Chapter 119 – 119. Lunch on a Wet Weekend
I don’t want to meet anyone anymore.
I turned off the computer and put the disheveled blanket back to its original state.
Erasing my traces.
Leave the house as if nothing had happened.
I didn’t want to go back to my house like this, so I went down to the first floor without thinking.
I’m too lazy to even cover my face,
Without a hat or mask.
All I’m wearing is a short-sleeved T-shirt and sweats.
I trudged out.
It wasn’t until the raindrops hit my forehead that I realized I was outside.
“…”
Maybe I should go back and get an umbrella.
Bring it and go somewhere.
It’s absurd that I haven’t even decided on a destination, so my legs feel weak.
Just kneel down and squat down.
I quietly leave my thoughts to the sound of water drops hitting my hair.
“Under…” .”
… No laughter or crying.
What happened to my friend?
My colleagues.
Has everything ended up like this?
Are men really that good?
So much so that I don’t mind if all the efforts I’ve made so far go to waste.
I gently tilt the top of my head, which is gradually becoming wet, and let water drip, drip.
I slowly get up in my soaked t-shirt and trudge along the road.
Anywhere is good, so go somewhere where you can avoid the rain.
Not at home.
Anywhere.
“Welcome… Count… Yo. This…”
At the nearest convenience store, a part-time worker greets me.
I guess they were surprised to see it look like a limp mouse.
… Or maybe my eyes were drawn to the bra that was visible through the wet short sleeves.
“… Do you have towels?”
“… Ah yes. Excuse me…”
He gives the part-time worker a cold look, takes a towel, pays the bill right away, and shakes off her hair outside the door.
Even if the t-shirt was wet, I wiped off the moisture by pressing it firmly.
I throw the towel in the trash can and step inside the convenience store again.
“…”
Still.
To that man who looks at me sinisterly.
Let him sigh loudly.
I hold in my hands a handful of the sweet things I see in front of me.
They line them up on the stand, and finally take the umbrella and hand it over to the part-time worker.
“Please calculate.”
“… Ah, yes. But, maybe. Seo Ji-ah…”
“I’m not Seo Ji-ah.”
“Ah… , Yes.”
I wonder if you were thinking of getting an autograph.
I completely ignored the part-time worker who was talking to me for no reason.
I held an envelope and an umbrella in each hand.
Wandering the streets endlessly again.
… I realized that I don’t even know the geography around my house.
I return home with all the strength in my shoulders.
“…”
The same structure as the lower floor before.
The same house.
The two of them were probably overlapping in the front door.
The three of us must have been mixing our tongues in that bedroom.
In a room with a soundproof booth, a video like that would have been filmed.
Even in the bathroom I’m stepping into right now.
They must have coveted each other while wearing shabby clothes without a single thread on.
“… “It’s delicious.”
Me too.
In shabby clothes, not even taking off his wet t-shirt.
As the living room floor gets wet, I sit down and shove the chocolate I just bought into my mouth.
… How many years has it been since I tried this?
It’s not that I haven’t eaten calorie-dense foods, but I couldn’t even eat something with this much sugar.
“Under…” , Haha…”
I was dumbfounded by the sweet taste that made my head tingle.
I take another bite of the chocolate and pour the cola I bought along with it down my throat.
… A refreshing feeling that is completely different from the beer I only drink occasionally and when I have to.
Sweet, cool.
These are things that only cost a few thousand won.
Dopamine is pouring out of my head.
… Because I can’t enjoy things like this.
Maybe everyone has gone crazy.
Because Hinami was also restricted from these things.
You used alcohol and cigarettes without getting caught.
After I was no longer satisfied with that.
I guess she’s clinging to men like her sisters.
If I hadn’t stopped you when you secretly ate sweets, you might have ended up getting a little chubby.
I don’t know now.
We can’t undo what has already happened.
All I can do is.
All we can do is keep our mouths shut so that those bombs explode a little later.
“…”
I stuffed the leftover chocolate and soda into the refrigerator.
Wipe off the slightly melted chocolate on your hands in the sink.
With my clean hands, I took off my wet t-shirt and threw it away.
Take off your damp sweats and underwear.
Just like when it rained outside earlier.
I stand blankly in front of the shower head and get hit by a stream of cold water.
“… “I have a few years left on my contract.”
Probably in the next three years and a little more.
It’s not short, but it’s shorter than the days I’ve been doing.
Until then, will I be able to finish everything as if nothing has happened?
I don’t know.
Just because I’m careful doesn’t mean it’ll change.
As I was making meaningless calculations, the cold stream of water suddenly became warm.
However, the head that had cooled down from the warm heat becomes hot again, so I turn the direction of the hot water and make it cool again.
My whole body is shaking and I can’t breathe.
To put to rest the sweet pleasure I just felt,
It was just right.
“Haha…”
I shake off the hair that looks like it’s freezing with a towel and wipe off any remaining moisture on my body.
With my body still shaking, I barely put on my pajamas and dried my hair with the cold air from the hair dryer.
Even this really small and painful thing.
… I was over 170 and it was less painful than when I was a trainee and saw the number 4 on the scale.
Not only me,
Everyone was probably in pain.
Especially.
That’s why I’m obsessed with Hinami.
I know how hard he worked.
I came to a foreign land where I couldn’t speak the way I wanted.
Even though I fell down every day while maintaining that intense practice and diet.
I want to succeed in coming this far.
Sometimes, I saw him smiling heartily before going to bed.
I don’t know what he may think of me,
To me, Hinami is.
He was the idol I watched as a child and admired as I grew up.
Perfectly honed and polished like mine, not artificially shiny.
Even if it’s clumsy and requires a lot of effort.
Gradually growing.
Even the cracks become light.
Such an idol.
“… “Stupid bitch.”
That kind of kid.
A friend who was born just one month earlier than me.
From where.
It was stained black.
Putting alcohol into your mouth secretly.
I also started to break my diet more and more.
In the meantime, he must have been scared of real cigarettes, so instead he held an electronic cigarette in his mouth and started puffing away.
… And then I met a man,
Even doing something so frivolous.
If this continues, I’ll probably get a tattoo soon.
Because it’s a trend these days.
The sisters have already engraved it, so there is nothing strange.
“Ha…”
This world I am in.
The entertainment industry.
I became so disillusioned.
Even the people I have seen with my own eyes are all like this.
Because the people I looked up to when I was young didn’t seem like they were clean.
I don’t even want to think about it too deeply because it feels like I’m being raped of my beautiful memories.
“Okay, now. What…”
If I think about it any longer, it only makes me feel damp.
I put my trembling body under the blanket and blinked a few times.
I don’t think I can sleep.
I don’t even want to do anything.
In this empty feeling, I grab the only thing I can do.
“…”
I turned on the cell phone that was at my bedside.
Watching unrelated news.
Just checking to see if our club won.
I turn on the camera and watch a video of a cat rolling around.
Soon, I got tired of even that, so I came to the home screen and inadvertently turned on the game I was half-forced to play.
Without thinking.
Without any inspiration.
Just wandering around the world of the game.
Digging up rolling stones.
Beating down the strange monsters that attack me.
Sometimes I talk to NPCs who call me by a name other than Seo Ji-ah.
Pick up all kinds of documents scattered around the map and read them one by one.
Since I really have nothing else to do, I climb up to the top of the windmill, spread my wings, and slowly fly around.
“… “I’m jealous.”
I’m jealous.
Me too.
I want to fly around without thinking.
Don’t lose stamina like on an airplane.
I just want to float around.
My character was fluttering around like that.
The moment I landed gently on the ground.
-Jiya Hawing
A woman I no longer need to be friends with.
He spoke to me.
-Hi
-Are you studying?
-I’m taking a break
-Let’s mine ore together
-I got rid of them all
-I haven’t dug it up yet, so I’ll dig mine up too
I was only going to receive a formal greeting.
To that part-timer who talks to me without any intention.
… I didn’t have enough energy left to act chilly.
-Hawing hawing
For the first time since middle school.
All day Sunday.
Without exercising or practicing.
I just followed whatever she told me to do, and she wasted all day.
… Wouldn’t she have been more comfortable if she had lived like this all along?
So much so that a thought suddenly occurred to me.
It was comfortable.
**
After finishing swimming.
“Ah, brother. “Isn’t this pretty?”
“What is it?”
“It’s the game my sister cosplayed in last time. A new character came out? But these thighs…”
She talks innocently, and I look at her face as she holds her cell phone against my body, wearing only a t-shirt and no bottoms.
… Just yesterday he looked like he was having a hard time due to stress, but I guess I’m glad that he looks fine today.
She unconsciously stroked her head and turned her gaze towards her phone,
A tall woman with light blue hair was walking around in the grass, holding her great sword.
“I’m not sure about the performance. The feeling of her thighs being pressed is amazing. “I’m going to use this from now on.”
“It’s you.”
“What does it mean to be me, sister?”
“It’s like a pervert.”
“Oh, then I can’t refute it.”
Likewise, Ha-eun, who was taking a sip of her latte, wearing only a Y shirt, put down her coffee and crawled onto her bed.
Now, the two are definitely getting along better.
Stuck in between.
The three of us looked at Hinami’s cell phone while she was swinging her sword around.
“Anyway, this character is really pretty. Later, when your sister comes out with clothes, try them on. I think it will suit you very well.”
“Why don’t you wear it?”
“It’s a joke, that.”
“It’s not a joke. … “You’re pretty big too.”
“Oh, sexual harassment… Eh, even sexual harassment?”
“You touched it earlier too. … Hey, I didn’t say you can touch me now.”
Put your arms on top of my body.
Watching the sight of someone kneading the other person’s breasts, the sexual desire that I had been suppressing since the swimming pool earlier boiled over again.
“…”
As soon as I saw the panties that were the only thing covering my body swell.
These women, who were massaging each other’s breasts, swallowed their saliva as if they had reached an agreement and slowly moved their hands towards me.
“… “What are you looking at, brother?”
“Well.”
“Be precise. … “Who were you looking at?”
Are they competing?
Or is it cooperation?
They are putting pressure on me in unison.
“… I stood there looking at that character with big thighs. Okay?”
“What happens? Pervert you bastard.”
“Don’t lie, there’s no way someone who saw you in a swimsuit just now can’t believe they just saw your thighs.”
“In the first place, it’s more erotic to cover up in moderation.”
“Hmm… “Really?”
He cut off what I was trying to say,
The girls who were gently caressing me stopped touching at the same time as if they had planned it.
Suddenly I got up from the bed and started looking through the luggage I had brought with me.
“What are you doing?”
“They say it’s more erotic when it’s covered up.”
“I heard it’s more sexy to cover up, so I’ll put on some clothes for you.”
… From the beginning.
Because I came here with this in mind.
Of course, among the various clothes I had prepared.
I didn’t even bother taking out the clothes from the game I just showed you.
“Ah, this is good. Sister. “Isn’t this one too?”
“I left it to dry… Ah. … “I brought white shoes.”
“Well then, whatever. As disappointing as it is…”
The slightly smaller ones are pure white stockings without any patterns.
The slightly larger ones are white pants that are so tight that your buttocks are bursting.
“… Should we leave the stomach alone? “I don’t have a dress.”
“I’m too lazy to wear everything.”
Above is the same.
I left it in the t-shirt and dress shirt I was wearing.
“…”
“… “Why aren’t you saying anything, brother?”
The hair color is different, and since it’s short, I can’t wear it in pigtails.
Since she is an idol herself, her vibe is very similar to her.
Her hair color is similar, and her long hair is tied neatly behind her.
She looks like she just popped out of her game.
“Just. … “Like sisters.”
“… That’s because I cosplayed as sister characters.”
“We are sisters, right? … Jia and I are practically sisters, so you and I are sisters, right? Right, sister?”
“Just one day. … Not from tomorrow.”
Come on top of me to the beat.
Each self-proclaimed sister grabbed the edge of my underwear.
The contents that are about to explode,
Take it out.
“… “Unlike his cock, he looks somewhat unsatisfied, Joo-hyuk oppa.”
“What’s missing?”
I used to look at them indifferently.
“Ah…”
… Tap my neck,
By touching it twice.
I’m sure it was the first thing I packed when I packed, so I bring it in front of me.
“… “Here.”
That black and red leash on my thigh.
In accordance with the original owner.
It is placed directly on their neck.
“…”
… Now.
Historical research and everything else has been blown to smithereens.
It wasn’t even a cosplay.
It didn’t really matter.
Anyway.
After an hour, you won’t be wearing anything.
