Chapter 79 – Episode 79: Everyday Life Collapsing – Yoo Sia (3)
Nodding
“I am so sorry. It is too late, but please forgive my mistake.”
A practice room that I miss and feel familiar with. Sia covered her breasts with one hand to keep her T-shirt from being loose, and bent down to apologize to the Four Angels members. Except for Eunji, the members receiving the apology had embarrassed expressions on their faces.
‘That proud Siaga.’
‘Apologize to us?’
‘Why on earth?’
They looked at each other with expressions of not understanding and asked each other silent questions, but no one knew what was going on. Eunjiman, the only one who knew the reason, looked down with a grin.
When she heard her story from her cousin Si-hyeon, she was shocked and unimpressed. However, when she saw Yushia bowing her head and apologizing, her heart sank and she began to experience joy for the first time.
Eunji has mostly just tolerated it. She is by no means very patient or has a great personality. She was rather impatient. She just wanted to be an idol since she was young and she didn’t want to create controversy as she had to be in front of the public.
Eun-ji, who is narrow-minded, kept even the smallest things inside her and secretly took revenge on others.
After finishing her apology, Sia straightened her back and looked at her four members.
Awkward atmosphere.
She apologized, but no one was willing to open up and say anything. The three sisters looked at Eunji with puzzled expressions. They used to follow Eunji’s opinion her, even down to the smallest detail.
Eunji Jeong, because she was the leader of the team and the president’s niece, a powerful figure in the Four Angels.
“A lump of pretense.”
Eunji shot a venomous look at Sia. Eunji continued to push Sia, who looked surprised.
“I don’t know where you heard that we are choosing back dancers, but are you saying things that you don’t even mean to ask us to pick as back dancers?”
The ones who were surprised by those words were the other three members.
‘It’s because of the back dancers?’
‘Why Sia now?’
‘Even now, Sia’s dancing skills are probably the best.’
The result of suppressing her resentment and apologising her is her to sell herself. Sia, who already wanted to quickly end the situation in which she had been betrayed, was embarrassed to even see the embarrassed expressions on the other three members’ faces.
“No, it’s true that it’s because of the back dancers, but… “
“Was it real?!”
“No way…”
The members were skeptical until Eunji spoke, but when Sia admitted it to herself, she was surprised and spoke out her true feelings.
“Did you see that, sisters? The atmosphere is ruined because of G, and you have such a shameless attitude that you don’t even think about the hard work the rest of the members have gone through. Do you understand that they are just trying to criticize you with one word?”
When Sia and Eunji fought, the president sent them out and called the remaining members to the president’s office separately to find out the full story of the incident. Since they had been practicing together, they had seen and experienced Eunji’s negligence her first-hand her, but they were deceived by the sweet fruit of her debut and ended up lying and blaming all of her mistakes on Sia.
Since she never even thought about leaving the group, her members, except Eunji, naturally felt sorry for Sia. However, the vacuum caused by Sia’s vacancy was bigger than expected, so it took a huge amount of effort to normalize it, and in the process, her feeling sorry for Sia gradually changed into the thought, ‘Is that all that is enough to withdraw from the group?’
Of course, Eunji’s gaslighting played a big role in that.
“Of course I don’t understand. I still can’t forget the irresponsibility of leaving the group without even thinking about the hardships of the people who left behind the chaos.”
Among them, her eldest sister, who had suffered the most, agreed with Eunji’s words her her.
She, whose choreography skills were second only to Sia’s, had to struggle day and night after Sia’s withdrawal of her. She refined her own skills, which were still lacking, and the rest of her members also provided feedback. At the same time, she was practicing vocals and suffered from nosebleeds several times.
However, since it was not possible to blame Eun-ji, her leader, the arrow had no choice but to be directed entirely at Sia.
“It’s me…”
Sia felt her anger, which she had managed to suppress, rise again. She tried to understand her sisters’ situation as much as possible after announcing her withdrawal at the time. If she apologized, she would accept it, and if her sisters convinced her boss, she was willing to come back.
At that time.
However, the message she sent to Sia was not an apology, but news of her debut in the Four Angels idol group, and she found out about it through internet media.
“Honestly, you know because we practiced together back then. We practiced for an hour and then rested for over 30 minutes. If we got a little tired, we sat down and rested, and skipped over the group choreography. Don’t you remember that you also complained to me separately? He said that he didn’t debut right away because he was lucky. Because of this, even if he debuted, he would only receive criticism and retire.”
Sia huffed and spit out the past like a bullet to her members. When it got to the point where Eunji started talking about things she didn’t know, the faces of the three members gradually turned earthy.
“Nevertheless, I sacrificed myself to lead her, because my sisters asked me to do it! I also didn’t have enough time to practice. You made me wear a gun as the leader and then lied to the boss! Cho-hye, you beat her when she was supposed to be disciplined at her previous agency. “You even convinced me that you could hit me! Why is it all my fault?!”
Her eldest sister Chohye, who had experience as a trainee at another agency, began to look at Eunji with an almost contemplative expression.
“Still, I left without saying anything. But is this my fault? Tell me, sisters. Tell me!!”
Sia, who had created a storm with her flushed face, glared at her members, including Cho-hye, as if her anger had not yet subsided. Cho-hye, who saw Eun-ji’s attention to her, gritted her teeth and began to fight back as if she couldn’t stay like this.
“What… What are you talking about, making up something that didn’t happen just because it happened in the past? If Eunji was having a hard time, you should have taken control! Aren’t you the reason you couldn’ t practice properly in the first place because you were so territorial? Sia, since you left the group, you’ve practiced harder than us. Every day.”
Eun-ji watched with interest the muddy fight between Cho-hye and Shia, who fought back without losing. She wanted to keep watching, but she knew whose side she should take.
After tasting her with a regretful expression, Eunji began to make her intervention.
“Stop.”
Shia and Chohye, who were huffing, looked at Eunji at the same time.
Eun-ji had no intention of questioning Cho-hye about her past. It was true that all of her members were in a difficult situation due to her her own laziness her her her, and although she was not a reformer, Eun-ji held her heart and practiced to her death her because of her regret her her her.
“Sister, there is no need to respond to everything she says. Anyway…”
Eunji looked at Sia and continued her words.
“It’s okay if we don’t forgive.” Wouldn’t it be better to teach from the beginning and have people with good teamwork?”
‘Ah!!’
At Eunji’s words, Sia thought it was a mistake. He was so angry at her betrayal that he completely forgot about his situation of having to work as her back dancer and confessed his true feelings to her.
Now, the likelihood that she will be accepted not only by Eunji, with whom she had a bad relationship, but also by other members, including Chohye, has decreased significantly.
“I’ll tell the boss and come back.”
“Oh… Wait, I got excited for a moment…”
Belatedly, Sia tried to control her anger and start a conversation, but Eunji ignored her, turned her back and headed towards the practice room door.
“Sia, you are a pretentious person both from the beginning and now. “I was a fool for expecting even the slightest bit of sincere apology.”
She spoke indifferently, but Eunji’s expression her her her she was full of excitement and her smile her her her she was in full bloom. She had heard of Si-hyeon and was already aware of her weaknesses. I was so happy about this situation where I could control the other person regardless of the media or image that I was going crazy.
‘There should have been a signal around this time.’
Eunji took a moment to give Sia some space and measured her timing in her mind.
“Wait a minute!!”
Sia’s desperate cries were heard from behind Eunji.
‘As expected~’
Eunji glanced back at her with her expressionless expression again, and her eyes caught the image of Sia kneeling and bowing her head.
“I… I did something wrong, so please forgive me. It was absolutely my mistake.”
Sia knelt down and declared unconditional surrender. Her three members looking at her with astonished eyes. And Eunji enjoyed the whole situation, her triumphant smile spreading across her lips.
“Isn’t this the same as before? I still don’t know what the truth is.”
The fact that Sia, with her strong pride, got down to her knees was a completely different shock to the other members except Eun-ji than when she bowed down and apologized. Perhaps she felt the same way the boss felt.
Sia’s earnest heart changed the stubborn boss’s heart. Similarly, when Eunji expressed dissatisfaction, saying that it was still not enough, other members, including Chohye, would have persuaded Eunji that it was okay now.
If it weren’t for the revelations a little while ago.
She was Sia, who completely lost her chance to get the other members on her side due to her argument with Chohye.
“Please forgive me for being so foolish that I can’t even admit my mistakes…”
“It’s too easy to just say you’re sorry. Wouldn’t it be best to apologize in precise terms to see if you’re truly sorry for your mistake?”
‘What did I do wrong…?!’
Sia shouted in her mind, but there was no answer.
“I trusted only in my confidence as a leader and became territorial towards the new member, Eunji.”
‘No…’
“And when things didn’t go his way, he resorted to violence and even tried to blame it on Eunji…”
‘That’s not true.’
“I ignored the other members just because I wanted to dance, and left the group without any sense of responsibility, causing a nuisance.”
‘It’s not my fault.’
“Even though she cursed and withdrew, he was so jealous of her popularity that he wanted to be her back dancer, so he put an iron plate on her face and forced himself to do it.”
“And today, even as I asked for forgiveness, I tried to evade responsibility by lying again.”
‘It’s my fault…’
Sia ignored the voice of her own heart and began to falsely regret her wrongdoings. Every time she spoke a word, a voice came from a corner of her heart screaming out her truth, but she had no choice but to ignore it.
Now it didn’t matter what the truth was.
Unconditional surrender.
Declaration of defeat.
She just confessed accordingly.
“I admit all these mistakes and ask for forgiveness from the Four Angels members.”
Tiring-
After the sound of the machine ending filming, a satisfied expression appeared on Eunji’s face as well as the three members who had now completely turned their hearts to Sia.
“Now the potential time bomb has been removed.”
The most fatal thing for an idol group whose popularity is on the rise was internal disharmony and past events. Sia’s case, which applies to both, was like a time bomb to them.
Chohye and other members nodded their heads in agreement with Eunji’s words.
“But something still feels uncomfortable.”
“Which part?”
“It seems like he sincerely regrets it now, but what if he behaves arbitrarily and breaks teamwork later?”
Eunji’s words were directed at her members, but were actually addressed to Sia.
It is to demand something more as a spoil of victory. There is only one thing left for Sia to surrender.
“If you let me work as a back dancer, I will do whatever you ask me to do. Just give me permission.”
Finally, Eunji heard the words she wanted from her Sia’s her mouth her her her. She wasn’t satisfied with this.
How much she suffered because of Sia. And while she herself had a hard time, Sia said she did what she liked and she judged and dissed them.
Revenge has just begun. The intention was to make her pay the full price for slapping herself.
“Is that true?”
In response to Eunji’s question as if confirming her, Sia nodded her head with a firm expression. She had no idea what hardships she would face in the future.
