Chapter 169 – 169. Master
Lying in bed all day was not boring at all.
It was the first time I was alone in this house for over half a day because Winter went to take an exam alone.
Looking back at myself messing around with the computer in a lonely corner of the house without a TV, and getting tired of that, I put my nose in my brother’s bed and smelled it, and it was hard to feel worse.
In order to get rid of loneliness and loneliness, I cleaned, tidied up, and sweated like rain, but I was never satisfied.
I thought about going outside, but I was startled by the sweltering heat I felt as soon as I opened the front door, so I quickly sealed the house and buried myself in the wind from the air conditioner.
Originally, at a time like this, I would have masturbated while watching something erotic.
But not as much as today.
I mean, I’ve been patient for a really long time.
I don’t have to be patient today, and I can’t be patient.
“I’m back⋯.”
“Winter!”
Like a dog waiting for its owner, when the front door opened, she rushed out and greeted her brother.
However, despite having finished the first semester, Winter came into the house slowly taking off his shoes and hat with an uncomfortable expression on his face.
“Ha…”
“Is it hot outside? Drink water water.”
“Yeah, thank you…”
When the air conditioner blows on me, I closed my eyes and cooled my sweat. His expression did not improve.
He thanked me for the water I gave him and drank it well, but he still seemed in a bad mood.
⋯ Did you fail the test?
Why, on this fine day.
“⋯Did you ruin your grades?”
“Oh, that’s not it… Just.”
Winter, who gave only ambiguous answers, trudged to the room and collapsed on the bed.
Lying on her stomach, she tossed her thin coat on the floor, then put her head on the pillow and sighed in agony.
“⋯Are you okay?”
“Sorry, it’s not okay brother.”
I wanted to wonder why she was doing this all of a sudden, so I followed Gye-ryeol and stroked her sweat-drenched hair.
“Why?”
“⋯I can’t do it today.”
After answering in a voice that gave off a hint of apologetic feeling, he turned over and raised his arm to show me his forearm, which had subsided a lot of bruises before he knew it.
A thin stick that can be seen when she gently presses her finger on it.
Contraceptives with a validity period of 3 years.
⋯Is it because of that?
“Sex. Can not. I am bleeding.”
“Are you bleeding?”
“Maybe it’s still in the adaptation period, but it’s bleeding… I prepared it just in case, so nothing special happened.”
“Is it like menstruation?”
“Yeah, it’s similar. I think it’s because I switched to this after taking medicine every day. Even the doctor said it could be done before doing this.”
As she tidied up her sweaty bangs with her fingers, she looked at the apologetic winter with worried eyes.
Ha⋯.
Well, it’s controlled by hormones, but there may be side effects.
Rather, I had been taking birth control pills steadily for over half a year, but it was strange that nothing special happened.
Seeing the downturned winter after having sex and sleeping makes even me disturbed.
To be honest, it probably wasn’t what I was expecting.
“I’m sorry, brother? You endured a lot because of me.”
“No no. Are you okay. Start by worrying about your body.”
“I’m really sorry. ⋯I also wanted to soothe you.”
“Really fine. Your body is more important.”
In fact, just because you’re on your period or bleeding for some other reason doesn’t necessarily mean you can’t have sex.
It’s just that Kyeol-gyeol is very reluctant to do that, and I don’t like it either, so I’ve never tried it.
It’s partly because they both prefer cleanliness, and if the relationship feels unhygienic, they’re probably deliberately staying away from each other in case they feel cold.
Aside from doing it during menstruation, I never touched the anus for similar reasons.
Of course, fellas do it often, but I didn’t force-feed or spray semen on my face.
We didn’t want to break the illusions we had for each other, so we kept each other.
If it’s a fantasy that remains even after living together for nearly 20 years, I wonder if I should call it a fantasy.
No matter how much you know each other’s private life, there are definitely things you don’t want to touch.
“Ha… Sorry brother I’ll wash up first.”
“Okay. Go wash up.”
“Huh.”
Looking at the back of Gye-gyeol, who trudges away with a change of clothes, with a gloomy expression, made me feel depressed.
I even thought about whether I would follow her and wash her for a moment, but I gave up because it was obvious that if I did, I would get really annoyed, not playfully angry like I usually do.
Until then, the cycle was constant, so it was expected, so I wasn’t as depressed as I am now.
Even the dirty thoughts that had been filling my head were blown away, and only thoughts about how to soothe her brother filled my head.
“⋯Shall we make dinner?”
Feeling uneasy, I also got up and trudged to the kitchen to boil the soybean paste stew I always ate at lunchtime.
After washing up and having dinner with Gye-ryeol, who was feeling a little better, and chatting with each other, he couldn’t bring it up to the level of calm.
⋯I feel that you are sincerely sorry, so it’s uncomfortable even for me.
I tried to say that it wasn’t my fault, but I didn’t have to be so sorry, but I changed my mind and swallowed the words.
On the contrary, I would have been very sorry if I hadn’t been able to hug Winter because I had a problem.
As long as we care for each other, it will be inevitable.
It’s so good when I see it at times like this, it seems that death isn’t always good.
I have no intention of changing it though.
***
After eating dinner and wiping my mouth clean, the two of us lay in bed in a daze.
Were you supposed to be having sex?
Until yesterday, we were just cuddling.
“⋯Brother.”
“A little over here.”
“Huh.”
However, there was no law saying not to hug him today, so he hugged the downtrodden Winter in his arms and stroked his hair.
I wondered if I felt better because I had a delicious dinner, but seeing that my eyes were wide open, I still felt apologetic.
“Ah… I can’t. Brother.”
“What?”
“I can’t because I feel weird. ⋯Leave for a second, brother.”
Even a hug still didn’t make him feel better, so he pushed me away from the room as if he needed some alone time.
⋯ Was it that shocking?
How much did I expect, and at the same time, did I go too far for two weeks? Suspicions also began to creep in.
Looking back, it is.
It’s me, Winterie did it with her hands and breasts, but I didn’t give her enough skinship, except for kissing and caressing her breasts.
I don’t know if I’d rather not do anything, it was worse because I only made it hot and didn’t relieve it.
No matter how much sex drive is less than me, it would have been all the same.
“⋯Brother.”
“Oh, winter.”
“Come in.”
Thinking that maybe Winter had expected more than I did, Winter called me back into the room while the feeling of sorry was building up in my heart.
Instead of apologizing, give him a kiss or whatever.
Even if we can’t have sex, we go into the room promising to love each other to our satisfaction.
“⋯I was in a bad mood, so I tried on pretty clothes.”
Winter, dressed in a maid uniform, was sitting on the bed.
⋯I rubbed my eyes and looked again.
Is a maid
She is wearing a black and white mixed dress and even a pure white headband.
Her hair was also curled and pinned to make it easier to do housework.
Looking at the ruffles on the hem of her skirt ⋯.
“Hey, brother…”
Is this a maid?
If this was a maid, the birth rate in modern Europe would have tripled.
“⋯Aren’t you going to rate it?”
Even if the clothes weren’t made of mesh at all, the length of the skirt barely covered half of the thighs.
In the meantime, the white stockings I showed you last time were worn this time as well, as if they were recycled thriftly.
More than anything, if you look at the straps on the shoulders, let alone the sleeves, this is definitely not a maid.
An obscene maid whose purpose is to seduce her master.
“Winter.”
“Huh.”
Winter knelt down and sat down and looked up at me.
Her sorry feelings and subdued desires were all reset, and only the thought of wanting to cuddle dominated her whole body.
I don’t have the confidence not to overtake it.
Stiff, angry or not,
Whether it bleeds or not, I feel like I will be forcibly stripped off and raped.
“Let’s not take off all our clothes today.”
“Yes.”
So she clenched her molars and made one promise that she would not break.
I’m never going to take off my clothes today.
The front is mostly white anyway, right?
It’s not like it’s expensive clothes for her personality.
⋯Everything except sex, really.
When I said it with a breath similar to the day I moved in, the younger brother also regained his energy with a smile on his lips, as if he liked the look of his excited brother.
“Oh, and by the way. Brother.”
“Uh.”
Right.
And after a really long time,
“Because my brother is my master. Um⋯. Hurry up, give me an order. ⋯ Yes?”
Wintery snapped his fingers and asked me for an order.
“⋯Lie down. Raise both hands.”
Of course, I had no intention of shaking my head and rejecting it,
“No way, brother. You can’t use her sister as her maid, are you going to attack her now?”
“Am I like you?”
Even if blood flowed, he had no intention of committing a lowly maid.
“But the master’s eyes have become very scary…?”
Of course, as soon as I glared at him, I thought I would severely punish my brother for provoking me, who seemed to be running amok for joy inside.
