Chapter 197 – Extraversion. Christmas Eve With My Brother (2)
“Can’t you be nice to your brother? It’s family. I was just trying to be friends with you.”
Being excited by someone for the first time
“Where is the older brother who puts a headband on his younger brother at an amusement park! Seriously, ⋯silly.”
That someone who didn’t even treat me as a woman, is getting more and more excited about me.
“⋯Are you excited at that time?”
If you take one step from this side, you take one step from that side.
“Yes.”
Hehe, snorting, if you take one step away from this side, two steps will come from the other side.
“I was embarrassed because it was my first feeling… But I’m not bad at all, am I?”
“It’s my younger brother, of course.”
“I didn’t want to admit it. I couldn’t.”
Such a fresh love.
“Like what.”
“I couldn’t deny that I had romantic feelings for my brother. I was disgusted with myself.”
“⋯Yes.”
“I tried to hide it, I tried to get rid of it… But it keeps coming back to life when my brother talks to me.”
But let alone fresh, I wanted to die because I was disgusting and trashy myself.
Isn’t it ridiculous that your first love is your older brother?
“I thought it would be better if my brother went to the army. You have a saying like that. When the body goes down, the mind goes down.”
“But isn’t it?”
“Of course it is. ⋯It’s not like we’re going to fall apart for the rest of our lives. Because we know that blood ties don’t disappear.”
“⋯Are they siblings?”
“Yes.”
However, the moment I already recognized my emotions, the fresh and beautiful dream I had been dreaming of was already shattered.
“So why did I cry when I went to the army?”
“Um… 10% of it was because I felt sorry for my brother. 40% because I hate falling out with my brother.”
“What about the other half?”
“⋯I don’t think I’ll ever hate my brother. I cried.”
Even if you forget, erase, hide that heartbeat and find a new love,
“It was fixed from then on. ⋯I want my brother to like me.”
It wouldn’t be a fresh love like now.
“Is that why you call me when you’re bored?”
“Huh. Oh, I don’t mean that. It’s not the same as men and women. Just because he’s good as a younger brother. I wished you liked me more.”
How nice it would be if there was only one love in a person’s life,
It was so unexpected for me that I thought every time.
“How much did you want?”
“Even if I had a girlfriend, if I said I was sick, would she come running right away even during a date?”
“Then that’s the difference.”
“Because it would be better for me if I had a difference with my brother. ⋯That much.”
But because it’s unexpected,
“I was so happy to hear all the things I wanted to hear, and to see my brother obsess over me that much…”
Rather, it happened suddenly.
.
“Because it’s okay to look at me as a younger sister, ⋯I wanted to.”
To a girl who dreamed of love like a movie, love like a drama was filled in her hands.
“I wanted to give, I wanted to have. My first time, my brother’s first time, everything. Because I don’t want to do something that didn’t exist. Because even memories are good. ⋯I wanted to.”
Greedy and selfish, I couldn’t let go of that love.
“⋯But, it didn’t work that way.”
If your favorite movie has a happy ending, but someone mumbles that it should be changed to a bad ending, of course you get pissed off, don’t you?
“What.”
“After kissing and having sex with my brother. Because I keep getting greedy I don’t think so. No way.”
So do i.
“⋯It can’t be helped. We are of the same mind.”
“If it weren’t for brother and sister, she would have lost her feelings, but she even thought about it.”
Of course, I don’t know if the path I chose will have a happy ending… But first of all, the opposite path will always have a sad ending.
“Why?”
“That’s right, oppa’s personality is really bad? Do I have a bad personality? They’re both selfish and they’re both very proud. If it wasn’t for siblings, we would always fight even if we were dating.”
I hate bad endings because they taste so bitter.
Like coffee, like stories,
I always like sweet things.
“Because we are siblings. It’s so hard that we don’t even think about fighting among ourselves…”
“⋯That’s right.”
The bitter taste is just a topping that enhances the sweetness.
“It was nice when we were lovers, but it was a bit scary.”
“Are you afraid you’ll get caught?”
“There are things like that. ⋯What if my brother gets tired of me someday?”
I didn’t love my brother just because I wanted to taste the bitter taste.
“Do I look like trash?”
“You’re trash because you touched your younger brother.”
“⋯.”
“⋯ I was worried about what he would do if he stopped being trash. He suddenly came to his senses and asked me not to do this ⋯ I shouldn’t have.”
Obviously this person
Won’t you let me know the sweetness?
“Am I fine?”
“Huh. ⋯So I thought of what to do when I’m fine.”
“⋯Is that it?”
“Do that so that my brother can’t even refute or run away. ⋯I want to hold onto it firmly.”
“You already have enough. ⋯There is a lot of evidence.”
“That’s right, but… Actually, it’s only half a joke. I just liked my brother.”
Wouldn’t it tell me the sweet and sticky love that makes my teeth rot?
Because I was more and more certain.
“I?”
“I like how you treat me as a little sister, but often look at me that way.”
“⋯Dangerous kid, really.”
“But it can’t be helped. Secretly holding hands after arguing with my brother, secretly going out together. Going out and kissing secretly. Because everything is fine.”
It’s okay to be dangerous
No matter how hard it is in the future
“⋯Like now?”
“Yes.”
“What if I get caught?”
“It’s fine if you don’t notice. ⋯If you don’t get caught as you say, it won’t happen.”
“Okay. ⋯ Let’s not get caught. As brother and sister, because we are brother and sister… We love each other.”
“Yes.”
Because I am a selfish and greedy woman.
Once I thought I wanted to, I would never give up.
“Are you done talking?”
“Actually, I still have one left…”
“What.”
Because I can’t give up
The feeling you gave me
I also want to inform my brother.
“I’m really sorry about your brother. Not today.”
“⋯What?”
“Because it’s such a day.”
“⋯Didn’t you say that last week?”
“So… No.”
How hard it is to love your older brother.
I want her to think about it once while loving her younger sister.
“Why.”
“You really can’t do that.”
“Why.”
“I know I can’t if I can’t! You should be doing this so that it doesn’t happen.”
“Let go.”
“No. You’re going to attack your brother.”
“If that’s the case, why are you wearing these panties?”
“I’ll do something else, ⋯really, that’s not possible.”
“⋯Could it be that kind of day?”
As soon as I nodded, my brother got up from the bed without tearing me off like a cicada.
And just like that, he pressed me to the bed.
A feeling of being squeezed in the intestines.
The feeling of breaking your head.
It doesn’t hurt or hurt, but it’s heavy.
And⋯,
A little excited
“Brother. Really, really no ⋯Really.”
“Because it’s such a day?”
“Yes.”
“What kind of day is that?”
“⋯.”
“Is there a day you can’t do it? Even if it’s during menstruation.”
“Therefore! ⋯Because it’s been two weeks. That doesn’t work really. Without knowing anything…”
“Why?”
⋯Are you sure you don’t know what your brother’s period and ovulation have to do with it?
I almost thought for a moment that I might not know, but when I said ‘that kind of day’ and saw how excited I was, there’s no way I didn’t know.
After all, it’s a pervert, so I want you to say it with my mouth.
“Because it’s a day where you shouldn’t just do it like usual. It’s a very dangerous day… No way. Really.”
It’s a dangerous day.
“Not even when menstruating. I can’t be dangerous today. Then when will it be?”
“I’ll let you do whatever you want later… Not today.”
“What’s wrong?”
“⋯ You can’t do that. Sex⋯. If you do it with your brother.”
“Why?”
“Because it arises…”
⋯ It’s the day that comes into being.
Look. Taking off my pajamas as soon as I say that.
You were excited enough to shut me up and tie me up right now.
“It’s very dangerous, they’re siblings… They’re close friends, so you can’t make them.”
“⋯Is it okay for siblings to do this?”
“That! Well, it’s okay if you don’t get caught. If they happen, they will always be caught…”
There, brother
Am I really in danger?
If you do, will it really happen?
“You asked for it to be dirty. I like it because we are siblings. I like it because I’m your older brother.”
“That’s a different story! ⋯And, it’s not dirty. So, ⋯no way! Never, never!”
We are siblings
I love you shamelessly
Dirty body overlapping,
It’s possible to avoid people’s eyes, but
You cannot marry confidently and cleanly.
Are you going to do it anyway?
⋯ Will you choose me?
“Get your hands off me. Take it off.”
“Because I can’t…”
Is the current brother blind because he is dominated by sexual desire?
Or do you really love me so much that you mistakenly believe that you can take responsibility?
I want to check
What will the older brother do if the younger sister, who must never attack him, seduces him so that he can’t stop attacking him?
If the.
If my brother thinks of my relationship really simply,
I won’t let you think that way.
Because today is a really dangerous day.
I will tell you that loving me is a very dangerous thing.
But if you take that and tell me that you’re responsible for me…
⋯I don’t mind becoming your brother’s property.
I will accept all of your sexual desires, exclusive desires, and shady tastes.
Please promise me unbreakable love.
Brother.
