Chapter 150 – 150. Daily Life
It is not very pleasant to see the mother’s face with bloodshot eyes after visiting the mortuary of the grandmother and grandfather.
However, the image of the mother laughing with her bulging eyes and talking to her father on the phone didn’t look worse than I thought.
A smile that was slightly different from the smiles of mothers I’ve seen so far.
Rather than a smile that makes others feel comfortable, she is a smile that naturally leaks out when she is comfortable with herself.
After giving up her academy job, her face looks a lot more comfortable than her mother when she had nothing to do and was just watching TV.
Every time she sees her mother like that, the guilt that fills her heart seems to hide, so she feels grateful to her father for no reason.
I never thought the day would come when I could express her gratitude to him.
It’s amazing, really.
“Are you awake?
“Ugh, brother. What about mom?”
“I went on a trip with my dad again. 2 days and 1 night.”
“Also?”
“I heard that we didn’t take her mom on a trip, so she’s going with her dad instead.”
“I sent my mom a trip.”
“Your intentions were impure, that.”
“That’s not what my brother said.”
It didn’t hurt us either that her mother’s frequent absences from her house increased.
There was no needless expense like lodging because I couldn’t stand the desire like before,
Even if the two of them are alone at home, there is no more crazily craving and clinging to each other like last time.
“It’s already lunchtime, what do you want to eat?”
“⋯First, oppa.”
“Hey.”
“Why? Do you not like to eat?”
Plainly.
Falling for the provocation right after waking up, making love just once while bathing together.
“Whoa… You must be very hungry, brother.”
“If it’s at the starvation level, I won’t finish it in one shot.”
“One time what. If you combine your breasts, that’s twice.”
“It was for the purpose of washing, so it was wholesome. ⋯What do you want for lunch anyway?”
“Just Bob. With soup and eggs.”
“I’ll make the egg rolls, so would you like to make the stew?”
“Brother, do you want to eat my food?”
“Uh.”
“Then I’ll cook it deliciously with love.”
“How are you going to contain your affection?”
“Let’s do it again.”
“⋯It must be delicious.”
Eat lunch with moderately available ingredients to fill your hungry stomach.
“Oh, I’m going to die of hunger. Really.”
“Wow. It’s real. My brother’s stomach is so full. Aren’t you going to become a pig?”
“What kind of pig are you? If you hit it with a loaf, you would be more loaf?”
“Your little brother’s stomach is so arbitrary… Ah, brother! Pretend to touch your belly again!”
“Why. I am still hungry.”
After teasing each other while stroking their strong stomachs, they lay down on the sofa and chat about useless things.
“Here, brother. ⋯Do you know that I’ve been kneading it for over an hour?”
“So, who doesn’t want to wear a bra under a shirt?”
“Even if I wore it, I would have taken it off, really…”
“How did you know?”
“Transformation.”
Pretending to be immersed in skinship while concentrating on TV, maybe I went too far and got hit by Winter.
“Let’s have a good dinner tonight. Come see the market.”
“Brother, what do you want to eat?”
“You.”
“Um… Salmon?”
“Suddenly some salmon.”
“Because eating meat makes me fat.”
“You just have to eat and exercise, as long as you exercise.”
“Oh right. I didn’t exercise yesterday.”
“Let’s just do it now. If you don’t do it, forget it again.”
“Isn’t it better to do it after going to the mart? Then you have to wash twice.”
“Then why don’t you look at the chapter right now?”
After deciding what to do as if roasting beans over lightning, I quickly put on my outerwear, buy ingredients for tomorrow’s lunch, and pile them up in the refrigerator.
“With this, I will have enough left over for dinner tomorrow.”
“Wouldn’t there be leftovers by then if you eat the sheep?”
“I also eat while controlling the amount.”
“Well.”
“Don’t talk nonsense, let’s exercise. Spread the mat, Matt.”
After watching it, I felt proud for no reason, and then I made my upper body tired as per the routine by swinging around the 30kg dumbbells rolling around the living room.
“They say they’ll eat it until tomorrow evening. If I eat it one more time, I will eat it all.”
“Hey, if you exercise, you don’t have to eat protein. You ate too much.”
“⋯I was hungry too. Because of my brother.”
“I made you full, but why are you so hungry?”
“I never call because I’m on medication.”
Winter was also sweating profusely next to me while squatting hard with her bare body, and my eyes went back to the sweaty shirt.
I ate a hearty dinner thanks to a bit of effort, but I don’t feel bloated, I just enjoy it.
“Brother, when I met my friends on Wednesday, didn’t they say that they don’t drink?”
“My girlfriend told me not to drink, so she said she couldn’t eat it, so she watched it.”
“Nice. Brother’s friends.”
“Where are they? I’m kind when I always buy food for my friends when they’re on vacation.”
“Among those who say they are good, there are no good people.”
“Then what about you?”
“Does my brother think I’m not nice?”
“Not very nice.”
“Where are you going specifically?”
“The navel, the silence followed, and the chest. Oh, and he has a good personality.”
“⋯You want me to get worse?”
“If you’re bad, you’re as attractive as bad… Ah! Hey! It hurts!”
Looking back on the events of the past week, we share memories to make our relationship stronger.
Let’s live like this forever, we.
Covet each other without being too overbearing,
They make each other’s daily life a topic of conversation to the extent that it seems a little excessive,
I spend my time much more comfortably than when I was alone.
“I’m already sleepy because I’m working out. Brother.”
“Good night, winter.”
“⋯You don’t touch me before going to bed today?”
“I washed it twice today, and if I touch it, I have to wash it twice more.”
“Well… If you wash like an older brother, it’s like that again.”
“If you become independent, buy a bathtub unconditionally. And buy that too. Like a tube.”
“Tube? You mean a bathtub with air in a tube?”
“No no. Just put it on the floor like a bed and buy one to lie down on. The other day, I was laying on a towel and I almost got into trouble.”
“Where did you know that, brother?”
“Seeing the video in the bathroom… Evil!”
“Have you seen a pornographic video of a woman other than me? That’s enough to cheat, right?”
“Hey, do I see that in a dirty way?”
“I don’t believe you, so I’ll forgive you if you stroke my hair.”
“⋯ Is it okay?”
“Huh.”
How nice it would be if I could just live like this.
I don’t want anything more.
Eat together
Build memories together.
Sleeping together is enough.
“Half of May is over, brother.”
“I know.”
“⋯Ah, come to think of it, today is Teacher’s Day, so I forgot.”
“What do you know? I don’t have a teacher to go to.”
“Me too.”
“Come to think of it, my mother was also a private academy teacher, so I wonder if she got any presents from the interns?”
“Didn’t you get it?”
“Let’s ask when you come tomorrow.”
“Huh. Tomorrow.”
Tomorrow.
The day after tomorrow because tomorrow and tomorrow overlap.
The day after tomorrow and the day after tomorrow overlapped for four days.
If it overlaps a few more times like that, it’s June.
Now, no matter how much I procrastinate, it’s a month and a half.
It’s just a promise between brother and sister, but I decided to say it.
The fact that we have to hurt our mother with our own hands is so frightening.
I don’t want to talk.
But it’s not something you can hide for the rest of your life.
To be honest…
I don’t know if I’m still hiding it well.
Maybe he noticed and turned her head away pretending not to notice.
If so, would she have to make her mother face us with her own hands?
“Oh, the phone…”
When the mind gets complicated.
Normally, it wasn’t time to go to sleep yet, but at this time, which was quite late, I got an unexpected phone call.
“Who are you, brother?”
“Mom.”
“Mom?”
“I’ll take it for now, so stay quiet.”
The word ‘mom’ floating on my phone screen.
You and I must be the people you talk to the most in your life, but for some reason it feels very awkward and burdensome.
It must be because the person in the same bed is the younger sister.
It’s because not only hearing and hearing are connected, but if vision is also connected, it’s a look that can never be shown.
I’ve already heard it once.
“Oh, hello. Mom?”
-Son.
A voice that doesn’t feel sad or crying.
However, the slight smell of alcohol is never to blame.
We’ve lived together all our lives, and you can tell when you hear it.
“Yes. What is going on at this hour?”
-My mom was drinking, so I called my son once.
“Are you drunk?”
– Slightly. Not a lot.
A mother I know would only drink a bottle and a half of soju.
Clunky feeling.
But he never got drunk enough to talk nonsense.
“Anyway, you called because you wanted to say something.”
-Son.
“Yes.”
-You know that mother loves her son a lot, right?
“I know.”
-Is your son worth going to college?
“Some say they go around because it’s non-face-to-face, but suddenly why?”
– Will my son live in Korea all the time?
“Yes?”
Therefore.
When he took only this much, it means that he only speaks the truth more honestly than usual.
-⋯ Should mom go and live abroad, she is contemplating.
“⋯Yes?”
Drunk talk.
-Your father says that Canada is such a good place to live, but she says that her mother also speaks English well.
“Suddenly what…”
-They asked me to immigrate together when the corona gets better. ⋯ He wants to tell you how he lived, your father.
Escape.
Escape.
The things that I have been thinking about countless times in the meantime come back to life as I wander through my head.
-I think you will be in Korea while attending college. After graduating by winter, I’ll probably organize it…
“No, that… Because it was so sudden…”
– It’s winter, English language high school. Since you’re also in the computer field, you’ll find a job anywhere… Just think. In this day and age, going abroad doesn’t mean you can’t come to Korea. It’s not like you can’t go abroad even if you’re in Korea.
If the.
If we say we will follow together, then we can follow.
The four of us could even live together.
You could even find a house nearby and live together.
If you think about the story of your father that you heard from your mother, it will work out somehow.
But…
What if you don’t go?
“⋯I’ll think about it first.”
-Okay. Ugh, I was originally going to go home tomorrow and tell you. My mom was drunk and called me without me knowing. Sorry. Son. I’ll tell you more later.
“Yes. Tomorrow… Talk tomorrow.”
-Okay. I’ll hang up~ Go to sleep!
“Yes.”
If you don’t go and stay here.
To this house.
As it is.
Together with winter.
Together
⋯ Then.
“⋯Brother.”
“Let’s not go.”
“Brother?”
“Let’s stay here. ⋯ This house.”
Maybe I don’t have to say
If you just hold out until then.
I could live happily without knowing for the rest of my life.
