Chapter 75 – Episode 75 the Love Equation of Saint White, a Would-Be Saint (5)
Kim Woo-bin’s mind turned white. I wanted to open my mouth right now and shout to Seong Hayan that it wasn’t like that, why on earth were you doing this to me, and please don’t do that to me.
However, I was completely shocked and speechless at the sight of Seong White, with a cold expression and a venomous voice that I had never seen in my life.
“Hey, White…”
The moment when I somehow managed to keep my composition and resolve the situation through a conversation with Seong Hayan.
Grumble!
The classroom door opened and a theory professor famous for his FM lectures appeared.
“Today, we will look at the habits of the monsters that inhabit the dungeon…”
And immediately began the theory lecture. In the end, Kim Woo-bin lowered her head with shaking eyes and fell into deep despair.
‘There’s no way White would do this to me. Something is wrong. It’s wrong.’
Kim Woo-bin was greatly shocked after the accident that day, so he criticized himself and had time for self-reflection.
At the same time, he decided that he should do his best as her friend and not push Seong Hayan away because she wanted to change in the future. But it seems that decision was too late.
‘A stupid person, a pathetic person, a poor person, an idiot, an idiot.’
After hearing the news that Sung Ha-yan and Jeong Ho-young were dating and seeing them entering a motel. Kim Woo-bin kept his distance from Sung Ha-yan, ignored and rejected her.
Seong Hayan kept smiling and approached. Even though she treated him rudely, she clung to him constantly. Even when she showed signs of annoyance and even when she got angry and left first, Seong Hayan’s attitude she did not change.
Despite his own actions of her, he always stood by his side of her and tried to close the distance between him first.
In response, Kim Woo-bin drew a stronger line and treated the approaching Sung Ha-yan coldly.
He thought it was okay.
Still, I thought it was okay.
Still, I thought it didn’t matter.
Why?
Because it’s pure white.
Even if she acted like that, she believed that if she was Seong Hayan, she would smile again and give her hand to herself first. She always did that, so she was sure she would do it this time too.
No matter how time passes.
I got a boyfriend.
Relationships become distorted.
I made a big mistake.
Even if the situation is twisted.
She had an unfounded belief and confidence that if she was Seong Hayan, she would never leave her own side, and that she would always be by her own side and on my side her her her
It was the same this time.
It happened because Seong Hayan was in crisis.
Although Jeong Ho-young’s life was in danger.
She thought that if it was Seong Hayan, she would just get over it without any problems.
Rather, in the beginning, everyone makes mistakes and it is so natural that I think, ‘I’m fine and Hoyoung has been discharged from the hospital, so it’s okay.’ So don’t worry too much. ‘Just do better next time,’ she thought, consoling herself.
‘Why did I have such confidence? ‘What on earth do you believe in?’
Seong Hayan left his side
She is no longer on her own side.
No, it’s more than that.
Don’t talk to her while pretending to be friendly.
Just hearing your voice gives me goosebumps.
An image of Seong Hayan coldly drawing a line to herself came to mind. The voice of Seong Hayan rang in my ears, publicly declaring that she was no longer her friend.
‘White is leaving my side?’
Is she Seong Hayan, who has been with me anytime and anywhere for over 10 years?
Even after dating Jeong Ho-young, she somehow took time out to come back to her side and spend time with her, and even when Seo Soo-rin attacked her, she somehow took her side her her her?
Let’s realize the cold reality.
Let’s think about the future without Seong White that is coming.
It felt like her head was going to explode. Her chest felt tight and she couldn’t breathe properly.
“Aaaaah!”
Kim Woo-bin screamed and jumped up from her seat.
“Student, what are you doing now? “Where does it hurt?”
The professor asked in surprise, but Kim Woo-bin did not have the mental space to answer. She just wanted to get out of this situation. She wanted to ignore the harsh reality and the future ahead.
Drurrrr condition!
Kim Woo-bin quickly followed her lead, opened the classroom door, and ran out. She could hear a commotion inside the classroom, but that was it.
‘I won’t chase you.’
Seong Hayan did not come out of the classroom after Kim Woo-bin.
“Huh!”
Kim Woo-bin’s face was distorted and hot tears flowed down her cheeks from her to her to her to her.
“No. “This is not it.”
Kim Woo-bin, who was muttering like she was crazy, left the school, headed to her convenience store, scooped up her soju, and went into her room.
Grumble!
Golgolgolgol!
Kim Woo-bin roughly opened the cap of the soju bottle and poured the entire bottle into her stomach. She wanted to avoid the situation that faced her, and she wanted to forget the future that would come to her.
Kim Woo-bin poured her soju into her stomach until her film cut off and her body she couldn’t handle the intoxication and she was forced to sleep.
She did and she expected. She hopes that when she opens her eyes tomorrow morning, she will be able to see the face of Seong Hayan, who always treated her kindly, smiling brightly at her…
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After Kim Woo-bin ran out of the classroom, Jeong Ho-young looked at her last name Hayan’s complexion. But her surname Hayan’s complexion her she was so peaceful.
No, to be more precise, it was the same before and after Kim Woo-bin got up from her seat and left her classroom.
“Are you okay?”
Hoyoung Jeong asked Seong Hayan in a low voice.
“What?”
Seong Hayan smiled and asked back.
“I mean Woobin. I think I was very shocked after hearing what you said. “She suddenly ran out of the classroom.”
“What does that have to do with me?”
“Huh?”
“Now Kim Woo-bin has nothing to do with me. No, he is worse than others. But do I really have to be concerned about Kim Woo-bin’s actions?”
Jung Ho-young was quite taken aback by Sung Hayan’s cold appearance, as if she had completely abandoned her feelings for Kim Woo-bin.
She knew that the direction of her love for Seong Hayan had changed. However, to Seong Hayan, Kim Woo-bin was a childhood friend whom she had known for a long time. Therefore, she thought that even if her false lover she turned into the real one, she would maintain her friendship with Kim Woo-bin as before.
The Seong Hayan that Jung Ho-young knew was someone with a warm heart who always cared for and understood others first.
“I hate it, but I can imitate Kim Woo-bin’s childhood friend if you want. Shall we do that?”
Jeong Ho-young took a moment to organize her thoughts in response to Seong Hayan’s question her, which made her feel cold.
‘Yes, Seong Hayan was this kind of woman.’
A woman who risked everything for love.
A woman for whom the words and actions of the man she loves are her standard and everything in life.
If the man she loves wants, she can live with a smile even with someone she hates to the point of death, and she can cut off even the strongest and oldest relationship without hesitation.
“Just pretend to ease your mind little by little. Woobin is my friend and he’s in the same group as us. I will continue to see you in the future. “You have to maintain your friendship.”
“Okay. Then I will do that.”
Seong Hayan answered with her calm expression. Judging from the fact that there hasn’t been any change in his expression her or her voice her, it appears that Kim Woo-bin really has no regrets left.
‘No, maybe they draw the line more calmly because of me.’
Both Jung Ho-young and Seong Hayan know the truth.
Their first relationship wasn’t normal.
The fact that she Kim Woo-bin unrequitedly, sacrificing her all for a long time and with all her her her her heart her her her, to the point where Seong Hayan loved all kinds of humiliation …
‘If Seong Hayan’s heart hadn’t changed, the past wouldn’t have anything to do with it.’
Sung Ha-yan’s love is not for Kim Woo-bin, but for Jung Ho-young.
‘Her past her actions her will all become shackles holding her back her.’
It may be that he doesn’t want Jung Ho-young to misunderstand that he hasn’t forgotten Kim Woo-bin, so he is more reserved and cold-heartedly rejects Kim Woo-bin.
‘I have to prove my sincerity to Hoyoung.’
And Jeong Ho-young’s guess was exactly right.
‘You shouldn’t create a situation where Hoyoung might misunderstand.’
Seong Hayan wanted to erase from her mind the 10-year past of her unrequited love for Kim Woo-bin. I was so anxious and scared that Jung Ho-young knew that fact.
I’m afraid it might seem like Kim Woo-bin still has regrets.
I’m afraid I might cause some misunderstanding with Jeong Ho-young.
‘My body and mind are both Hoyoung’s.’
The Maiden of St. Hayan was taken by Jeong Ho-young at the beginning of her semester. But it wasn’t her her heart her. She just recently fell for Jung Ho-young. Before that, she had been towards Kim Woo-bin for quite a long time.
Seong Hayan’s first love was Kim Woo-bin, not Jung Ho-young. She was maddeningly anxious, horrified, and disgusted that Jung Ho-young knew that fact.
‘Sorry. ‘Hoyoung.’
Her love is solely for Jung Ho-young, but she wasn’t like that in the past. So, unlike her her pure body her, her her own mind her, her her was not pure.
It has been polluted.
Kim Woo-bin was covered in dirty stains.
‘You have to try even now.’
Although it was too late.
Unless you go back to the past, the stigma once engraved cannot be completely erased.
I had to wash it off somehow.
I had to make it as blurry as possible.
To appear as clean and pure as possible in the eyes of Jeong Ho-young.
