Chapter 275 – Chapter 12 – Godslayer
“… Ha. You damn bastards.”
I have traveled through all the dimensions around here.
But is there no one who will accept even a human?
-Squeak
“No, what on earth did she say.”
I would have understood if I had said that it was not possible, but I am refusing because of that saint.
Now, the rumor has spread that I am looking for a dimension that will accept that little boy, and some people are even kicking me out without even opening the door.
“Should I go grab the real God of Earth by the collar.”
“Well, I’m okay. You’ve already helped me enough.”
“… Ha. Let’s rest for a bit. There’s nowhere else to go now.”
About 6 days have already passed.
The maximum time a human can survive in the divine world is 10 days.
Even though he didn’t show it, this little boy was clearly showing signs of strain on his body.
“No, do you know why that saintly woman is so obsessed with you?”
I’m curious about this.
I know that this guy is quite attractive.
But isn’t there any point of contact between the two in the first place?
The distance between Earth and that world is considerable, so it would not have been discovered by chance.
“… I think we already knew each other.”
“… How?”
“Ever since I came here, strange memories have been flowing in… I was in that other world.”
“… Hmm?”
“I think it’s probably a memory from my past life. At that time, I was born and raised on Earth… I made a contract with the goddess and went to that world. There I met Erdel.”
‘… Are the memories of my past life coming back to life because I am in the form of a soul in the divine world?’
In the first place, it was rare for humans to stay in the divine world for this long, so it was not certain, but that was the only guess.
Even if it is a memory of a past life that has been erased, it will ultimately be imprinted deep within the soul.
… Wait for a sec. Then.
“… Did I get involved for no reason?”
If the two of you had originally known each other, I would have misunderstood and caused you trouble.
“Oh, no… We weren’t that close. Even if we were… I don’t want to set foot in the world in this current state. I have already completed the contract I had in my past life, so there is no reason to go any further.”〈 Br〉
“To say we weren’t close, that person was so crazy that he went crazy.”
“Erdel. Was that kind of personality to begin with.”
“Wait a minute… Reading is faster than listening…”
“Yes?”
-Square
I made a brush in my hand and swung it around for a moment, and blue energy flowed from it.
Since the memories engraved in his soul have been extracted in the form of heavenly energy, seeing this will be much faster than hearing it in words.
“Hmm… If it’s a sensitive memory, is it better not to read it?”
“It’s okay. I don’t have the confidence to explain it myself, so it’s more convenient this way.”
“Okay. Then I’ll take a look. Maybe there’s a clue here.”
I must have gotten permission from the person involved. I absorbed the heavenly energy from him and read his memories.
“… What is this?”
Only then did I know.
Memories of the long years that this small and delicate child went through.
* * *
[Hero. Thank you for your hard work today. But… You showed hesitation when dealing with the yellow magic tower lord who appeared as an enemy today?]
[… Erdel.]
[Hero. You know. Our only companions are living things. If you die, you are an enemy from that moment on. Could it be that she was playing tricks on her hero with her wicked tongue?]
[… You know it’s not like that.]
[What do you think I know? I’m dying of anxiety about when the hero will turn his attention. The warrior is mine. Without me, you are nothing, but these damn bitches keep targeting you.]
[…
[What you need to know is the warrior. The warrior is me and I am the warrior. We shared each other’s halves, and you know better than anyone else that the reason you are alive today is because of the infinite divine power that comes from my half, right? But why do you keep rejecting me? Why do you think of me as a burden? Yes? I gave everything for the hero, but why doesn’t the hero allow me even a light heart?]
… Because that wasn’t what I wanted.
Those words never came out of my mouth.
There was a time when I was in pain and was comforted by being held in Erdel’s arms.
But now
[Hero… Hero… Please wait just a moment… When this war is over… When there is no reason for me to remain pure… Then, let’s create our own nest of love… In a deep place where no one comes. . A home where only the two of us can share love for the rest of our lives.]
– Sticky.
I don’t know when the obsession that overflowed from her body, which put the title of saint to shame, became visible.
No, Erdel was like that from the beginning.
It’s just that I didn’t notice and was deceiving myself.
Erdel, who made my heart flutter when I first saw her with her appearance that was close to my ideal type, now no longer impresses me.
It had been too long since she had felt inspiration in the first place.
Now I no longer scream even when I feel pain
Even if I see something scary and bizarre, I don’t feel bad
Even if something good happens, or I eat something delicious, I don’t smile.
Sometimes when I look in the mirror, all I see are eyes as black as the deep sea that have lost their light and sunken.
Those sparkling eyes that I was often told were pretty were no longer there.
‘Now I just want to rest…’
I also want to die
I just want to go back to Earth.
What would it have been like if I had just come back to this world and found out that I had been deceived by the goddess?
Back then, how on earth could I have had the arrogant thought that I could save this world?
Colleagues dying every day. And those who were once colleagues come back to life on the battlefield and meet enemies again.
As time passes, I only realize how weak I am.
-Dalkak
‘… Holy sword…’
A sword that evolves itself to suit the fighting style as its owner accumulates achievements.
At first, it was an ego sword with a spirit inside, but it was destroyed during the fight with the 2nd corps commander, so it is now just an ordinary sword that cannot even be a companion.
Is it comforting to know that it has already been adapted to my fighting style, as it has been quite a while since I used this sword.
It was a combat method close to a single strike that exploded the nearly infinite divine power originating from Erdel as much as possible at once.
When I first became a warrior, I had no time to train leisurely, so I had no choice but to pursue the most efficient fighting method possible, so I had no choice but to develop like this.
The holy sword has also grown accordingly by gathering energy to strengthen a single strike.
[… Hero? New information just came in.]
[…
[The opportunity to go to the king of those who are not dead… You only have one chance to make it… You have to make a decision within today. If more time passes, the opportunity disappears.]
[… Let’s go.]
And that day.
When I go to plunge my sword into the heart of the king of the undead
We were all exhausted.
The warriors who sacrificed their lives to pave the way, and the wizards who burned their souls and forcibly squeezed out their magical power to destroy the barrier that surrounded the space.
Everyone was just trying to find a way to die without feeling guilty.
And then I left the baggage to me and Erdel.
Because I am a warrior. Because Erdel is a saint.
Only I can kill him. Because only she can go that far.
The warrior, whose sense of duty has long since faded away and whose reason for standing on this battlefield has become vague, is forced to carry on his back and the will entrusted to him by others.
At last. Finished.
-Pasut.
-투콰아아아아아아아아아아아아아아아앙—–!!!!!!!!!
We succeeded in eliminating the concept of death from the world.
* * *
… What did I just see?
‘… Is this really what this guy went through?’
Even if the atmosphere is different, isn’t it very different?
Well, even if the external appearance is similar then and now…
‘… It’s the karma of a god.’
It’s definitely not something a normal mortal can handle.
No matter how many elements of coincidence or miracle were combined, it means that something close to impossible was achieved.
The fact that they destroyed the highest level godhead, who embodied the concept of death, and not the general low level god…
“Now, wait a minute. Let me check your soul.”
There is no way a person with this level of karma could be such a kid.
Of course we know that he was reincarnated, but there is no way that the enormous amount of karma was lost in the process.
Because karma is imprinted in the soul.
It’s definitely different from a normal human…
-Stop.
‘… What is this?’
As I looked into his soul a little more, I had no choice but to freeze.
Huge ups.
The enormous karma of destroying the highest level of deity with a human body was all concentrated in one place.
“Something. As if something that didn’t fit was forced in.”
It shouldn’t be like this.
Everything becomes poisonous in excess.
If your power is too strong, you will not be able to control it and will destroy everything around you.
There are many people who go crazy after realizing forbidden knowledge that they should not know, even if their intelligence is excessive.
“… Earth God, you crazy bitch…”
That guy put it all into his charm.
This means that a child who had no ability to defend himself was forcibly given a charm that would attract all the attention of those around him.
‘That’s why he hated talking about women so much…’
The little boy already gets into a fight whenever the topic of women comes up, so I wonder what’s going on, and it’s bound to happen.
At this rate, he would have been harassed by the women around him even before he learned how to speak properly.
But now there was a bigger problem than that.
‘… Holy shit.’
Even though I am a god, I am also a woman.
When I didn’t know, I didn’t really feel it, but when I realized what it was, a strange feeling instantly began to take over my body.
-Fussuk
“… Ugh.”
The moment my hand moved on its own and landed on the guy’s shoulder
“… It’s okay.”
The guy, who no longer felt like an innocent kid who didn’t know anything, looked up at me with strangely watery eyes.
“Don’t feel guilty. Rather, it’s God who has endured it for so long.”
“…”
“You took such good care of me, so if I could repay your kindness this much…”
…
-Taaaaak!
“Evil!”
“The pale-faced little boy is already saying such things.”
-Taktak
I shook off the hand that hit the guy’s forehead and shook off the pink energy that tried to invade my body.
No matter what, it is a gift. Would I be bullied by a kid like this?
“Anyway… I understand why that woman is obsessed with you. It’s become clearer why I shouldn’t go there now.”
“… I’m used to it.”
“Well, that girl had a crush on you before you became like that, but I had a feeling even then.”
No matter how hard you hit your karma, it doesn’t mean there is no end to it.
In the end, the fact that he accepted that enormous amount of karma means that he became a vessel capable of handling that level of charm.
‘Almost 10th of that… No, even if he only added 1/20th of his strength, he would have been able to protect himself well.’
Anyway, this is not how young gods should be.
“Okay then, now that you know the situation…”
…
“… What should I do?”
Is it because I feel like there is less I can do after learning about the situation?
Finding a place to take care of this little boy was still a long way off.
