Chapter 132 – Review.
Hello. Kingfisher is a poor writer.
First, I should start the review with an apology.
We deeply apologize for the frequent delays and interruptions throughout the series. It is an inexcusable issue of the writer’s competency and the absence of writer’s consciousness.
There will definitely be parts that make you feel uncomfortable while reading the novel. Things like parts where the main characters’ names are written incorrectly, stories or descriptions that don’t make sense, or abandoned settings.
Even though I wrote this, I feel like the readers must have been appalled. Once again, I would like to apologize deeply.
Nevertheless, I am very grateful to the readers who stayed with me until the end and always liked and commented on my novel.
Your kind words have been the strength to pull me out of every crisis of the year.
Now, let’s begin the full series review.
1) Reason for serialization
The reason I started writing serial novels in earnest was because I was out of my mind at the time. When I started the series, I was in the hospital, and I believed I had reached the pinnacle of my life. I started this post to relieve stress in a situation where I was frustrated, unfair, and didn’t want to do anything. So all my works were also for adults. It was just like venting my anger and filling myself with dopamine through stimulating material.
However, my haphazard writing received more attention than I expected, but I was not prepared for it. So this is the article I quickly finished and started again. Just looking at the results, I don’t think this is a good novel either, but I still put a lot of effort and thought into it compared to my previous writing.
However, as I am still a novice writer, I felt a lot of pain when I encountered unexpected difficulties or when I did not feel as much fun as I thought. Probably from then on, readers started leaving and became more frequent throughout the year.
Still, I thought in my mind that I should avoid it for at least the rest of the year. No matter how much the serialization was delayed, I didn’t want to do it all year long. I did it because I thought that if I gave up on even this, I would think that I was not a real person.
My feelings are reflected in the writing. The only adult elements at the end of the novel were cruelty and desolation. Looking back now, I think it didn’t really matter what the sexual elements were from the beginning. I just wanted to write about the main character and the people around him being broken by factors they can’t overcome. To put it in a bad way, it is a work that is an uncomfortable diary of the author.
Well, a lot happened while I was writing the work. It went up and down repeatedly like a roller coaster. Good things happen, and I also find out that I had a chronic disease that I could have been exempted from if I had known about it before enlisting in the military… As soon as the situation got a little better, it plummeted again.
Still, I didn’t want to give up. Even though I will be remembered as a writer who writes frequently throughout the year, I did not want to become a writer who abandoned work that was definitely a plus for profit.
So I kept writing. Sometimes, I force myself to bring up memories of that time in order to force out the depression. I don’t think it was a very good choice, but I was still able to complete it somehow.
2) Future plans.
I don’t know if I’ll ever write again. Nothing is set in stone. No, to be precise, it would be more correct to say that I have something I want to write, but I don’t know if I will actually put it into action.
I’m not sure if they’ll give a writer who frequents this year-round a plus or exclusive contract, and I’m not even sure if I can console myself when I fall into a stupid slump.
However, if I were to write the manuscript again.
At that time, I want to write something that is easier to read than it is now. Maybe it’s something you can easily access at Nobelpia.
A story that is fun, pleasant, and yet can be read with emotion.
If you decide to write, you can contact Nobelpia to separate the new work from your previous work. You can just keep it, but as I said before, there is nothing I can say for sure.
I can no longer think of how to write or what to add.
I had a vague idea that my novel would reach completion, but this is all I actually wrote after spending hours thinking about it.
By the way, the side story will probably be a short story about the daily life in the mansion after that.
Then,
Thank you for sharing your review of the rambling and unkempt writing of an insincere writer.
Thank you for loving my work so far.
It was a kingfisher.
