How to Live With a Broken Saint 56

Chapter 56 – Blood Hatred (3)

Lucia burst into tears in front of her eyes, and she tried hard not to laugh at Mason, who mumbled that he was wrong.

The way her older sister showed her was evidence of her mental weakness. Her worries are inflated and reproduced in her own pain and difficulties. The flexibility of thinking hardens, and in the end, we hang on to fragmentary information given by others and fall into confirmation bias.

Two eyes that have lost their place to go, trembling hands, tears that keep pouring out,

Lucia felt as though she had been compensated for all the unpleasant things she had been through lately.

She had to do service to Cianna instead of Isabella, the woman who suddenly and rudely asked to ride in the carriage, and Mason’s insecurities that got on her nerves every day.

Again she is reminded of her original goal. Break Mason. Shake Isabella to play with her as she pleases.

Although it didn’t go according to her own plan, she didn’t care about that anymore. For she herself did not dare to imitate her Isabella.

She only needed to reach her goal in Morro. And now, in front of her eyes, that goal is approaching.

In the future, if you break down a little more.

Lucia adjusted her expression. She’s careful not to let out a little laugh, and she puts on a slightly puzzled look. Mason is looking at her, but it’s unclear what he can see through her tears.

Lucia deliberately awkwardly approached her slowly and quietly hugged her, patting her back weakly with her hand. And she whispered in a sweeter voice than ever.

“… Sorry. I’m sorry, sister.”

Took her own head on her Mason’s head, and butt-toed.

“I… I did it because it was so hard. That didn’t work.”

Mason continued to cry, but she didn’t push her away. Lucia decided to take it as a good sign.

“I must have been a little tired and exhausted without realizing it. I don’t know if it’s someone else, but I shouldn’t have done that, but I was the only one who sent a letter with all the contents to her sister. I am the only one who needs to understand her sister.”

Lucia kept whispering words that Mason might want to hear. With the exception of Shiana and Mason, she emphasizes that she is the only one who understands the whole situation. Her false apologies continued until Mason stopped her tears.

Even as Mason’s weeping breathing subsided and all that remained was her little childlike hiss, Lucia did not release her embrace. Like a parent raising her little child, she brushed Mason’s back reassuringly.

In the end, it was Mason who raised the white flag first. As she saw Mason slowly slipping out of her arms, Lucia smiled.

“Are you calm?”

“…”

Mason didn’t answer, only nodded her head. She had already given her answer by her tear-stained face, her red and swollen eyes, and her equally flushed face.

Lucia lifted Mason’s face. Mason’s tousled hair clung to her cheeks from her tears, and her face was not free from her embarrassment.

She showed signs of wanting to let go of her hand, but it was felt that the atmosphere was holding her back.

Lucia was troubled for a moment. As she is, is she going to take Mason to Isabella? But the answer came easily.

Yet.

Mason said she was just afraid that she would be abandoned, because she didn’t need Isabella yet.

If so, what should I do before then?

“Don’t worry, there’s no way I’m leaving her sister.”

Lucia bowed her head. She made sure of her face to keep Mason from getting it out, but she held it gently.

Side.

Mason’s cheeks tasted slightly salty from her tears.

After a brief, less than a second moment of contact, Lucia met her eyes with Mason again.

Seeing the embarrassment evident on her face, Lucia smiled.

“Why, you did it often when you were younger.”

Lucia deliberately smirked and looked at her. She saw a lot of emotion flash in Mason’s eyes, but she didn’t know it and removed her hand from Mason’s cheek.

“I’m very sorry today, sister.”

So, this is the way we did it when we were kids. Because a younger sister can kiss her older sister as an apology.

There’s no way a younger brother would harbor feelings of love for her older sister, right?

“For now, can we talk about the rest tomorrow?”

All she had to do was reassure her that she would never leave Mason.

At the same time, make her Mason less repulsive to her own actions.

Seeing that Mason’s head was shaking, Lucia said that she would go in first, then went up to her room and shut the door.

She collapsed on the bed and looked up at her ceiling with delight.

If Mason, disheveled and insecure, began to lean more towards herself in front of her, she would use that to erase her rejection of herself and of her own sex.

Mason, of course, would be reluctant, but her refusal would not be tenacious in the name of her sister’s display of affection, and in the fear that she would disappoint him.

Lucia smiled pleasantly. No longer did she return to her common sense and ethics based on themselves.

The trouble of overthrowing and brainwashing her own sister was not her handful of effort compared to her admiration and her affection for Isabella.

“Wait, Isabella.”

I’ll bring you the gift you want.

That night,

Mason was lying in her bed, keeping her eyes open all night. It had been so long since she had shed so many tears that her nose was cold and her eyes were still burning.

But more than that, a whirlwind of her more complex emotions was tormenting her.

It was a tangled thread, and it was a situation where I couldn’t even figure out where to start unraveling.

To her shock at the appearance of Ciana and Isabella that she had seen in the clothing store today, she showed Lucia a look she shouldn’t have. It was so embarrassing and shameful that she had to reveal her own weak and insecure side, the side of her that she did not want to be found out.

She held her in her arms and shed tears like a child, so she didn’t know who her brother was.

Mason tried to kick the covers off her unconsciously at the thought, but then she stopped at the thought of what followed her.

In exchange for her showing her weakness, she could gain reassurance from Lucia in return. She was left with a sense of reassurance and reassurance that she would live on in his flesh.

It was her mind that eased a little when the one problem that had been bothering her for several days had gone. She is a little shy, but even when she tries to sleep with a light heart,

The touch that still remained vividly on her cheek.

Mason returns with open eyes. How should I accept this situation? That her brother had kissed her own cheek.

Of course, it wasn’t unusual for her sister to kiss her on the cheek. It was a common sight when I was young, and it happened often between Lucia and Mason.

However, at what age did the average sister act like that?

Mason tosses and turns in her bed once again. She is several times lighter than usual, but she cannot easily fall asleep.

It must have been an affectionate expression as an apology, reminiscing about the times when we were very young and recalling memories.

It’s because you think too much. Maybe because she received a kiss from Sianna, whom she considered like her sister, she couldn’t properly accept her pure sister’s behavior.

When I thought about it, I laughed out loud. It’s so disgusting that I even thought of it myself.

Calm down Mason. Lucia is your younger sister.

Even though she is mentally weak now, her act of guessing at her brother’s feelings was enough to make Lucia feel guilty.

It was Shiana who bit the tail of her thoughts that had sent her away by slapping her head. Because of her kiss, the person who made her think strangely about her sister, and her relationship with Isabella I saw today.

They are lovers… Is it a relationship?

Mason shifted her memory to a moment earlier. On that day, on a moonlit night, Sianna came and told her her secret, her confession that should have remained her own secret forever.

However, it wasn’t long after she made that confession that her behavior changed. Because she guessed exactly her own leverage, from the time she decided to distance herself a little from her Shiana.

Maybe she has developed feelings for Isabella since then?

But if we go back a little bit and think about what happened that winter-

Mason thought that far for a while, and then a big smile came out.

Until just yesterday, it was hard to even think of Shia or her, and her head hurt. Did she throw a burden on her heart when she realized that she could rely on Lucia?

Mason said she decided to stop thinking about it further. She didn’t want to think about it, at least today, she involved Ciana.

Leaving behind her gratitude and sorry for her Lucia, Mason put her to sleep. That night, she was able to sleep comfortably without waking up or having uncomfortable dreams for the first time in a long time.