Chapter 7 – 007. Drunkenness
Is there a confession drug as effective as alcohol?
At least not within legal drugs that I know of.
“After I graduated from high school, I often went to survival auditions.”
“Yes yes.”
“My friends praised me for singing well… If you learn guitar and join us, you will be fine. The kids keep saying that.”
From her her drunken mouth her her her, old stories that she didn’t even bother to ask flow out.
Her her past her her her, of which only a vague silhouette was known, becomes increasingly clear.
“But, there are things that make me nervous. ⋯Because I’m not that good at singing. It didn’t work. “I couldn’t even get through the preliminaries.”
“I think I would have let Ha-eun pass just by looking at her face.”
“⋯I thought that would happen too, but it didn’t work out because I was too low. I also went to a private academy, but it didn’t mean much.”
Although she admits that she is not good enough, she never hesitates to praise her for her attractive appearance.
I think I understand why he was so rude the whole time we met at the club, and now why he was fooled by a man like me.
Seo Ha-eun is hungry.
Starving for recognition,
I am hungry for recognition.
“You know what I heard, but later I went out with her younger brother because I wanted to show my face her on TV, right? Is there an issue if we go out as sisters? I thought it would turn off. ⋯But, after the preliminaries, he was left out in the middle. From an idol agency.”
“⋯.”
“I heard that story a long time ago, so I thought about it, but when it actually happened right in front of my eyes, people were dumbfounded. He also keeps following along just because he likes it. “Not even thinking about her sister.”
As she begins to grumble more and more, she accepts her complaints and quietly replaces her empty glass with long tea.
Her pronunciation was starting to become distorted, and she was sipping her drink, which was twice as strong as soju, whether she knew she was drunk or not.
“What happened after that?”
“⋯I was so angry, I just hit him. We also sell guitars. I got a job. To my father’s club.”
“I heard you hate baseball.”
“There is nowhere better than there, so what should I do? ⋯I failed the college entrance exam and couldn’t go to college.”
Erasing her bitter memories with the sweetness of the cocktail, she was becoming more intoxicated with the darker atmosphere of the bar.
Looking at Seo Ha-eun, I also take a sip of my gin and tonic and ask a small question with her alcohol-scented lips her her her.
“That’s all, but why did you leave again after coming in? “It’s because I got hurt.”
“What if Kang Joo-hyuk asks that?”
“Yes?”
“That’s why I left. That’s the way out.”
“I didn’t do anything to Ha-eun, did I? Whatever I said back then, it was all because of Ha-eun.”
“Do you know how much I was criticized after Kang Joo-hyuk got hurt?”
“Yes?”
However, an unexpected answer came out, and even I, who tried to remain calm, was slightly embarrassed.
⋯Is it because of me that the club’s affairs were ruined?
But when I saw her eyes looking at me bluntly, I didn’t feel any tremendous malice.
Bruising or beatings.
A feeling close to shallow resentment.
“The people who were just looking at you darkly before started treating you like a bitch after you got hurt. I really… I didn’t do anything. The rumor that she is the leader’s daughter is also spreading.”
“That rumor was already before I got hurt.”
“I don’t know! Anyway, after I got hurt, I was completely ostracized. Really… ⋯No matter what I say, Dad doesn’t even listen.”
“⋯What did you say?”
“I didn’t! ⋯I was only complaining to my younger brother. Are you crazy and tell your dad that? “Isn’t it a child?”
It’s not all because of you, but those pathetic eyes say it’s your fault too.
It should definitely be disgusting, but it didn’t feel disgusting.
Because I also have similar feelings towards this woman.
“Why are all people who play baseball so sick? So does my dad. Same with that crazy kid from high school. Even the players are just looking at my breasts. Later on, I joked around with Ye-eun. He was in high school at the time. I think it’s crazy, really.”
“I was a baseball player too, so that’s a bit much.”
“Joo Hyuk is the same! ⋯They always look at my breasts too. He says he has a girlfriend and talks to her all the time. ⋯I don’t do strange things.”
“You just don’t have to do anything strange. And I don’t really look at Ha-eun’s breasts. “Look into my eyes and talk.”
“I don’t know. Something like that. If you look at what Ye-eun likes, it’s obvious even without looking at her tastes.”
“Ye-eun?”
“Jiayo, Seojia! Don’t you even know your favorite celebrity’s real name? Really… You only like her hips and breasts? Are you making fun of me because I have bigger breasts than her?”
She is a little embarrassed by Seo Ha-eun, who is so drunk that she can’t tell what to say, but she doesn’t show it at all and takes out her tissue and hands it to her .
“Haeun, calm down. Calm down. “Wipe everything off your mouth first.”
“⋯What didn’t you ask?”
“It’s dirty, so just wipe it off and calm down.”
She takes the initiative in the conversation from Seo Ha-eun, who tilts her head while looking at a tissue that doesn’t show any tint even after wiping it off.
If you’re this drunk, no matter what you ask, you won’t be able to make up an answer.
“Let’s start again from the beginning. “I started to hate baseball because I was stalked in high school.”
“⋯I don’t care about baseball. “I don’t like baseball players.”
“But it’s not the job that’s the problem, it’s that he’s an asshole. Just like the trainer who assigned work to Ha-eun.”
“I don’t know. I don’t know. ⋯It’s all your fault. “If I stay near that place, men keep making fun of me.”
“No, what happened in high school had nothing to do with me…” ” “
“There is! ⋯Because it’s the same school. Me and Kang Joo-hyuk.”
“Yes?”
“I used to play with Excel when I was at the club, and he was a classmate. Although I have never seen it.”
⋯Enough to even reveal this surprising fact,
She is more honest than ever.
If I get a little more drunk, I might blow three sizes in my mouth.
“They fucking look at me because I have big breasts. Confess. Even if he rejects me, I still confess. Leave a comment on Instagram. Pretending to be friendly. ⋯Crazy bastard. “If I tell you the name, I think they’ll know.”
“Among the classmates I know, there has never been such a crazy person.”
“Oh, then what? It seemed to be fine there. Or is it just okay when Kang Joo-hyuk is around?”
“You are speaking too harshly. “I didn’t do anything wrong.”
“⋯I know. I’m just complaining because I’m annoyed. “I’m sorry.”
I become her emotional trash can and receive all of her complaints, and I carefully observe when the half-empty glass will run out.
Even most men would get drunk after drinking just one glass of that, but this woman had already downed three glasses, not including this one.
Even if you stand him up like this, take him to a motel, tie him up, and fuck him, he won’t be able to resist.
But there is no need to choose such a risky choice in this decent atmosphere.
I want this woman,
She doesn’t want to be a criminal.
“Mr. Ha-eun.”
“Why?”
“Please answer honestly. ⋯Do you think I’m similar to those people?”
“⋯What kind of people?”
“People that Ha-eun hates.”
“A little… Similar. It’s very different.”
He arches her back, gets a little closer to her, and asks her in a low voice.
She fluttered her eyes, and her pupils were gradually becoming dizzy as her intoxication spread throughout her body.
“What in particular is different?”
“You have a girlfriend. Mr. Joo Hyuk.”
“It’s on the verge of disappearing. Except that.”
“⋯Tall? As for the muscles… Honestly, there were a lot of them. “Is that a face that would be popular with people with lots of muscles?”
“It’s just an award that will be popular with men. Mr. Ha-eun.”
“⋯.”
“Is there anything else besides that?”
“⋯Do you speak respectfully? Everyone else spoke informally. Ah, but that trainer was respectful. “I just don’t like him… “
“Then Ha-eun.”
“⋯.”
Using the worst man that comes out of her drunken mouth as a standard,
The sight of her melting into her soft light makes me re-evaluate her day from the beginning.
Because in fighting, there is absolutely no need to be the strongest in the world.
You just have to be stronger than your opponent.
A person who is good at fighting is a person who chooses his opponent well.
“I’ll keep quiet since we’re the same age. Seo Ha-eun. Does this make me look similar to those bastards?”
“⋯It’s a little, a little different.”
“Speak informally, you too. “We’re the same age.”
“A little, just…” ” “
“I know there were a lot of strange people around Ha-eun, but am I better than those people?”
“⋯.”
Seo Ha-eun, who nodded her head after keeping her mouth shut, asks her question once again.
“Haeun, give me your hand. “Wait a minute.”
“⋯Why?”
“Give it to me. Because there is something I want to try.”
I grabbed the outstretched hand more obediently than when I handed over the business card last time, and held it lightly.
“What, what?”
“If people like that shake your hand like this, do you think it will feel good or bad?”
“Bad.”
“What now?”
“⋯I don’t know, just. It’s strange… “
With the other hand, I embrace the back of the hand I shook and pulled it toward me and place it on my forehead.
“You’ve never been in a relationship, right?”
“⋯Nothing.”
“Are there only strange men like that around you?”
“Yes.”
“Shall I tell you why?”
“What is it?”
“That’s a bit blunt, but is it okay to say that?”
“Yes.”
After seeing her, her honestly curious face, I let go of her hand and stand up to sit next to her.
Then, he pours all of the remaining cocktail into his her mouth her her her and whispers softly while his covering mouth her her with his her hand her her her her.
“It’s because you have a sexy body. To be honest.”
“⋯Big breasts?”
“Same with my breasts. It’s the same everywhere else. In many ways.”
“⋯Kang Joo-hyuk are you drunk?”
“I was drunk. “I had a few drinks.”
He stares at her collarbone, then moves his gaze to her eyes and continues his line without stopping.
“It’s not your fault, but since it’s like that, you have to firmly refuse to avoid getting into trouble. When I saw you refuse at the gym, you responded very gently. Then stick with it.”
“⋯I said it very firmly? It’s the same as usual… “
“It’s not enough. Ruler. “Give me your hand.”
Before she can offer her hand, he grabs her wrist and places it gently on the table.
“Well, I’m one of those bastards. What are you going to do?”
“Let go. “I will report it.”
“But I won’t let go. Then.”
“Report… , You have to report.”
“It’s good to report. But, at this level, the police might not catch you. You could say the man was drunk.”
“Then what should I do…” ” ?”
“Now, straighten your back. Straighten your shoulders too. Yes. Confidently.”
He subtly touched her waist and shoulders and adjusted her to a pose that did not suit her confident face.
I look at her profile, illuminated by alcohol-scented lighting.
⋯It’s really not easy to look pretty even from the side.
The fact that a woman with so much sex, even without makeup, reacts to every word I say makes me excited.
“In that state, fold your thumb and index finger, and then fold your ring finger and small finger.”
“⋯Like this?”
“Oh, like that.”
“Isn’t this an insult… ?”
“That’s right.”
Seo Ha-eun, who was pointing her middle finger in the air with a sullen expression on her face, looked closely at her finger and suddenly burst out laughing, then started laughing.
“Puhuh…, What is this?”
“This is decisive. Do you know what I’m talking about?”
“Swear at me? “What if I set a task?”
“Uh. Stop and speak. Get out of here. “Just like you did to me.”
“Kang Joo-hyuk, you haven’t turned off, right?”
“If I stopped, I would have turned it off. “It didn’t turn off because I just said it.”
“What is that… “
“Now then, straighten out your black butt there. Okay. That’s right.”
Then, after changing her fingers into a V sign, I naturally put my hand her around her her shoulder her her her, searched through her her pocket her her her, and took out her cell phone her her her.
Her Her Her Her Her Her Her Her bewilderment Her Her Her, her laughter, her laughter Her Her Her, her Her Her Her Her background Her Her Her, focus on her Her Her Her so that you can see her her her her face her her her clearly, and take a selfie of her her.
“What are you doing?”
“I do this to the person I like. From the middle finger to the index finger.”
“⋯I don’t like you?”
“Why. “You’re better than them.”
“Well, it’s better than those weird kids. You too… “
“Hey, aren’t you speaking too harshly to the guy who dumped you yesterday?”
“I guess I got dumped because it’s not that good…”
After swearing at me with her twisted pronunciation of her, I captured Seo Ha-eun smiling like “Aha-ha” On camera once more, and this time, I ended up the skinship of her with her on a disappointing note .
⋯I would like to give you another drink, but I think it would be very dangerous.
Even if it’s a close call, you have to compromise at this level.
If that woman stretches out first,
Because I can’t pretend to stretch.
