Chapter 277 – Chapter 12-Mind
“… Ah.”
When I saw Cheongi, memories of what happened so far came into my head.
Blocked by the huge wall of reincarnation, all of them are not my memories, but rather, the memories engraved as seen by a third party, such as ‘I’ve been through this’, acted as a safety device to prevent me from being eaten by memories of the past. Br〉
“A lie! A fraud! There’s no way I would have said this!”
After the playback was over, those words came out reflexively.
“Oh. Now you’re going to deny reality?”
“Well, there’s no way I would have said something like that! That too to you!”
“Sigh. Where has that little boy who fell in love with me at first sight gone and what is left behind, such a spiteful guy? It seems like just yesterday that I was crying and clinging to him because he didn’t accept me back then.”
“I’ve never done that!!!!!!!!”
No, this is really just a moment
“$%#$#$@”
“Speak human language. Not the language that tentacle monsters would use.”
“Oh, no. Uh. That really happened?”
“You know the properties of heavenly energy by now, right? No matter how much heavenly energy you have, you can’t create something that didn’t exist.”
“Yeah. Right…”
No matter how much I denied reality, all the circumstances pointed to the fact that the scene I had just seen really happened.
I confess that I really fell in love with the God of Heaven and Earth.
“Aggaaaaak”
“It’s so broken now. Should I hit it one more time?”
“… No, I don’t look like this?”
When I think about how I have been with Heaven and Earth so far, I cannot help but react this way when I see this truth.
I curse and joke around all the time, and when I get angry, I come down and relieve my stress with Yeo So-cheon’s body.
If I were to hear the story that I had confessed to the God of Heaven and Earth while I was in a situation where I had just found out that the God of Heaven and Earth was in fact my benefactor and I had not even made up my mind…
“… No, wait a minute. Then you didn’t accept it?”
“Huh?”
“You did that to me with Yeo So-cheon’s body! What was that?!”
“I told you back then. I was getting angry at you because you were being so arrogant, but when I had a good opportunity, I gave you some education and a scolding.”
“Oh, no, then…”
“Ah. I know what you’re thinking. Isn’t that something you should take responsibility for now? That’s what you’re thinking, right?”
Isn’t that so?
Even though I was before reincarnation, I confessed to the gods of heaven and earth, and the gods of heaven and earth responded in a somewhat strange way.
“Well, right now, it’s enough for you to just pay attention to the relationships you’ve met in this life.”
“… Yes?”
“Don’t worry about me either. It’s really just… Like a play by God out of anger. Didn’t you say that on Earth, it’s common for people to sleep together just because they see eye to eye? I think that’s the case.”
“…”
-Bruise
“What is that expression?”
“Oh, no… Because it was unexpected.”
“Ugh. So, did you think that just because a human came into contact with one another, I had to take responsibility for a god? If I become your wife, will you be able to handle me? Even though it looks like this, I am a god who has been with this world since the birth?”
“… Uh…”
I don’t think I can.
“Yes, you can’t. You’re just a kid who follows what’s going on around you, so there’s no way you have the ability to take on such a heavy burden.”
“… Hey. Still, if you say that, it hurts a little.”
“So… You don’t have to do anything.”
“… Yes?”
Even now, he was smiling playfully like before, but it felt like the meaning inside it had changed.
“You don’t have to take responsibility for other people who are drawn to your scent. You don’t have to suffer because it’s your fault for what happens to those people. You’re just a kid who was born that way.”
“… Ah.”
“You don’t have to force yourself to grab everything you can. Just grab as much as you want and can. Your hands are too small to hold everything.”
This person now…
You were trying to comfort me.
…
“… Haha.”
The reason I had a hard time.
The reason why I became mentally exhausted and depressed recently and eventually collapsed.
“I tried to tell you too much.”
Even though I know better than anyone that my hands are small
I tried to lift too much luggage without even knowing how to use it.
Dang Ah-yeong, Geomhu, Yeo So-cheon, Master, Erdel and Cheonma before revealing their true colors.
I was stuck among women who shined much brighter than me, and I couldn’t let go of the emotions that came out and held on to them all.
Not only that, but the story of vampires and the destruction of the world was included, and the weight grew more and more.
Even after I finally broke down, I didn’t realize that I had tried to carry too much.
However.
“… What if I don’t want to let go?”
“How much?”
“Everything.”
“You’re greedy.”
“Can’t you do that?”
“… Because children usually don’t want to let go of what they are holding.”
Nevertheless.
I didn’t want to let go of what I was holding.
“Now. What should you do if you have luggage that you can’t carry on your own? Isn’t there the most basic way?”
“… I guess I should ask people around me for help.”
“Yeah, you idiot.”
… Why didn’t I know?
I’m not that great of a person, so why did I shoulder a burden that was beyond my capabilities?
“… Please help me.”
Then even now.
What I can’t do…
-Taaaaak!
“Ahhhhh.”
“Not me, you idiot.”
“… Yes?”
“There are already many people around you who are much closer to you than me.”
“… Ah.”
… That’s the story.
“Do you think they will refuse you when you ask for help?”
“… No.”
“Okay then, go ahead and tell me.”
-Weying
As soon as the words of the gods of heaven and earth were finished, a strange pattern appeared at the feet.
“I apologize to Cheonma. No matter how much you did back then, I’m not the type of woman who would reject you when I ask you to take your time and get to know her because it’s burdensome.”
“Now, wait a minute! Isn’t that a problem now?!”
I know you comforted me.
I’m thankful for that…
“Now Erdel has revealed her true colors and is causing an uproar.”
“Ah. You’ll know what to do when you get down there.”
“… If I just tell you now, what’s the point?!”
“Yes.”
-Weeeeeing
A dazzling light burst out from the pattern beneath my feet, turning my vision white.
“Bye bye~ Sometimes I’ll go down to Yeo So-cheon’s body~”
When the last voice I heard disappeared and my vision became bright again
“Wake up! Wake up! If you don’t die here…”
“… Dang Ayoung?”
“Ah! Wake up!”
A familiar face that I hadn’t seen in a long time was welcoming me, holding me with an urgent expression.
“Sojeo is here ㅇ.”
-Wow!
“Thank God! I’m alive! It didn’t seem like the trauma was too severe, but no matter how many times I called, there was no answer, and I was just staring blankly into space, so I thought something had happened…!”
“… Ah.”
I was able to see Dang A-young’s appearance because it was a face-to-face intersection rather than the usual hug.
There were scratches all over her body, some of her hair had been cut, and traces of bleeding were clearly visible.
Even though I don’t look well
“I’m fortunate. I’m really fortunate.”
“…”
Because the first thing they did after going through such a dangerous place was to worry about me
“… Okay. I’m sorry for worrying you, Ayoung.”
“… Yes?!”
Now I have to stop looking away.
“Don’t you like being called by your name? Don’t you?”
“Oh, no! It’s not that I don’t like it.! It’s just that it’s difficult for you to speak informally because it’s awkward.”
“Even if it’s hard, I have to do it if Ayoung wants it.”
“Awawawa.”
Did it really fit the bill?
In a rare sight for Dang A-young, her face turned completely red.
“Ah, no… Joe, good things are good…! This is not the time to be showing affection like this…!”
“I know that. Can you explain the situation first?”
“Ugh. I have no regrets even if I die on this battlefield. Ah, first. Er.? That person who was said to be a saint betrayed me.”
“I know to a certain extent too. Please tell me what Erdel is doing now.”
“Uh. First, your master and the sword master are blocking the fight together with me. Cheongnoegeom is seriously injured and is resting for a while. I heard he was fighting alone before we came.”
“… Are you okay?”
“Yet… No one has died. Oh, a few people from the Demonic Cult have come… But they are preventing other monsters from flooding in. I don’t think they will be of any help at their level…”
“… I guess so.”
Among the many heroes remaining at that time, Erdel boasted the highest level of strength.
After the world was destroyed, out of a sense of betrayal towards the gods, if they massacred all the gods and absorbed all the life in the world, they would have become stronger, not weaker.
It’s not that I doubt the strength of Master and Sword Master, but the current Erdel was in a world one level higher than that.
“… The girl said that when she goes down she will naturally know what to do and what she has done.”
The moment Hansi was cursing the gods of heaven and earth for playing such a prank in such an urgent situation, something familiar caught his eye.
“… Wait a minute. That.”
“Yes?”
“What is that sword?”
Numerous swords scattered around.
The swords were broken, damaged, cracked, and difficult to use right away, but that wasn’t the problem.
“Ah. Did you say sword painting? He also came with you. He happened to receive a weapon from a saint. I think he said he was given the authority to summon a sword from an armory where numerous swords are gathered. I don’t know what he’s talking about either. The sword just came out of nowhere and I said I couldn’t do anything anymore because my betrayal was discovered, but I guess I drew it out a lot before, and I’m fighting with it like a sword.”
“… He came too?”
… At that moment, the fact that she had broken my dantian before came into her mind, but it was not something she needed to talk about right now.
The important thing is that Erdel’s arsenal was connected to her.
‘… Maybe.’
If my guess is correct, Erdel created a warehouse where all her reports were stored after the world was destroyed and then used it to provide me with a store window.
And according to this hypothesis, there is no way she wouldn’t have retrieved it…
“Ayoung, I have something to tell you.”
“Yes! Anything you say is fine!”
“When this is all over and I return… Then let’s get married.”
“…!!!”
“… I guess I should do it with other people too.”
If you ask me why I suddenly raised a death flag, I just decided to live a little more honestly.
Well, there really is a flag, so there’s no way you can win a fight just by saying something like this.
What I need to say is: It is a law that must be preached before it cannot be preached.
“Uh, what should I do. I’m so happy I think I’m going to die here.”
“I’ll make you happier when I get back, so be patient.”
“Are you really you? Actually, it turns out that this is just a hallucination, isn’t it? I know you’re not the kind of person who would say something like this, right?”
“… I’ve been passive in my expressions of affection.”
Well, there were times when I didn’t feel the need to express my affection verbally when I was already expressing my affection with my whole body.
Seeing that they liked it so much, I thought I should do it more often in the future.
First.
I was thinking of going to Yeo So-cheon to see if this plan was feasible.
