Chapter 203 – Mental Disruption
Why?
Why?
“Nonsense… That can’t be…”
In a panic, he stumbled on his legs and sat down.
Even once so far…
Did things ever go as planned?
Even before the execution of the plan, a variable occurred and failed.
“Um… Dad..?”
Leru fidgeted and wiggled his hand, wondering what she had done wrong.
Then, to lighten the mood with aegyo, he smiled and approached Roosevelt, but he gritted his teeth and slammed Leru’s hand.
“Noisy!”
“Kyaaak..!”
Le Lu, who had been pushed down by the violent hand, struck his buttock.
Roosevelt, who always treated her as her pampering and worried about her, looked at Leroux, who was weeping like a child, with her cold gaze.
“Tsk, I don’t have enough strength, so where should I use it…”
“Dad..?”
Now Leru has become an unnecessary throwaway.
There was no change in the blood relationship, but it was not easy to feel love for the incompetent Leru in the current situation.
So that…
There was no emotion in Roosevelt’s gaze as he looked at Leru.
There was only contempt and anger towards her child for her worthlessness.
“It’s over now.”
All her efforts were in vain.
All of her grandiose life plans have come to naught.
“Whoa, but Leru, you’re smart. Even if you can’t use magic, it’s useful, right? Prove the value of your existence to me, okay?”
“Huh…”
Roosevelt, who changed her expression, stretched out her hand toward Leru with a benevolent smile.
He tried to stroke her hair, but she dragged her buttocks behind her as Les Roux, disillusioned with him, shook her head from side to side at her.
Eventually stopping with her back against the wall opposite her, Leru grabbed her chest in her tightness as she gasped for breath.
“Dad… This, this is not… No…”
She burst into tears as if she were looking at a monster.
“What do you mean it’s not?”
“Mommy was right… Whoops, Daddy is crazy…”
Leru wanted her normal family.
While respecting the relationship between her pet Laysha and her master Roosevelt, the immature woman longs for the love between her parents and children.
“Huh, uh, Mom said… Daddy’s crazy…”
Leru brutally bullied Leisha for being her master and her peers.
Laysha didn’t hate Leru even when she was being treated like that, and Leru misunderstood that such behavior was love between a ‘master’ and a ‘pet’.
“What did Laysha say?”
“Ugh, that’s…”
Leroux told Roosevelt the events of that day, which she wanted to keep secret until her death.
As she herself was stabbed and fell, she did the day’s work…
***
As always, Laysha was tortured with an emotionless expression.
She was bound to rebel at least once, but Leru couldn’t understand why she was so stubborn.
“Mom. Why is she like this? Does she like living like this?”
Mie spat out in response to her old age, and Leisha’s body trembled.
It was the moment when her contempt for her own life, which she had been forgetting for so long, flared up again.
“I, I have to live like this for the rest of my life…”
“Why? I know the relationship between a pet and its owner… But I don’t know why my mother became a pet.”
“Yeah I…”
Laysha, whose memory had been erased, had a complicated mind.
Why did you become a pet?
Why was he chosen as a pet?
Why, what crime did he commit to be in such a situation?
“I am…”
It was a moment filled with dissatisfaction and anger towards life.
“I want to live like this too!!”
All the love I felt for my master is a lie.
In fact, I didn’t even want to get pregnant.
Because I thought that having a child would end my life as a pet…
Even if I didn’t like it, I was brainwashed and endured…
With a tail like this.
Being stuck in a room with no exit like this.
It wasn’t that she wanted to live a life despised by her own children.
“Sirreaaaaa! I said no! Now I hate it!!”
Leisha struggled madly, tearing at her hair.
The stress she had been building up in her body all along burst out at once.
“Whoa, whoa… Leru. Actually, I didn’t want to give birth to you…”
“Uh?”
“Something like you is not even a child. Just die…”
Laysha said in a fit of anger what her parents shouldn’t say to their children.
She didn’t regret it then.
Because everything was true
Leru, who was in great shock, stepped back from her and burst into tears.
“Why…Why does mom say that?”
“Then you!! Why are you doing this to me! What’s the difference between you and Master?! You’re just as crazy as me..!”
Laysha, bursting with resentment, let out all the words she had accumulated inside her.
In her mind, she wanted to spit out double curses all day long in Roosevel and Leru’s faces.
Leisha, who couldn’t let go of her anger, ran with her fists clenched in both of her hands and tried to hit her Leru, but she snapped her fingers first and Leru summoned her kitchen knife.
“Oh, Dad… Did it. Ugh, if Mom goes on a rampage, she’s okay to kill…”
“Do not lie..!”
Roosevel wouldn’t let Laysha die no matter what.
She knew that fact better than anyone else, and she understood at once that Leru’s words were lies.
“You just want to kill me right now…! You’re mad at me? You don’t like the situation right now, do you? You feel it’s strange, right?”
“That, that’s…”
Her emotions were immature, and she didn’t quite understand what she was feeling right now.
Just her tears flowing from her eyes.
Her heart was pounding like it was about to explode.
Her hands and feet were trembling in fear.
The state of her clenched fists trying not to let go of her cleaver.
Anger, sadness, despair, fear…
Leru looked at Leisha with a complex and subtle expression of her countless emotions.
“After all, you are just like Master.”
“I-I’m different… I don’t want to be crazy… I’m different from Dad… Eh? Oh no I want to be a dad… No, I don’t want to be a dad…”
Her belief that she wanted to be a good wizard like Roosevelt and that she didn’t want to be a vicious human being like Roosevelt clashed.
Her head was about to burst, she finally let her cleaver drop from her hand and bowed her head.
“Oh, no… I, I… I wanted something like this… I don’t like it either…”
“Leru… Let’s just finish it.”
“Uh, mom…?”
“If you die… Everything will be resolved.”
“Ah..?”
Laysha grabbed her dropped kitchen knife in her hand and stabbed Leru in the stomach without hesitation.
When Leru disappears.
When Leru disappears.
Because the master might come back.
Because it’s enough for me to receive the master’s affection.
“Ah… Uhm…?”
Seeing the bright red blood, Leru’s complexion turned pale.
Sensing the burning heat in her belly, she sat down and curled her body into a circle.
Laysha held her bloody cleaver in her hand and wept.
“Oh, Mom, why…”
“Huh… Me, me too… I didn’t want to do this… I don’t even know anymore!!”
After committing the action, I regretted it.
Because she knows better than anyone that her life will not change even after Le Lu dies…
She felt regret at the thought of stabbing Leru to resolve her fleeting anger…
Sensing her despair, Laysha cried out, pouring out her tears.
Roosevelt, who came into her room just in time, approached Laysha to calm her down, and fearing her punishment, she rather resisted, brandishing her sword without looking in front of her.
Roosevelt gave her one last chance.
If you admit your fault and ask for forgiveness, you can close your eyes as always.
He gave Laysha, who was already at the edge of a cliff, a last chance, but she did not give in until the end.
What is his ego?
Laysha resisted for the first time and for what might be her last, and the result was so disastrous that she wanted to die.
***
“Did that happen? Laysha said that?”
“Huh… Just like Mom said… Dad is crazy. I think he’s crazy..!”
“Do you think so too?”
“Black…!”
Roosevelt, who thought she was justice, found out that she was the crystal of evil.
It was a fact that could no longer be denied.
“I let you meet Laysha for no reason.”
Leru’s feelings, who grew up listening only to her prescribed education, changed because of Leisha.
As a result, Leru has surpassed her level of failure and became the worst output.
“She’s as useless as the real one… Laysha is always that damn…”
If you think about it, his life began to twist like a twist after having Rae Sha as her pet.
The reason Albert died was largely because of Laysha.
As the saying goes, if Rize had escaped alone, Albert might not have died.
Even Ron’s death was behind Laysha, and Laysha’s influence was great for the reason Leru became like this.
Furthermore, Laysha was also the reason that Roosevel himself was ruined in this way.
Because of Laysha.
Because I ran after seeing only one Laysha.
Because she gave Laysha her affection.
Because she loved Laysha.
Because she can never give up on Laysha.
Haha…”
Although everything was blamed on Laysha.
He was well aware of the fact that his sin was the greatest.
“Yeah, I don’t need them anymore.”
It seemed that he knew a little about the destruction of the garden that the suit man predicted.
With Mental gone, Roosevelt made the crucial decision to drop everything and give up the garden.
Even if he ends his life in vain like this…
As for Laysha, she couldn’t possibly forgive her.
