Chapter 183 – Volume 37 – I’ll Never Forget (3)
“Cr, haha…”
The love affair between the two, which showed a strong sense of realism, ended.
Lilith woke up with a feeling of intense fulfillment and refreshment she had never felt before.
While showing a slight moan and trembling at the afterglow of the pleasure that gently embraced him.
Reach out to the other person who has fulfilled you in this way.
“Adam…?”
「…」
However, there is no answer from her, and only her body, which had violated her with her love until a little bit of her, was held in her arms.
Sensing a frightening sensation, Lilith hurriedly shook Adam’s body and called out to him.
Adam’s body, which had no strength at all, swayed along with her hand so easily…
“Adam…!”
Completely unconscious, he fell helpless.
No matter how much Lilith cried and shook her body, no answer came back.
Confirming the expected ending, I bit my lip.
“It’s stupid…”
What is love like that?
To be honest, even if I did this, the release would be short-lived.
No matter how much he tried to conserve the mana he had received, there was a limit, and if the mana ran out, semen deficiency would recur.
I actually knew.
How beautiful the love of these two is, and how great the emotion it conveys.
No matter how the ending was like this, enough was conveyed.
‘I don’t want to admit it.’
But, if that’s me and not someone else.
It’s more like a corporation that you don’t want to admit.
I’d rather not have such a stupid love, and I’m going to use that kind of life.
“Adam, I…”
And after quite a while, Lilith despairs at the sight of Adam who still hasn’t woken up.
In the end, he decides to follow him, so he risks his death and stands on a cliff.
Her only hope of survival was her Adam, and in a world where Adam disappeared, there was nothing worth living for.
“Woo-wook!?”
But as she did with all her resolve to do so, she felt an anomaly in her body.
She begins to carefully examine her body using the magical power she has been saving so far.
It was only after she realized that she was pregnant.
“…”
Of course, because of the scene where the two of them had sex, I expected it even if no one else knew.
When I reached that scene, I couldn’t help but feel that my hands were straining without realizing it.
Because of that, he carefully opened the slightly crumpled comic book, took a deep breath, and brought his hand to the next page.
“Adam, can’t you…”
Originally, unless the succubus deliberately allowed it, it was safe to say that there was no way to conceive in this way.
No matter how much semen she ejaculates inside her vagina, it is unavoidable due to the nature of a succubus that converts all of it into magical power.
However, with his strong will, Adam created a vitality that surpassed the magical energy that the succubus could accept, and thanks to this, the semen that had not yet been converted into magical energy became seeds and conceived a child.
Indeed, Adam had surpassed the power of a high-ranking succubus with no powers, just his love for Lilith.
“Adam, what should I do now…?”
Eventually Lilith comes down, giving up on her suicide, because of the child growing in her belly.
I was watching the scene with great resentment, then a momentary tingle of emotion welled up in her release as she looked at her own belly with a very affectionate look on her face.
It would have been better if it had been a disliked expression, but why do you think it is so lovable?
“With that expression, it’s impossible to say that it’s better not to have sex…”
To be honest, at first, I didn’t think that I would be watching the work with this much immersion.
No matter how similar the situation is, Lilith won’t be my mother after all.
It was not like the woman who had died of her semen deficiency, now dim in her memory.
On the contrary, I thought that there was a lot of knowledge in the beginning, which interfered with immersion…
“It’s strange, yes…”
After all, I would have been the result of my mom killing her dad.
Looking at Lilith’s expression like that, it seemed like she was just a normal, loved child.
She strangely feels the emotion filling up in her chest.
The sex between the two of them, which I viewed negatively, reminds me of what looked so beautiful and radiant when I came to my senses.
Being obscene is not the use of killing people.
The truth is that it might be a struggle to save someone…
I felt like I was enlightened because of this work.
“Wherever you went, come now.”
“Ah, bonus…?”
On the next page, after being stunned, there was a picture of Adam, who had come to his senses to his surprise.
He hadn’t fully recovered yet, and his body looked quite haggard.
With his characteristic soft smile, he hugged Lilith.
‘Maybe, maybe my dad…’
Wouldn’t he have been able to overcome it like Adam?
Of course, I failed, but I must have had sex with my mother with a future like that.
It wasn’t that he committed suicide like an idiot, but that he dreamed of a future where the three families lived happily.
“Sorry…”
If so, it wasn’t to blame for the action being stupid.
I should rather be thankful for my dad’s love, which was reckless but beautiful.
Even though I failed, I still remain like this as proof of that challenge.
“I, really… I…”
It’s not the bloodline of the curse that I couldn’t finish because I was in the desire of lewdness.
In fact, it is the beautiful fruit of pure love between two people who wanted to overcome the curse more than anyone else.
It felt like realizing too late and admitting too late.
I stared blankly at the picture of the two happily embracing each other, staring at it again…
With an impossible dream-like future in your heart.
I closed the book slowly.
『In a world where erotic comics are legal』
“Sorry!”
“What, what?”
That’s what Amori said suddenly came to me in the morning.
It wasn’t even the feeling of being forced to do it, but the serious bowing of the head.
I was very embarrassed because of the gap between her appearance and what I had felt from her until now.
“What, why are you suddenly sorry? Did you even leak the work?”
“No. That’s not it… I’ve been harassing you lately, not believing your senior’s words. I want to apologize for that.”
“…Eh?”
Amori, not someone else, made her head dizzy when she said that.
Of course I was waiting for her to say this, but honestly, all she expected was a runaway with something sleazy like cocoa.
It felt fresh to see him apologizing much more normally than I thought.
“I thought a lot while reading this.”
After saying that, what Amori brought out was her new work, ‘I’ll Never Have Sex’.
I must have slept late yesterday after reading that all day with Cocoa.
…Since it’s a succubus story read by a succubus, I’m curious about the reviews.
“How was it?”
“…There’s something Orca-senpai said. It’s amazing that a story I know so well came out.”
“Is that enough?”
“It was a terrifyingly perfect cartoon.”
Anyway, what does that have to do with seeing that work and apologizing to me?
Well, did you realize that being dirty isn’t a bad thing?
To be honest, it is true that I tried to put that meaning into this work.
“Senpai is really amazing. How can she only draw such great works…”
“Ahaha, it’s kind of hard to hear it directly like that… Huh?”
After answering casually, I was taken aback by the content of the conversation, which felt somehow foreign.
You are obviously criticizing the work of ‘Painting Siwoo’, but you are telling me that it is great?
Maybe that’s…
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to eavesdrop on purpose… No, it’s true that I was trying to eavesdrop, but I didn’t mean to eavesdrop on that fact.”
“Oh, crazy…”
When she was talking in the club room thinking that Amori had gone back, she must have heard it by accident and found out.
Maybe things have been going well lately, so have you been lax?
You have to be really careful next time…
“Actually, I thought you were crazy about erotic things.”
“Uh?”
And what came out was the fact itself, so I was speechless for a moment.
I’m crazy about erotic things, so I put erotic settings in every work.
The fact that I was lying around and having sex with the kids was because I was crazy about erotic things.
I have nothing to say even if I hear that.
“But senpai, he just wanted to show that naughty things can be beautiful.”
“…That’s what I’m always thinking about.”
It’s beautiful in the first place, so it’s ugly, and isn’t that why people go crazy?
Amori, who used to have seizures at the sight of erotic things, became a fan of ‘Siwoo Painter’ before she knew it.
Her stomach churned, especially when she was told that she was an agent capable of drawing the pain and hearts of the few.
“I think I’ve figured it out a little bit now.”
“What?”
“Senpai, it’s not like a pervert with a bunch of weird sexual preferences.”
“That’s right?”
“She’s always been a romanticist who would do anything to satisfy the person she loved, no matter who she was with. I think she understands Cocoa’s words now.”
“Uh…”
That’s definitely what I wanted to say, but I feel like I’m exaggerating a bit?
Honestly, apart from that, I did it because I was ugly?
Why are you suddenly a romanticist sacrificing for love?
“Anyway, since the misunderstanding has been resolved, are you quitting the club and releasing Cocoa?”
“Nope.”
“…No?”
“I, too, want to seriously engage in club activities from now on. Not just to keep tabs on Cocoa and her seniors…”
To become a cool manga artist like her seniors.
