In a World Where Dirty Cartoons Are Legal 185

Chapter 185 – Volume 37 – I’ll Never Forget (5)

“Oh…!?”
“Amori? Are you okay!?”
“Yeah, my heart suddenly hurt. It’s nothing special.”

It bothered me that the frequency of seizures has been decreasing lately.
As time has passed since I became an adult, it must be that my illness has progressed.
I felt that there was not much left, so my stomach was a little burnt.

“Whoa…”
“Are you okay? He said the same thing the other day.”
“Sometimes. Don’t worry. It’s okay.”

After apologizing to her senior earlier, she helped sell ‘I’ll Never Have Sex’ with Cocoa.
In fact, even though it is management supervision, in reality, it is about fixing wrongs or adding a lacking hand.
Rather, the most memorable thing was when I sold the work myself by helping a lacking hand.

“Something feels incredibly proud.”
“Yes?”
“Yeah, I guess it’s because I thought it was something I was trying to show someone a really good story.”
“I definitely have that feeling.”

It feels like sharing a work I really enjoyed.
I had a strange feeling when I saw the customers carrying the new work happily.

“…If it’s something like this, I want to do it next time.”
“Perhaps we’ll be in charge for a while?”
“Well, the seniors are busy.”

As far as I know, the three seniors in the cartoon club all received high grades.
In particular, since Kali’s senior is ‘Siwoo’, I thought she was the great magician from the beginning.
Considering the conversation we had earlier this morning, it doesn’t seem like that again…
It turns out that you are working really hard.

“From studying to art work… They’re great people.”
“By the way, Amori, don’t you want to draw manga?”
“Yeah. I felt it more after watching that cartoon yesterday than anything else.”

In fact, wanting to become a wizard wasn’t such a great reason.
If I wanted to live, I had to live by suppressing the symptoms of semen deficiency as much as possible with the magical talent I have now.
So, naturally, I came here with the thought that I should become a wizard.
It wasn’t like being a wizard was a dream or something.

But yesterday, while watching Carly’s cartoons, I realized that I can give someone so much emotion and strength.
If only I could give people like me that experience through comics.
I thought that was what I wanted to do.

“And beyond just drawing, I want to be a cartoonist.”
“…Hmm.”

It was a job name that came to mind recently.
In the past, whether I drew a picture or a cartoon, I was called a painter, but recently, more and more people have focused on cartoons.
In that way, it was coined as a name for those who preferred to draw cartoons rather than pictures.

“Rather than the wizard, to the extent that I see it as more important.”
“You don’t think you’re a cartoonist instead of a painter, but you think it’s more important than a wizard?”
“Well, I’m talking about it without even practicing yet…”

Of course, I know how to draw, but I have no experience with comics.
Therefore, it is true that it seems too urgent to call it a dream.
To be honest, other than this, there is nothing I wanted to do.

“Nice.”
“Cocoa is cooler. You found your dream faster than me.”
“Well, it hasn’t been that long.”

It reminded me of when Cocoa brought a vibrating masturbation device and said with her eyes shining that she wanted to make a lot of things like this.
He said that using the skills and magic he learned as a dwarf, he would be able to make things that make people happy.
Before that, my family forced me to study magic, and as much as I said it was annoying, I think it has changed a lot.

“…And that, in the end, it’s a dream I found thanks to Carly-senpai.”
“Did you?”
“Yeah, the person who developed this vibrating thing to this point is Carly-senpai.

It’s the first time I’ve heard of that, but if you think about it, the idea for that device came from your senior’s cartoon, right?
It’s a tool that is sold separately, not related to the work, so I didn’t think it was related to the seniors.
…Didn’t I even hear about such an incident because I looked at my seniors so badly?

“Sorry, you must have had a lot of trouble lately because of me.”
“Of course. It was hard because it was frustrating? I’m going to run right after the test period is over and get hit by a senior.”
“Hey, it’s nice to do naughty things. It’s kind of like talking openly like that.”
“Is it?”
“Joe, be careful!”

As if Cocoa wasn’t ashamed, she spat out lines like that in the academy where there were others.
Of course, I’ve now admitted that being naughty isn’t wrong.
Anyway, that’s too embarrassing…

“I don’t know that far. My house is in Anaru Onsen Village, so it’s become normal to talk dirty these days.”
“…Well, if you think about it, that’s probably the case.”

It was said that it was a hot spring town that operated in a way that encouraged various anal pornography.
Even a town that was completely ruined became a perfect hit with that concept.
Thanks to that, I heard that the atmosphere itself was favorable because everyone was appreciating such a dirty play.

“…So, is that why you fell in love with Carly-senpai?”
“For now? I’ve already fallen in love with it, so I don’t know exactly.”

After thinking to herself for a while, Cocoa slowly began to explain what had happened.
It’s actually love, and she didn’t like the fact that she was living here and studying magic like this.
She wanted to relieve the stress, but she couldn’t do it because she was afraid.

Apparently, it’s like a natural logic these days that once a woman connects with a man, she is bound forever.
I have to spend the rest of my life with the man I chose once, but it’s hard if I get caught by a strange person.
She wanted to have a husband of hers who would take great care of her partner, so would she be a concubine.
At the time, she said, she had heard rumors from senior Carly that she was eager for her children and wife.

“So, magic or what, did you want to get married to Carly and do erotic things to your heart’s content?”
“Yeah, are you stupid?”
“…I can’t say no.”
“But the senior seriously rejected it, and accepted everything I was fooling around with… Watching it made her feel hot.
“Because it actually gets stuck, is that right?”
“…Unexpectedly, even asking such a thing? Normally, I would have blocked my ears saying that erotic things are bad.”
“I told you. I won’t do that anymore. Boo, I can’t help but feel ashamed.”

To be honest, even though I was satisfied with my body until I got stuck, it was regrettable that I felt like the seniors were drawing a line somewhere.
The day Cocoa found me having sex with her senior, Carly-senpai took Cocoa’s virgin for the first time that day.
At that time, she truly felt loved and became the face of a girl in love, saying that she was so happy.

“I thought it was from a cartoon…”
“Yes?”
“Nothing.”

The face of a girl who fell in love from a manga appeared right in front of her.
In an instant, I realized how amazing the expression that Carly-senpai drew in the manga was.
How did you get that perfectly expressed in a cartoon?

“So, now I’m hooked. Anyway, senpai is someone I can trust.”
“I know that now.”

She said that the reason she wasn’t satisfied with her middle was because of her greed that she told him she really wanted to be loved.
I can’t help it because it’s a senior’s decision about love, but she says she’s a very good person in other things.
If she has a problem, she is a good person to talk to, she said.

“Is it obvious that I’m worried?”
“Is this a problem I can’t solve?”
“Yeah… I guess.”

Because this problem can’t be solved without a man.
To be honest, the only man I can trust is Carly.
The person who seems to understand my situation the most is Kali senior.

“Thanks.”
“Let’s go?”
“Yeah, you can go to the dormitory and ask.”

However, it is different from the thought that the senior would have returned by this time.
Still, Carly senior hadn’t come back because of her studies.
Fortunately for her, Nia-senpai, who was half asleep, allowed her to wait inside.

“Senior’s bed…”

Perhaps because of the keyword bed, I hastily erased the sex scene between me and my senior that popped into my head.
What the hell am I imagining

“What?”

There was an object that didn’t go well with the bed at the head of the senior’s bed.
A transparent milk bottle filled with some kind of liquid.
While thinking about why such a thing was on the bed, a conclusion jumped out because it overlapped with the erotic scene I had just come up with.

“Stop, no way…”

The senior did the investigation because of the work, and he knows well about the disease I have, semen deficiency.
Also, if you are a senior, there is a possibility that you will have noticed that I have semen deficiency.
It is highly likely that the use of magic even led to the fact that relief was possible by simply drinking semen orally.

‘Well, semen is also called cock milk…’

In other words, there was a possibility that this milk bottle was the semen of the senior that the senior stored in advance to help me.
It’s just milk, so it’s slightly darker, so it’s out of white.
Thinking that way would be the correct answer.

The senior who knew the situation must have tried to help me by giving me this.
But until now, I was sensitive to erotic things, so I couldn’t convey it.
How nice was the old man?

‘What…?’

My heart is beating so hard that it’s strange.
And her body burning hot is an obvious sign of abnormality.
It seemed to be a new type of seizure caused by semen deficiency with a high probability.

‘…Taking it without permission is a bad thing, though.’

It would be too late if the progression of the disease got worse right away and I couldn’t even use magic.
I was impatient, and in the end I couldn’t wait for my senpai to come back.
I left the senpai’s dormitory with the bottle I just found.