Chapter 18 – 018. 24 Years Old, G Cup, 1 Experience, Unemployed (2)
“I’m not broadcasting, I’m not a YouTuber. “You’re not even unemployed?”
“I said it had nothing to do with you.”
“It doesn’t matter at all. “I feel sorry if I have any fans of yours.”
It’s a sandwich I eat every day, but today I can’t taste it.
That persistent man’s questions keep bothering my ears, and I don’t know if the food is going into my mouth or my nose.
Why does this man know everything about me?
I never even told you.
Where on earth did you find it?
“Just tell me. Even if you don’t look at it, it seems like it’s obvious. “You wouldn’t be that popular.”
“⋯I said no.”
“When you lie, it shows on your face. How famous is it that you hide something like that? “Do you have about a million subscribers?”
“No!”
Even though I screamed loudly, I was afraid of him giggling instead of being surprised.
⋯How far has this man dug into my personal information?
The only person who knows that the channel is me is me.
There won’t be many people who will even look after it.
Kang Joo-hyuk is among those dozens of people?
“Don’t be too angry. I’m really curious. “I looked it up and found out why they did that.”
“⋯You looked for it?”
The more Kang Joo-hyuk speaks, the more my fear grows.
Even if I look for it, I can’t find it.
Because I hid my name, face, voice, and body shape.
Even if you watched the video, there was no way to know that it was me.
If you can guess me just by listening to the music, then you’re not just a stalker.
“I was planning on flirting, so of course I looked to see if he had an Instagram. Is it strange?”
“⋯I don’t use Instagram.”
“Even if you don’t use Instagram, you still use it. Even if it doesn’t get a lot of views.”
“How on earth did you…”
“You’ll know it when you see it. Don’t you know?”
However, Kang Joo-hyuk has a very natural expression and confidently presses me, saying there is no way he doesn’t know.
How on earth do you know?
How did you find a video that only had about 100 or 200 views at most?
⋯What on earth is this man?
Pervert?
Genius?
I don’t know.
But I know that I have to be wary of that person’s evil-looking smile.
“Oh, you were looking for it after a fight with your girlfriend? “Didn’t you look for me with the intention of cheating on me?”
Another lie.
Either this is a lie, or what you’ve been telling me all along is a lie.
Or both are lies.
I can’t even tell them apart anymore.
I even had doubts about whether this man was the Kang Joo-hyuk I knew.
Obviously, Kang Joo-hyuk, who started a fight with me a few years ago, was simply a tough-tempered and hot-tempered man.
“But you would be popular even if you just showed your face. Why are you so wrapped up? So people don’t see it.”
“⋯It’s my heart.”
“If you do that, it’s a waste of time even if you upload hundreds of videos. “It’s better to rest like me.”
“You, it has nothing to do with you…” ” “
The Kang Joo-hyuk in front of me right now is a sly and shameless sociopath.
It seemed like a Buddha who was perceiving and playing with everything I had.
Now I’m not afraid, it’s scary.
Maybe he knew everything from the beginning and approached me.
Reunion a fortnight ago,
The expression on his face of pure joy upon receiving Zia’s autograph,
The trainer who asked me to do something,
The dying face that he was made while complaining of the pain of broken heart,
The cocktail he secretly ordered after dragging me to the bar,
Several condoms were in his wallet
Maybe it was all in the plan.
“It’s important, so please give me your phone. “Let me give you some advice.”
“Wait a minute, use someone else’s phone!”
Even the shameless act of touching someone else’s phone without permission was scary.
I had an unfounded suspicion that if Kang Joo-hyuk took my phone away for even 5 minutes, he might even install a strange GPS tracking app.
It doesn’t make sense based on common sense, but it seems like something would happen with that guy.
Maybe they installed small cameras in every corner of the house while I was washing.
⋯I know it’s a paranoia, but
My thoughts keep branching out in a bad direction.
“Okay, then you turn on your channel. “I won’t touch it.”
“⋯.”
Fortunately, he raised both hands and slightly moved away from me, which made me feel a little relieved.
It was obvious that if I didn’t show it, he would do something strange again, so I held my phone tightly in my hand and opened my channel trembling.
⋯I really didn’t want to get caught.
I didn’t want people to know it was me.
Since I was already caught, there was nothing I could do.
I don’t know why, but
I was afraid to ask because I thought it would make me even more scared if I knew.
“⋯Look from far. “Don’t touch it.”
“I said I understood.”
Straighten your back and place your cell phone on your chest, showing only the screen to him.
91 subscribers.
23 videos.
The thumbnails are all pictures of calm landscapes and sheet music of songs played.
A shabby channel that has been uploading once every two days since February, but without any results.
“Isn’t the channel name Sophia a bit weird?”
“⋯It’s my heart.”
At first, I planned to do it as a hobby.
Because I quit work, I had time to spare, and I didn’t have any other hobbies.
I’d like to try playing the guitar I played a long time ago.
If you’re going to play it, let’s at least record it with your cell phone.
Ah, Jia, this bitch has such good ears that she keeps coming down from upstairs.
If I’m going to play the guitar, it’s noisy, so should I install a soundproof room?
Ha, yeah. It’s your money that you have no intention of paying back anyway.
The environment was created by chance.
Much better equipment than when you make a serious effort.
⋯Would you like to upload what you have recorded so far?
My friends also do vlogging as a hobby.
Wow, I didn’t play that well, but as many as 100 people watched.
The next video also has 100 people.
⋯90 people.
40 people.
“Watch the video from two weeks ago. I looked at that and found it.”
“⋯How on earth did you guess this?”
“Play it first.”
A video of a famous pop song performed two weeks ago.
An ordinary video that contains only guitar sounds, no different from other videos.
No matter how much I listen to the video, I cannot tell that the performer is me.
“When have you ever heard me play the guitar?”
“No, none.”
“Then how on earth… “
“I understand because you showed me just now. I told you that if you lie, it will be revealed to your eyes.”
“⋯.”
⋯Crazy guy.
This man had forgotten that he could tell a series of lies without blinking.
I was fooled again by his confident attitude, pretending to know everything about me.
⋯I’m annoyed.
It’s annoying, it’s annoying, it’s annoying!
“Ha-eun, but what is that really? You seem to play the guitar alright, but why aren’t you in the video? If you just showed your hand, the number of views would increase ten times.”
“⋯Haa, Mr⋯.”
I couldn’t stand it when I saw him giving rude advice in a tone that had no idea what I was thinking when I uploaded the video.
Each and every word he said, probing my weaknesses through acting and lies, broke my heart.
It’s disgusting.
I feel bad…
“I told you to stop glaring at me like that and give me the phone. “I really don’t understand.”
“Bad boy…”
“Why are you crying again? People can also bluff.”
“You bastard! “I don’t know, so don’t pretend like you do!”
“I don’t know what. When you poked me, you told me what you were doing with your face.”
“Mr.”
I was so full of anger that I couldn’t express it, and the emotions came out in tears.
It wasn’t something worth crying about, but all the fear and fear turned into anger and flowed down my cheeks.
Really, I’m annoyed…
“⋯Why are you crying? People are in trouble.”
“I’m telling you, don’t play with people, you bastard… “
“What are you playing with? I didn’t play with it. How can I play with you? Huh?”
“Oh, get out of here!”
When the crying doesn’t stop, he stands up, comes behind me, and strokes his head.
I felt angry, upset, and upset, so I tried to hit it, but no matter how many times I tried to hit it, my hand kept coming up to my head.
In addition to being a trash rapist, blackmailer, and voyeur, the hypocrisy of trying to comfort me was so disgusting.
Like disgusting vomit,
I felt worse because it was warm.
“I’m really sorry for lying. “I found out why you kept hiding it from me.”
“⋯Ha, you bastard⋯! “I was so scared, really!”
“Okay okay. If you guess by looking at that, you’re a stalker.”
“Really, huh… You pervert… ” “
“I’m sorry.”
His large hand randomly tangles my hair, which he combed earlier.
⋯On the subject of an unemployed bastard just like me.
Why are you trying to stand on top of me by saying things like that?
Scaring people.
They make me drink and rape me.
Really, I was surprised because I thought it was a real stalker…
“Stop crying and eating. You only eat half the sandwich. Huh?”
“⋯If you hadn’t said shit, I would have eaten it all a long time ago⋯.”
After crying for a while, as his anger gradually subsided, he tried to trick me again with his sweet voice.
He now knows the dark intentions hidden within.
“I said I was sorry.”
But my heart relaxed on its own, saying it was better than hearing a scary and cruel voice.
Than a stalker who knows my every move,
It would be much more dangerous for him to pretend to know something when he doesn’t.
He is holding a recording that cannot be played to anyone,
How dangerous is he, yet my body lets its guard down?
⋯Scary bastard.
I will steal your phone while you sleep and erase everything.
And from now on, we will never meet again.
Haha…
