Chapter 198 – 198. Filming (10)
Falling.
It’s like bungee jumping without tying a rope.
It felt like I was just holding on to a rope with both hands and jumping from a great height.
It’s a scary feeling, like if your hands start to sweat even a little or if you lose strength and slip, you’ll be sucked under the water.
But at this moment, when I was still falling to the floor, I felt a more thrilling sense of liberation than ever before.
“Huh…, Chu…”
It didn’t really matter who tied my tongue.
Since I closed my eyes anyway, I couldn’t see it, and at best I could only smell the sweet and sour wine scent.
The smell of alcohol, which I had forgotten for a while, had seeped into my mind and was slowly paralyzing my brain.
First, start with the muscles.
Next, lower your intelligence.
Finally, even reason.
I’m stupid, I can’t move as I want, and I’ve become a fool who can’t even think about what’s right and wrong.
I had no choice but to be violated to my heart’s content by the tall, hard man in front of me.
It’s hard to come to your senses there.
He didn’t smell bad.
“Tsk…, Phu. … Heeup.”
Every time he stops breathing, he separates his lips for a moment, opens his eyes and tangles his tongue again.
His face is neither dark nor light, with deep shadows.
… No matter how I looked, he wasn’t handsome.
I don’t know what it was like in her eyes, but at least it looked normal to me, who had lived with many celebrities.
But it wasn’t ugly either.
It wasn’t so ugly that I thought it would be humiliating to be eaten by a man like this.
It’s just different from me.
The hand that naturally grabbed my heart while I was letting go of reason.
All the hard muscles that hit my entire body feel the exact opposite of me.
A man’s body that is unfamiliar, foreign, and has not even a trace of femininity in it, such as fingernails.
“… Eww…, Chu… Town…”
Those thick fingers touch my vagina and tease my clitoris as they please.
I have achieved what I have wanted since I was born, but just by his finger, my breathing becomes short and my head becomes hot.
A sense of freedom I have never felt before, even when singing or dancing on a stage full of audiences.
There is no need to worry about schedules, etiquette, or how to fix a mistake.
Unlike back then, when I didn’t even have time to think about what the next lyric was or what the next choreography would be, my body moved mechanically.
Now, I don’t have to worry about anyone, and even I am someone who can’t be predicted.
In one second, will my toes curl or straighten out?
In 10 seconds, I wonder if I will have a chance to take a difficult breath.
There is no need to worry, and there is no way to know anyway.
In the end, that’s what instinct is.
“Ugh, ugh, ugh, evil… ! … Haha, haha…”
Kang Joo-hyuk, who had been poking my clit like crazy, suddenly let go of his tongue and gave me freedom only when I heard a bean sound.
Then, an inexplicable pain slowly crawled up my leg, and I held my toes and exhaled loudly.
While I was frowning at the pain, which was nothing compared to his first experience, he lifted me up, spread his legs to the sides, and walked towards the desk.
“No matter what, what if I kick the chair? “Are you hurt?”
“Ah…”
When I finally opened my hazy eyes, I saw that a chair with wheels was stuck to the desk.
The cell phone hanging on the wireless charger wasn’t looking at me, probably because the chair had hit the desk, but it was at a strange angle.
Realizing this, he gently placed the day he picked it up on the ground, picked up his cell phone, moved the chair towards the door, and placed my upper body on the desk.
“… “Hold on tight.”
“Ugh…”
I stood on my two feet and fell down on the desk, but he was pressing down on my back and I ended up in a position where I couldn’t move.
When his chest was crushed against the desk and his elbow hit something hard, unlike the bed, he felt pain.
He gently stroked my hair, then pulled me up and made me stand up.
I put his cock between my buttocks, grabbed his hips, and continued to smear him with his sticky fluid.
“Because the condom is over there. “It won’t work.”
“Ha…, Oh, no…”
“Why? “Is it a dangerous day?”
“It’s been a while since my period ended… Uh…”
His cock was throbbing, which immediately reminded me of my first experience. I instinctively felt danger and pulled my body towards the desk.
However, as I ran away, he pulled his hips in the opposite direction and rubbed his cock more, and now he was mocking me by rubbing his glans right in front of the vaginal opening.
I was afraid that if I left it like this, I would really be raped without any contraception, but despite that, there was nothing I could do to resist.
All I had to do was shake my hips to avoid his cock.
“… It’s really fucking vulgar.”
“Ugh… !”
He laughed at my refusal, then slapped my buttocks with the hand that was holding his hips and got away from me.
Then he hung the cell phone back in its original position, picked something up and placed it on my back.
“I don’t plan on getting pregnant just yet, so you cover it. … “You did well earlier.”
“… Yes.”
I turned my hand to pick up the stinging wrapper stuck to my waist, but I dropped it on the floor, got down from the desk, crawled on all fours, and looked for the rolling condom.
Somehow, I managed to find the condom that had gone under the desk, opened the package, and crawled out, before I knew it he had dragged a chair over and sat down, staring down at me.
In the meantime, I put a condom on his cock, which was stiffer than before, just like before.
I bit my lip and stared at him, and after seeing that he was looking backwards, I calmly walked over to the bed and sat down on it.
“It’s a big deal when an idol gets pregnant. Isn’t that right?”
“… Yes.”
On that day, he came over again, made me sit on his lap, grabbed my wrist and forcibly shook his hand towards the camera, and while hugging me, he poured out some vulgar and terrible words.
“Was it 15 or 16 years since you debuted? Because you were already famous when I played for the first team. “Maybe 15 years?”
“… “15 years.”
“Then 15, 16, 17, 18, 19… It’s been 5 years now? I guess the contract lasted roughly four years?”
“… Yes.”
“It’s already over halfway through, but it’s a bit like that when you have a child. … Even if sex is okay.”
“Fit… “Oh.”
Pretending to acknowledge my efforts so far.
Horrible words that try to gnaw away at the pillars and bring them down.
But I couldn’t shake off his hand stroking my head and smiling.
“Okay. Then, let’s work hard to deceive the fans behind the scenes for three years and relieve the stress. … “If I worked hard for 4 years, I can be released for 3 years, right?”
“…”
“… Anyway, everyone but you are dating and having sex. No? Same goes for Hinami. Aren’t all the other groups the same?”
Because I didn’t say anything wrong.
In this dirty industry, I have never seen a clean person except for those who have just debuted.
Even me.
Because it’s so dirty.
“If you live alone like that, you will only get stressed. … Just like before, you have to swear a little and do some bad things to avoid committing suicide.”
“… “I know that even if I didn’t hear it from you.”
“Okay? Then, shall we check if you really know?”
He was stroking my body and cajoling me, then he grabbed my hips and lifted me up, placing the cock that had been sticking to my butt exactly under his vaginal opening.
Instead, I never put it in.
Stay still until I accept it.
“It looked like you were in so much pain earlier. … Are you scared?”
“… “I’m not scared of this.”
“Then put it in. If you feel anxious, would you like to reapply the gel?”
“…”
Pointing to the edge of the bed, he picked up a piece of lubricating fluid that had spilled on his fingertip and violently ripped it off.
I put the gel that sticks out, so much that it sticks to my hand, on his glans and squeeze it until a strange sound is heard.
… Actually, it didn’t hurt that much.
It was thrilling.
It felt good to do bad things.
It doesn’t hurt at all.
Something like this isn’t scary…
“Eww… Pole…”
I apply a dab of gel, hold his cock with my hand, and slowly push it into the vaginal opening.
It’s much better than before, but the pain still feels like my back is being torn apart.
Unable to bear the feeling of my stomach rumbling and my toes curling, I let out an insignificant scream.
“This…, To… ?”
Should I swallow his entire glans?
Before we were even halfway in, he grabbed me and laid me down on my back.
He overlapped his hand with the hand holding the shallowly inserted cock.
I slowly swept up and pressed my clitoris with my middle finger.
“Oh, oh…, Jade…, Ho…”
Like crazy.
While rubbing the engorged clitoris.
“Ugh, oh, uh, stop, hehe, ugh…” … !”
I just left the dick bitten.
I teased Clary until vulgar sounds came out of my mouth.
Only after I heard him ask me to stop.
… I really just took my fingers off.
He grabbed my hips like a handle again.
“Haha, ha…, Ah, ugh, ugh, ugh, stop, really stop… Jusei…”
Deep, deep,
Puk, puk.
Zvtzvt, making a sticky sound as the gel covers the mucous membrane.
He continued to thrust into my shallows at a speed that took my breath away.
He looked at me with my head thrown back and mocked me with a playful smile.
“You stopped, right? … “Teasing Clary.”
“Not that, ah, ugh…, Oh, hook… Oh…, …”
Poke the shallow part of my vaginal wall like that countless times.
Only after my vocal cords stopped working.
“… Ugh, ugh…, Eww… Ugh…”
So that you can never raise your head that fell backwards again.
Puck, puck,
So much so that my scrotum touches my skin.
It was sticky and throbbing inside me.
How will my inexplicably broken appearance be recorded?
I didn’t even want to imagine it.
… Obviously.
Because you won’t even be able to see my face.
