Chapter 379 – Episode 379 – The Virgin’s Neverland
Why doesn’t tomorrow want to graduate?
I don’t know the exact reason.
But what is certain now is that what she said about wanting to graduate was a lie.
“Teacher, I…”
“As expected, that’s right.”
It is not an expression of confusion or incomprehension.
Tomorrow, the feeling of regret is revealed on her face.
Because I was sighing.
“I didn’t lie.”
“What do you mean?”
“I definitely wanted to graduate. Until I met you.”
“…”
In other words, what you said when you met me was not a lie.
However, after that, the desire to graduate disappeared.
That’s why her body refuses to graduate.
“It’s really strange. Even though I tell myself not to block it, this body honestly reflects my feelings.”
“… Okay.”
It probably wasn’t intentional.
For myself, who helps, and because I know I have to do it.
Because it was clearly visible that he was trying to move forward.
If it hadn’t been like that in the first place.
She would have already noticed that she was strange.
It’s true that I did my best, so I can’t say that Naeil did anything wrong.
Still, if I had been honest, things would have been resolved in my own way…
“So, why did you feel that way?”
“… Teacher.”
“Huh?”
“You stay with the teacher and do all sorts of dirty things.”
“Yes.”
“I can’t remember.”
Remember?
I was wondering what he was talking about.
I realize that there are only two memories that will come to mind.
The first is the memory of the last episode that returned due to failure.
The second is a memory from outside, not this dungeon.
And in order to be able to influence her emotions from the first time, there can only be one of two things.
“Tomorrow, you…”
“It’s not perfect.”
Memories from outside, not from this dungeon.
In other words, if it brought back memories of the original tomorrow.
You could have influenced her from the first episode of her dungeon.
“Teacher, I like it now.”
You can monopolize the teacher.
This life of a very ordinary student.
For her, it would have been like her salvation.
“I’m sorry.”
“No, it’s me who’s sorry. I should have told you in advance.”
“It must not have been easy.”
To me, who of course helps me, thinking I don’t remember.
It wouldn’t have been easy to say that I suddenly remembered something.
And it probably wasn’t something that came to mind completely in the first place.
Considering how much I told you about dirty things.
I should have noticed it a long time ago that the memory had surfaced.
Considering that I didn’t notice it every time, I’m sure the detailed memories never came back.
“When I was learning things from my teacher for the first time, I had nightmares.”
“Nightmare?”
“Such experiences in a world where I am not a student.”
“I see.”
And if you do this and that with me.
Real-life memories related to what I learned came to mind one by one.
… That’s why, as time passed, she became more convinced that her memories were real.
“Because the teacher acted as if he somehow knew me.”
“Yes, everything was caught.”
“…”
Therefore, even if you just had sex in the beginning, it would have been difficult to tear the hymen.
Even in the beginning when you met me, you must have had nightmares because of your relationship with me.
Because of that, the body was naturally scared and chose to maintain the status quo.
“I thought I wanted to become an adult… But I don’t know anymore.”
Becoming an adult means having to endure all of that reality.
But I don’t think she’s ready for that yet, she said.
… Well, how many people are ready for that?
“But, if this keeps repeating itself… The teacher will be in trouble after all, right?”
“I guess so. I don’t know how long this dungeon will last.”
Just because the dungeon lasts infinitely doesn’t mean that time is infinite.
Because the lifespan of other children is not infinite.
Therefore, investing all my time in tomorrow is an option I cannot choose.
‘Still…’
Forcing someone to do something will not solve the problem.
I was going to graduate tomorrow for my own sake.
Because the body is rejecting it, regardless of one’s will.
“If you can’t control it yourself, it’s a difficult part.”
“Well, then what if you defeat me?”
“Break it?”
“I might have a pleasure breakdown and want to graduate. Then, if I rip my hymen while I’m at it…”
“That’s difficult.”
In fact, I have actually had sex that gave me quite strong pleasure.
Even then, the hymen was not torn.
However, anything more than that is likely to be something closer to pain than pleasure.
If that’s not the way to go, there’s nothing you can do if you don’t have a choice.
You can’t do something lightly that could cause mental problems like that.
“You must have suffered a lot alone.”
“Yes?”
After roughly assessing the situation.
I gently stroked Tomorrow’s head.
The reason I can’t be honest is that it also means that I acted under pressure.
It wasn’t that he wanted to deceive me and protect the present in the first place.
It was difficult to speak, so I tried to do it while suffering alone.
I don’t think it’s something worth getting scolded for.
“Okay. Then shall we have some fun?”
“… Yes?”
“Of course, we have to find a way. Until then, let’s cool off.”
When I’m in a hurry, I can’t even do what I can.
It’s inevitable that you won’t be able to invest all your time.
Still, it’s hard to find a way if you’re in a hurry.
“Let’s have dinner.”
“Has it already been that long…”
“Is there anything delicious around here? Teacher, I’ll buy it.”
When I think about it, I’ve been focusing too much on graduation lately.
It seems like I couldn’t concentrate during these ordinary times.
As a teacher, I can’t focus on taking care of my students.
There must be a problem with focusing solely on graduation.
“…”
“What’s wrong? Aren’t you eating?”
“I don’t know what the teacher is thinking.”
“What?”
“You said it would be difficult for you to invest time in me, but I don’t understand how you can just eat comfortably like this.”
“Because I have this much time. The units are a little different. If a teacher can’t even do this, then wouldn’t he be a teacher?”
“Is that so?”
Take Naeil, who looks dazed.
I went around the places I learned about from her in her previous sessions one by one.
We played together so that we could have fun.
Tomorrow, I was embarrassed at first and couldn’t enjoy it.
I kept dragging him around laughing.
I soon forgot about the situation and started enjoying this time like a high school girl.
I don’t think Naeil’s thoughts are wrong.
In the dungeon, tomorrow, who has not yet become an adult, has something…
The original tomorrow outside the dungeon was lost a long time ago.
So, I think she was right.
I worked hard to make my time here happier and more enjoyable.
That was the only thing I could teach this child.
“The teacher is a truly amazing person.”
“Really?”
“I don’t think you understand. I definitely said the problem is that I like life here, right?”
“Yes.”
“But why are you showing me more of the advantages of this place?”
“Because that’s right.”
Because that’s what I wanted to tell tomorrow.
Since I am Naeil’s ‘teacher’, this is something I can never give up.
On the contrary, this dungeon did what I wanted to do extremely well, so it’s rather strange to cover it up.
“You just have to find a separate way, right?”
“Separately…?”
“I don’t want to let you know by doing something that goes against my educational views.”
In fact, the method itself came to mind right away.
After making tomorrow fall in love with sexy things.
Changing your mindset by restricting yourself to doing sexy things only when you become an adult and making sex more important than other things.
As Naeil said earlier, it might ruin her pleasure a bit.
I’m sure you really want to take her virginity.
I think it is a sure way.
“But that would be fooling you. I don’t want to fool you.”
No matter how much it takes to save someone’s life.
I don’t want to give such false teachings.
That was my thought now.
“That’s what you think.”
“Okay.”
“… Really, the teacher is a good person. It’s just that he’s a bit pervert.”
I saw him patting my pants as he said it half-jokingly.
I agreed by deliberately sticking out my lower body.
… He can be this bright.
“Teacher.”
“Huh?”
“I think it’s right for us to stop here.”
“What do you mean?”
“…”
I didn’t understand what the kid wanted to say, so I asked back.
Tomorrow doesn’t look at me for a while.
After some time had passed, he looked at me with his eyes moist.
“Actually, I know. How to graduate. A sure and risk-free way.”
After saying that, Naeil took off the clothes she was wearing and threw them away.
It seemed like he was willing to have sex with me right now and break my hymen.
I was very embarrassed when I saw that.
“Do you know, teacher? I can never give up this happiness. Because all of this is what you wanted to give me.”
“You…”
“Because the person I love wanted to give it to me with all his love. I can never let it go. Even if I play around with pleasure, it would be quite difficult.”
“…”
Tomorrow, they forcefully take off my clothes.
He came to me naked.
I immediately burst into tears.
“Sigh, teacher. Can you hug me? Deeply…”
“Tomorrow.”
“It’s just that I want to have some last memories.”
“You can’t believe it…”
Talking as if he was about to die.
Thanks to that, a new possibility occurred to me.
I immediately realized what she was thinking.
