Chapter 48 – 4. At the Mouth of Despair (8)
The servants of the official residence were all concubine candidates carefully selected by Beatrix. She wanted me to be more outgoing, more ambitious, to get anything she wanted. Like an energetically active male.
“It’s the first time I’ve been directly hurt…….”
Yo is. Thanks to this, Adele and all other servants had attractive appearances. I didn’t like the arrangement to make these beautiful people bloom with just one of my instincts.
“…… Please forgive the rudeness.”
Long, wavy black hair, eyes that look drowsy perhaps because of the long eyelashes, a unique emotionless expression, and even a body that makes you lust just by looking at it curved.
Adele closed her eyes and breathed heavily, holding her still.
The effect of the forbidden drug was so great that even Adele, who had been so calm, flinched.
“I don’t know if you know, but I have no experience taming people.”
“Yes…….”
“So, please guide Miss Schneider.”
Adele nodded her head, feigning her composure as best she could. I didn’t take care of her myself, so she was me, so I had no way of knowing her efficacy, but seeing that she, who was like a wooden stone for her, was moaning with a slight blush, she was nothing like that. .
“People are no different from animals after all.”
Holding the front of her skirt tightly in her hand, she spoke with difficulty.
“Think of it as instilling a master-slave relationship just as you train your dog.”
The trembling in his voice subsided. I don’t know if she’s already gotten used to it or if it’s suppressed by her unique mentality, but it wasn’t a very good reaction anyway.
“What is in front of my eyes, like a pet that is not the same person…….”
“Like?”
“…… Here you go.”
The only animal he has raised in his entire life is the mongrel dog he used to play with in the country house. The most important thing in taming a dog was to clearly distinguish between up and down. I looked at Adele’s body with my eyes tightly closed, then I nodded, brushing my still wet hair.
“Great.”
It was not easy for me to be treated like an animal, no matter how hired a woman I was, enjoying a petit bourgeois life.
“Come on, Adele.”
Nonetheless, I uttered it in a commanding tone. Unlike the woman who respected her until now, she spat out obvious flat words. Even the servants of the official residence would never have seen me talk comfortably, and I endured the awkward and difficult feeling.
“Where do I start?”
“There are countless ways. I hope you choose the method that will please your master the most.”
Adele was still standing there, not lifting a finger. At least she moved because I ordered her to come closer.
“For example, command me to express my feelings with insulting words.”
“Or let her shame her enough to match?”
“Yes. The drug I inhaled is a poison that turns men into males and women into females. Having them explain my strange feelings directly has the effect of making me feel like I was a lustful person from the start.”
A trainer on a street that shouldn’t exist. Even the things I face myself are thorough without taking it easy. However, even if you are a learner, it will be difficult if you are only led by it.
“I don’t know how effective the drug is.”
Is to sell Just like Adele Schneider was such a female from the beginning.
“Wasn’t it just that you were a bitch with a bad nature from the start?”
“…… It is not, it is not.”
“How are you feeling right now?”
Adele didn’t answer. Even though I said that, it seemed complicated and subtle to explain my feelings directly. So, at this point, I decided to hire her.
“Answer me.”
“Yes, Master.”
I looked at the woman standing respectfully in front of me with an arrogant attitude. It’s obvious, but the feeling was very special.
“…… I feel like I want to take off her clothes right now and focus on masturbation.”
“It’s been a bad year.”
“Sorry, I do…….”
I don’t like to be sarcastic, but I thought I would if it worked. I groaned and sat on the soft bed. Pointing her finger at the carpeted floor, Adele forced her to kneel herself.
“…….”
She got down on her knees
“Stand up.”
This time she pointed her finger up. She got up slowly. And she struggled to control the heat of her body.
“Sit down.”
Adele knelt down on her knees again. She slowly caught on. I silently pointed my finger up at her. Then she got down on her knees and slowly raised herself up again.
It was fun.
With just a flick of her finger, the beautiful woman sat down and stood up repeatedly. Even though every moment would be dizzy because of the medicine she inhaled, it was a disciplined movement as if she were doing gymnastics.
“…… It’s okay.”
Maybe it was repeated about ten times. Adele let out a moan. It seemed that her skin was not unusually hot. I ordered her to undress, still not lifting a finger until she gave me my order.
“Take it off. Outerwear only.”
Adele, who had undone the knot and removed her uniform, neatly closed it. Pointing her finger at the floor again and making her kneel, I spat out as she calmly laid out her clothes beside me.
“I shouldn’t be like this, but it’s fun. To be able to play with people with just one word and one point of the finger.”
“Yes, it is a virtue that the master should take for granted in the future…….”
The word was cut off. I quietly looked down at her. Dressed in her embroidered white lingerie, she trembled slightly as she knelt down. I could see why, as the white threaded panties smeared in a transparent color as if they were wet with sticky glue.
“Are you in heat?”
“Sorry, hey, haap, nidaa…….”
The voice became increasingly sweet. The stiff expression was gradually loosening. I waited until she calmed down and opened her mouth.
“Does the drug go away after you have sex once?”
“Yes, usually it is…….”
“You can subjugate people with just that?”
People do not obey so easily. No matter how strong the fear is, there will always be people who resist. Because even that perfect Beatrix can get obedience but not loyalty. Emotions that subjugate humans are positive, not negative.
“Of course not…….”
In that context, Adele cleared my doubts. Even as she tried to let her breath out as calmly as possible, she pondered what a series of assistants were doing.
“The medicine I inhaled was only used when I was just starting to tame it…….”
So to speak. The drug she inhaled was only a prelude.
“It may be good for bringing slaves to heat, but that’s all…….”
The stain on the underwear was weak, but it increased in size. If I pulled down those panties, the long, sticky thread would probably hang down.
“Subservience is something that can only be obtained after a long and persistent attack. In that sense, it can be said that I have not completely surrendered to my master yet…….”
“What is total submission? To serve with body and soul?”
“That alone is not enough. Complete submissiveness means, even unconsciously, to act only for one’s master…….”
“Is that even possible?”
“If you simply give your body and soul, I am already yours. But if it’s subconsciously, I might betray myself in order to live…….”
A quiet, self-sufficient voice resounded between quick breaths and small moans.
“In that sense, letting me inhale this drug for the first time is a very good choice…….”
“You asked me to reconsider?”
“Yes, if you would consider my position…….”
I see. Now I get it No matter how much medicine you inject, you can’t subdue people in a short period of time. However, the official residence and villa are my home, and the employee is my concubine candidate. Perhaps because Adele had been a teaching assistant for many years, she intended to pass on the knowledge she had acquired to me over a long period of time.
It’s a very good environment for that.
“I have to learn step by step.”
“…… To be honest, I want to ask you to give me a surname that I can serve right away.”
“Is it so hard to bear?”
She is Adele, always calm and patient. If it was to such an extent that she could not stand it, it would be safe to say that she would overcome everything unless she had a constitution that did not work at all like Beatrix.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry…….”
The word “Yes” Was not added, albeit belatedly. I said.
“Yes, because I am also a person with lust. It’s not easy to hold back when you see a beautiful woman like you in heat. I want to drag her into bed right now and rape her until she falls out of exhaustion. But that just satisfies my desires, not taming them.”
Adele just moaned, sobbing and sobbing.
“What would you have advised me to do?”
Looking up at me sitting on her bed with her knees bent, she turned to her earnest eyes, and then confessed as if in desperation.
“I would have recommended using a method that satisfies the master’s desire, but not my own.”
“What is that?”
“It’s a mouthful…….”
Oral sex, so-called oral sex. Adele looked up at me with her pitiful gaze as she recited step by step about the ways she was torturing her.
“As I said, this drug is just the beginning, I mustn’t give the soon-to-be-tamed female the impression that she can satisfy her needs without my permission.”
“So writing is oral sound?”
“Yes. Even if it is to educate females in Amman, it is absurd because the owner cannot satisfy the desire. Gueum is a one-sided service that allows you to feel the smell of the person you serve but cannot satisfy your desire. If there is a woman like me who begs so pathetically, and if you want to satisfy her needs, please order service.”
Adele continued, wiggling his body.
“Order that you never touch yourself without permission. Feel free to use my mouth, face, and neck as if they were your instruments. Or use it. After that, you can decide how to treat them according to your will.”
“What if you say treatment?”
“You will commit it or you will not.”
Today is still just the beginning. To borrow Adele’s words, she hadn’t “Completely surrendered” Yet, so there must have been a secret she’d been hiding all this time, even if she wanted to satisfy her own desires.
“Adele.”
“Yes, Master…….”
I figured it out and asked.
“Originally, it’s okay to leave it alone for a day or so, right?”
Adele opened her eyes wide as if she had been exposed, then nodded quietly.
“I thought something was strange. It doesn’t mean much if you feed him such strong medicine and attack him all at once. It’s not really tame. If I leave it alone for a day as ordered, I wonder if it will happen again.”
“It is as you say. Originally, in the first day of education, it is standard to leave it alone until you know the subject by placing restrictions on your actions with incantations and only serving without offense…….”
I don’t know if I should be suspicious of the way he hides the truth even though he says he will teach me, or whether the medicinal effect is just as great. It’s probably the latter, but in any case, this is something that can’t be overlooked.
The discipline must be firmly held.
“Then shall we do so?”
“Ha, ha, master! You are too cruel to me. I wonder if you would be willing to accept my request and be lenient for today…….”
Laughter burst out. To see that poker-faced maid spit out in such an urgent and servile manner. The voice was still calm, but I could still feel the intention in it. But not yet. Even my sympathy has to take a step back from her not completely giving herself away.
“What would you have said if you were guiding by the side?”
“…….”
“Tell me.”
“I would have told you it wouldn’t matter if it was cruel or not.”
“And?”
“I would have advised you to lengthen the neglect period so that you realize that you are not in a position to dare to ask…….”
I didn’t know how erotic her words were as she twitched. I nodded and decided to follow the advice of my faithful mentor.
“Yes. I have quite the same desire, but that’s all you need to do with your mouth.”
“…… Yes.”
“I hate ambiguous numbers. Can I leave it alone for about three days?”
“Ha, one day is enough…….”
“Four days?”
“Lord, Master…….”
“One week?”
Adele, realizing the sweetness the more she spoke, nodded her head with difficulty.
“Yes, a lowly female like me will have to suffer for a week or so to understand the subject…….”
It was a pleasure to have myself berate myself and spit out vulgar remarks. I asked one last time after feeling something standing upright before I knew it.
“I’m asking this purely out of curiosity.”
“Please Xiamen.”
“Yes, what if you leave it on for a day?”
Adele sighed softly.
“Even in the midst of daily life, you will feel a slight fever as if you have a cold, and you will struggle with the desire to relieve your cravings.”
“So, how about two days?”
“The whole body will startle at the slightest touch and increase the level of estrus, just like a person who has become a penis.”
“Three days?”
“…… Suffering will ensue and you will only think of wanting to relieve this condition somehow. Most of them will servilely plead with the person responsible for the drug and the forbidden magic, in my case, the master.”
“Okay, four days?”
“Outwardly, it brings back serenity. However, this is because the body has completely developed and the distinction between when it is in heat and when it is not has disappeared, not because it has never improved. Once that happens, having sex once or twice will never satisfy your cravings. As if you were pickled with medicine, you will be clothed with lewdness for the rest of your life…….”
“Five days.”
“I want salvation. Without being able to live a normal life, with an unsightly expression, I would want to relieve the suffering even if I gave my all.”
“Six days.”
“It is a step that has a permanent effect on the mind. Enough of that already, but more and more forever, you’ll be an idiot who can’t think of anything else. In such a state, if the restraint is released just barely, the person in question is often treated like a god.”
“Then, finally, the seventh day?”
“…… It is indescribable.”
That was an interesting answer. And I was very pleased that Adele accepted it, even though it was practically mind-bending.
I spat out while stroking my chin.
“If you like the service, it wouldn’t be strange to give out a prize, right?”
“Yes that’s right.”
“It won’t go against your map.”
“It is as you say.”
There was a saying that if you can’t avoid it, enjoy it. If you have to do something like this anyway, having fun to the fullest might be a way. That’s why I said, pointing between my legs.
“Then try hard. If you do well, it will be reduced to five days.”
There is nothing good about nonsense that has a permanent effect on the mind when I need a bookmaker. Adele, who had been happy with the hopeless excitement a while ago, seemed to shed some light on my words.
“…… I will do my best.”
Then he opened the front seam of my gown, revealed the object, and kissed it.
“Thank you, Mercy.”
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