Chapter 23 – 023. Excuses (3)
He leans on Kang Joo-hyuk, who stands up, and exhales heavily.
The thrilling pleasure that makes your heart pound and your whole body tingle.
It’s no different from masturbation that I do occasionally, really occasionally.
I can’t control my body and I can’t breathe as I want.
“Ha, ah…, Huh…”
“I told you to get your pussy wet, but who told you to do as you please?”
He had no intention of being considerate of me who was shaking all over.
Yeah, it wasn’t there from the beginning.
It’s obvious even if you don’t even look at his evil smile his his his visible through barely open eyelids.
This man is a pervert who only wanted to rape me from the beginning.
“But still… You’re so fucking wet. I don’t have to suck it anymore. ⋯Right, Ha-eun?”
“⋯⋯.”
Sometimes, the consideration you show for me with a voice that greases your throat is all a lie.
To put me in a state where I can’t resist and fuck me at will.
Even though I know this, I feel miserable and defeated because I have no choice but to be like this.
“Ha-eun. I asked you. “Can’t you hear me?”
I didn’t want to stay with Kang Joo-hyuk even for a moment.
But if things continue like this, it’s obvious that they’ll come after me tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.
If I run away now and report it, will I be able to escape?
“⋯Al, I got it⋯.”
⋯If deleting that one recording would have done that, I would have done it a long time ago.
What he wants is to take hold of my weaknesses and violate my body without being reported.
It’s a terrible wish for me, but at least I have a thin barrier in place that prevents me from doing anything that would leave marks on my body.
But if I didn’t show an obedient attitude, I had no idea how violent that man would become.
Push that hideous male organ all the way to the root,
Whether I scream or not, they’ll probably rape me until I’m broken.
Please stop, please stop.
Even if I beg to apologize, I will never take it out.
Raped until dawn,
This time, I took a real picture of my naked body covered in semen,
Wouldn’t they try to threaten me with that?
⋯When you are threatened like that,
Will I be able to push this man away?
“Okay. Just stay still and lean back. “I will listen.”
I wrap my arms around his neck and bury my face into his broad but scarred shoulder.
If this tattered scar wasn’t so disgusting, I wouldn’t have felt guilty towards this man.
It wasn’t my fault to begin with, so why did I feel pity for this bastard?
Even if you couldn’t help but accidentally let it into the house, you could have kicked it when it came into the bathroom.
No matter how drunk I was, I wasn’t sympathetic enough to be fooled by that kind of acting and give myself up.
“Wait a minute, Ha-eun. I don’t have any hands left right now? You grab your dick and stick it in. Or something happens.”
I want to get out of this soggy and unpleasant pleasure as quickly as possible.
I want to break up with this ugly and unclean man as soon as possible.
I hate to give my body to a man like this again,
Having this man take my weakness and play with me for the rest of my life is worse than death.
“Ha-eun. I also want to finish quickly and sleep well. ⋯Do it quickly.”
⋯So,
Let’s finish it quickly.
Today,
Let’s pretend that I had a bad dream and that it never happened.
Haha…
“⋯Ah, sir, it’s not going in⋯!”
I stretched my right hand down and held his penis in my hand, but I could feel it right away.
There is no way you can get in by putting something like this up your vagina.
Even if we only face each other, I already feel that it is not working.
“The original condom was a bit stiff. It would be okay if there was some gel, but I don’t have that either.”
“This kind of thing doesn’t work!”
The size is strange, and the feel is strange.
Let alone inserting this sticky stuff into my mucosa, it would hurt to rub it on my bare skin.
“It went in just fine earlier. “You’re so fucking wet, you’ll go in well this time too.”
However, rather than caring for me, Kang Joo-hyuk goes crazy with sexual desire and pushes his cock in.
Slowly lower my hips.
Zvet, Zvet.
The tight rubber sweeps down the mucous membrane.
“Apap… It hurts! It hurts, it hurts… “
“Does it hurt?”
“It hurts! Ugh… “
“Hey, hey, it hurts. “It hurts me too.”
I bit Kang Joo-hyuk’s shoulder with extreme violence, and only then did he grab my butt and lift me up.
Even if it holds up for now, it will definitely be ruined if more comes in here.
It becomes tattered.
It changes into the shape of this man.
“Haa⋯, haa⋯, you said it hurts⋯.”
“If it hurts that much, should I take off the condom?”
“Huh?”
“It hurt less when I rubbed your glans earlier. Take out the condom? It must be really sticky.”
To me, terrified of pain and fear, he gives me a choice that I can’t shake my head at.
⋯Say something that makes sense.
What happens if you have sex without contraception?
You’re not so stupid that you don’t know!
“⋯Shut up, hit it, just hit it, don’t play tricks… , Ugh⋯.”
“You said you would be considerate, but why don’t you listen? ⋯You don’t put it inside?”
But he cajoled me by holding my buttocks with one hand and touching my vaginal opening with his penis.
⋯This bastard can lift me with one hand⋯!
I was angry and annoyed and wanted to reject the humiliating offer, but I couldn’t escape the growing pain with my own strength.
Sir, I’m annoyed so…
“Hmm… Work, for now, stop… “
“Pull it out?”
“Bye, it hurts… !”
“Okay, I’ll take it out.”
I hate him so much for playing with people just because he has a lot of experience.
I thought it was pitiful and didn’t like it, but even listened to my complaints. Does it make sense to return favors with malice?
A real bastard…
“I took it out, so it’ll hurt less now. “Relax your strength too.”
“Wait… I told you to stop! Tsk, don’t do it, don’t do it!”
The disgust and irritation that built up to the top of my head made her eventually burst out, unable to bear it.
Why do I have to be fooled by people like you?
Other than being a bit stronger, he is no better than me.
While my whole body is being violated by someone like Kang Joo-hyuk, I have to listen to everything he says…
“⋯You told me to take it out, damn it. What more do I need to do?”
“⋯.”
Do I do it?
Why
Every time that man lowers his voice and whispers in my ear,
Am I scared as if my heart will stop and my whole body is shaking?
I don’t think it would be this scary even if I wandered around the mountain path in the dark of night.
“Why is there no answer? What more can I do? “Don’t fuck me at all?”
“⋯Oh, no, that’s not it⋯.”
“When I asked if I could do it, you didn’t say no. “What’s so frustrating about touching a sleeping person’s dick and seducing him?”
Even when my reason became blurred and my head became dizzy, I was scared and afraid.
It’s like digging into a cloud that you can’t see.
However, when I felt with my body that Kang Joo-hyuk’s reason was fading,
The terrible future unfolding in my head tormented me so much that I couldn’t open or close my eyes.
⋯If this man lets go of the opposite sex,
Die.
Really.
“Wait, wait. Kang Joo-hyuk⋯. Stop, I-I’m sorry. Calm down… “
“If you tell me to take it off during sex, I usually don’t calm down. Men.”
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry… ! Add more, don’t add more. Wait… “
I somehow manage to calm him down in a scared voice.
Anything is fine.
Just like this, push his glans into the vaginal opening,
If he loses his grip, I’m broken.
“I don’t care if you’re sorry or not, fuck me, fuck me. Just tell me that.”
“Park, don’t hit, wait… “
“If you didn’t intend to have sex, why did you touch someone’s dick while they were sleeping?”
“⋯⋯I’ll give you something other than sex, so calm down⋯.”
“Something else?”
“Something else. Something else… “
Any request is fine, so that man must not lose his temper.
No matter how shameful, shameful, vulgar or dirty the request is, it is better than being ruined.
As I heard earlier, it’s good whether it’s a goddaughter or something else.
You can’t just insert it like this, really…
“What else are you going to do? Are you going to suck my dick with your mouth?”
“⋯Well, that smells⋯.”
“Then what? Do you want me to do it with your chest? “I also wanted to try putting it in there.”
“Uh, yeah… ! I’ll do that for you…! “You can just do it with your chest… ?”
“Ah, but you can’t do that without gel, right? It’s a shame, but we’ll do it later. Something else.”
“⋯.”
⋯But as soon as this scumbag realized I was scared,
He quickly regained his senses and played with me again.
You bastard, really…
“If I can’t remember anything, there’s something I’d like to order from you. Can I ask you for it?”
“W-what is it… ?”
“Sit down first. “I’m going to relax.”
This time, I suppress the disgust that had welled up in my head and look at him with trembling eyes.
I hoped that what followed would be a little less shameful,
Thanks to his hand that tied my legs around his waist as soon as I sat down,
Even the faintest expectations were quickly shattered.
“⋯Kiss me in this position.”
“⋯Kiss? Kiss?”
“Instead, every time we kiss, you answer everything I ask. Don’t equivocate. “If you lie, they won’t listen to you.”
“What… ?”
I was hoping again that I might be able to somehow build up my collapsed expectations,
“You took my phone out of my pocket earlier, right? What did you do. Answer me.”
“⋯.”
“Answer me. “Before you start fucking me like this, you bitch.”
⋯It was a vain expectation.
It was a dream.
This man knew everything from the beginning.
Just,
He just wanted to play with me.
