Chapter 3 – NTH App Meeting (3)
Hyeji sobbed for a while, probably because she was overcome with emotion. Still, she never forgets to say she’s sorry, and she never forgets to say thank you.
“Ugh… Oppa, I’m sorry, I suddenly… Cried.”
Even looking at that scene, Hyunwoo didn’t show the slightest bit of sadness on his face.
If you want to cry, you shouldn’t cry. It was just foolish to continue talking while whimpering.
“Ugh, and… Thank you. Ugh, huh.”
When Hyeji reached the point where she said thank you, the emotion from before burst out again, and Hyeji dropped her shoulder a little louder. Hyunwoo looked at that sight and felt satisfied.
In the empty space where she poured out her sadness like this, her gratitude for herself will sprout. The more she is sad, the more grateful she will be, and the more grateful she is, the stronger her trust will be.
Compared to that, she wondered what she had done for this woman. All she did was smile, nod, comfort, and say a few words.
Even if you look at it objectively, it’s not something to be thankful for… But it’s probably because of her face.
A sneer appears on Hyunwoo’s lips. In the end, this year was just a stupid year.
From the first time I saw her, I couldn’t hide the tears in her mouth, and now I burst into tears.
He said if he wasn’t good-looking he wouldn’t have even contacted the subject. When I thought about it again, it was abominable.
As heinous as she feels, she adds sincerity to her performance. Whether it’s her sincerity or not, she provides the warm comfort this woman must have desperately wanted.
“Are you okay? Should I pat you more?”
Hyeji felt a growing sense of shame as her trembling shoulders calmed down. She endured so much, but she ended up crying.
If she raises her head now, you have no idea how ugly she will look.
“Oppa… I’m feeling better now, but I don’t usually cry like this… I guess I was a little drunk today. That’s why.”
“Now that I see it, the doctor was crying? Huh, that’s right. Is he awake now?”
Hyeji turned her back at an angle and raised her body.
“Yes, I’m completely fine. Oppa, I’m going to go to the bathroom for a moment. My face looks like a mess right now. What should I do?”
Hyeji runs to the bathroom, covering her face with both hands, without even waiting for Hyunwoo’s answer.
Then she jerked around, and she carefully came back and took her purse that she had left behind. Her face was still covered with one hand.
Hyunwoo looked at his back as he walked shyly, and only then did he laugh to his heart’s content.
Anyway, what a foolish bitch.
Hyeji, unaware of Hyunwoo’s inner thoughts even in her dreams, entered the bathroom and wiped away her tears. Her makeup was smudged, her eyes were a little swollen, and it was a mess in many ways.
As she looked in the mirror, she realized how ugly she had behaved. Until just now, she had been talking about her depression endlessly, like a sinner going to confession in front of a priest.
Hyeji became so embarrassed that she couldn’t raise her head.
But the warmth she felt for the first time in a long time broke down the walls of her heart so easily. The fact that she emptied more than a bottle of alcohol while looking at her face probably also played a big role.
Yes, this was just a force majeure situation. Because he seemed like a good person.
Hyeji hurriedly fixed her makeup and returned to her seat. Her Hyunwoo welcomed her with a calm smile, the same as before.
She also slowly sat down in her seat, smiling brightly.
I needed something to change the awkwardness I was feeling now. Suddenly, I saw a bottle of soju that was on the bottom.
“Ah… We finished our drinks. What should I do, brother? Should I order more here? Or should I go somewhere else for the second time?”
Hyeji carefully asked Hyunwoo about his intentions. If she’s in the mood today, she’s tempted to push herself a little further.
“Are you okay? He said he seemed drunk earlier. If you’re tired, you can just get up.”
“No, brother. After crying, I felt completely fine. “I can still drink more!”
Hyeji held her liquor in front of her chest and spoke powerfully.
Hyunwoo thought that it was quite a sight to see the bitch who had been struggling just a moment ago wandering around with swollen eyes.
“It’s because I’m not okay. You said it was close to home, right? “I’ll take you nearby.”
He burst out laughing, picked up his coat, and stood up. Of course, contrary to what she had just said, she intended to see how far this woman could be rude today.
“Omg. We met early, and it’s not even 9 o’clock yet? Don’t you feel sorry for your brother?”
“If you’re disappointed, we can meet again next time. I want to see you one more time? If I drink any more now, won’t the film cut out, and I won’t even remember what I said today? Then it would be even more disappointing.”
The words “One more time” Ring in Hyeji’s ears. As expected, this man seemed to have a crush on him.
Do you like white skin? Or is it because of the blonde hair that was praised in the message?
Whatever the reason, the man’s words seemed reasonable. He knew very well that he was quite drunk.
“… I want to see you again too. No, but how can you speak so beautifully? Okay, then we can meet again, so today ends here!”
“Good idea. If you drink it just because you’re young, you’ll just throw away the insides? “I’ll buy this, so take care of your hangover tomorrow.”
“No, brother. “Thank you for listening to my story today, but of course I have to buy it.”
Hyeji was surprised to hear Hyunwoo’s words and waved her hand. While Hyunwoo was putting her coat on, he took her order ticket in his hand and quickly headed to the checkout counter.
Hyun-woo slowly followed behind and gently took the order ticket from Hye-ji’s hand.
“I’m buying this for you today to help you cheer up. Well, then you can buy it next time. Are you okay?”
At Hyunwoo’s words, Hyeji pursed her lips and smiled broadly.
As expected, he was a really, really nice person. Not only was his thoughtfulness, but his gentle tone of voice was so warm that I couldn’t bear it.
She nodded, thinking it wouldn’t be polite to refuse the favor one more time.
“Okay! Instead, you must meet me again? “Can’t we contact you tomorrow?”
“Of course. How much does alcohol cost today? “Hold on to your worries.”
Hyunwoo finished the calculation and smiled. As for Hyeji’s tendencies, he has figured it out to some extent.
A violent father and an ex-boyfriend who resembled him. They broke up because he couldn’t get over his coercive tone.
Perhaps it was a reaction to that, but I really liked the way he flinched at the gentle tone of voice just now. It was rewarding to choose my words intentionally.
“Your house is close from here, right? “I’ll just take you somewhere nearby.”
“Really? But I’m not that bad.”
“It’s because I’m worried. “It’s March, but the days are still very cold.”
The two leave the bar and walk down the street at night. Hyeji couldn’t hold back her heartbeat as she walked down the street with Hyunwoo.
Even while walking down the street, Hyunwoo speaks softly to me, making me feel like a lover. Unlike before, I didn’t feel the slightest cold due to the clearly felt warm consideration.
However, the more she walked, the more alcohol spread throughout Hyeji’s body. It was a short walk to home, about 10 minutes, but it was enough time for the alcohol to cloud my judgment.
I’m afraid to wake up from this sweet dream. I don’t have the confidence to face the loneliness that will fill my tiny studio apartment. Today, I didn’t want to be alone at all.
I think it might be okay with this guy, but on the other hand, I’m worried that I don’t want to look like a promiscuous woman.
However, as the room got closer, the rising fear gradually pushed away my worries. In the end, Hyeji gave in to her loneliness.
“Brother… Can’t I have one more beer at home? I definitely don’t think anything strange… It’s just that I talked about a lot of depressing things today and I thought I would get more depressed if I was alone.”
Hyeji fidgeted with her clothes in front of her studio apartment. She couldn’t bear to look at Hyunwoo, and her eyes were shaking uneasily as they were fixed on the floor.
“… Okay, then let’s do it. Is there beer at home? “I saw a convenience store on the way. Should I buy it there?”
“Oh, I’m at home. Snacks are okay as a snack, right? I have potato chips and a home run ball at home. If it’s not enough, I’ll order some chicken.”
Hye-ji gets excited by Hyun-woo’s answer and raises her head and chatters. Her heart pounded with anticipation that she would be able to continue her current excitement.
As she remembered how clean her room was, she gently held Hyunwoo’s hand. At first, she thought about lightly grabbing her wrist by the collar, but the intoxication that spread throughout her body made her feel bold without realizing it.
I can feel her brother being startled and startled. Hyeji felt her own cheeks turning red, but she walked one step ahead of her as if nothing had happened and led Hyunwoo.
The whole time she walked she never looked behind her. It felt like if she looked back and made eye contact, her legs would give out, and she would collapse.
The entrance to a familiar one-room building suddenly comes into view. She eventually dragged this man into her house.
It’s not the first time I met a man through an app, but this is the first time it led to a proper deviation.
My heart is pounding. A strange feeling fills my whole body, as if I were the heroine of a romance novel.
Of course, if someone else does it, it’s a one-night stand, but if I do it, it’s a romance, and I laugh out loud.
However, when I opened the door and entered, I was immediately awakened by the musty smell. In front of her narrow shoe cabinet, the trash left behind after eating food was broken.
She was as disorganized and chaotic as her messy life.
“Oh, I’m usually perfect at cleaning up, but I’ve been in a bad mood lately…”
Hyeji trailed off her words and pushed her trash to one place with her urgent hand. As she bends down, her buttocks stick out and create a graceful curve over her pants.
She didn’t know it when she was sitting, but her outstretched legs and big hips made Hyunwoo’s blood boil. Hyunwoo knew very well that for a woman with big buttocks, her holes were proportionately tight.
Does this woman know what posture she is taking now?
Does she know that the man she invited to her room is standing at the entrance to her room and shaking her butt as if asking him to eat it?
Even though she knows this, does she do this on purpose? Hyunwoo opened his mouth while thinking about what Hyeji’s intentions were.
