Chapter 129 – #33_No Longer Needed (2)
One.
On the way back from meeting her aunt her secretly in Seohae.
Yu-chan lit her cigarette and walked on her lawn.
She knows what she’s been up to.
I want to save the West Sea.
A normal person would never question this feeling.
The act of saving a girl whom he was close to (even to the point of mixing flesh) from her death is not strange at all.
However, for Yu-chan, this took on a completely different meaning.
This is an action that is expressed out of unknown emotions, devoid of any pleasure or curiosity.
The excuse that she just kept her body alive for a long time to covet her body her more was unacceptable.
It was an abnormal trajectory that deviated from the normal track.
Maybe it’s because she doesn’t want to lose her.
I don’t know what the cause of this feeling is yet, but if I’m with her in the distant future, won’t Seohae tell me what it means?
Wouldn’t Seohae be able to tell us the feelings of an “Ordinary human being” That Yoo-chan was trying so hard to understand?
Maybe it’s because of that kind of expectation.
Mogol is ridiculous.
Only then is she no different from the weakest goldfish?
She wanted to be understood by a subject she despised and despised.
He crinkled his nose at the sudden surge of displeasure.
A camper caught my eye.
I decided to defer the detailed consideration to a later date.
As in the past, time will answer the countless assumptions that come to mind.
It was enough for now to indulge what was in her hand.
If Seo Hae were to operate on her, it would be impossible for her to covet her for a while.
“I’m back.”
Even though she opened the camper door, it was so quiet that she thought Seohae was still sleeping.
However, the dishes on the table have been washed and the blankets are well folded.
If so, it’s probably a lighthouse.
For Yu-chan, who had been with her for several months, he could predict her Seohae’s range of motion her even with her eyes closed.
Now, the word “Early fall” Has become an appropriate weather.
Dressed lightly in a suit, long knit cardigan and jeans, Yoo-chan headed to the lighthouse with a book in one hand to read at least one.
The sound of the grass rustling in the wind is pleasant.
For some reason, my steps were lighter than usual.
How about betraying Seohae’s earnest wishes to her? The most important thing for him was Yu-chan’s own desire and desire her.
It was clear that if she seduced her with her sweet words her, even if she resented her for a few days, she would soon forget.
After that, she should be able to repeat her leisurely life like her now and train the West Sea.
As Yoo-chan was thinking about various things, an unfamiliar In-yeong entered the corner of her eyes.
This lighthouse, as Seohae was proud of, was a hidden spot only she could find.
Since no one else had ever seen or visited, it was sometimes even used as a stage for outdoor sex.
But someone else?
Yu-chan hurried his steps.
2.
“Uh, mister.”
No matter how preoccupied with the story, Seohae found Yuchan only when he came close to him.
One hour of shedding tears and repeating apologies and forgiveness.
Seohae had a constant conversation with Yang Gyu-tae, who said that he would relieve all her loneliness that had accumulated over the years.
It was really fun after a long time.
I felt the heavy lump of lead that always rested on my chest lightened for a moment.
“When did you come? Without a trace.”
And when he faced Yoo-chan again, Seo-hae felt embarrassed.
He did not tell Gyu-tae anything about Yu-chan and the relationship he and Yu-chan had developed.
I knew it originally, but the more I talked to Kyu-tae, the more it became clear.
He still likes himself.
Well, if it weren’t for that, he wouldn’t have come to this remote island after three years of searching.
So I couldn’t say
Whatever reason she chose Yoo-chan, it was because she thought the truth would hurt Kyu-tae.
I was planning to speak slowly over time.
Seohae looked at the two men alternately with anxious eyes.
Gyu-tae was perplexed by the sudden appearance of a strange man, while Yoo-chan was examining the situation with a cold gaze.
Seohae went first before she got completely out of control.
“Kyu-tae, this is Yoo-chan’s uncle. My uncle, Shin Gyu-tae, was my close friend in middle school.”
“Hello.”
At the word uncle, Kyu-tae’s complexion improved a little.
He bowed his head and greeted Yu-chan.
On the other hand, Yoo-chan’s expressionless expression is still staring at the West Sea without any response or response.
If it was a rough judgment of the situation, I stood in an instant.
Seohae cut off contact with all her friends her and came to the island.
In other words, that boy who was still young clearly found the West Sea.
Searching the island village for her friend who had left without a word, even looking for it?
She didn’t even have to look at the black box.
That boy has goodwill toward Seohae as a member of the opposite sex.
“Nice to meet you.”
“Ah yes…”
“What is it! I brought a friend after a long time, but I stayed still for a while.”
Had it been this far, Yu-chan’s displeasure would not have been so great.
However, when he saw Seohae’s black box, Yoo-chan felt black malice. Sunflowers in the West Sea, which had withered more than half, are in good condition today.
As if it had been carefully managed, the few remaining petals are shining brightly.
Yu-chan could not create such a light.
Whether Seohae was in pain or happy, everything had to be put under his control of her.
The West Sea is my own.
He should bloom and die beautifully only for me.
The obsession that makes the noise of scratching metal leaves a long mark in my head.
Yu-chan glanced at the setting sun.
“Do you have a place to stay?”
“Yes? Yes. I have a reservation in the city.”
“I see, the last train will be cut off soon. All trains leaving here stop at 8:00. I know it’s nice to see you after a long time, but shouldn’t we go back soon?”
If Seohae had not introduced Yuchan as his uncle her, it was a check that Gyu-tae would have been angry with.
There was no sign of concern at all, and his expression was cold and expressionless.
However, Gyu-tae, who had little experience and was untainted enough to spread unwholesome imagination, nodded obediently.
It must have been that he would be such a person in the first place.
“Would you like me to ask?”
“No, going alone is enough. Can we meet tomorrow?”
“Ummm, well… “
Realizing belatedly that this was the attitude of an adult, Yu-chan took a cigarette to the back of the lighthouse for a while so that the boys and girls could say hello. I hear a chattering sound behind my back her.
Come to think of it, it’s the first time I’ve seen Seohae do a flat platform.
After a short time passed, Seohae, who had sent the boy away, poked her head out to the side of the lighthouse.
“Mister, are you mad?”
Body movements are smaller than before. He realized at once that Yu-chan was uncomfortable.
Well, in this case, it’s natural that Seohae is not particularly quick-witted, but Yoo-chan’s unseemly grumbling.
“…..”
Yu-chan did not answer.
To convey her honest feelings of her, she would look like an idiot, but Seohae is too smart to lie.
“Oh hey, I told you to quit smoking, so it’s okay because you smoke a lot, don’t you? In case you die first, I will incense you in Marlboro Red.”
Another stupid joke.
Even Seohae’s attitude, which he used to show, he didn’t like today.
It’s as if she’s worried that Yu-chan’s planting her will be uncomfortable with her encounter her with an unexpected person.
“Just an old friend. How did you come to know about it? Let’s go back.”
When Yu-chan did n’t respond, Seo-hae, hiding her anxiety her, stood next to him and folded her arms.
She moved into a camper.
While looking at Yoo-chan, who did not show a firm expression, Seo-hae obediently followed him.
Upon entering the camper, she tidied up her shoes and accepted the cardigan that Yoo-chan took off skillfully like her wife her.
As Yoo-chan sat down at the table, he brewed coffee with the capsule coffee machine he had brought in a month ago.
“Daddy, why are you so upset? Nothing really happened, no feelings. He’s a kid I was close to for a while when I was in school.”
Seohae, who put down the coffee and sat across from him, hesitantly put his hands on his knees and said.
It’s like a love fight between couples.
Although the premise must be that the uncle was really jealous of Gyu-tae.
When he thought of that, he felt the corners of his mouth loosen her, unlike the serious atmosphere.
“Take it off.”
“Yes? Now?”
He thought he needed some more explanation or some soothing.
Seohae was taken aback by Yoochan’s sudden request of her, but she soon agreed.
Actually, he is such a person. He’s not even honest with himself.
“No?”
“No, I haven’t washed yet.”
Seohae wiggles his fingers and panics. The meeting with Kyu-tae definitely caused a big wave in Seo-hae’s heart to her.
The moment he was about to choose the time to stop eating and die, he felt as if he had smelled luxurious food.
Memories of her long-forgotten past her were sprouting anew in her girlish innocent heart her.
In the process, Seo Hae realized that her relationship with Yu-chan was deformed and bizarre.
Her commanding tone her to take off her clothes her and Yu-chan’s attitude of treating women as females without any consideration are things I’ve experienced every day, but today I feel different.
Seo Hae’s hand movements as she tried to untie the knot in her white dress stopped her.
The request that eventually came out of her mouth was something she was surprised to say even if she said it herself.
“Mister, I… Can I take a break today?”
Seo-hae did not miss the brief sign of agitation passing by Yu-chan’s eyes to her.
And she saw her thick emotions rising and sinking behind her.
“Why?”
“I’m not in good shape, so… “
“I told you to take it off.”
Seohae was moved by Yoochan’s coercive tone to her. It’s always like this. Even when she was with Gyu-tae, she kept thinking of Yoo-chan.
“If you’re jealous, you can even say that you’re jealous. What is this? I’ll go. No sex until you apologize.”
Seohae jumped up and put her hand on her waist and protested, then opened the door of her camper right behind her.
And.
“Kyaa!”
I thought I could hear the sound of a chair being dragged behind my back her, and my body swelled and flew.
Seohae, who had stiffened her body from the unknown flight, noticed that the place where she lay down was the bed delegation.
Did you throw it all the way here?
Seohae glared at Yuchan with tired eyes.
Until now, I had accepted all of his complaints of her that were not his complaints of her. He had a sense of debt that he was passing a heavy burden on him, but he had compassion for Yu-chan more than anything else.
It was because he felt sorry for Yoo-chan, who was accidentally born as a monster among people.
But this is also wrong.
My head, which had been paralyzed by the unusual routine until now, felt like it went back to the way it was before after meeting Gyu-tae.
“Ha, so you won’t let me, so you’re going to attack me? Do it if you want! I will scream! They will bite and scratch you!”
Yoo-chan pushed his butt and stepped back in front of Seo-hae.
Yoo-chan climbed up as if to cover the struggling West Sea, and easily tore his clothes off with the power of his hands.
Through the loose-fitting one-piece dress, Seohae’s small breasts are exposed through her underwear and immaculate skin of her.
Above him, Seo Hae’s face was seen with tears in his eyes of her and a shocked expression.
As he warned, Yoo-chan’s face pressed against Seo-hae, who drew in breath to scream.
Seohae, who met his transparent eyes her, had to swallow his breath again.
“You are my own.”
It was because he felt a sense of intimidation that he had never felt before in Yoo-chan’s growling voice of her, as if he was going to engrave each letter in his head of her.
“Every hair on your body, every inch of your skin, your mind and heart are all my own. I can’t hand it over to anyone or see it.”
It wasn’t a sweet confession of love.
His heart-burning desire for exclusiveness and twisted tenacity were tearing off his mask and spilling out without remnants.
Jealousy and love fight.
What Yuchan harbored was not a fresh and cute feeling to be pleased with.
It’s something much darker and more distorted than that.
Seohae saw Yuchan and thought he was scary for the first time.
“You just have to give everything to me. Everything else is useless.”
“Where is there such a thing… Eup… “
Yoo-chan’s rough hand covers Seo-hae’s mouth her.
He covered her mouth her and reached out one of her hands her to rummage through the shelf above her bed her.
Suffering because her hands of hers were so big that even her nose of hers was blocked, Seohae found a rope in Yuchan’s hand of hers.