Chapter 16 – 8. First Merger
“…”
A sudden knocking sound.
Sensing that Chloe had arrived, I got up from the bed I was sitting on and Bibina followed and stood in front of the door.
Considering Chloe’s appearance so far, it was obvious that she had been holding on and holding on, so I opened the door with determination.
And I took a deep breath.
“Ugh… Ugh… Ugh…”
Chloe is sobbing sadly with tears dripping from her bloodshot eyes.
The irregular inhalation and exhalation felt like wailing would break out at any moment.
And I don’t know why, but my crotch is clearly visible because I’m not wearing pants.
“D-come in…!”
Bibina, who was startled, hurriedly brought Chloe in.
I stuck my head out of the hallway to make sure there was no one there and immediately closed the door.
Meanwhile, Bibi sat Chloe down on the nearby bed and sat down next to her.
She didn’t know what to do as she watched Chloe continue to sob, so she covered her with a blanket and hugged her and comforted her.
“K-Chloe… Calm down… Gwae, it’s okay…”
“I’m sorry… I’m sorry… I-I’m sorry… I’m sorry…”
Chloe keeps apologizing and sobbing.
Of course, I couldn’t take action or ask anything.
In the end, Vivina kept hugging Chloe and stroking her back, and I had no choice but to drag a chair and sit in front of them.
As I saw her gripping the cut side of Chloe’s missing arm with her other hand, I just thought, ‘That’s the problem.’
…
…
How long has it been like that?
Chloe finally stopped crying.
I fell limply in Bibina’s arms, like children who cry for a long time and then fall asleep because they can’t help themselves.
Vivina carefully dropped Chloe.
When I saw her face covered in tears and snot, my heart ached.
“Calm down… Are you done…?”
“…”
Chloe nods slightly.
He was holding her still missing arm tightly.
“Can I ask why you’re doing this…?”
“…”
Silent Chloe.
Vivi I followed her words.
“I have to tell you… So I can help you… I-I mean, huh…?”
“… That… That… That…”
Chloe opened her mouth.
But she couldn’t say anything properly because her head wasn’t working properly.
Seeing such a pitiful sight, I thought it would be too harsh to let him talk now.
I feel very frustrated, but I think it would be better to rest for now and talk about it tomorrow morning.
The moment when you try to take the story in that direction.
“… Well, what to say… I don’t know…”
I immediately changed my mind as I saw Chloe struggling to speak.
Okay. It would be difficult if I postponed it again and didn’t say it was okay like it was yesterday.
So, let’s calm down and listen to the story.
If you really can’t take it any longer, it’s not right to put it off any longer.
Having come to that conclusion, I spoke as kindly as possible.
“Tell me anything. As I said last time, I heard all sorts of stories from all kinds of people while working as a pharmaceutical officer in the Knights Templar. The same goes for my sister.”
“Yes, that’s right. Chloe…! When I was having a hard time, I felt a lot more comfortable after talking to Perry… He would listen to me too… Yes…!”
Bibina also helped.
“…”
Chloe looks at us in turns.
I thought about it for a while.
“Well, that is…”
I finally got the story out.
Stuttering with a trembling voice.
First, after having one of his arms cut off while serving as a spy, whenever he felt depression and phantom limb pain, he relieved himself with masturbation.
And the first day we met,
The love affair between me and Bibina in the luggage compartment was stuck in my mind, and my symptoms got worse as I started to feel like I wanted to be taken care of by someone like my sister.
That feeling of envy gradually turned into love for me, and I fell in love with myself as I watched myself taking care of Vivina.
In proportion to this, her phantom limb pain, depression, and masturbation addiction became more severe.
The reason I suddenly went crazy yesterday was because those three symptoms suddenly got worse.
And a little while ago, as soon as I entered the room alone, I started experiencing symptoms so severe that I couldn’t breathe.
No matter how much he masturbated, it wouldn’t go away, and he even came to us because he thought he was going to die if things continued like this.
Even though he was busy, he seemed to change the words and context and sometimes omit things, as if he was embarrassed, but the content was like that anyway.
When I heard the word ‘masturbation,’ I kept thinking about going to a harsh place, and I held my gaze and organized what I heard in my head.
‘… Depression resulting from phantom limb pain. Masturbation addiction to overcome the depression. And because it’s so hard, I also want to be comforted like Bibina… Can I think of it as a degree…?’
I was relieved that the symptoms were not as strange as I thought.
When I saw her holding her severed arm, I wondered if she was in pain. How can it not be that?
If you only look at the aspect of mental illness, it is similar to Bibina, and the reason is quite understandable.
In the end, I thought, ‘I’m having a hard time too. A childlike complaint like, ‘Please take care of me too.’
Of course, the way it is expressed is too erotic to be considered a child, but anyway.
And so Chloe’s story and my own diagnosis ended.
“…”
“…”
“…”
A heavy silence fell between the three.
“… I have a lot to say… But first…”
I was the one who broke the silence.
Chloe lowered her head as soon as the story was over, as if she was showing off to us, especially Bibina.
Even though I already knew, Bibi and my older sister heard me say to my face, ‘I like her older sister’s man.’
No matter how you look at it, it is right that I lead the story.
“… I can’t help with phantom limb pain. I’ve seen quite a few people whose bodies have been cut off, and I’ve treated them with a lot of doctors… But sometimes, for people like you who suffer from phantom limb pain, the only thing your body can do is eventually get used to it.”
“…”
“I think it feels more severe because it overlaps with anxiety and depression. I will continue to make tranquilizers starting tomorrow, so let’s take it gradually while taking it. He’ll still be with us for a while. And when it’s hard, tell us that it’s hard. If a person who is having a hard time stays alone and endures it, it is natural for him or her to become sick from the inside out. Huh?”
“… I’m sorry.”
“It’s nothing to be sorry about. And…”
I was about to continue speaking but stopped.
I wonder if it’s right to talk about this now.
However, he told me to pull out the bull’s horn at once, and because of my personality, I felt like I would keep putting it off if I kept putting it off, so I pushed forward with the intention of getting the sword done.
“In the end, you like me, right?”
“…”
Chloe doesn’t answer.
“… Yes.”
But I soon agreed.
With your head down and a muttering voice.
“At first… I thought it was because I was having a hard time… Because I was jealous… But now…”
“You don’t know that, and you like me?”
“…”
Chloe doesn’t answer again.
Even though I waited, there was no word.
Even while her head was down, Vivian slightly tilted her head towards me. It seemed like Vivina was really watching me.
Well, Chloe knows everything about how we came together, so she knows that Grimm is trying to come between us.
Even in a world where polygamy is allowed, there will be degrees.
That’s why I endured it until it got so hard that I couldn’t bear it.
But it’s okay now.
Because Bibina gave permission.
I’ll have to ask my sister directly to tell me it’s okay…
-Bean!
“Huh?!”
I suddenly held my breath at the situation that unfolded before my eyes.
Because Vivina hit Chloe on the head with her fist.
It was like she was scolding a mischievous kid with the tip of her fist, but because of the situation, the atmosphere quickly turned to thin ice, and even I froze.
Chloe, who was hit directly, seemed to be more surprised than me and froze as if she had paused.
Well, what is it…
Didn’t you definitely say it was okay?
Could it be that you can’t bear it when the situation comes…? My sister’s personality suddenly made me scratch my head…?
“Who, sister…?”
In the icy atmosphere, I held on to my fearful heart and called Vivina.
However, there was no sign of anger on Bibina’s face.
She just looks a little more serious than usual.
I was puzzled by her actions and facial expressions that did not correspond to each other, so I tilted my head to the side without realizing it.
And at me, Bibina gestured ‘Shh’ and huffed silently.
‘Leave this to me.’
It seems like they are saying that.
I really wondered what it was, but I nodded.
Vivian paused with a solemn expression, and then she spoke.
“Chloe… Raise your head…”
“… You can hit me. If that relieves your anger… I will hit you again and again…”
“… Huh?”
“Instead… Please allow me to be with you…”
Chloe’s every word continues to be recited.
“You don’t have to be a lover… It’s okay if you don’t hug me… Jo, Jong-nyeon… It’s okay if you treat me well… Just let us be together…”
It was a pitiful plea full of earnestness and humility.
“… Uh, uh…”
And Bibina’s expression became perplexed.
I guess it wasn’t Vivina’s intention to come out so servile.
‘… If this is fun, is it trash…?’
Then I will gladly become trash.
Suddenly, I felt that the atmosphere was changing from tragedy to something very deep, so I decided to just watch and not intervene.
“Ah, no… That’s not it…! Hey, look at me first…!!”
Vivina grabbed Chloe’s shoulders and forced her to raise her head.
“Ugh…!!”
Then, she was grabbed by the collar so that she could not escape, and Chloe closed her eyes and cowered as if she thought she was being slapped.
Vivian immediately put her hand away as if she wanted to do something, and she fidgeted as if she didn’t know what to do, and then she finally said out loud.
“Ta, I ended my anger by hitting Takbam, so mi, mi…! I was going to tell you that there was no need to be sorry.!! Now, now… I was trying to say let’s get along…!!!”
“…”
Chloe opens her eyes carefully.
Like a squirrel wary of its surroundings, he looked at me and Vivina alternately and then asked in a hushed voice.
“Really…?”
“Me and Perry… I already knew… So we talked… And said we would get along… I really mean it…”
“…”
Chloe’s purple gaze asked me if it was true.
I nodded obediently.
Then, Chloe’s expression, which had been crying the whole time, gradually brightened as if she had seen light in the darkness.
It is now.
I felt like now was the time for me to step up.
So, she immediately placed her hand on Chloe’s head, and Bibina gently stroked the area where she had scratched her head and said,
“I guess my sister wanted to maintain discipline as a royal family. “I beat him to the point where I cried.”
“That…! I didn’t hit you that hard…!! Since you were so sorry… I thought this was what happened…”
“Oh, you’re right… I was just scared for no reason…”
“Okay? Then, I’m glad.”
I answered lightly and continued stroking Chloe’s head.
Chloe accepted my touch without any sign of resistance.
But when I showed no signs of ending, the corner of her mouth twitched, her cheeks turned red, and she muttered softly, making me wonder if she was the woman who had been crying so sadly just now.
“W-what are you doing…”
“He said it’s good to take care of him. Isn’t this what you like? That’s why I’m doing it. Should I not do it?”
“…”
Chloe did not respond.
She answered by not being able to control the corners of her mouth.
Perhaps because all her attention was focused on me, she slowly removed her hand from the cut side of the arm that she had been holding on to.
As I continued to look at her like that, I became convinced that this woman was completely mine.
At the same time, my heart began to tingle.
The harsh thoughts I had been suppressing bloomed again.
Last night, he suddenly came next to me and masturbated.
And on the floor of the hallway where Bibi Nagai walked to her room, there were drops of liquid that appeared to have come from between her crotches.
And I was masturbating right before I came to this room and came without even wearing pants.
Even the slightly hairy pussy mound that caught my eye for a moment.
It really shouldn’t be like this.
Even on the first night with Bibi and her older sister, I was like this and coveted her all night long, and I still feel sorry sometimes.
Nevertheless, to my eyes, which are swayed by ‘Sadism Lv2’, Chloe’s current appearance looked very pretty.
A girl with short hair and freckles who was crying a little while ago, but when I pat her a little, the corners of her mouth twitch.
In the end, I lowered my hand from stroking her head to her chin and gently scratched her as if I were handling a pet dog.
“I told you that I saw you touching my sister’s breasts, but I’m a pervert. My sister is having a hard time because of that too. Do you still like me?”
“… Oh, if it wasn’t good, I wouldn’t have made this mess… And…”
“And?”
“…”
Silent positivity.
A faint sense of shy anticipation appeared in the shaking violet eyes.
I think they probably understood that he was nice to me on a regular basis, but at night he was a little rough with me.
That would actually be a good thing. She is also a pervert woman addicted to masturbation.
If she becomes my woman like this, she will be trained to be a majo female that suits my taste, but I don’t even know if it’s okay.
Of course, it’s too late to know.
Because once you come into my arms, I will never let you go.
Because I will make her into a woman of my taste so thoroughly that other men would never dare, let her cry in my arms for the rest of her life, and love her that much.
Okay. So.
-Drunk.
I let go of the strings in my head.
“Huh?!”
I lowered the hand that was scratching Chloe’s chin and pushed it into the blanket covering Chloe’s lower body.
“Bibina. Chloe, will you take off your clothes? Take your clothes off too.”
I ordered Bibina.
