Chapter 625 – 625: The True Familiar
◈-Kali SIDE
I need to be brave, I need to be brave, I need to be brave.
I can do it, I can do it, I can do it.
“Ugh…”
It’s been over a month since I became Master’s familiar.
Recently, my mornings start with this resolution.
I wake up in the bed made by Master, where I can feel Master’s magic, and the first things I see are Master and Master’s lover sleeping.
“Hee!”
I quickly cover my mouth, trying to stop the scream that almost escapes when I see Master.
I, I can’t wake Master carelessly, or I’ll be a, a bad familiar…
A bad familiar will be abandoned and, and killed…!
I know Master isn’t that kind of person.
But the knowledge I’ve gained from observing so many humans tells me that I will be killed.
The days where my knowledge and reason conflict, tormenting me, are about to begin again.
That was my daily life until recently.
But recently.
One of Master’s lovers, Melissa, talked to me, and I repeated in my mind as I woke up.
I need to be brave, I can do it.
After hearing Melissa’s words, I initially tried to talk to Master.
But the fear of Master didn’t disappear.
So, I decided to start by giving myself suggestions every morning.
I took inspiration from a human female who had been severely abused and used self-hypnosis to convince herself that she was happy, and I repeated this suggestion every morning.
Of course, such suggestions.
“Oh, Kali, you’re awake.”
“Hic! Y-yes! M-Master! K-Kali is a g-good familiar who wakes up early!”
Just hearing Master’s voice makes my body tremble automatically.
I know it too.
I need to resolve this situation somehow.
But every time I try to resolve it… every time I try to talk to Master, I remember.
The pain, the despair, the frustration, and the fear from that time.
The memory that makes me realize that I, who think I am greater than anyone, am just a miserable and insignificant being.
“I’ll, I’ll go prepare for work!”
And I run away to the first floor again.
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Aside from the fear of Master, I thought my life wasn’t so bad.
I can’t run wild as I please, but having observed humans for so long, I don’t feel any resistance to blending in with them.
Rather, the words of praise from humans with proper aesthetic standards who call me beautiful or pretty make me feel good.
“Kali~ Give me another beer here~.”
“Understood, human!”
At first, I was so pathetic that I trembled in front of humans because of the fear of Master, but now I’m okay.
E-even if Master’s clone is always by my side, I’m, I’m okay!
Almost every day, Master goes to the dungeon as their main body, and the rest stay outside the dungeon with their lovers, creating multiple clones.
So, there are two more of Master’s clones in this inn.
Even if they are clones, they are Master, who is far stronger than me.
Moreover, their minds are the same as Master’s.
If I make a mistake in front of Master, I’ll be killed…
No, Master wouldn’t do that!
They wouldn’t!
B-but… but… ugh…
The conflict in my head, thinking about Master more than blending in with humans, makes my days even harder.
Over a month.
It’s a very short time compared to the years I’ve lived, but it’s been too long to suffer and worry.
And at the end of my worries and pain, I made a decision.
I gathered my courage.
All that was left was to act.
“M-M-M-Master!”
“Hmm?”
After lunch.
I spoke to Master, who was with Miranda.
Not just my mouth, but my body and even my heart were trembling.
My body was once again proving how overwhelming and terrifying Master was to me.
But I… I…
I wanted to escape these days of fear.
“I, I, I have s-something to t-talk about! C-could you s-spare some t-time…?”
I, I said it!
I said it!
I finally spoke to Master!
B-but what if Master says no?
What if I anger them by daring to speak to them, a presumptuous dragon?
T-then I’ll d-d-die…?!
N-no! I d-don’t want to die!
“Okay. Do you want to talk here?”
I got permission!
I let out a huge roar of joy in my heart.
It was a roar of joy that my life was still spared.
“N-no. If, if it’s possible… if it’s not too much trouble, I w-want to t-talk in M-Master’s room!”
I said it again.
I did it.
I myself said that I wanted to be alone with Master, the most terrifying situation.
Ah, what should I do?
My legs are already trembling.
“Okay, let’s go right now.”
The moment Master said that, I felt a strong surge of magical power.
And a warp hole appeared behind my left side, and a new clone of Master, who was probably in the dungeon, came out of the warp hole.
“Let’s go, Kali.”
“Hic!?”
Please don’t suddenly appear from behind… I, I almost screamed in surprise…
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And I went up to Master’s room with Master, and now I’m sitting on the bed with Master, looking at each other.
A-ah, Master is right in front of me…
S-scary…
But I, I have to g-get out of this f-fear…
“So, what do you want to talk about, Kali?”
“T-that… th-that… is…”
I swallow once.
I can do it.
I can do it!
I am… I am a great dragon!
So, I… I can do it!
Encouraging myself, I said to Master.
“M-Master!”
“Yes.”
“P-p-please… v-violate me!”
“…Huh?”
I said it… I finally said it!
Finally, a way to escape this fear!
I… told… Master!
M-Melissa!
I did it!
◈-Rent SIDE
What on earth is the Poison Dragon in front of me saying?
She suddenly asked me to violate her, and then she was making a proud face as if she had accomplished something great, with small tears in her eyes.
Do you understand? Mr. Bain, Ms. Solly.
『Isn’t she thinking that if she offers her virginity, she’ll be spared because she’s so scared?』
『Could it be that she saw the love that Rent and his lovers share and developed a desire to be loved herself?』
Mr. Bain and Ms. Solly’s answers were different.
I think it’s better to ask her directly.
“Kali.”
“Ah! Y-yes! M-Master!”
“Why do you want me to violate you?”
“U-uh… d-don’t you w-want to v-violate m-me…?”
Kali looks at me, her body and pupils trembling.
Her reaction is like a child who has encountered a serial killer.
I feel a little hurt.
“If I were to say whether I like it or not, I don’t like it…”
In the first place, doing it with a woman I don’t like goes against my principles.
“Hic! U-u-ugh… I, I’m g-gonna d-die…!”
Why does she come to that conclusion?
“Kali, I’ll ask you again. Why do you want me to violate you?”
“Hic! T-t-that’s… that’s…”
Kali sheds tears from her eyes and shrinks as she says to me.
“I, I want to f-forget…”
“Forget?”
“I, I’m s-scared of M-Master… N-no matter how much I try to think that Master isn’t scary, I’m scared… Just thinking that Master can kill me anytime they want is so, so scary…”
“I will never scold or harm Kali as long as she doesn’t do anything bad.”
“I, I know. I know that w-well… Master has n-never used violence or gotten angry at me. It’s j-just that I’m unilaterally scared of Master… I, I know that. But… but… even if I know that, my body… my heart… is too scared of Master…”
Listening to Kali’s words, even though she knows in her head that I won’t hurt her, her body and heart are automatically afraid of me because of the memory of being severely beaten and scolded by me back then.
In other words…
『The trauma was more intense than you thought.』
Yes, it seems so, Mr. Bain.
I didn’t know it would be this severe.
I thought she would get better with time, but at this rate, I can’t even imagine when Kali will overcome her fear of me.
“So, I… I want to f-forget. I want to completely forget the fear itself… To do that… to do that…”
“You want me to violate you?”
“Yes. M-Master has e-eaten many w-women so far. And every time, N-Ninya said that Master’s c-cock is a s-special weapon for f-females.”
Ms. Ninya, what on earth did you say to Kali?
“S-so, please… please…
Kali bowed her head to me and begged.
“Please, violate me with your cock that makes women realize that serving a male is the only pleasure on earth, just by inserting it. Please, violate me so much that you completely blow away my fear and make me a pleasure-serving familiar only for Master.”
…Just listening to that, it sounds like my cock is the ultimate weapon from a manga optimized for humiliation.
『No, it’s exactly as she said.』
I have never done humiliation!
What I always do is pleasure-filled sex that is done with consent.
『If they fall into pleasure and fall in love with the man who violated them, I think that’s also pure love. So, even if the process is different, wouldn’t it be natural for Rent’s cock, which produces the same result, to have such a description?』
I think the process is important too, Ms. Solly.
“Please… please…!”
Kali keeps bowing her head in front of me, begging me to violate her.
Seeing her so desperately asking me, I couldn’t refuse.
Above all, I had a feeling that if I didn’t do it with Kali, she would be more traumatized by the shock of being rejected.
But I can’t do it right away just because Kali wants it.
Kali is not a prostitute, but my familiar.
In a way, she has become like family.
Yes, Kali is now our family.
There isn’t a single one of my lovers who would reject Kali now.
Even Lelia has been asking me if Kali is okay, seeing her trembling all the time.
This problem is not just mine, but a problem for the whole family!
Such important issues should be discussed together!
Then, there is only one thing to do now!
A family meeting!
