Chapter 21 – Episode 21 Yoo Sia (1)
The next day, on the bus on her way to school, Hye-hyeon was deep in thought.
At first, she wanted to show off her depression by trampling Yeji in front of everyone and putting her down to rock bottom. She told Yeji that she would tolerate her humiliating herself in front of other kids, but she didn’t really have a problem even if she didn’t listen.
‘But…’
She masturbated a few times last night and after she calmed down and felt some sage time, she thought of something else.
‘That’s something I can do as much as I want.’
She thought she could do anything if she put her mind to it. Once she steps in publicly, she can’t take it back, so she wanted to do something fun about her current situation.
‘I still want to leave her as my own maid. Wouldn’t it be fun to watch them disintegrate while playing a nervous game of tug-of-war over whether they’d be caught?’
It might seem fun to throw her into the abyss all at once, but she planned to make people experience despair step by step.
She still has a lot of time left until graduation, but it’s something that shocks her too much all at once and she might run away. Although she wouldn’t, of course, as long as she had a weakness. Hye-hyeon’s current goal was to train her to accept losing everything.
‘It would be good to make people feel hope. It makes you feel helpless as you watch yourself being broken down little by little.’
While I was thinking about this and that, the bus arrived in front of the school. As she heard children attending the same school getting ready to get off, Hyehyun also took out her bus card.
When she saw Yeji at school, she looked the same as usual and was chatting with her friends.
I don’t know if she believed her own her promise her her her, or if she thought that day’s humiliation was over, but seeing that Hye-hyeon’s eyes she she were a little swollen, she must have cried all night. As if nothing had happened to her, she naturally joined in on the conversation of the group of yesteryears.
“Hello, good morning!!”
At Hye-hyeon’s greeting, Ye-ji, A-yeon, and Sia simultaneously turned their heads to Hye-hyeon.
Yeji’s eyes twitched subtly, and Zinc openly asked, ‘What is this?’ It was an expression on her face, and Sia was watching Yeji and Hyehyeon’s thoughts of her.
“Moya, why are you suddenly greeting me in the morning? Did you eat something wrong?”
A-yeon asked Hye-hyeon, who came up to her while greeting her, with a harsh tone that made her feel embarrassed.
“Why~ I used to hang out with her too, but I’m also close with Yeji? We just got upset for a moment and fought. Right, Yeji?”
A-yeon, who expected Hye-hyeon to respond as coldly as before to Hye-hyeon, who answered in a friendly way that felt a bit excessive, was surprised by Ye-ji’s subsequent reaction to her.
“Yeah, well. There was a small… Misunderstanding.”
Hye-hyeon laughed inwardly as she saw Ye-ji trying to answer as calmly as possible. She looked at A-yeon and Sia in turn, as if to see that she was right.
“Well…Yeah, Hyehyun is actually a close friend too~”
Sia, who had noticed Yeji’s feelings her, saw that Yeji acknowledged her and she welcomed Hyehyeon with a friendly response, but Hyehyun was not very pleased with Sia’s welcome her.
‘Yoo Sia, you pretentious bitch’
Originally, until the beginning of her second year, Hye-hyeon used to hang out with Ye-ji, A-yeon, and the new friend Sia. However, she did not want to bend to Yeji, who continued to treat her coldly, so she began to consciously distance herself from the group of her own will her. Nevertheless, neither Sia nor A-yeon asked Hye-hyeon what was going on.
She was well aware of her relationship with Hye-hyeon through her foreknowledge of Ah-yeon. Of course, she couldn’t look kindly on Hye-hyeon, who bothered her her best friend her, or rather her her her her lover her her her her, with her sense of entitlement and went beyond stalking her.
On the other hand, Sia had no special feelings for her Hyehyeon. She somehow infiltrated Yeji’s group from the beginning, and when Yeji and Hyehyeon, the leaders of the group, became distant, she naturally remained with Yeji’s side her his her.
Yoo Sia is an aspiring idol. No, she was a wannabe.
She entered the idol business at a small but well-established actor agency, and as a trainee for her first debut member, she was a trainee for over 3 years, including her high school years.
She happened to be the youngest and was chosen to be the leader of the four-member group, but this was mostly due to her better appearance than the other trainees.
Her eyes without double eyelids, sharp nose, and red lips made one wonder if she was a typical cat-like beauty, but thanks to her long straight hair that reached her waist, she had both sexiness and innocence at the same time.
Unfortunately, her breasts are full A cups, a size that would make her feel confident with just a little help from her items, and her sexy hips that can sufficiently cover them is her biggest attractive point.
Sia was famous for her company not only for her good looks, but also for her incredible passion. Unlike other children who sang ballads, she passionately sang a high-pitched rock ballad at the audition, and her anecdote in which she confidently expressed her ambition to become a talented idol was famous.
She was also famous for giving her interviewers a big laugh because of her habit of widening her nostrils and half-closing her eyes when her high notes went up.
Even at her young age, Sia took responsibility and led the other members, but due to her uncertain debut schedule, she became increasingly exhausted.
‘When can I debut?’
When she first came in she said that Sia was her last member and that she was scheduled to make her debut soon. Among her older sisters, some members will soon be too old to debut as idols.
She had almost finished writing the song and practicing the choreography, but for one reason or another, her debut date was delayed by several months.
– Sorry kids, I think I’ll have to focus on that because of the company’s actor schedule…
-They say a famous girl group will make a comeback soon? I think we should avoid that period.
– Suddenly, under the boss’ instructions…
The first time or two I understood it and moved on, but after a while, I was at a point where I had given up and had no idea what was going on.
After practicing the choreography and taking a short break with the members, the door opened and the director came in with a happy expression.
“Kids, your debut has been confirmed!”
All the members looked at each other with puzzled expressions at the sudden news, and the oldest member spoke in a trembling voice.
“Director… I’m sure we won’t be pushed back this time either…?”
As if she was aware of the child’s concerns, the director patted the child and responded affectionately.
“No, the date has been fixed for two months and the music broadcast schedule has been set! You guys are really debuting now. You’ve worked hard so far…”
“Huh… Finally…”
Among them, there were members shedding tears of joy.
“And… I have one more news.”
?
The children felt anxious as they looked at the director with an ambiguous expression.
As if everyone felt the same way, Sia spoke as a representative, as if pleading.
“Chief, isn’t it? You know we’ve all worked hard, the four of us have to debut together, please.”
Looking at Sia, who looked like she was about to cry, the manager smiled and reassured her.
“Hehe, that’s not true. It’s actually the opposite… ?”
“Opposite?”
The expressions on the faces of the children who roughly understood the meaning were as ambiguous as those of the director.
“Yes, one more person will join, and you will debut as a 5-member group.”
The children, especially Sia, were inwardly shocked.
It’s not long, but what I’ve felt after practicing for over 3 years is that it’s not easy at all. You should check your weight every week and control your weight. Additionally, you must practice vocal training and choreography according to the scheduled time and take additional classes according to the evaluation.
Those difficult days felt even more difficult because I didn’t know when it would end. Although the age difference is not that much, the oldest member has been a trainee for 8 years.
Previously, I joined a large agency and worked as a trainee for 5 years, but I couldn’t endure it and moved on. It was said that there are people who have been trainees at that large agency for over 10 years.
But a new member with only two months left.
‘Was she a trainee at another agency like her sister?’
Then it’s a good thing. But if not…
Let alone practicing singing and choreography, they felt displeased because their efforts so far seemed to be ignored.
“Um… Manager, is it confirmed that a new member will be joining?”
“Huh…? It’s confirmed a direct order from the boss, so it’s probably.”
Other members also seemed curious and began to ask questions.
“Where are you from?”
Perhaps she thought it was her career her training her her her birthday her her her, and there was an expectation that she might be someone she knew.
“It’s xx agency, but you probably don’t know. It’s been around for half a year.”
At those words, Sia’s expression she became even darker.
“When do you join?”
“I’m going to go to work right away tomorrow. Now, that’s all for today’s announcement. The debut schedule has been confirmed, so everyone practice harder and take care of your body well. Got it?”
“Yes~”
She answered along with her sisters, but Sia couldn’t erase her anxious expression.
