Chapter 152 – 152. Unlucky Day
“The morning air is nice.”
It’s always time to get up, so I can’t close my eyes even if I want to close them, so I open the window wide and smell the fresh scent of spring.
I swallow the scent in my mouth and swallow it like I’m secretly eating something delicious.
This is the scent of azalea.
The essential forsythia taste.
I’m not very knowledgeable about flowers, so it wouldn’t matter much if I couldn’t tell them apart.
If you’ve been soaked in emotions like this since morning, that’s enough.
“At times like this, reading a book is perfect. I should have brought one.”
The leisure that I couldn’t taste because I was tired of taking care of my precious people.
As much as the time I entered these days, I became more and more relaxed, but I forgot how to enjoy it before I knew it.
All I can do is drink with my older sister, younger sister, and friends.
While drinking together, I listen to my husband gossip, and comfort me when I am having a hard time raising my children.
But when I go in, if I advise him that it is better to get along well with the West and live in the order of Oh Soon-do, he will nod and say, “It’s wrong.”
Teaching others is so much fun at times like this.
Teaching freshmen is hard.
“Oh wow, I’m sore.”
Stretch your arms and legs and stretch them left and right.
Half a hundred years old.
A body that has grown old.
“My mom gave birth to a really big liver.”
Still, as if I was exercising, I wonder if the effort had any effect, and I can still walk around for hours without any problems.
Even if I drank too much and fell asleep like yesterday, I’m still alive and well without a single sore spot, probably not just because of heredity.
I’ve been very busy too.
I worked to raise my children,
I worked because I didn’t want to think,
It became a place to be before I knew it, so I worked all the time.
“What are you going to do at school these days?”
Meet a lot of people, teach a lot of people, send a lot of people.
Even if the kids I went to college with sent me a pack of Korean beef every holiday, they would feed me beef for three meals a day in the fall and winter.
There was nothing I couldn’t do with the money my father sent me anyway.
If they become independent, you won’t have to bring anything to send them out.
Even if her social status is mediocre, her mother doesn’t have enough money, so she’ll never look like she’s bowing her head to others.
“⋯ I sleep very well. Since olden times.”
Seeing him fast asleep with her nose in her bed gives her mixed feelings.
She either likes it or hates it.
I am grateful and I hate it.
Even though her bad feelings haven’t gone away yet ⋯,
It’s okay.
At my age, now is not the time to be angry like a child.
“Honey, wake up.”
“Mmm…”
“Wake up, Kim Sang-woo.”
“Ah, it’s Seonhee…”
“How old are you and do you still call me by your first name? Just call me honey.”
“Reporting marriage yet again… Ooh, it’s cold…”
The daily life I missed.
It’s still on the borderline, but it’s getting closer step by step.
Sooner or later, you will be able to wake up at home, not at a pension.
At that time, it was not two, but four.
There will come a day when we grill meat together.
“Are you going to eat ramen for breakfast?”
“Uh… With my mild taste.”
“Your taste has changed after living abroad. I don’t eat anything spicy.”
“I still eat spicy food well. I eat mild things because they are delicious.”
And after the happy times, let’s go to a nice place across the water.
I should try to breathe the air of another country while living.
Then the two of us again
It’s a lifetime, and the four can’t be together.
“Do you put the leftover meat from yesterday into the ramen? Or bake it?”
“By-self.”
“I’ll definitely eat it all.”
“Bake it, bake it.”
It seems like your hair has already grown thick and you want to go out and live.
Even if they follow us, once they are there, they will find their place and live on their own.
Because they are the students I care about the most and teach with love.
Both of you shouldn’t live a hard life by getting your nose pierced by a mean person like me.
Since we’re both in a relationship, I don’t believe it when I see things crooked.
As a mother, you should take good care of me.
“Oh, that sounds delicious.”
“Eat slowly. Hot.”
“I am not stupid.”
A bitch who isn’t stupid.
No matter how long it’s been since we met again, I’m very familiar with the face of an idiot who blows on ramen just like he did ten years ago.
Still, the child’s father is the child’s father.
How are you so similar?
I don’t look very much like this person, but his genes are amazing.
When I go to the market with my kids, everyone makes a fuss about the three of them.
Is it because they are both idiots?
“So. Breakfast is always served like this, when will you come?”
“⋯ Just a little bit.”
“Are you still scared?”
“Uh.”
Fools have no fear or fear.
The idiot in my house is not trying to set foot inside my house even once, because there are so many things that are so scary.
Whew⋯.
Gae-gae was originally that kind of kid.
As well as winter
Even though they look old on the outside, they are soft on the inside.
How much you must have been hurt by this person.
I also wake up from time to time when I’m sleeping.
“Are you going to be so afraid for the rest of your life?”
“⋯Next time. I’ll go next time.”
“Do you know how many times you’ve worn it already?”
“I’ll go. Really.”
But I’m not a kid who doesn’t hold back when I’m angry.
As a mother, I can understand why she asked her father why she came.
Because I’ve been watching you grow.
How hurt you are,
Having a hard time
She knows better than anyone how she grew up with her heart closed for a while.
“Before you come, decide what to say. Don’t just say you’re sorry.”
“⋯Okay.”
The problem must have been right after I was too busy and thought I was going to die.
It was fortunate that my mother took good care of her, but I regret that she didn’t take care of her well enough to think about it every other day.
Her mother couldn’t take care of her properly, and I’m so proud that her little ones have grown up so straight through the tough times.
Lovely, thank you
It won’t hurt even if you put it in your eyes, unconditionally.
So…
“There is still plenty of time before we go to Canada or America. If you think it’s better for the kids to live there too, you’ll have to convince them. I don’t know because I don’t live there.”
“I’ll think about it a lot.”
I don’t want to know deeply what Kyeol-gyeol is worried about.
You shouldn’t know more until you tell me.
Even if you are a daughter, you have a private life.
“You ate well, honey.”
“Even though he is unemployed, he eats really well.”
“If you have a lot of money, you are an investor, not an unemployed person.”
“Investment is a fucking investment. You put your money in stocks and don’t even look at it.”
“It’s an investment if you don’t look into it. If you look into it, that’s speculation.”
It’s obvious that I have a boyfriend, but I don’t show anything to my mom.
Honey drips from your eyes like a girl in love.
Even if I love you so that a smile comes to my lips when I see you.
I have no reason to get involved.
“Ah, I’m full…”
“Honey, if you’re already full, you’ll have a hard time at lunch later, right?”
If you love like that, it’s something you should be happy as a mother.
I’m no longer a child, I’m an adult.
I was just confused at the time.
I didn’t mean to scold you.
I didn’t mean to push
“What other restaurant did you reserve?”
“You will be surprised when you go. They say it’s incredibly delicious.”
Still, your mother is fifty years old, right?
I can’t help but be surprised to see such underwear.
In winter, if you and mom have clothes like that, she won’t be surprised.
It’s similar
“How great is this place?”
“Restaurant. I’ve been there once and it’s really good.”
“Ugh, what are you ashamed of at this age?”
You can be ashamed, winter.
You may have met someone you like but find it difficult to show
It’s simply your private life, so maybe you didn’t want to tell your mom.
Mom understands everything.
Grandma Neg suffered a lot because of her mother.
My mother also met this person while being insulted by my mother.
Even after getting married and even after getting divorced, her grandmother was very rotten.
“What is there to be ashamed of? Both of them are not even fifty yet.”
“It’s okay.”
“You are only in your 40s. Honey and I are still in good spirits.”
Whether you’re 40 or 50, whether you’re young in your 20’s or a little girl in your 80’s.
In her grandmother’s eyes, she was a small child all her life.
She must have looked so immature when she got older and fought with her baby’s dad.
“Looking at what you’re doing, it doesn’t seem like a single thing has changed since before you left.”
“People don’t change that easily.”
But in the eyes of her daughter, I am an adult for the rest of my life.
In my eyes, Winter is a cute daughter for the rest of my life no matter how much she grows up.
Now that she is older than her mother, she is still cute.
So are you
So is your brother
“Why did people who say people don’t change come back to Korea?”
“It was a difficult change and came back. Honey.”
“I know. I tried it once.”
Therefore,
Even in your brother’s eyes, you will always be a cute little sister.
To you too, your brother is very trustworthy and trustworthy.
He’ll look like an older brother you want to lean on.
“Honey. There is still some time until check-out, what should I do?”
“Even if I go out for a moment, I have nowhere to go.”
I can only say that I heard what my older brother said to me.
Did you just break up with the boyfriend you loved so much?
⋯ Whew.
It’s obvious that you’re hurting and struggling.
“Then let’s sleep together for three more hours. Set an alarm.”
“Don’t go to sleep immediately after eating. Get sick.”
“Paro is not sleeping. Brush your teeth, watch TV, then fall asleep.”
⋯How hard would it have been?
Mom also said that sometimes, when my sister stroked her hair, she felt comfortable.
That’s what it means, maybe.
“Ah, I’m tired…”
“What makes you fall asleep while being so sleepy? Just lay in bed and sleep well Seeing you yawn makes me sleepy too.”
“Since I set the alarm, let’s sleep together, Seonhee.”
At the sound of an alarm, I briefly pick up her cell phone and put it down.
⋯ No, no.
How old are the kids
Even without me, you did well on your own.
Autumn went to the army.
Even when mom sees it, she’s grown up, and she’s matured.
They’re both college students, so they’d wake up on time.
So…
“⋯It can’t be.”
It can’t be.
Never.
It can’t be.