Chapter 250 – Volume 50 – I Will Definitely Make You Happy (5)
“What’s this…”
Adam was terribly perplexed by the fact that he couldn’t remember anything.
Basic common sense and how to move the body remained.
He had no information related to ‘himself’, such as who he was or where he was.
Or maybe it’s everything related to you.
Well, if only he couldn’t remember about himself.
He must have had memories of where he was now and the people he was close to.
I read Adam’s monologue.
Naturally, his fingers tensed.
I expected that there must be something wrong, but it was so unexpected that the problem had occurred for such a long time.
“But…”
Clearly Adam had memories.
Is he getting his memories back behind this and going to Lilith?
But is it that easy to solve?
“Ah.”
And I felt like I got hit in the head by Adam as he looked around and found the diary.
Study each other’s mind, behavior, and personality written in their diaries.
It wasn’t that long, but it was clear what he was going to do right now.
“Ah…”
I don’t remember, but reading this diary fills my heart.
Feeling the euphoria of being filled with emptiness, he believed that this was the way he was going.
He couldn’t bear ‘her’ to be sad that he had lost her memory.
Filled in her diary, her heart to make her happy is clearly conveyed.
Even if he had no memory, Adam inherited that will.
She made a promise while reading the things she had tried to hide for herself.
“I will definitely make you happy”
Only then do you realize what the title of this work means.
The second volume is the story of Adam, who lost his memory, overcoming such a reality and making everyone happy.
Just like in Volume 1 I knew nothing and enjoyed the happiness of this family.
Give Lilith reassurance that everything is over now.
Beside her, slowly refilling her own memories.
It is his promise to build a happy family.
“Wherever you went, come now.”
“Ah, bonus…?”
This reunion was, above all, a reunion full of lies.
That’s why I felt Adam’s deep love, and I couldn’t stop the tears falling without my knowledge.
I thought that tears would fall on the book and spread, but I still can’t control my emotions properly.
“Under…”
Adam really worked hard.
Spending her lovely days with her normally.
Even by giving birth to a child, forming a family, and earning the necessary money.
He really showed the perfect figure of the head of household.
However, there was no way that all memories could be replaced with just a brief study.
Adam looked up and read everything in her house that had to do with the past.
He looked a little tired, not because his body was weak, but because he was studying about his ‘past self’ instead of sleeping every night.
Even so, he did not show any signs in front of Lilith and Lilim.
No, rather, he was happy because they were there.
All that was left of him was the will to make them happy.
“Ah.”
And the identity of the sense of incongruity felt in the first volume is also revealed.
The new memories he worked hard to build were filled with love to make Lilith happy.
That love continued to disappear somewhere like pouring water into a bottomless pot.
Even the new memories he created are being eaten away little by little.
He had to memorize the things of the past that he had memorized hard.
“Have you lost your memory again…”
As before, Lilith acted as if nothing had happened even though she lost her memory.
He also records everything about himself, not revealing to his family that his memory is a problem.
I don’t think we’re in love, our actions are very similar.
Memories fade more and more quickly.
He overcame it with the will to love them.
It is fierce and fierce again to protect it.
Now, my life pattern, which had stabilized a little, has problems again.
Giving up time to sleep, investing time in filling your empty head.
I throw everything in order to protect this ‘happiness’ now.
‘It feels like the opposite of before.’
It’s because of the shock of losing all memories in the first place.
The more I looked at the cartoon, the more familiar I felt.
In ‘I’ll Never Have Sex’, Lilith’s struggle with her fading memories seems to be recreated here.
“Head hurts…”
Stop watching cartoons for a while.
It was hard to imagine that I would stop watching Carly-senpai’s cartoons.
That’s why my mental state was pretty dangerous right now.
‘I didn’t experience it myself, I just saw the cartoon…’
Well, it’s not just a cartoon, it was a cartoon that changed my life for me.
If you consider that the person who drew this cartoon is Kali senior.
It was a good enough thing.
Shoot it
After washing my face with cold water, I start to come to my senses little by little.
I slapped my cheeks with both hands, dried my hands, and sat down again.
The feeling of being afraid to turn the next page of the manga is still there.
Carly senior’s works always have a strong sense of immersion, so it used to give me such a terrifying feeling of fatigue.
But if it stops, it has no choice but to stop at the worst…
I stretched out her hand toward the ending that the seniors had prepared.
Although it may sometimes be a terrible ending full of sadness.
Even so, I believe that they will be able to be happy again, and I, who reads the comics, also turn the pages while drawing a happy future.
A senior once told me that.
Paintings are obviously related to magic, but they are not magic.
That’s why, like magic, there is no such thing as practicality, and it has value only in impressing the viewer.
‘So, being in front of it must be impressive.’
This work must be the crystallization of impressions cut down by seniors.
I was obliged to follow it without question.
It was as if my senior’s hand was supporting me, so I turned the page with my slightly lighter fingers.
「Huh, huh…」
Adam’s condition deteriorates.
Now it’s hard to make up for memories without showing off.
I reduced the memories I kept to the essentials as much as possible, but it was quite difficult to forget myself every time I woke up.
Even though the wife and daughter were clearly recorded as loved ones in the record.
It’s a short time, but I have no choice but to look at them coldly until the fondness that comes to mind when I see them returns.
When the tenderness returned, it turned into guilt and tormented him.
And is he trying to punish him for not giving up on them to the end?
As he reached his limit, his memory began to deteriorate.
Originally, all basic common sense remained, but gradually even that began to disappear.
“Dad, today. Didn’t you forget that we were supposed to play together at the park today?”
“Yes? Yes…”
I certainly remember the promise I made with my daughter.
Or forget what a ‘park’ was.
No, it’s hard to say that he remembers his promise to his daughter.
It was because I had written it down in my diary not too long ago, so I knew it from reading it.
The happy home he had given his all to maintain began to slowly disintegrate.
He said he was a little tired, and he seemed to be having a hard time for a while, but his condition got worse.
Eventually, he collapses in front of Lilith.
“Adam…?”
Adam knew how Lilith lived through her diary, so he did his best to keep her from finding out.
From the moment Adam lost control of his body, it meant nothing.
Fortunately, it wasn’t that he couldn’t wake up permanently, but from this point on, Lilith began to suspect Adam.
“What is this…”
And she belatedly finds a locked diary.
She has a hunch that something is wrong.
And after secretly watching his actions, she finds the key she always carried on her body…
“Sorry.”
Lilith stole the key while Adam was sleeping.
I look at it and turn the bookshelf with a strange feeling.
Something felt strange towards the end of the book.
‘What?’
As the page turns, a part of the page that is revealed is pure white paper.
Embarrassed, I moved my hand and fully opened it.
From the next page, there were only pure white blanks.
“Uh…”
No, to be precise, there were other points.
There was a series of holes in the middle of the page.
There was something like a small box in it.
“What’s this?”
I opened the box without much thought, and inside the box was a key that looked just like the one drawn in the cartoon.
…Suddenly a key appears?
I was embarrassed and closed the book, but my eyes went to the cartoon titled ‘I’ll Never Give Up’ lying on one side.
I thought it was strange because it was a strangely unusual design.
Looking at it now, that was something similar to the ‘locked diary’ I just saw in the comics.
As soon as I thought about it, my body trembled slightly.
“Because you’re a really crazy person…”
Although I didn’t go through the process of taking this key away from Adam.
Still, I felt a mysterious feeling as if I had become Lilith.
I slowly inserted the key into the keyhole in Volume 3.
“Wow…”
Click.
I heard the sound of an accurate engagement, and the moment I slowly turned the key, the rings that held both ends of the book were released.
I slowly turned the cover of the book with a strange pounding sensation as if I was approaching something I shouldn’t have seen.
