Chapter 15 – 1. The Man Who Comes Back to Life Even After Dying (5)
As if the personification of perfection, a flawless celestial woman walks. There is strength and beauty, but the young body arouses admiration from any point of view. The dignified gait is worthy of all monarchs, and the figure at every moment is moderate and quietly powerful.
What’s most amazing is that body that greedily wants to take even in the middle of it. It is a body that arouses lust and seduces me, as if mocking me.
“Come on, Your Excellency.”
“Mitemeyer.”
“Is there anything else you want me to do?”
While I was focusing on Beatrix, Elizabeth asked in a slightly embarrassed voice. She had no choice but to do so. She thought it would be enough for her to simply bring me, because she was suddenly summoned to the room where they were about to have sex.
“Not yet.”
“Can I leave now?”
“No, it is not allowed. Come inside.”
The Queen was indeed adamant. Even though all she had on was the metal earrings and negligee I had gifted her one day, she showed off her dignity with only her modest behavior. Elisabeth and I were easily brought into the bedroom and pressured.
“…… !”
In addition to the two of us, there were two other guests in the spacious bedroom of the Fuhrer. It was Helga, the chef at the official residence, and Adele, who served me mainly. I didn’t know it because I couldn’t see it well because it was a square from the entrance, but apparently the popularity of the courtesy came from these two women.
“Jungwoo, sit down.”
The space away from the bed reminded me of a nice hotel suite or a fine dining restaurant. It was thanks to the fact that the president’s bedroom had such a sense of sophistication. From the stone floor polished enough to reflect the face, to the gargoyle stone that guards the secret safe, to the embossed patterns of soaring golden eagles and works of art.
She is a queen who does not indulge in luxury, but has her grace nonetheless. She didn’t use the dignity maintenance money given to me just for showy consumption. On the contrary, she showed her passion for art and music, which she used to have nice meals with me.
“It is a sacrament.”
I said as I sat down at the table. In fact, in front of me, there were full of sacraments worthy of the word mountain and sea delicacies. Grosse lager in an ice-cold basket, clear soup flavored with gemusebrew, and even icewein on a large platter in the center.
“Do you like it?”
“It will depend on whose skill it is.”
“It’s Hello.”
Then the Queen sat across from me. She set the two women who had been waiting earlier together with Elisabeth behind her like a folding screen, and she laid out compliments that she hadn’t even thought of.
“Thank her for her. He made such great dishes even during off-hours.”
“Abide by the Labor Standards Act. They are not your slaves.”
“It’s a law I made, so I can’t forget it. It was an act he did on his own initiative.”
It’s a lie. One look at one of the delectable dishes over there. Eisbein is a food that requires boiling pork shank with vegetables and spices for several hours to bring out its true flavor. There was no way I could have impulsively prepared such a dish just an hour or two ago.
Yes, Beatrix was preparing a meal with me from the beginning.
My doctor wouldn’t have mattered. It’s not that strange anymore. Because she is a great person who will definitely do what she decides to do. My will has always been under the queen’s desire. And the reason she didn’t know that until now is very simple.
Because the queen’s desire is very rare and comes gently.
But once she finds it, she does it by any means necessary.
“Really, then, tell me why their expressions are like that.”
“You must be worried that your finicky taste will cover the food.”
A sound that doesn’t even sound like a word. If that’s the case, the expression on her face standing behind you can’t be like that. She is the Adele next to him. She is blunt. Even so, Helga is a lively and lovely woman. It must be because you exerted some kind of pressure that your always bright expression became so rigid.
“I won’t say more. Raise your glass.”
“What if I can’t hear you?”
“I’ll lock you up here all night.”
Pleasure is also a sensation. Any sensory overload can act as pain.
“Like the last time we fell asleep together.”
Even if her heart exploded, it wouldn’t be strange. She was the one who brought me back to life over and over again. She’s the queen who used to touch my nerves and raise her threshold. It is a matter of her intelligence if she believes once again this spoiler who brutally trampled on her right to dislike.
“Don’t you miss it?”
“It was a hellish time for me.”
“Did you really? She said she was overjoyed for that. That day you clung to me like a newborn baby. I didn’t know it would fall There was no way to play trivial tricks like now, and I cried and laughed and begged. Please love me, please don’t leave me.”
“It was the power of drugs.”
“Do you think I got your love as a mere drug?”
“Isn’t what you wrote on me that day a potion?”
“Of course it is. But denying reality is difficult.”
Is it that heinous sophistry again? There were other facts that could not be denied. It was that when our relationship was on the verge of ruin, she tried to please me with her medicine and magic.
“Whether you were drugged or not paying enough attention, you told me that. That fact is clear. And in this world, there are a lot of copycats who can tailor such fragments to suit their circumstances.”
“Yes, people like you.”
“If you don’t have the ability to overcome a crisis, don’t make anything that will fall into it.”
“Isn’t it the wisest choice not to have anyone who promotes it near you?”
“It’s so crooked.”
Having said that, Beatrix raised her glass. For her not making her own consonants, it was a kind of signal. It meant either pouring me a drink and showing affection, or fighting back with courage instead.
“I will not follow.”
“It’s an ambiguous expression.”
“I said I wouldn’t follow.”
“I like being cocky.”
“Beatrix!”
“…… If so, will you stand up to me?”
I was suffocated without any warning. The life that filled the room made me goosebumps, and cold sweat flowed all over her body.
Not just me, but the three people behind her.
“You’ll never get my love that way.”
“Courage is imaginary for a subject who is having a hard time even spitting out words.”
“I once loved you with all my heart. But not anymore.”
I loosened the straps of the gown that was cinched around my waist a bit. I suppressed my stuffy stomach as if I was in a jam and let out a silent spirit. With his eyes wide open to the point of bloodshot eyes, he cast out his blurry vision, as if he were feeling dizzy.
Boredom ends today.
“I do not doubt that your love for me is false. So our relationship will be better than yesterday. At least you don’t know, but I will try to do that.”
“Is that effort, even in a place like this, constantly arguing?”
“…… Stop admitting it now.”
“What do you mean?”
“Your iron-blooded rule, your place made by pitiful souls, your way full of malice, all of that is wrong.”
Still holding her glass, she sighed.
“Didn’t you say you were improving your relationship?”
“Stop denying it. Admit your guilt. If so, I will gladly be your companion. I will share that heavy sin with you and redeem you for the rest of your life.”
“Do I look like a sinner?”
“Otherwise, we are parallel all the way.”
“It’s a menace without the slightest hint of cuteness.”
After a while, the queen put down what she was holding in her hand and leaned her back against her chair. She just tapped her fingers on the table one after another and was silent. After a while, she looked at me with intense eyes.
“Do you think your affection can be the means to tie me down?”
It was a fascination.
“You think I’m being dragged around because I really can’t win your affection?”
Living was still However, the Queen’s charm was accompanied by a gorgeous rose and a strong scent that pierced her nose on that blue day.
Ahhh.
It is a very cruel punishment. I did not know how to be free from this temptation. Beatrix, who fascinated me with a subject that was not even a dream horse, whispered to my mind with fierce eyes.
“Look.”
So I saw Just like my room, this bedroom permeated with the holy moon. A naked queen who emphasizes herself by showing off her red presence in a dark blue space. And those women with her.
“This is the meat I prepared for you.”
Adele Schneider with calm charm.
Lovely charming Helga Schmidt.
Elisabeth Mittemeyer with cool charm.
“Every day will be filled with the joy of receiving such a gift.”
Beatrix said. It was called with the free people who were definitely hired. I will give you these enchanting women. If even an immoral person does that, do you think you can’t present something more thrilling than that?
“Hello.”
“Yes, Your Excellency.”
Helga, who had been sitting like a folding screen all along, stepped forward. As she chilled in a basket of cool ice, she carefully lifted the three lager with a towel. And poured it into Beatrix’s and mine’s glasses.
…… Followed.
“Drink.”
…… Drank
“More.”
Red wine filled her glass. Beatrix commanded once more. I followed her words like someone possessed. It was only then that I realized belatedly that the charm of that gaze had already captured me.
“Put down your cup. And she has it etched into her brain.”
Body was hot It’s not that I’m weak in alcohol, but I’m already drunk. I swallowed my saliva in response to the sudden thirst. I did everything I could to free myself from the power that had gripped my mind.
“You cannot be my partner.”
Whole body trembles Even breathing in and exhaling is not easy. The position of the five senses is shaken, and sight and hearing are all confusedly distorted. Furthermore, afterimages of colors and indescribable synesthesias invaded the whole body.
“Because you’re already a partner.”
I knew this feeling. The culprit of this dwarfed ego and its realization was none other than drugs. In my hometown, there were many times when I used frustration as an excuse to forget reality like this. That choice that ultimately led to my death.
– Don’t run away.
The voice of his beloved wife shimmers. Truly, the soul of the woman I had to protect comes to me like a hallucination. And a long time ago, I recite the will of the day I decided to kill the queen I once loved.
– Fight back.
I bit my tongue with all my might. Blood flowed from his mouth, and the pain was indescribable. However, although the medicinal effect of the alcohol remained, he was able to be free from the queen’s charm for a while.
“Smartly, I will engrave it.”
I crossed the hallucination with trembling hands. Even when the pleasantly bright field of view became horrifying to the point of shuddering, he did not back down. Fiercely resisted.
“You rejected me.”
“Sounds like you’re going to stand up to me.”
“You understand me well.”
The meal is over. It was like that before I even went to my mouth as an aperitif. I stood up on the table to support my weak body. However, he soon lost his balance and collapsed.
Inevitably, I saw Beatrix, who was not a dreamer but had a charm, and Elisabeth, who was stunned by me, who had shaken it off on her own. I saw Helga feeling guilty after being drugged under coercion. Despite all the fuss, I saw Adele, who was still calm.
“Everyone go away.”
“No.”
Helga was taken aback. However, Elisabeth and Adele did not even move because they did not intend to move in the first place. Once again I realized whose orders they were following.
“Hey…… !”
My heart is throbbing. Even the small breathing clings to pleasure and rushes like a wave. My heart pulsates violently and I want to make my eyes roll over at any moment. I haven’t even touched a stiff object, but I keep spilling the outside like an incontinent child.
“Looks like you’re starting to get sick, right?”
I swallowed my shame and glared at Beatrix.
“Beatrix, you can’t…… !”
“Even a single drop stuck to me all day. I can’t wait to see what it will be like for two.”
She implied that the drug in the drink was the one she had used to rape me earlier.
“Dragon blood…… !”
The name was given based on the superstition that dragon blood has a nourishing and tonic effect. The identity of the drug that only a few intellectuals could manufacture was an extremely refined drug. It was a combination of magic to induce aphrodisiac and alchemy to amplify sexual feelings.
“Shall we play a game?”
Before long, the queen with her ecstatic naked body approached me.
“Please try to overcome this ordeal.”
I had to come to my senses, but I just couldn’t.
“Then I will give you freedom in this residence.”
Because the only option given was corruption.
