Chapter 121 – The End Of Unrequited Love (1)
Yerin had often thought that she was quite peculiar.
She had always believed that she and her friends, who had been inseparable since childhood, were very compatible. They had even attended the same all-girls middle and high schools, spending most of their days together.
‘Boyfriend… Do I really need one…?’
When she watched her friends start dating one by one and look happy, she felt like they were living completely different lives.
It seemed like it wouldn’t be difficult to start a relationship if she wanted to, but for Yerin, the aftermath was the problem.
Just the thought of hanging out alone with a guy and exchanging messages gave her a huge sense of revulsion, as if her whole body was crawling with goosebumps.
She couldn’t help but think that she was simply born as a woman who didn’t match with men at all.
So, after feeling a slight sense of alienation, she had completely cut off her interest in dating and lived her life.
Even after being summoned to another world as a hero by the goddess Elysia on her 17th birthday, it was the same.
Whether it was a characteristic of this world or not, even when walking through streets filled with people who were all exceptionally good-looking, she only thought, “Oh, they’re all pretty and handsome.”
Years passed, and when she became an adult and joined the hero party at the goddess’s request, Yerin had set her life goal to own a large mansion.
If it were possible to return to Earth, she would have liked to make that her goal, but since she wasn’t in a situation where she could definitely hunt the Demon King, she decided to find happiness here as much as possible.
Yerin was certain that the ranking of her life goal would never be pushed back.
She was sure of it.
“Huh…? If your name is Choi Yerin… are you perhaps from Earth…?”
“Huh…? You, you too…?”
The situation completely changed after she met Choi Si-hyun.
At first, she was just happy to have a friend from her hometown.
So, since they were going to be together anyway, she thought it would be nice to get along and casually talked to him as she would with her female friends.
But all she got in return was a cold attitude that didn’t even spare her a glance.
After that, for some reason, he tried to distance himself from all the party members, and he even refused to simply shake hands, which seemed very suspicious, so she just watched him carefully.
She thought maybe he was just shy because he was the only man.
However, Yerin was very displeased with the fact that she hadn’t even been able to make eye contact with him for two months since their first meeting.
Yerin, who had barged into his room without warning, frowned and glared at Si-hyun, who was sitting on the bed.
“Choi Si-hyun.”
“…What.”
“Be honest. Do you not like our party?”
“……No.”
“Then why don’t you talk to us, make eye contact, and keep avoiding us?”
Si-hyun just sighed deeply.
“Don’t you know magic power is dangerous? I’m keeping my distance so I don’t harm you.”
“I’ve learned enough about magic power too. I know that the magic power you have won’t harm the people around you unless it goes berserk.”
“……”
“Don’t lie and tell me honestly. Why are you acting like this…”
Knock, knock.
“S-Si-hyun, Oppa… It’s Y-Yuliana… I came to say good morning…”
“…Yeah, Yuliana. Good morning.”
“Um… T-today’s… fox greeting… is a hug… Would you… come out for a moment…?”
“Didn’t we do that a few days ago?”
“Umm… But… this week, we have two hugs… And this time… it’s a… a deep hug… Hehe…”
“……Okay. I’ll be out soon.”
“Okay…! Take your time…!”
Yerin wondered what the heck was going on.
‘Could they be secretly dating…?’
That was the only thing that made sense.
A normal man and woman hugging in the morning.
And a deep hug at that…
“What was that just now…? Are you two really dating…?”
“……It’s not like that. If you’re done, please go back.”
Yerin, who was kicked out of the room, became even more suspicious of Si-hyun and met Yuliana while walking down the hallway.
“Heeuuu…♥ Are… adult foxes… feeling this every day…? Hauuu…♥ I’m… so excited…♥”
“…Yuliana?”
“Hee…♥”
Yuliana, who was trying hard to rub her tightly closed legs, made an awkward expression and took Yerin to her room.
“Yerin, Unni… What you just saw… Can you… keep it a secret…?”
Of course, she was going to keep it a secret.
If other people found out that the fox girl had become completely aroused from just one hug and was leaking fluids, Yuliana would be in big trouble.
But she definitely wanted to ask about her relationship with Si-hyun.
So, she asked honestly.
“Ah… That’s… Yuliana is completely smitten with Si-hyun, Oppa… So she’s just asking him. She wants to get closer to him… even like that… Hehe…”
But the answer she got was far from what she had expected.
“But Si-hyun, Oppa… doesn’t seem to like foxes like Yuliana… If he does a deep hug like an adult fox… his… lower part…”
Yuliana’s face flushed red as she continued to speak.
“He… he said… he would get… hard… but it wasn’t at all…”
“……Then Si-hyun is just doing it because he can’t refuse a request…?”
“Yeah… From what I’ve felt so far, Si-hyun, Oppa is very kind and can’t refuse a request.”
“Really…?”
“Yeah, yeah. So… Yuliana has become a bit of a bad fox. Hehe…”
And Yerin, who was watching this, came up with a good idea.
She just had to make a request that Si-hyun would have a hard time refusing, just like Yuliana.
“What…? Sparring…?”
“Yeah. There are many wooden swords in the warehouse. Let’s use those.”
“Why all of a sudden?”
“I just want to, so hurry up and answer. Will you do it? Or will you refuse?”
“……Go ahead first. I’ll get ready and come out.”
As expected, Si-hyun hesitated for a moment before accepting the offer.
Since they were both swordsmen, Yerin decided to get closer to him by having fair spars every day, and she asked him for a spar two or three times a day.
As they sweated together and rested together, the time they spent making eye contact and talking gradually increased.
Yerin was satisfied with just that.
Just a good friend from her hometown.
That was all she wanted from Choi Si-hyun.
But perhaps she had enjoyed the moments with Si-hyun too much, because a problem occurred when she lost her footing during a spar.
“Kyaaak…!”
Thanks to Si-hyun catching her as she fell backward, she wasn’t seriously injured.
Squeeze.
“Heeuuh…”
It was just that their arms and legs had become entangled and pressed together, and one of her breasts had been firmly grabbed.
She was wearing a bra, but Si-hyun’s grip was so strong that the pressure was considerable.
However, there was an even more concerning problem for Yerin, who was under Si-hyun.
Thump.
‘D-did it touch…?’
The part that hadn’t been aroused at all with Yuliana was definitely aroused with Yerin.
Once she realized that, big changes began to occur in many ways.
The hotter Si-hyun’s breath became as it covered Yerin’s face and neck, the faster her heart beat.
Perhaps it was because of their body heat, but she was sweating much more than during any other spar, and her whole body was soaked.
“Whew… That was close.”
“……”
“Yerin-ah. Are you okay?”
As soon as she heard him call her name, Yerin’s heart began to race like crazy, and she began to give special meaning to each and every drop of sweat that fell from his forehead.
If he was that soaked with sweat, he must feel very uncomfortable, and his body must be very aroused, so he probably wouldn’t have time to think about anything else.
‘W-why am I suddenly feeling so excited…?’
Even in the midst of all that, seeing him worry only about her made her face flush, and she felt like she was about to explode.
“S-Si-hyun… M-my… my breast… your hand…”
“……Ah. S-sorry…!”
Si-hyun, who belatedly realized what he had done, took his hand away, but Si-hyun’s penis only became more aroused and poked at Yerin’s crotch.
“Heeuuu… N-no… Thank… thank you for saving me…”
“Yeah…”
It was from this point on.
Yerin’s mind became filled with Choi Si-hyun.
It was an emotion she had never felt before in her life.
She kept glancing at him, wondering if he was thinking about her.
And if their eyes met, she would flinch and lower her head, but then she would want to see him again and slowly raise her head.
She had spent the whole night thinking about him, smiling to herself.
It was her first time, so she didn’t know what to do.
She didn’t have the confidence to be as blatant as Yuliana, so she thought it would be nice to just be with him.
Until she accidentally went into the men’s bathhouse while heading to the bathhouse, unable to sleep.
‘Is that… his… penis…?’
The first erect penis she had ever seen was as thick and large as Yerin’s wrist.
“Haa… I feel… sorry to Yerin for no reason…”
Squelch, squelch…
‘Si-hyun is now… holding that big thing and shaking it… He’s… masturbating while… thinking about… me…?’
Not only had she gone into the men’s bathhouse, but she was also watching him masturbate.
It was something she absolutely shouldn’t get caught doing…
Yerin was overcome with the urge to reveal herself to Si-hyun right now.
She felt like she could have his undivided attention just by calling his name, walking up to him, and accidentally dropping the towel wrapped around her body.
But Yerin had to suppress that urge and return to her room.
She didn’t want to have sex without feelings, and she didn’t have the courage to confess properly.
The only thing that suited Yerin was to comfort herself while imagining being penetrated by his penis.
And Yerin had been greatly regretting that until recently.
She felt like if she had just done it, she wouldn’t have any regrets.
Of course.
Due to Aris’s suggestion, she would hate Si-hyun endlessly, but when she suddenly came to her senses, she had to bear a great deal of confusion with her clear mind.
Just thinking of his face would make the suggestion to hate him confuse her mind.
Memories of being hypnotized and attacking Si-hyun, forcibly kissing him, sucking and licking his penis while moaning in ecstasy, kept coming back to her.
Even in the midst of all that, the feelings she had when she had a crush on him were also growing.
So, all Yerin could do was sob alone for a long time.
So, she wished that Si-hyun would just kill her.
But despite that wish, when she found herself wielding her holy sword at Si-hyun according to Aris’s orders.
Yerin’s completely broken mind eventually chose to completely clear away her old unrequited love.
The only thought Yerin could have while watching Si-hyun bleed was the self-reproach that she had only hurt him until the very end.
So, when the magic power that suddenly burst out of Si-hyun’s body healed him and enveloped the surroundings, Yerin, who had collapsed weakly, looked up at him, hoping that he would kill her first, even more than Aris, who had fainted after being swept away by the magic power.
Her eyes were blurry with tears at the thought that it was a relief that Si-hyun’s wounds had healed quickly, and even though the words “please kill me” were welling up in her throat, she couldn’t utter a single word from her mouth, which had been open since earlier.
Yerin crawled towards him, sobbing like a fool, and offered her neck.
She could convey her intentions enough by grabbing his hands one by one and wrapping them around her neck.
She closed her eyes and trembled quietly.
But no matter how long she waited, she didn’t feel any sensation of being strangled, and rather, Si-hyun’s hands only moved away from her neck.
Yerin slowly opened her eyes.
And she flinched violently as she felt a hand gently stroking her head.
“Yerin-ah. How have you been?”
“……Hiccup. S-Si, Si, Si-hyun-ah…”
The feeling of a very missed voice filling her quickly cleared mind was immediately followed.
She was just so happy that it was strange not to smile even while crying.
