Chapter 716 – I’ll Appear in Front of You Again Soon
『So, since you spoke with a serious expression, I thought you had a terminal illness or some rare disease? 』
“Yeah, right… But Ji-eun is really healthy, so you don’t have to worry…”
『Huh~! It seemed like that. Even after I hung up the phone, he kept clinging to me and trying to attack me. Haha… I was really in a good mood today… ♥ 』
” Bu, I’m jealous… I also want to meet Jieun quickly… “
『 Wow… Shin A-young’s personality has really changed a lot… If you normally didn’t start swearing at me as soon as you said this, didn’t you? 』
Yes, even if you get slapped by me…
However, contrary to my thoughts, I reply with a timid tone…
” Well, I’m in a situation where I can’t do anything right now, so I’m just grateful that you reported it…”
『 Hmm~ Shin Ayoung of the world has finally come to feel my importance~ 』
If he appeared in front of me at any moment, I wanted to yank his hair and rip it all out…
Just because you made me talk to Jieun on the phone without saying a word to me…!
While talking to Han Chae-young now, the relationship between Gap-eul is quite different from before…
Before I could ask myself why I had become so miserable, I needed to go back in time and figure it out.
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When I unilaterally informed Ji-eun that I would reorganize her physical condition for the time being and would not contact her until satisfactory results were achieved, I felt heartbroken… But I, who grew up as a perfectionist in my own way, am now worried about my body. I didn’t like it at all and wanted to change it right away
First, personality…
Ayeong, the new girl here, is timid and has completely lost self-esteem, as if she was exactly the same as she was in her previous life…
Do you feel angry seeing me like that? Why was she unable to overcome her trauma? Why was she unable to hide her true self more thoroughly and was stuck in her corner?
Above all, she was very unhappy with the fact that she came from a great family, but was unable to get revenge on the rude guy who had bullied her enough by taking advantage of her position as the youngest, and that she continued to live in an inhumane manner, unable to escape her trauma.
Moreover, when she lowered her head and slightly twisted her body, the flesh on her side that was visible was the most upsetting…
If she had been herself in the real world, she would have maintained her solid 11-figure abs without any fat on her sides, which would have been more pleasing to Ji-eun’s eyes.
“No, Ji-eun likes this more…”
“Noisy… Fat sow… “
” Haha… I’m sorry, Ghost… “
What I am exchanging her words with now is a conversation with myself…
If someone else sees this now, they might think I’m crazy or that I’m practicing a one-man show by myself.
” Sigh… How on earth did I end up in a body like this… What if I decided to awaken my memories on my own like Ji-eun did… “
“Uuuuu… How can I attain Buddhahood…”
“It’s not like a ghost, so stop saying that bullshit and just do what I tell you…”
“Don’t be angry…! “
If I wanted to, I would have just wanted to move according to my own will, but unfortunately, my body and mind were separated, so all I could do was tremble in fear as my body did not move according to my will.
“… I’m not angry. It’s because I’m frustrated with you right now… If you behave like that, Jieun will be taken away by other fox bitches, right? “
“Well, that’s right… But Jieun is already with me… Hehe… I’m sure you know everything about this and that with Jieun…”
“Right, but didn’t you see it on the app too? “
“Ah…”
Fortunately, my surveillance ability… The eye app installed on my phone… Was an app that could not be deleted no matter how many times I deleted it. This app allows you to check the view from the perspective of Ji-eun Lee’s younger sister, Ji-yeon Lee, from multiple directions like a CCTV, in the first and third person. It was an app that could be used.
This is Ji-eun’s biological mother from the original world, who is presumed to be Isabella, who changed into my body…
It was shameful that he continued to stick by his side even though he had made a very big mistake… In this new world, he started with an informational advantage over himself, and even his body seemed to have regained its original form.
“B-but why are you investigating the professor’s background…? “
“You have no idea… Anyway, what are you doing without doing what I told you to do? Who wants to rest? “
“Yeah, but this is hard…! How can I run 15 km a day…! “
“If I tell you to do it, do it? Otherwise, when I go out for a walk, I will shout outside, ‘I am a severe exhibitionist whore’…”
“Then I’ll be stuck at home all day…”
The first thing I ordered her to do was to increase her stamina by walking and running…
So, when I saw him panting and sweating on the treadmill, all I could do was sigh.
I’ve only gone 4 km, and I’m panting like this…
If it were my body in the original world, I would have achieved the number of kilometers quickly just by running lightly without resting…
She even slowed down and repeated walking and running several times… But she didn’t like the way she kept speeding up and taking time to rest more every time she was told to do so.
Tsk… Even at this very moment, there must be a lot of foxes targeting Jieun and trying to score points on him… I felt so pathetic at myself wasting my time in a place like this, and I was so anxious about being left behind.
As I was training myself here with verbal abuse and criticism for a few days, an abnormal phenomenon occurred.
“Uh, huh…? “
Unlike when I was only able to communicate through direct vocalization when I woke up in the morning, this time I was able to move at will…
W-what is this memory…
It feels like all the memories, ways of behaving, and habits of living here have all seeped into my head…
Moreover, if it were my normal self, I wouldn’t have minded waking up alone in bed like this, but I began to tremble with fear, regardless of my will… As I grabbed the blanket, I felt like I wanted to hide myself in a corner somewhere.
“Is there…? “
Lastly, one big change… Now, instead of being divided into two, my timid self and my body that tried to move differently from my calm thoughts merged together as if they were fused together. I was caught up in trauma and secretly loneliness and did not listen properly.
This is it… That’s right… I was a child who was so scared in the past that I foolishly admired Beatrice…
However, with the feeling of deprivation of losing all the people I liked, and with the mindset that I had to change myself, who had such a sense of inferiority, I changed all my behavioral patterns with difficulty and even changed my personality…
“You can do it all again…”
Shin Ah-young, who was cold to everyone but herself and her Ji-eun, is keenly feeling the helpless feelings of her past life as she returns after a long time.
“I miss Jieun…”
The feeling of not wanting to leave the room… Perhaps this is the feeling I always felt in this world…
Another few days passed like that.
Today too, I wondered if Eira, who had turned my house into a gym, was working out, so I ignored her and finished today’s set, and before she slowly returned to my room, I headed to the room next to her that I had made into her lounge, but she brought someone in. ··.
And the main character is none other than the person I miss so much but am I refraining from meeting…
As I watched these two exercising, I felt a strong sense of jealousy… I wanted to break up the bickering two right now… I had to be in that woman’s place.
“I’m annoyed… Why am I treated like this…”
Of course, since it was an action I chose, I couldn’t show my shortcomings in front of Jieun right away, so I somehow endured it with patience. But here, two people start acting to provoke me even more…
Are you doing that because you know I’m in the room across from you…?
Eira and Ji-eun started caressing each other’s private parts instead of exercising, and from there, the level gradually increased, and a scene that I couldn’t bear to open my eyes to see was happening outside the window.
I should stop him right away and tell him to fall off…
” Haha…! “
I was the one who avoided his contact in the first place… What am I going to do now…
” Haaah… Me too… I want Mr. Jieun too… Hah…! “
As the two became more and more intense, my head thought I should avoid this place, but my body sat down as close to the wall as possible so that I could better hear the obscene sounds of the two connecting, imagining that Jieun was doing it to me. I masturbated by stirring the inside of my vagina with my fingers in accordance with the movements of the two.
It’s miserable, but… At least for now… Like this!
Just a little more… Just a little more effort and I will stand proudly in front of Mr. Jieun…
Another few days passed as I made these foolish rationalizations.
