Chapter 321 – 321. Catfight (6)
It’s filling up.
The heat of a man who loves me is on my lips.
The heartbeat of the man I love is in my heart.
Even though it’s just normal sex, not much different from usual, my heart feels like it’s going to burst.
My whole body ends up thinking that I want to be with this person forever.
“… “Oppa.”
It’s a little heavy, but my brother’s muscles are pressing on me, so I can feel it more deeply.
It wasn’t that harsh, but my brother’s breath was several times more harsh than usual on my cheek.
… You’re completely planning on getting me pregnant.
He wants to make me his own woman.
Even if you don’t say a word, you can tell with your body.
“It was a lot… ?”
“… Uh.”
“My baby’s room…, With my brother’s semen. Loads…, You filled it in… ?”
“Uh.”
“Ehehe…”
That is…,
I was happy beyond words.
What does it feel like to embrace the seed of someone you love?
What does it mean and how precious is it?
Because I didn’t realize it at all until I tried it.
It’s completely different from sex just for fun.
This is…,
Because it is a ritual of love.
“… I can’t go back now. “You know that much, right?”
“I know. … “Because I knew and asked for it.”
“I will stand by your side no matter what happens to you in the future, but… I can’t stop you from all the criticism. “You know that too, right?”
“Yes. I know. … “What kind of sound will you hear?”
I know that the future will not be smooth.
If you get caught, what will you hear and what will you look at?
It doesn’t matter how I’m treated…, I don’t even think about it lightly.
Because I saw with my own eyes how scary it is to be pointed at by everyone.
Still…
If only there was someone who could support me.
“… So, brother.”
“Uh.”
“A little more…, Please hug me some more. … More, deeper. Don’t let it leak out.”
“…”
“Because I’m scared too…, Please don’t let go.”
I can bear it.
I couldn’t be my brother’s first,
My first one was always Joohyuk oppa,
Just this time.
Because I also wanted to cut in line.
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I felt like my brain was melting because of the love that kept flowing out without any basis, logic, or profit or loss.
I doubted dozens of times if he would ever like me this much.
I thought endlessly about whether I was doing something like that because I was too young.
But I wasn’t her, and I couldn’t dig into her inner thoughts.
All I can do is…,
All I have to do is carve a seal before that love cools off.
“Still…, It’s hard, brother…”
“… Because once you’re not sure.”
“Ehehe…”
I felt like she would be empty if she disappeared from my life.
It would be so vain if not only Hinami, but any of the girls I was involved with, disappeared.
There were definitely times when I thought just one would be enough.
I can’t even remember how I became so greedy,
I can’t even imagine why I’ve become such an idiot that I don’t think about the future.
To say that my brain was damaged by anger,
Hinami is a woman who had nothing to do with the collapse of my life.
And yet…,
I wanted to drag her into the swamp I was in.
“Wait a minute, I want to sit down, brother.”
“Is it heavy?”
“It’s heavy, but that’s not why. … “I want to lean on my brother.”
I take her out, as she is locked in a place where she can no longer escape with her feet, and I sit her on my thighs and hug her tightly.
Soft back, slim chest, slender forearms.
If I had a body like that, I would have been too afraid to entrust everything to a man like me.
But perhaps she feels so comfortable in my arms, she looks at me with her hazy eyes, smiles softly, and rests her forehead on my shoulder.
“… When it comes to life, what should the child’s name be?”
“Well.”
“Ah, before that, I need to think about where I will give birth. … Korea? Japan? Or should I run away to America?”
“Aren’t we going too far ahead?”
“Ehehe. But if you live here…, I think you are being very mean to the child. “Because it won’t grow properly once it’s revealed.”
“… It’s the same wherever you go.”
No matter how much time passed, her excitement did not subside, but the more her words reached my ears, the more vivid the reality became.
… What should I do if it really happens?
She had no intention of giving up everything else she had for Hinami, and she didn’t want to do that either.
In other words, the same thing should be done to Ha-eun.
I only have one body, but can I really handle getting two women pregnant?
Dad…, To hear the title.
Maybe I’m not ready yet.
“Ha… “You look very worried, brother.”
“… “Did you get caught?”
“Well, I’ve seen your face so many times, of course I know. … What I said earlier was a joke. “Because I won’t tell anyone.”
“What?”
“I’m not going to tell anyone. … “To no one but my brother.”
However,
Unlike me, who is always swayed by her.
Hinami was always smiling and having fun.
He was prepared differently than me.
“It won’t be noticeable until I return, and my activities are over…, I’m going to hide it. … To my sister, to Jia, to her agency and to her fans.”
“…”
“What is it? This pervert oppa. Why does he twitch when he says he’s hiding it?”
“… No.”
“What isn’t it? … “Do you feel like I’m cheating on you, and it stings me?”
“…”
However,
I am not ready.
Although I was fully prepared to accept Hinami,
I couldn’t lie to Ha-eun.
Because we have already come too far to choose someone and abandon someone.
“Then… Let me take a look. Ha-eun will only tell her sister, and she will hide everything from everyone else. She is mourning, and she will give birth secretly in Japan.”
“… “Does she think it will be hidden just because she hides it?”
“Because my mom owes me a lot anyway…, It won’t be difficult to make her your sister, right? … “You know that there aren’t many things in this world that can’t be done with money.”
However,
For that kind of man.
She stroked my cheek and smiled with a playful face.
With a confident expression, she seemed to only trust herself.
A subject much smaller than me, suddenly looking down at me.
“It’s difficult because I have a younger brother who is much older than me. Ehehe.”
“Hinami.”
“… Someday, when the idol like me is completely forgotten. It’s okay to return it to its original state at that time.”
“…”
“You know what, brother? Even if her brother marries her sister, she can marry me too.”
“What are you talking about?”
“Well, there’s no way in Japan that your brother got married in Korea, right? If you secretly fly over, stamp the marriage certificate, and then return, no one will know. … “As long as I don’t get caught.”
She proposed to me,
She looks at me with a face full of maternal love,
He carefully got up from above me and walked towards the living room.
“… Hinami.”
“Don’t you want to cheat? Perfectly this time.”
“What does ‘this time’ mean?”
“Ah, Seoyoung unni was so clumsy that I couldn’t fool her. So I got bitten a lot…, I wanted to cheat. She worked as a perfect idol for a long time, but quit at the peak. I found out later that voila, I already had a baby with the man I love. Same thing.”
“…”
She turned on the dim lights, walked around in a dark living room with a pure white appearance, and completely captivated me.
“… Don’t you think that this is something only you and I can do in the whole world?”
“Hey.”
“Why, it’s true. … “No matter how handsome and rich my brother is, he would never do such a bad thing with an idol like me.”
“…”
“Let’s do it, right? … Without anyone knowing. Stealthily. Pregnancy and marriage.”
She flashes the best smile that only she can wear,
With the night sky as a background, a curtain of sky was placed on her body instead of her wedding dress.
He confessed to me.
I want you to sleep.
… Please deceive the world.
I accepted her proposal with great strides.
I walked up to her, not on her red carpet or on Virgin Road, but on the floor of her living room.
As she got closer, she raised her head and looked up at me.
“… I don’t need a ring, so please give me a kiss.”
“…”
Now, with a trembling voice, I pretend to be confident until the end.
She whispered her love to me
I put my lips to hers,
She gently closed her eyes.
… Even in the dark, thanks to her soft touch.
I could clearly picture Hinami crying slightly while mixing her tongue with mine.
“… “Now, there’s no need to kiss.”
“…”
After we finished coloring the portrait of her in our heads, we were barely able to let go of each other’s tongues.
There is no need to exchange a lot of long words or vulgar language.
Just instinctively touching each other’s mucous membranes.
As if dancing a waltz, we follow our steps and return to the quiet newlywed room.
“For sure…, Please correct it.”
“…”
“Because I don’t want to touch anyone except my brother… Please make it yours.”
She begs me with her crying voice,
… For sure.
I made it mine.
Everything that was in my scrotum,
Only inside her vagina.
I poured it out.
