Chapter 85 – 085. Surrender (2)
I don’t know.
What to do.
“Hey, Kang Joo-hyuk… Cleaning. Even if I don’t do it today…”
“You didn’t do it yesterday.”
“…”
I don’t know how to deal with him, who is just sitting there cleaning with a carefree face.
I don’t want to see it, and I want to kick it out.
There’s no way it’s possible.
But are you reporting it now?
How many months have you lived together?
No matter what happens, Kang Joo-hyuk ends up in prison…
… Rather than saying I don’t want to see it.
If I come out, I might do something.
And.
“What should we have for dinner later? Ha-eun.”
“… Anything.”
Because he won’t know what to do when this man is gone.
Well, I wonder if we can keep growing it as is.
They said that wearing moderately sexy clothes would be enough, but would that really be enough?
What else should I do if I fail?
I don’t know anything.
Now that I’ve seen the lines, do I have to get married?
… Among the hard-headed church people your dad will introduce you to?
“If you say anything, they spread butter on the bread, top it with about five slices of cheese, and bake it.”
“No, then. Just… I’ll do it. “Today.”
“Okay? Yes, then.”
If you’re really lucky.
Even if you meet a good person and get married,
What will happen if this man finds me someday?
… She said she didn’t know what would happen if her husband found out, so she wouldn’t threaten her.
Like that again,
They will demand your body just like before.
Maybe.
… At that time, they might not even let you take medicine.
Even if it happens,
They told me to raise it with my husband.
“Oh, but, do you know how to cook?”
“Know. “I lived alone even when you weren’t around.”
… Even these terrible imaginations.
A story about when you are lucky.
Maybe I’ll meet a man worse than Kang Joo-hyuk.
I can’t cook better than this guy.
I don’t even care about cleaning.
Dirty.
It’s uncle.
“Okay? Then… , I’ll look forward to it. Honestly, lunch was worth it.”
“… That’s what I ate.”
… Without any pretense.
They only covet my body.
After being threatened by Kang Joo-hyuk,
Calling me a slut.
If it is abandoned.
Maybe this man will abandon me too.
“If the eggs were boiled well, that’s fine.”
Do you think so?
I don’t like it.
Tomorrow,
It doesn’t seem like it was yesterday.
That video I haven’t played yet,
Naming it ‘wind’.
**
“… Well, over there. Kang Joo-hyuk.”
“It’s worth eating, in a way.”
It’s been a while since I made soft tofu stew.
I think we used to eat it often before Kang Joo-hyuk came.
Fortunately, I guess my memories of that time haven’t rusted.
… I was confused about the recipe so I looked it up.
“Why did you pretend to be good at cooking, but not good at it? “So far.”
“No, I’ve never done that…”
Surprisingly, instead of frowning, seeing his facial expression as he was enjoying his meal made me feel a bit more relaxed.
I was worried that people would say that I couldn’t cook better than him.
That’s a good thing.
If you make an excuse like that and just leave…
“At this level, you can eat from now on. “I’ll do more of the cleaning and dishwashing.”
“Oh that. I don’t really have anything else to say…”
“If you know how to make stew, you can do everything else by following the recipe, right? “Sometimes I’ll give you food, etc.”
“…”
… When I go out,
You’re leaving.
I can eat and live alone without him.
Laundry and cleaning would be cut in half.
“What, why is there no answer? So are you going to do it or not?”
“…”
“Why. … “If I don’t do it, I’ll just eat my own food for the rest of my life?”
“… Oh really. You can do it…”
… By the way.
I don’t like that.
Just like yesterday.
Being left alone in this house.
If this man disappears,
Maybe it’s my younger brother again.
… Not Kang Joo-hyuk,
Another man who covets my body.
Having to depend on someone to survive.
“Then I’ll ask you to just do it like today. “The stew is delicious, honestly.”
“… “I guess it’s because I boiled it with only delicious things.”
“If someone compliments you, accept it kindly.”
“To you… ! … “What are you going to do with the praise?”
… I hate it.
Until yesterday.
Good.
“If you get a compliment, you get it. Why are you making such a fuss? “You praise me sometimes too, right?”
“When did I…”
“When I sleep.”
“…”
Without thinking about anything,
The days when I was dragged around by Kang Joo-hyuk.
It was nice because it was comfortable.
It wasn’t my fault at all.
Everything.
“… Do you want to sleep together later?”
“…”
… Because it’s this man’s fault.
Even if you nod your head at those words.
Because it’s not my fault.
I feel at ease.
Rather.
**
Night.
But it’s a little early for me.
The pajamas I always wore.
The underwear I always wore.
A slightly flushed face.
“Ah, it’s cool.”
“… I’m sleepy.”
Kang Joo-hyuk wearing a pair of shorts.
… We didn’t wash together.
I’m afraid it might end up like yesterday.
“Then… , Let’s go to sleep right away.”
“… Yes.”
I nod, bury myself under the blanket, and wait for him.
… It’s okay if you don’t do anything now.
Because he will play with me.
Yesterday too,
That terrible video I received when I woke up.
It’s okay if you don’t think about it.
Continue like this.
It’s okay even if you don’t see it.
“Whoa…”
He comes into the soft blanket.
Rather than that, it’s a little rougher, and the large towel laid out on the sheet keeps rubbing against my skin.
… He’ll do the laundry anyway.
Because I said I would cook from tomorrow.
I wonder if it’s okay if I scream a little.
This is not a soundproof booth.
It’ll probably be okay.
There is no one to listen anyway.
“It’s warm, really.”
“… Really?”
“Uh. It’s really hot.”
A hard upper body, whose body temperature cannot be felt because it is still beyond the fabric, touches my back.
I slowly feel a large, hard hand digging into the fabric.
The touch is a little cold, but quickly becomes warm.
A slightly rough and hot breath touches my neck.
… How can it be?
This sly skinship makes my heart sink.
“… “Listen a little.”
He stroked my lower abdomen a few times, but now he sticks his fingers into my pants.
Guided by that power, I naturally lift my hips slightly without even realizing it.
Make sure your panties and pajama bottoms hang over your hips.
Slurp.
With the sound of the fabric rippling.
“…”
After that, a tick, tick sound is made and the snap button is released.
From the collarbone to the pubic bone.
Anything that covers it.
Now just one bra.
“… Are you wearing it?”
“… “Why?”
“No. I thought you wouldn’t wear it. … Because I’m going to sleep.”
As he moves his hand upward past my belly button, he touches the bra still remaining and snorts slightly.
… If I had taken it off anyway, they would have said something for taking it off.
You prefer taking it off, you.
“When did you buy the front hook again?”
“… It was there originally, pervert bastard.”
“It’s more like you now.”
He touched my back and then groped my front again, then easily took off his underwear and placed his hand on my chest.
As always, I used the curse words I spat as a weak point.
Breathing a little harder.
Gradually closer to my ears.
“… “What did you do yesterday?”
“… “Nothing.”
“Really? … “I went out and slept like that?”
“… “Can’t we do that?”
… To remind you of memories you don’t want to remember.
Breathe in.
“Because I went out and had fun. “I thought you had fun too.”
“… I slept. Just.”
“Shall I show you what I was playing with?”
“Hey, Kang Joo-hyuk… !”
Forcing memories I don’t want to see.
Holding it in front of my eyes.
-Hmm, hmm. Ah. To… , What were you trying to say?
-Why are you asking me that?”
-Ah. Right. Greeting. Hello. This is Hinami. Thank you very much.
A man and a woman sit side by side on a bed.
A video of an awkward self-introduction.
“You probably saw it anyway, but playing with him…”
“Kang Joo-hyuk.”
… This man shamelessly gets in front of me.
Still treating me like a fool.
“Why. Are you upset?”
“… Do you think it wouldn’t be bad if it were you?”
“I feel bad.”
“But why… !”
“I told you. … “I love you.”
“…”
Words that I don’t even mean.
Over and over.
Over and over.
Pressing my heart.
“… “Of course you would feel bad if you saw the person you love hanging out with another man, right?”
“… “Don’t play around.”
“Why. “Don’t you feel bad when you see me cheating?”
“Of course… ! …”
… This,
Kang Joo-hyuk having sex with another woman.
“You said you and I have nothing to do with each other. … “Then who am I abandoning and having an affair with?”
“…”
So that you can tell me that you’re cheating on me by leaving me.
… It keeps bothering me.
Now I can feel it even beyond the fabric,
While conveying hot body temperature.
“… Are you going to keep your mouth shut like that?”
“…”
Answer.
It must be done.
Now I have to decide.
Get out of this house.
You raped me and it was my first experience,
Even the first kiss,
I could cum freely while fucking without a condom.
I grabbed my breasts so hard that it hurt.
I’ll make it all go away.
Don’t appear in front of me again.
-The person next to me is Jia’s boyfriend… No, he’s Jia’s older sister’s boyfriend. I almost made a mistake.
-I’m not your boyfriend. You just got kicked.
Like a voice flowing out.
A man like this is not a boyfriend or anything.
I didn’t like it so I dumped it.
That’s enough.
… You can meet a better man.
If you walk down the street, there’s a truckload of guys trying to get your number.
-Oh, that’s right. Not my boyfriend… , Roughly master? Right?
-… It’s roughly similar.
Among them.
A man better than this guy.
Than a man who treats me like a pet with his mouth
A decent man.
At least one…
“… Seo Ha-eun.”
“…”
“It’s hot, but I’m going to get some fresh air.”
Even if you leave a woman like me alone.
Things like wind…
A man who doesn’t get exposed.
At least one.
“I’ll come back after taking a walk, so sleep first.”
“…”
“… Hi. See you tomorrow.”
… There must be.
It must be there.
There must be so many.
By the way.
Why.
I am.
“… “What are you doing?”
“… Let’s go together.”
… Did he grab this man’s wrist?
My pants are half off.
Both the top and the bra are falling down.
In shabby clothes.
“산책 같이 가자고, 개새끼야…”
“… Then take it.”
This man.
Is he following Kang Joo-hyuk?
“… “What?”
“With clothes. … “Leash.”
Like,
Just like that crazy bitch said.
… This man.
“If you don’t plan on coming…”
“… “What kind of clothes?”
“What?”
“What should I wear?” … Me.”
My,
… As if you were my master.
