Chapter 849 – #97. Lanna (10)
“Therefore…”
She couldn’t speak for a long time.
It felt like it was really difficult to put it in my mouth.
Still, shouldn’t you be sure to listen to what kind of dream you’re dreaming?
Perhaps she was aware of her husband’s feelings of concern for her, so she did not let go of the second identical dream she had.
“I was kind of weird. I wanted to leave everything behind.”
“Was I included in wanting to leave everything behind?”
“…Yes.”
“I see. It’s a very unpleasant dream.”
She knew what time period her dream was about.
After she was in a car accident and found out that she had lost her child in vain while working on her schedule, ignoring her aftermath.
She was rocking her self-esteem for herself.
How great must her guilt be for losing her precious life through her own fault?
Her anger rose when she thought that she must have dreamed of her back then.
“Forget it. It’s just a dream.”
“You don’t know because you can’t dream it yourself. You can’t pass it off as just a dream. It felt like your heart was being squeezed.”
In fact, it meant that her heart was so painful and painful at that time.
Hearing that, my expression hardened as well, and it became difficult to manage my expression.
“Was it simply a dream that ended?”
In fact, she seemed to be struggling a lot throughout her dream.
“Well, I told you to break up with me and you held me back saying no. I kept saying I was sorry and that I wouldn’t be able to see you anymore… I was going crazy with the pain of seeing your face.”
“Did I ask you to listen to that?”
“…If so?”
“Go into her dreams, grab him by the collar, stop doing nonsense and tell him to grab her right away.”
My words bring a smile to her pale face.
“You were like that even in your dreams. You said you’d never be separated.”
“Haha. Even in the dream, you were alert.”
“Even though I’m asking for a breakup because I made a big mistake?”
“No matter what mistakes Lanna has done, we shouldn’t be separated. I have no intention of letting her go.”
At that time, the image I showed to capture Lanna-san was incredibly ugly.
He forcibly held her as she tried to leave, and showed her crazed, obsessive and possessive bad side of her.
And only then, barely, did she give her permission to remain by her side.
‘That means you’ll see it again in your dreams.’
Horrible.
It’s only right that such a lousy appearance disappears neatly.
“Even in my dreams.”
She said with a slightly hazy expression, as if she was remembering a dream at my words.
“I didn’t expect to say no so emphatically. It was like I was a different person.”
It seems that the contents of the dream progressed much faster than I thought.
“It’s just a dream.”
“It’s just a dream…But it felt good.”
“Are you being so mean?”
I never imagined that she would think well of what I had done.
“Why is that so bad?”
But Lanna said she was happy, saying that it was love, not evil.
“…Happiness?”
That is? Even if I think about it, I did all the stupid things by myself?
“I think I felt right then that you love me this much. Ah! Of course it’s a dream.”
It’s not a dream, it’s actually what I did.
So, the emotions you feel while dreaming are the emotions you actually felt.
I don’t know how the hell he liked Lanna-san like that.
“You mean it was nice to see it broken like that?”
“It’s not broken. Rather, it was cool.”
The things she did to get hold of her are some of the craziest things I’ve ever done in this world.
‘Does that mean that even if I show my keuty side, Mr. Lanna loves me?’
It was so bad that no matter how hard I tried to look at it, I was reluctant to look at it.
At the time, it was clear that if I didn’t do something like this, I would leave right away, so it was an inevitable choice.
Didn’t he eventually succeed in catching her, get married, and give birth to her second child?
The past was deleted and disappeared, but it was not something I regretted, even if it was boring.
‘It’s difficult to see that as a dream again.’
Rather, I said to refute Lanna’s words that such a figure was cool.
“No matter how good-looking I am, you don’t have to wrap up such a keuty figure.”
“Puhuh! You look like someone who saw my dream. They said you were cool in my dream. You said you would never let go, but you held onto my wrist with all your strength, and I thought my heart would explode with excitement.”
… Could it be that her face was red at that time not because she was angry, but because she was excited?
It was bad to have her remember the past again in a dream, but it was not bad to know how she was feeling at the time in this way.
“I grabbed your wrist? Did I just push it with force?”
“Yeah, that’s ridiculous, right? There’s no way you would do something like that.”
“Sp-well. I guess if Ms. Lanna suddenly said she was going to leave me, she might be?”
“You mean when I leave you’ll hold me like you did in your dream?”
“That’s right. You’d be embarrassed to think of it as a precognitive dream, like the dream you had when you were in a car accident, but I don’t think this dream is a precognitive dream. There’s no reason for us to break up in the first place.”
The children were born safely, and there was nothing to worry about.
The company is running well, so why are we breaking up?
As long as you have children, that will never happen.
‘I don’t think the woodcutter was told to have many children in Fairy and the Woodcutter for nothing.’
I suddenly feel that two people are not enough.
At least if you give birth so that you can’t hold both of them in your hands, won’t you be able to fly to the sky?
“But… The dream went well last time.”
“No. A dream is just a dream. But even if I say this, the insecurity won’t go away completely. So, no matter what happens, you create the perfect reason to not break up.”
“Perfect reason?”
Lanna looked at me with her doubt as if there was such a way.
I put my hand inside her clothes and said.
“It’s to put a stamp on your stomach that says it’s mine. So you can’t escape.”
“!!!”
What kind of vulgar words are you talking about?! Even without words, the facial expression is conveyed.
I found her shocked expression so funny and cute that I kissed her on the cheek.
“You look cute today. Is it because you woke up?”
“What, what are you doing? It’s still early in the morning! I have to sleep to go to work tomorrow…Hak!”
Since I’m sleeping, of course my clothes are in a defenseless state that allows my touch right away.
Since she had just been asleep, her skin was soft and warm, so it tasted nice to touch.
Burying her face in her breastbone revealed by unbuttoning her nightgown, a faint smell of sweat came out from the nightmare, which intensified the scent of her skin and made her dizzy.
“Ugh… I can’t…”
Is there anything that can’t be done between a couple?
Rather than seeing Lanna become anxious, it was right for her to block it in advance so that it would not happen.
She tongued her flesh and she stuck out to taste her.
The nape of her neck bears the faint marks of her teeth.
When her straightened teeth made a tooth mark that didn’t hurt, Lanna would pat him on the head while giggling.
“Haa…I’ll make you completely forget about nightmares.”
“Huh, uhhh… I already forgot everything.”
“Even if a dream suddenly comes to mind, this moment will be more memorable.”
There was no reason to bring up her memories of her disappearance.
Rather than such memories, it would be more nutritious to recall the reality that we are going through right now.
She takes off her pajamas one by one as she sucks her breasts into her mouth.
Then she slipped her body into her spread legs and took off her pants.
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[There is no answer other than to just leave it alone.]
“Is that the answer you gave me when I asked you to find out?”
[If you touch it, things can get more complicated. It’s better to think of it as a dream and pass it on like now. You saw what I’ve been researching. What are you going to do if you touch it wrong and your memories get jumbled up?]
The conclusion that Pony came up with was this.
‘Don’t scratch it to make a boil.’
But from my point of view, it was not easy for me to see her sleepless because of her dreams.
Furthermore, seeing her suffering every time she dreams of her, it upsets her that she can’t do anything about it.
I don’t know why such hard things keep happening only to Lanna, her.
‘Are you willing to pay for the sin of giving birth to a child who destroys the world? But that’s a scenario that disappeared because of me.’
Although the first one was smart, he did not have the venomous character to destroy the world.
There were many things I wanted to become and many things I wanted to learn, so I was in the middle of doing everything I wanted to do, regardless of field.
The child’s dreams were changing several times a day: becoming a violinist, then a scientist, then a politician, then an artist, then a singer.
We hoped to let the child try as many things as possible so that he could discover something that suits him and that he can continue to be interested in and continue to do.
‘I don’t know if it’s because I ordered various things, but I show interest in various fields…’
Since the child is smart, he basically does everything well no matter what he is told to do.
However, it was not yet the intention of wanting to continue that interest seriously.
Even if you have talent, you don’t have to have a job that makes use of that talent.
Even if a child is talented in a field, if he is not interested, he has no intention of pushing it.
‘If you don’t want to decide anything, you can pass on the company that her mother does.’
Trying out various experiences as a child will also help in running a business.
“We can’t keep it like this. It’s not a fundamental solution, but it’s not like there’s no way to fix it.”
[Then…How about eating the dream at all?]
“Eating dreams?”
[Look carefully at the store. There are plenty of things that feed on nightmares.]
Pony gave a hint and disappeared.
After all, to solve Lanna’s problem, there is no other answer than the store.
[Puppet of a hippopotamus eating nightmares]
[Dreamless Sleep Pill]
[Happily and sweetly sleep on honey]
And as a result of searching the store, a specific way to solve Lanna’s work caught my eye.
To put all the worries to no avail, some shop items had the answer to break through the situation Lanna was going through.
