Chapter 182 – Volume 37 – I’ll Never Forget (2)
“Brother, look at this! The flowers here are so pretty!”
“Yeah, that’s right.”
Lilith, smiling innocently, and Adam, looking at her with complicated eyes.
Lilith now has memories of her childhood before she met Adam.
All Adam could do now was help Lilith live as peacefully as possible.
In fact, Adam could have chosen the option of going all the way to her sex by coaxing Lilith out of her knowing nothing about it.
She had already made up her mind not to do that without her consent, so she waited for her memories to return.
This mass evaporation of her memories was always temporary, so she probably thought the opportunity would come when the time came.
“Uh?”
However, just when she thought that it would take longer than expected, Lilith, who had been showing a cute mischievous appearance until now, turned a little serious and spoke to her.
However, it wasn’t to the extent that she regained her memories or lost them in addition.
Regarding the change in her Lilith, both Adam and I were nervous and focused on her words.
“Actually, when I heard all the stories, I thought the future me was an idiot.”
「…」
「It was obvious that the ending would be like this, but to make someone I love. How stupid.”
“Release…”
“By the way, I guess I’m just an idiot who can’t help it.”
As for love, she only realized that she did not return to such theories.
She wondered if it would be all right, so much so that she bet everything on her little greed.
Lilith loved Adam, and she wanted to be loved.
“Yes. I, Lilith, is an idiot. That’s why I’m a greedy person who made you sick. It’s a scary monster that ruins your life.”
“Lilith is not a monster. Just, just…”
Just a victim suffering from the curse of her own bloodline.
Of course, she didn’t mean that Lilith didn’t know either.
In the end, she meant that it was a monstrous judgment to have the person she loved go through such a painful experience.
“Nope. It’s a monster. After all, her brother is being tricked.”
“Are you being deceived?”
“Who can prove that the feelings I feel are real?”
Could it be that the subconsciousness of wanting to survive by receiving her semen made her love the person she would dedicate her semen to while sacrificing her own life?
On the contrary, wouldn’t that kind of strange magical power fascinate the other person and make him fall in love?
If she is, after all we are just being fooled.
“Therefore?”
“Yeah?”
“I do not care. Even at the cost of my life, I want to save Lilith. I don’t even wonder why we fell in love. It’s just that I want to.”
“…Your brother is a great person.”
In fact, even Lilith before she met Adam, most of the situation was easy to understand.
She knew very well what her own body was like from the beginning.
Because in the future, I was living a life of a time limit, where I had to die lonely.
That’s why she knew at least what she was thinking in the future.
However, Adam’s appearance of trying to crush her head on and save her with all her heart must have been an unexpected variable.
“Brother. Maybe sooner or later, I’ll be back to normal.”
“Yes…”
「Then come to my senses, tell me if you don’t trust my brother. Please don’t die, tell me you can save me. If there is a way.”
“That’s…”
“You’ve been hiding such an important secret from me until now, so it’s okay to lie like that, right?”
“But I don’t want to cheat like that.”
“Well, I think so. If you have the strength of your love for me… You can’t die.”
It was a very heartbreaking situation to meet Lilith who couldn’t remember herself.
Ironically, because it was such a release, I was able to reveal more deeply and give advice.
“Wow, it’s pretty.”
“Release. Do you remember I fought because I was forced to have sex with you.”
“…No way”
“I’m sorry about that, so these are the flowers I prepared.”
And when he confronted Lilith, whose memory had returned to some extent, Adam apologized while holding out a flower.
Lilith thought Adam had given up on trying to rape her, and with a look of relief she accepted the flowers.
Of course, Adam had no intention of doing that.
“Hey Lilith. Lilith is more important to me than anything else in the world.”
“…Anew?”
“Then, allow me. We both need to have sex and have children, just like everyone else.”
“I don’t like that, but if you do, Adam…”
“No. With that I don’t die. I swear.”
“It can’t be. Adam is normal…”
“I also have secrets that you don’t know about. Just like how you hid your illness until now.”
It was a lie, of course.
Adam was an ordinary person who really wanted to be pure.
Because she was a weak human without any power.
“Really, really? Don’t we have to break up? Is it okay that I don’t have to lose her memories of Adam anymore?”
“Yes, I don’t know what will happen to your body right now, so I don’t have enough time to explain… But I’ll explain when it’s all over.”
In fact, the momentary moment before meeting Adam was due to a temporary seizure.
As a result, if her memories were to go out even in her normal state as she is now, she would be in that state permanently.
Lilith felt that her memories were rapidly fading, so she was in such a haggard state that she wanted to lean on those hopeful words right away.
“If you and I had told the truth from the beginning, we wouldn’t have suffered like this. Right?”
“That’s right… We are idiots.”
He relaxed and kissed Lilith, who smiled dejectedly.
As the deepest skinship the two have ever had was a kiss, they were very familiar and deeply in love.
Rather, the problem was the sex part that neither of them had ever experienced.
“No, it’s not like that. There…”
I unknowingly meddled with their sex, and realized that I had no experience, so I shut up.
The two of them moved to have each other’s bodies with very clumsy hands.
In the end, it became a moment when they became one through each other’s genitals.
Originally, it was a scene that should have felt very erotic and lascivious.
Perhaps it was because of her tension caused by Adam who was prepared for her death, but it didn’t feel that way at all.
Maybe it’s because the erotic scene just felt beautiful for the first time, but rather a strange feeling came over me.
Sexuality is a terrible danger that eventually corrupts and destroys people.
Of course, it was okay to act with love, but it was hard to understand when I saw adults who were so idiots focused only on sex.
But now, it seems that I have finally realized what that ‘act that is done with love’ is.
“Senior, did you want to say this?”
In fact, erotic things can be such pious acts.
It was explained by borrowing the special situation of a succubus, but rather, it felt more relevant to me because of that.
The disgust I always felt towards ‘my existence’ seemed to be washed away before I knew it…
It was a very strange feeling.
“Ugh…!”
“Does it hurt a lot?”
“Ah, no. Rather, it was too much pleasure… I’m sorry, please continue.”
Gentle sex that proceeds slowly and with consideration for each other.
Overwhelmed by the sight, I blankly turned the pages and watched them having sex.
It must have been a love between two unfortunate people that could never be envied, but it felt so beautiful that I thought I would like to have a love like that.
“Ah…”
However, that beautiful love sex had a certain ending.
The moment Adam ejaculates for the first time, Lilith, who has been feeling the lack of semen for a long time, runs out of magic.
Because this amount of semen was not enough.
「Kwaaaaagh!」
“Hey, Adam!? Oh, what happened! He said it would be fine!”
“M-I’m sorry.”
「Wow!?」
Lilith’s body, which originally had only her tail, grew devilish horns and wings.
Her breasts, which were on the small side of her, slowly swell, converting the semen she just received into magic and storing it.
And at the same time, a magic circle of her strange design appeared in the air, and all her memories she had forgotten about came back.
“Semen deficiency is solved.”
Just that one ejaculation just sucked Adam’s vitality.
The problem was that her body still felt that it was not getting enough semen, and that she knew where to get her semen right away.
If only a moment ago, it felt like Adam was using Lilith’s body and injecting her semen.
The runaway Lilith’s body was changed into a form of grabbing her Adam and raping her in reverse.
Even so, Adam had to suck her vitality, forcibly maintaining her erection and ejaculation volume, because of the aphrodisiac her tail injected her with.
「Turn it off!」
“Ah, bonus… No… Run away…”
「Sigh…!」
Lilith forcibly stopped her body from running away and tried to make her Adam run away.
Rather, Adam took advantage of that gap and changed her position to one in which she had the upper hand.
She pushed harder on her cock, raising the tempo of her sex.
“Adam, please stop!”
“This is the semen I want to give to Lilith! You, the mana, are not here to absorb it carelessly!”
“Ah, bonus…? Ha huh!?」
Adam, who overcame the reverse rape of her magical power with such will, she poured her semen on her own will to Lilith.
Each time she was visibly drained of life, her visibly emaciated.
But even in such a situation, only his eyes were still shining strong.
“I’m such an idiot that the person I love is in so much pain, but I can’t even solve it!”
「Haha…! Wow, ugh!? Haaa…!”
「But, lose to that idiot who loves Lilith more than anyone else! A bastard with the lineage of a high-ranking succubus…!”
It was as if the succubus’ mana was tapped into his fiery vitality and pressed down to rape him.
Through a number of terrifying positions that were densely drawn throughout the page, he completely subdued his opponent.
Finally, Adam’s semen exceeded Lilith’s power conversion capacity and began to flow back through her pussy.