Chapter 418 – 76. Annoyance (2)
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Maybe it’s because I’m sick of it.
If I were to summarize the conclusions I came to in my head, it was roughly like this.
Think about it.
Wasn’t it the same when masturbating with your fingers right before using the dildo?
Of course, that was long before I turned 21. So, I guess I’ve been doing it for about 5 years, so I’m probably sick of it…
… At that time, the intervals were sparse.
I guess it’s because the frequency has increased slightly recently.
Very slightly.
Anyway, it was something that could not be helped.
No matter how enjoyable and happy something is, people eventually get tired of it.
So masturbation and delicious food.
If you enjoy three meals a day every day, it is natural to get bored quickly.
The good news is that the solution is very simple.
Now, I feel like this is happening because I deal with my sexual desires too often, so starting tomorrow, I’m going from every day to once every few days.
If we just wait until the end of vacation, wouldn’t there be good results?
“… Haa…”
By the way, why did my sexual desire increase so much during this vacation? .
The first time I saw someone else having sex…, No, actually, I just listened. Anyway, was that the cause?
I let out a short sigh and walked out of the room for a moment.
Outside the door, which was always locked, fortunately, my mother was watching the entertainment program alone and laughing haha. Her dad is probably in the bedroom.
‘Did you come out to drink water~?’ As he spoke to me, I don’t think he noticed that I was masturbating with a dildo just a moment ago.
Well, if she had known what she was doing in her room, she would have opened the door and come in a long time ago.
For now, I think I should just pass it off as a plausible lie and take the dildo later when I have the chance to wash it or wait until the two of you are asleep.
Well, if it doesn’t work, just wipe it with a wet tissue.
“What about dad?”
“I’m lying down and watching YouTube. I heard that baduk is good for my brain these days, so I’m going to study life or death or something.”
“I can’t hear it.”
“Mom doesn’t know because her head hurts. Ugh…”
“Then what about Mom? What are you looking at?”
“Huh? This is still famous these days? You don’t know about this?”
“How do you know if you don’t watch TV?”
I put my hand in the pocket of her pajamas, walked over, and laid down, following my mother’s position, who was lying on her side on the sofa.
It wasn’t because I was really curious about what you were watching on TV, it was for a sinister purpose.
To take a look at her mother.
If I notice a toy in the room, I plan to take it away as soon as possible.
But her mother just kicked it with her foot, saying it was heavy, but didn’t feel anything special.
At this level, she can still be at ease.
“…”
Of course, if Seo Woo Jin had just thrown the dildo somewhere like he said.
Just as he said, if only he had used a ‘meat dildo’ to masturbate whenever necessary.
This wouldn’t have happened.
… That kid can play whatever he wants.
Because I want to avoid it as much as possible.
“It’s not fun. I’ll just look at my phone.”
I woke up while massaging my mother’s calf and went back to the room with a cup of cold water.
418
Friday in late August.
About a week has passed successfully since the start of the sexual desire collection operation.
If it’s short, every day. I used to masturbate about once every three or four days when I didn’t feel like it, but for the first time, I endured it for about a week.
I won’t be able to brag to others, but it will be a reason to celebrate in a small way.
Even when I rested like this, it didn’t become difficult or anything like that.
They say you have to fight for a long time to quit smoking or something like that. This one is actually so easy that you’ll feel discouraged.
After thinking about this for a few days, it seems like masturbating for a while at the pension became a habit.
I think it’s fortunate that we solved it before it was too late. It may not seem like it.
On my way home from work, I was sitting in a corner of the subway and fiddling with my nails.
“…?”
After a long time, I heard a KakaoTalk notification.
Most people turn off notifications, so I rarely hear them.
Nevertheless, the fact that it can be heard means that it is Baek Ji-ho’s only contact.
– Who wants to drink with me this evening?
– Blocked
– No, why?
– Isn’t your practice almost over? Aren’t most of them in Seoul?
– I’ll pay half. I’m looking for someone to play with my sister;;;
– You did the same thing when you were in first grade, looked at the price and prayed that you wouldn’t cheat, so you went Dutch
– Wow… I just want to see you guys after a long time…
It means a group chat room that someone newly sold.
“Haa…”
First, I turned off the loud notifications, pressed the earphones that I had taken out for a moment due to a headache, and looked at the contents of the group chat room.
Perhaps because it was a group chat room that was created not long ago, there was no great content.
It’s just that everyone’s training is coming to an end. Since it’s Friday night, all I have to do is find someone to drink.
Anyway, looking at the atmosphere, it seemed like about 3 to 4 people were in favor.
The rest is because I have a prior engagement with my boyfriend. Just because it’s annoying. I have to catch up on practice tomorrow too. I am leaving for various reasons, such as because I have work left to do.
… Then maybe I would be happy.
Baek Ji-ho seems to be quite busy recently.
The practical training isn’t over yet, but I was planning to rest at home tomorrow’s weekend anyway.
Alcohol. It’s been a while since I drank.
The kids who want to go are all close friends, so there’s nothing awkward between them.
The only thing that bothers you is that you have to change subways to get to the downtown area where you will meet up?
Other than that, there’s no other reason not to go…
There isn’t one.
Hmm – I took a deep breath and thought about it, and then I briefly tapped on my smartphone.
– Where are you going?
*****
Dabin, you were in Seoul. I went to Chuncheon.
Ah, yes. What about bread in Daejeon? In Ilsan, KINTEX and Lafesta are the same.
After that, my friend, who went on a training trip to Busan, which was in the midst of an uproar due to a series of arson attacks, was hoping to shed some light on the strange relationship between current police officers, firefighters, and heroes.
In the slightly loose atmosphere, a story was heard that was more embarrassing than a serial arson.
“So, he… I wanted to help with the investigation, so I followed him around…”
“I was following him around. It means I fell for that senior because he was so handsome. It’s so obvious.”
“Oh, no, that’s not it… You keep telling me to go to rest first, but I’m fine, so you don’t have to worry about me… We’ve been so close to each other for some reason…”
“This way and that way… It means that I was roughly eaten. You idiot.”
“…”
“Go to a motel? Or stay in your own room?”
“… Now, in the car…”
“Oh…”
The main character was a story about a friend crossing a line with a senior he had been staying with for about a month in Busan.
And that’s a friend who has never had a boyfriend before.
“… Isn’t it uncomfortable to do it there?”
“Well… Honestly, it was uncomfortable, but… There was something of a thrill…”
“…”
The thrill is the thrill of a crazy person.
I added a word in between my friends’ stories, and instead of admonishing them for no reason, I downed the half-full glass of wine.
Because he’s a gorgeous friend. On the contrary, it’s strange that she didn’t have a boyfriend because she was such a good friend that something like that happens, so it’s not particularly strange.
That’s because I had no idea where to start tackling that.
If someone else caught you, wouldn’t you be charged with indecency at a performance?
Besides, Busan is too far from here.
Unless you plan on having a long-distance relationship, you’ll have to end it with a one-night stand. Is it okay?
So much so that Ojiryan, which had been quiet for a while, starts up again.
… Even so, it would be a bit awkward to be serious here.
He poured another drink into his empty glass and was in the middle of chowing down on the snacks in front of him.
“Oh, that’s right, Dabin. I just happen to want to ask you something…”
“… Me?… What?”
Before you know it, the topic of the story moves somewhere else.
My friend, who was just talking about thrilling bullshit, leaned towards me and whispered a question.
“… Since you’ve been with your boyfriend for a long time… I thought you might have given it a try…”
“…”
If that’s the case, I’d rather have another friend next to me.
Or maybe the girl across from you changes boyfriends every few months.
I kind of wanted you to ask someone other than me, but there’s something strange about avoiding questions like that.
In the end, I ended up taking the question.
“… It’s cunnilingus, do you know?”
“…”
“Have you ever done it with your boyfriend?”
That’s also very embarrassing.
… A question that I know what it is.
“… Why is that?”
“Ah, I was just talking about Busan… I was wondering if my tastes were a bit strange…”
“Taste? What kind of taste?”
“…19+ taste…?”
“… We talked about cunnilingus. By the way.”
“Ugh.”
Is it right for women to talk like this among themselves?
If you’re a man, isn’t it like asking your girlfriend if she’s ever received fellatio while drinking together?
Was he very drunk?
Well, there are already a lot of soju bottles lined up.
All kinds of thoughts came to mind, but I put them all away in a corner for now.
After washing down my throat with a glass of pure soju, I continued my story.
Unlike before, when I gave advice to someone, I used to let my imagination run wild, when it came to cunnilingus, I had experienced it once.
… Although that wasn’t what I did with Baek Ji-ho.
Anyway.
“… I’ve tried it before. So why?”
“I was really embarrassed because my senior told me to do that…”
“…”
“… I felt much better than I expected…”
“…”
“I lied to my senior and said it wasn’t that good, but… It’s strange, isn’t it? … How was Dabin?”
… Oh my god.
“… It was good, yeah. It felt good.”
“Thank God… It’s not because I’m a pervert…”
About a month ago.
As I remembered what I had done in Seo Woo Jin’s room, I flexed my thighs and continued talking as if nothing had happened.
… Okay. To be honest. To be really honest… It felt good.
Is it because I stimulate it with the softest part of the body?
Or is it because of the added wet saliva?
Because she felt something that could not be compared to simply touching it with her fingers.
But this.
Not Baek Ji-ho…
… I did it with Seo Woo Jin.
Not a boyfriend.
With my friend’s boyfriend.
I committed this.
“I was so happy at that time… I just looked it up on the Internet… It seemed like a pervert, no. I saw posts like that… But I secretly hoped that you would do it again…”
“… Ah, I know what it is… Yes.”
“Really? He just licked me with his tongue, but since he treated me so kindly, it made me tingle…”
Pretending to sympathize, I put on a faint smile,
Little by little, I recall her memories from that time.
“… You get really wet when you do that.”
“That’s right, that’s right. I got so wet that I was embarrassed by my senior… When I saw that, I said wow, and he laughed. … He said it was cute.”
I’m probably holding Seo Woo Jin’s hair tightly.
Don’t lick it.
Stop it.
… I’m satisfied, so please stop.
It feels good, so please stop.
You can put it in, so please stop.
After bending over and panting.
“Dabin, are you guys similar?”
“… We no longer use words like cute or pretty…”
“Oh, right. Admit it. You said you were childhood friends?”
“…”
“So, when you get wet, it just feels like…, … Having sex right away?”
“… Yes.”
Seo Woo Jin covered me with a shadow.
I remember pushing her waist as if I was going to crush her uterus.
The pleasure of that time… Because a sense came to me.
After adjusting her crossed legs, she cleared her throat.
“… It’s embarrassing, so let’s talk about something else.”
Exactly two hours from now.
It’s been more than a week since I started tolerating her sexual desires, and I’m starting to look at it for 10 days.
After gently scolding her mother for leaving early.
Lock the door.
Lie down on the bed.
With my own hands, just like back then.
I stimulated it to the point where I was completely wet from the inside out.
In just one week,
… With that ugly dildo.
Puck, puck.
By penetrating the vaginal wall so hard that I could hear it.
Very, very easy.
I never thought it would go away.
… I took a short break while pulling out the dildo, which was covered in sticky love juice.
Once again.
Stay in the prone position.
Puck, puck.
I didn’t know that I would stab the place that Seo Woo Jin stimulated so hard.
I didn’t know that I was drunk.
Because I didn’t know much until then.
*****
The start of school is just around the corner.
A message came from Seol Da-bin.
There wasn’t anything I was expecting, but I was just asking for some time to meet him. That’s all.
I’m satisfied because it feels like I’ve bitten into a piece of rice cake, but I’m a little disappointed that it took a month to bite into it.
Of course, regardless of the disappointment, it is better than receiving no news.
I immediately made an appointment to meet her tomorrow and slept for a long time to replenish her stamina.
The place we arrived at was a relatively quiet city center, far from home and the downtown area.
I noticed her familiar hair there and immediately patted her on the shoulder.
“Good morning, Seoldabin.”
“…”
If you want to hide your face like last time.
I can’t just do it alone, I also have to do something about it.
“So, why do you want to meet me briefly?”
I know the facts roughly.
I heard your boyfriend has a small dick.
They say that caused trauma.
… When you’re with me, where is your weakness? I only told you about one place.
There’s no way you can reach it with something that small.
The only way to reach it is with a dildo.
You’re getting tired of it.
So, you want to do other things too.
I asked with some degree of anticipation, but of course.
The words of wanting to have sex did not come out of Seol Da-bin’s mouth.
What she said instead.
“To be honest, I don’t like it, but I still think I should say thank you.”
“Thank you?”
“Yes. Things have been going well with my boyfriend since you told me.”
“…”
“Shall we go to a café first? I don’t know much about the geography around here…”
“… Good.”
Slightly different from what I expected.
A thank-you message whose true meaning is unknown.
After hearing Dabin Seol’s harsh voice, I tilted my head and followed behind her.
