thought so, showed her skills beyond common sense.
“Can I do that too?”
Lilith was troubled.
I, who ruined him like this, can I still dream of such a happy ending?
Couldn’t it be that his sacrifice was in vain because of vain greed?
“…I do not care.”
It doesn’t matter if it goes wrong.
It’s okay to live alone, so if you’re going to regret that much, move on.
Unknowingly, I was conveying that feeling to Lilith.
“Really, really stupid… Not even my mother.”
When I look at Lilith and Adam without realizing it, they look like mom and dad.
Looking at Lilim, it seems like the possibility of a childhood where I could have been happy.
I keep getting weird thoughts.
“Lilim, I’m sorry for being a greedy mother.”
“Thank you for being greedy, Lilith.”
I sincerely think so.
I never want to resent that decision.
Even if I am left alone at the end, I am the result of my mother and father’s love.
So, if you are greedy to achieve that love.
I wanted to cheer for you closer than anyone else.
Of course, I can’t meet my mother anymore.
“Ah.”
Lilith didn’t like her horns and tail.
So, he tried to hide it as much as possible without revealing it.
But for the first time, he puts that mind aside and unleashes his horns and wings and unleashes his mana.
“If memories are going to disappear… It’s okay to make them not disappear.”
Lilith was a succubus with the ability to manipulate memories.
Until now, she had always saved her mana by not using her ability, so as not to take away Adam’s spirit.
“Adam, I know that I am reckless. How can I bring back all the memories with this ability?”
“But I want to hold out hope. I really want to bring back our happy times that Adam told me about.”
Her ability is different from her normal memory manipulation.
Rather than a memory, it was more like forcibly carving something into the storage space in her head.
Memories drawn in this way, unlike other memories, are never forgotten or changed.
Through this, I create a false memory of love.
Through it, extorting the spirit of men bound forever.
It’s a common way to use it, but…
“I’ll start.”
Rather, because it was such an ability, there was a possibility of saving Adam.
If I could draw all of Adam’s memories with memories that would never be erased.
Surely she will return to the Adam she knows.
“Uh…? No, wait a minute. Why do you do that!?”
I was concentrating on watching, but I was taken aback by the sudden appearance of Lilith undressing Adam.
Why is she suddenly undressing?
No, her baby Why is she taking off her clothes?
“Ah.”
In order for Lilith to be at her full potential, she needed to do naughty things.
Because she wasn’t familiar with her powers yet, it seemed that she could use her powers properly only when she brought out her succubus nature.
I’m pretty sure I’ve heard of something like that…
“…What are you flustered about?”
Come to think of it, that in itself was not courteous to Lilith.
Having sex with Adam, who sleeps with a very pious expression on his face.
If I react like that, I’m wrong…
“Ugh.”
Something is strange.
I thought it was godly sex, but after the erection and size of my cock, it became a very erotic atmosphere.
To think that he used the fallen Adam as if it were a dildo and had sex with him and left with a dirty face.
Obviously, the intention was pure, but the more I looked at it, the more erotic the scene was.
Unlike the previous work, it is too perverted.
At that time, it was a feeling of mutual love, not such a one-sided rape.
“Ah?”
No.
I only realized it later after looking closely at Lilith’s expression.
It wasn’t Lilith who was enjoying the pleasure, it was the instinct of the succubus who had previously tried to kill Adam to extract his spirit.
Rather, Lilith was harming herself to stop the pleasure in the middle, not to be eaten by the pleasure and instinct.
Using the instincts of a succubus to activate abilities.
Everything she knew about Adam, including the common sense she needed as a human being.
As if it had violated Adam’s head and left her mark.
Everything starts to overlap inside Adam.
Lilith put down the question of whether this was the right thing to do, and she only wanted to reunite with Adam.
Even if her magical powers she possesses are getting smaller and smaller, her breasts are no longer visible.
She never stopped having sex with her.
「Hauuuuu…!」
It’s an erotic scene, but what was actually drawn was so gruesome.
It was a lonely time where Adam did not give any answer.
The horrible time of having sex alone and using my abilities for Adam seems to last forever.
“Release…”
As painful and hard as it was, the pleasure of her sex preyed on Lilith.
The figure of Lilith who fights against it and only burns her love for Adam.
She felt reverent despite having sex with a messed up look.
“Please please…!”
Lilith exhausted all of her magic and did not stop even when she was in pain.
Even when she became dizzy due to her lack of magic, she did not stop.
That’s right, Adam’s memories haven’t returned yet.
“Ugh…!”
She somehow did as much as she could, but her Lilith fell on top of Adam as she no longer had her magic power or stamina left.
Right after that, tears fell from Lilith’s eyes, thinking that she had failed…
The teardrop landed on Adam’s cheek, and she began waking him up.
“Release…?”
“I’m glad, I’m glad…”
Adam was able to wake up with his memories properly, just as Lilith expected.
Fortunately, Lilith was able to come to her senses while sharing her spirit, even though it was only a little overdoing it.
“Thanks. And I’m sorry for hiding it.”
“No. Thank you so much for coming back…”
Fortunately, Lilith’s gamble was successfully completed.
Of course, there were small problems.
All the new memories had to be re-recorded so that Lilith wouldn’t be erased, so it was to the extent that they couldn’t be separated for the rest of their lives.
“…Stupid guys.”
But to those idiots, that wasn’t even a problem.
Rather, it felt like somehow it became an excuse for the two of them to be together.
I liked that the time to feel each other’s warmth has increased.
「Ehehe…」
At the end of the cartoon, Lilim writes in a diary about how close her mom and dad are.
No, to be precise, the story ended with the diary written by Lilim.
Closing the book that started with the diary and ended with the diary, I let out a sigh of relief.
“…Senpai is truly amazing.”
It seems that the emotions I felt before have become stronger.
It feels like being a parent has come into existence, as if it didn’t exist in my life.
Just like Lilim, I feel like I had a happy childhood.
‘Ha…’
If the senior is in front of me now, she has something to say to the senior.
Since the senior violated my life, she must be held responsible.
I wanted to say that.
“…Thank you so much for violating it.”
I love you. Senior.
