Chapter 188 – 188. Dopamine (9)
I created a new Twitter account.
Wear a wig and apply makeup to make your identity completely unrecognizable.
I erased my face, erased every mole on my body, and posted a picture of myself wearing gloves with only my belly button exposed. Surprisingly, many people found it.
The number of views was 1 for 10 minutes after upload.
60 an hour after one retweet.
After that, the number of views doubled every two hours, and when I woke up one day, the number had risen to roughly 5,000.
There are also about 15 DMs.
What’s really funny is that there was a lot of content that was no different from the DMs pouring in on my official Instagram.
However, the difference is that the DM sent to ‘Seo Ji-ah’ clearly had the intention of simply sexually harassing me, but the DM sent to this anonymous Twitter account had many more people flirting and saying they wanted to meet seriously.
Of course, no matter how handsome a man flirts with me, I have no intention of falling for a man who sends DMs to a woman I don’t even know on Twitter, so I spit in my head and uploaded one more photo.< Br>
This time, a photo was taken of her in pajamas, with her pajamas pulled up behind her back to expose her curves.
Likewise, the number of views for this also increased exponentially, and the number of DMs sent to me also changed from dozens to hundreds.
Even though I only skimmed through it, I checked each and every one of them, and then gathered the attached photos and transferred them to my laptop to compare.
I can’t tell if it’s a theft or not, but surprisingly, the majority of people are fine.
In the DMs sent to my Instagram account, there seemed to be a lot of fat men or outright anchovies, but in the DMs sent to this Twitter account, there were more men who looked healthy.
Even in the photo sent of only his male body his his, his abs his were clearly visible.
As if he seriously believed that he could seduce me, he used confident words instead of sly words.
Because they are so similar, I sort the photos I have collected and compare them at a glance.
… It feels a little bad to use it as a comparison, but all men are worse than Kang Joo-hyuk.
Of course, by the standard of not using Photoshop, there are many people who are more handsome than him, there are photos of people with bigger genitals than that man, and there are people who look more muscular than Kang Joo-hyuk.
There just wasn’t a man who had it all.
Even if there was, I wouldn’t have felt particularly favorable about it.
“…”
While I was looking at the man’s naked body, I felt pathetic for a moment, so I put it in the trash can and deleted it all at once.
Bodies that are not very beautiful and are just dirty.
Strangely enough, I feel that my body and that of my group members are much more beautiful than the body of a man who is probably of a pretty decent standard.
… Is it because Kang Joo-hyuk’s body is so familiar to the eye?
Aside from that, I’m not really excited about that guy.
Maybe I’m just tired of the male creature itself.
Even when I go around wearing the mask of an idol, even when I erase my name and go around wearing an anonymous mask.
Because these cubs were nothing but horny cubs.
There is no way I would be sexually attracted to someone who appears to have a younger mental age than me.
Now, no matter how handsome a man I see, no matter how cool a man I see.
Because all I can think of is the pile of men piled up in my DMs and the number of people leaving hateful comments on my articles.
“Ha…”
In fact, I know very well that it is not a gender issue.
Half of the people who say bad things about me are men, and the other half are women.
The only difference is whether you want to attack me or not.
No matter how much I think about my bad relationship with the guy who lives downstairs, I don’t think much of it anymore. I guess it’s because he’s a male stereotype.
No, maybe it’s much higher than average.
At least he doesn’t smell.
Whatever it is, I’m working.
Of course, he had no reason to like him at all, but even if he didn’t want to feel it, he couldn’t help but feel the malice that he had been building up for a long time melting away.
It felt very ironic that I hated men who simply tried to fuck me more than men who tried to directly rape me, but it didn’t make me think that I was crazy.
… Because the world is ruined, Kang Joo-hyuk, his former manager, and one of the men who sent me a dirty DM. If only three people remained, it was obvious that any girl would choose Kang Joo-hyuk.
It can’t be helped.
He is a man with enough charm to seduce his older sister.
I was thinking about posting another tweet, but I thought it wouldn’t be much fun right now, so I stopped and had a late breakfast.
For now, rest until today.
Probably schedule again tomorrow.
The rumors have faded away, and the fandom, instead of criticizing me, is pitying me.
If I were to be harsh, it seemed like I would go to the media company that spread the rumor and protest, so I had to show on Instagram that I was okay with it.
In reality, I wasn’t okay at all, so I released my stress in a strange place.
As a result, I feel like I’ve seen the true nature of those who criticize me, and right now, I feel at peace as much as I can count on one hand since I debuted as an idol.
No matter how many times I see comments criticizing me in the community or article comments, I am not impressed.
There was no need to worry about an unspecified number of people criticizing me.
As they say, I am a slut and a piece of trash who betrays my fans.
Besides being a pure idol, I was also the idol of those who supported me.
The essence of the human being was not important to me.
The mask you wear on the outside is important.
“Ah.”
I made a slightly frustrated sound at the fact that I would have to wear the mask I had taken off again starting tomorrow, and then another DM came and I looked at my phone without thinking.
… However, I did not turn on notifications for the newly created account.
Sure enough, the DM arrived not from a new account, but from an account with only one follower.
That man again.
The man who made me so stressed.
-Are you okay?
A man who, out of place, pretends to be worried about me.
I frowned slightly when I saw that, picked up his cell phone, and answered briefly.
-Nothing special
It’s true that it was a little difficult until yesterday, but it’s okay today.
Even when Kang Joo-hyuk openly explained with him like this, he was in a healthy enough state to smile and answer.
Today, even if an attack occurred, I was sharp and confident enough to verbally chase them away.
Let’s send that feeling in five letters,
Without even thinking, he put his hand into my heart.
-Delete the photo, you will be caught
… How.
How did you find out?
There’s no way I could notice.
It’s closer to a painting than a photo.
I did so much editing and even wore a wig, but what on earth could I do? ?
No way, what did you do to my phone…
-Or take off your pajamas and take a picture
Ah.
Pajamas.
He had definitely seen the pajamas I was wearing right now.
I would have worn this when I was sick, and other things.
But there were still too many things I didn’t understand to say that I noticed that alone.
How did they find out about my secret account in the first place?
It was made yesterday.
He found the account I’m sending DMs to right now by searching my phone, so there’s nothing strange about it.
How on earth can an account barely get over 100 followers? ?
For a moment, a shiver ran down my spine, and I looked to see where my tweet had been retweeted.
… Then, it was not difficult to find my tweet proudly stuffed among all kinds of sexy photos posted on a Twitter account with tens of thousands of followers.
I checked just in case and found that Kang Joo-hyuk’s account was also following that account.
The good news is that it wasn’t the pajama photo that was retweeted, but the first photo posted.
With a spoon in my mouth and sweating profusely, I hurriedly went into my account and deleted the tweet I posted while wearing pajamas.
-Don’t do something like that just because you’re stressed. It’s dangerous.
Not long after deleting the tweet, a message similar to advice came from him.
… When the source of that stress says something like that, it’s a bit absurd and I can’t get the words out.
But it wasn’t wrong, and I couldn’t really refute it.
No matter how you interpret it, what I did was a dangerous deviation.
-I don’t want to hear it from you
-I also don’t post explicit photos on the internet
-I also didn’t post any explicit photos
-You have a different job than me
I am not an ordinary person.
Because he is an idol who is receiving all kinds of attention from the public at this very moment.
… Maybe that’s why I felt so liberated by this dangerous deviation.
Just like I felt pleasure when I saw Su-ah posting a selfie on Twitter a while ago.
Once I recognized this sense of liberation, it was not easy to stop deviating.
Because it was like a drug.
Because it was the only way to ridicule both those who praised me and those who slandered me.
-If you’re still going to do it, hide it well
-It has nothing to do with you, so don’t worry about it
I half ignored his inappropriate advice,
I took off the pajamas I was wearing and threw them in the trash can.
I changed my clothes into a white t-shirt and sweatpants that everyone probably owns, took a picture, and uploaded it.
… To openly rebel against him.
Because it felt more thrilling than I expected.
