Chapter 113 – Her Past -2-
If you think about it, after I became an adult, I had no close encounters with women.
After work, it was my life to always lock myself at home and play games.
It’s unlikely, but if I ever have kids.
Wouldn’t I abandon that child just as my parents abandoned me?
Can I, who have never been loved by my parents, give me love?
However, after being thrown into the world of pure love, I desperately wanted to meet someone every moment.
I think it got worse after Lethe died.
‘…….’
If Shin Hye-ji had come to me.
Could he have understood her bizarre behavior, finally accepted it and realized that it was love?
‘Oh, wait.’
Observing her Shin Hye-ji, I was immersed in emotion, and I suddenly realized that she was heading in the direction of her room.
It’s nonsense.
How do you know our house?
―Beep, beep, beep.
I denied it, but she goes into the one-room building where I used to live and starts pressing her door lock.
‘How do I know!’
Then, as if he had returned home, he relaxedly rubbed his shoulders and inspected the shoe rack and floor.
It looks like it’s looking for something.
In the end, as if she couldn’t find what she was looking for, Shin Hye-ji smiled and headed to her bathroom.
I was accustomed to putting down my pants and underwear together,
– Squeak.
“Ugh….”
Sit on the toilet and urinate.
Meanwhile, Hyeji Shin watches something on YouTube.
―We humans are parasitic bees on Earth….
‘Uh, um….’
Silenced by her, I looked away from her and waited until she had done her business.
When I heard the sound of the toilet flushing, I turned my gaze back to Shin Hye-ji.
‘Really, fuck.’
The crazy bitch folded her pants and her underwear to one side and opened the lid of her junk washing machine, exposing her raw pussy.
There’s nothing wrong with me, but… Still, she wanted me to get out of my house quickly.
So Shin Hye-ji put her upper body in her washing machine and bent over, her sleek, chubby buttocks highlighted and her well-groomed pussy sticking out.
‘Mmm. Unexpectedly… It’s pink.’
I honestly feel sorry for her, but I guessed it might be her black dog pussy.
There were always men around her, and she dressed like a whore.
‘The virgin… Probably not.’
However, after realizing that the jamji was pink, her liking rose a little.
Still, it was unpleasant to have a non-virgin enter my room.
Eventually, what Shin Hye-ji took out of her washing machine was,
“Sue… Haaa…. Changmuk, you didn’t masturbate yesterday….”
It was my panties.
Now she was holding it up to her nose and sniffing it.
‘That, that Mr. Lee, fuck-!’
Fuck the smell, why do you smell it?
I don’t know if it’s a woman, but why do men’s underwear smell?
Besides, if you know whether you are masturbated by the smell, it’s not the sound of this baby!
She was very offended when she was sexually harassed by a non-virgin.
Why the hell does the room of reminiscence show me this?
“Unfortunately… I have to write it.”
What are you sorry about, and what do you mean?
Soon, without her frame, with only her cheap mattress, I walked over to my bed and lay down on it. Shin Hye-ji sniffed her panties and put her hand on her crotch.
“Haaa… Changmuk… I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”
And then slowly open your legs.
As I unintentionally observed the pink cracks that appeared between them, my doubts rose.
‘… Why are you so pretty?’
It seemed that not a single finger could fit into the tiny crack.
Shin Hye-ji may know that, and she didn’t masturbate by inserting it, but just rubbing the area around her pubic area little by little.
Little by little I brought her gaze closer and intuited her masturbation.
“Oh no, ha ha, ah, no….”
Then, perhaps because of her excitement, Shin Hye-ji, who was about to insert her ring finger, suddenly stopped.
I was concentrating on her sweaty hands, and my pulse went out.
“Hey, first… Because Changmuk is… Tea, you have to be patient….”
‘Fuck!’
First time?
Shin Hye-ji, you?
But you give it to me!
‘Kim Chang-moo-wook—!’
The past, or the me of the other world line.
I wanted to go back to the convenience store right away and shout at the sullen me pretending to be an asshole.
Shin Hye-ji is a virgin.
To win her first.
However, that cry could not reach.
Then, scenes begin to pass by rapidly.
Shin Hye-ji still observes Chang-muk at the convenience store.
She couldn’t find the meaning of life, and she pretended to be the most unhappy person in the world.
The point at which time stopped once again was when I turned 30 years old.
As expected, this world line was me in a world that was not thrown into the world of Pure Love.
I still work part-time at the same convenience store and live in my own room.
And Shin Hye-ji, who still follows me secretly.
On the one hand, it was great.
Shin Hye-ji, who stalked me for a long time without getting caught, and the future me who stopped in place without any growth without realizing her twisted affection during that time.
‘I… Was it fate to live like that?’
My life wouldn’t have progressed at all, so be grateful for being thrown into the world of Sunae’s biography.
Does the Reminiscence Room want to tell me that?
“I was supposed to die when I was 30.”
Now 30-year-old Kim Chang-mook muttered, lying on a moldy mattress and sipping a bottle of soju.
“I’m about to die, so I don’t want to die.”
It was sick.
Are you ashamed to be a 30-year-old and run a convenience store?
Are you ashamed to live paying rent without a proper job?
Yes, you can be ashamed
When others don’t stop and move forward, I’m ashamed and hate being stagnant by myself.
But even such a life has meaning.
It’s just different from what other people think.
I knew because every moment was thrown into a world where survival came first.
In that world, human life is as light as bugs, and you can only have sex with one person for the rest of your life.
But you are different
There are prostitutes who pay for a little money, and clean and cheap food is overflowing.
There is nothing to lose your life unless you encounter a killer with a terrible probability.
You can find any meaning in this rich world.
In addition, if you turn your gaze right now, this bastard has Shin Hye-ji.
You just can’t recognize yourself.
No, maybe he was conscious.
Shin Hye-ji is still… She was sitting on the steps right in front of the front door, watching the CCTV installed in her house on her cell phone screen.
She burst into tears and thumped her feet to run into her studio at once.
‘Fuck, when did you install that again?’
If you think about Shin Hye-ji’s obsession, as a result, Chang Muk-i in this world will only mix with her body with Shin Hye-ji….
That moment,
―Quaang!
“Ouch, fuck! What, what!”
Kim Chang-muk, who was lying on the mattress, jumped up like a shrimp.
-Changmuk… !
Shin Hye-ji could not stand it any longer and knocked on his door.
Almost ten years is such a stupidly long time.
‘Why the fuck did I sit down after comforting me?’
Chang Muk-i, who got drunk with a bottle of soju, opens the front door with his mouth open, and Shin Hye-ji confesses his feelings in his arms.
I wonder if I have to watch this, so I move the position of the soul outside.
Shin Hye-ji’s moans echoed for a long time.
So time starts accelerating again.
* * *
Her newlywed life with Shin Hye-ji did not last long.
―Koo-gu-geung!
Shaking strata.
Tsunami and volcanic eruption.
It’s because the Earth has been destroyed.
‘… Wait, what did I just see?’
All living things are dead.
Thirty-year-old Changmuk and Shin Hyeji also died.
‘What kind of dog is this….’
I don’t know what it is.
Earth suddenly perishes?
At least on the earth where I lived, if there was such a sign, it was a place where I could observe it even if I couldn’t stop it.
No matter how much I rummaged through my memories before being thrown into the game, there was no sound that the earth would perish.
A message that appears momentarily.
『Second soul ― Shin Hye-ji’s N….』
But then,
―Kkeuddeuk… !
The space in front of me was distorted, and the message that appeared in front of me evaporated.
‘What happened… ?’
The space is squeezed and something appears.
An intuition that it would not be good to face that thing spread through my soul, and I tried to pull myself out, but my soul remained fixed and did not move.
What appeared next was
[Hi.]
Like Delton and Jurgon, a body-black existence.
It was what I dismissed as the devil.
It was so dark that it was impossible to tell the difference between the male and female, and now it was greeting me.
‘What is this….’
“Sir, what’s the situation… Uh?”
Just before my chest exploded in frustration, my voice came out.
[Ah, now I can talk.]
This guy evaporated the message.
That means… It’s not something I dare to bear.
“… ?”
For what purpose?
If you’re transcendent enough to do this… Could it be a goddess?
In an instant, that thought crossed my mind.
[What you just saw is another Earth. It’s a bit different from the Earth you lived in.]
“…….”
There were many things I wanted to ask, and many questions.
But I couldn’t say anything.
It was because the spirit naturally shrunk and the will to worship the existence in front of my eyes began to be engraved.
My pitiful soul gradually curled up and tried to crawl on the floor like a dog.
‘Fuck… Until!’
No matter what the existence in front of me is, I refuse my will with all my might.
If I had come to kill you anyway, I would have killed you right away.
If this bastard is a goddess, I feel even more repulsive.
If it is her goddess who destroys her saintess, who is called her own daughter.
Because that’s not a goddess.
To him, I desperately put my will to ask the most curious question.
“Who are you… ?”
The arms of the dark being begin to cross.
I realized that it was arm in arm.
[Me?]
It was an immediate answer.
[The existence that summoned you to this world.]
And,
[An existence that will send you back to the original world.]
Me… Return it?
Inje come… ?
[There was a mistake. So, go back.]
The dark being held out her hand as if asking for my consent.
If I hold that, will it return to Earth?
When I go back… Shin Hye-ji will stalk me.
She was her virgin, and me… As long as she finds out she’s in love with her.
I don’t intend to wait until I’m 30.
It would be okay to immediately catch Shin Hye-ji, who is observing me somewhere, and make a confession.
It would be okay to leave the convenience store and prepare for civil servants.
Maybe, if I go back, I’ll have a pretty good life.
[The thing I just said is the Earth being scrapped. The original Earth will not perish.]
Good news.
[Hurry up and hold this hand. If you miss this opportunity, you will never return to Earth again.]
That’s right.
[Now, come on. I’ll reward you with goods that you won’t be able to use all of them even if you spend your whole life.]
The trouble was short-lived.
