Chapter 131 – 131. Healing
His cousin’s advice was quite useful.
It wasn’t that there were stories I didn’t know about, but just knowing that there was someone who sympathized with my situation made my heart feel much more comfortable.
Of course, if my brother knew that the girlfriend I mentioned was Winter, he would be horrified and beat me.
Still, I wanted to be sure.
I love only one person for the rest of my life.
You are loved by only one person in your life.
Even so, the only unmarried person I knew was my older brother, so there was no one else to ask.
“⋯Son.”
“Ah yes. Mom. Where are you going? Take out your carrier.”
“I mean mom. I’m coming to see Dad today.”
⋯Ah.
If you look at it, you want to have a mother.
I don’t know her dad, but I’ve never seen her mom make her a boyfriend.
It would have been nice if the two hadn’t fallen apart.
I can’t deny that I and Gye-gyeol became like this thanks to the wrong situation.
“Suddenly?”
“She was originally meant to be ⋯, but her mother was distracted and couldn’t talk about it.”
“⋯Ah, yes.”
“Today, I want to talk to my father. ⋯The two of us will go on a trip. It will come the day after tomorrow.”
The efforts of my parents who are trying to restore the relationship touches my heart.
Just⋯,
The doubts and worries hidden within them also terrifyingly touched my heart.
“Do you have any appointments? They say winter has an appointment.”
“I met hyung yesterday, so I’m going to rest today.”
“I should go out and play. Why are you always at home?”
“Hasn’t it been like that before, what?”
After being caught sleeping with her sister on Monday, she cut down on her contact with Winter as much as possible.
If you have something to say privately, call or message.
When the body temperature becomes unbearable, short hugs and even kisses at night.
Even though she didn’t reveal it on the outside, she couldn’t help it, as she must have had doubts on the inside.
Even if it’s something to talk about next month anyway,
As much as the secret, we wanted to reveal it according to our will.
“Anyway. Winter wakes up later, eats, and rests. I’ll come with your dad on Tuesday evening. Until then, the two of you should eat well.”
“⋯Yes.”
“⋯Mom will have a good rest, so you guys listen to the lecture well. I also meet friends.”
“I’ll take care of myself.”
This time it’s absolutely not my paranoia.
Even if I were a mother, of course, I worry unconditionally.
If? Because once the doubt is embedded in the brain, it multiplies and grows in size.
Even more so if the suspicion is in line with the facts.
“⋯ Then mom will come?”
“Yes. Bye.”
“Let’s have dinner with Dad on Tuesday, the four of us. ⋯In a while.”
“⋯Yes.”
The day will come when you will have to clear your doubts.
It wasn’t long.
It’s not a problem that can’t be solved by not talking about it.
Just⋯,
Until then, I hope you are free from doubt.
It was a story at that time, whether they understood it after hearing it or cut off ties with contempt for us.
At least for now,
I hated seeing my mother suffer.
***
Even though it was over 10 o’clock, I broke into my brother’s room who didn’t wake up.
Her mom said she had a promise.
Even though the sun is getting closer to mid-heaven, I feel at ease when I see Gye-ryeol’s cheek kicking, who is soundly asleep.
⋯She looks like a nice and cute little sister when she sleeps.
It’s normal, but sometimes it’s a problem because it’s erotic.
“Winter, wake up.”
“Eh. Um… Brother…?”
“Mom is out. You said you had an appointment.”
“Yeah… In the afternoon…”
“Get up and eat.”
“Arase…”
Saying that he understood, he let out a big sigh as he looked at his younger brother, who was still giggling under the blanket, as if he couldn’t hear his brother’s words.
⋯If I live with him, I will have to give up getting breakfast.
They said that dinner would be delicious, so you should eat well.
I was contemplating whether to tickle him to wake him up or toss the blanket over him.
Kyeol-gyeol just stuck out his face and asked me a question.
“Brother… Where did mom go…?”
“⋯You went on a trip. With dad.”
“⋯Until?”
“Tuesday evening.”
Winter, who was pondering something with his open eyes, smiled and grabbed my hand and pulled me toward him.
It was pulled so weakly that the body didn’t come along, but the intention was too obvious.
⋯ Ha.
To be honest.
I want to sleep with you too
Still⋯,
If possible, I think you should be patient until you speak.
“You have to eat breakfast now so you won’t be full when you meet your friends later.”
“Oh… Wait a minute. Brother.”
With his free hand, Kyeol-gyeol took out the cell phone he had placed on his bedside, and then raised the screen to make a call to someone.
After a few beeps, the call is connected in time, and a familiar tone leaks out.
“Yes, it is Nara. Yes. I’m not feeling well. Not a cold Body aches? Maybe. ⋯Yes. Next week. Then I will shoot Yes. Okay, hang up…”
“What are you doing?”
“⋯The promise is gone.”
I could get tired of my younger brother who lied so brazenly, but somehow I couldn’t help but think that he was lovable.
⋯ I also went to a lot of delicious food.
It’s irresistible, but that’s it.
“What if I lie to my friend?”
“⋯I’m not lying.”
“What. Are you really not feeling well?”
“It’s not bad, because ⋯I’m going to get sick.”
I couldn’t take my eyes off those eyes that were looking up at me while squeezing my fingers one by one.
Want to kiss.
I want to hug you.
I want to stroke you
⋯When I was relieved like that, I want to suddenly change and attack.
An affection far greater than the guilt that shackled my ankles led me onto the bed.
I put down my phone before I know it and want to hold you in my arms, who is wrapped in a blanket.
“⋯It’s warm, oppa.”
“I just washed up.”
Of course, even after I washed, Winter’s body temperature, kept warm under the blanket, was much warmer.
It seems to smell a bit like sweat, but it was rather sweet.
Maybe at some point I liked this smell more than the scent of shampoo.
As she held her brother in her arms and sniffed the scent, Winter wiggled her fingers and showed a slight discomfort.
“Here, brother. Don’t smell too much…”
“Why. That’s what I always did. You too.”
“I haven’t washed yet, so…”
An expression of shame but not dislike.
Most of the time you feel that way when I openly show affection.
I don’t know how many times I’ve been bewitched by that face.
Although she’s pretty, she’s a younger sister who’s become calm because she’s not used to it because she’s lived with her all her life.
“Can I take that as a request to wash?”
“⋯After sleeping with my brother.”
“How are you going to sleep?”
“Until my brother’s stress is relieved. ⋯ Hug tight.”
But you can’t help it.
Whether it’s a blood related brother or sister.
Whether it’s forbidden love that shouldn’t be tasted.
Only me
You can’t just watch the attractive expression of your younger sister who loves only her real brother for the rest of her life.
“⋯Then let’s not set the alarm today and get a good night’s sleep. Until you wake up.”
“I thought you would object, but you don’t, oppa.”
“What.”
“I thought sleeping with her sister would ask her back if she would relieve her stress.”
“I don’t play around with things that are obvious.”
A lot of hard work,
Although it is true that there are many obstacles to overcome.
Never, never regret.
Because it’s a happiness that can’t be obtained without you.
“⋯Brother.”
“Ruler. If you talk more, you’ll wake up.”
“This week… Have you been under a lot of stress because of me?”
“⋯You got it too. Because of me.”
“That’s right, but… But that doesn’t mean that oppa’s stress will go away.”
It was a winter that seemed to have no intention of sleeping for a younger brother who dragged his older brother onto the bed while talking together, but he didn’t hate even that.
Oh, it looks like a real illness.
Love is a disease
Body temperature rises,
Disturbing the homeostasis of the brain,
Addiction is more serious than any other drug.
Even contagious is good.
“So…You can play a lot of fools around me today. Brother.”
“How can a real brother be fooling around with her little sister?”
“But my brother likes that. ⋯Either hug me tightly and pierce my chest, or cut my thighs and rub my cheeks.”
“⋯That’s not fooling around.”
“If you don’t like it, I’ll be fooling you. ⋯Because I also want to relieve stress.”
I tossed the hair of my younger brother, who proudly declared that he wanted to stick around all day.
I don’t think it’s good to release stress on others… But it depends on the method.
Wholesome, of course, even in an unwholesome way.
As long as I’m not passing my stress on you, it’s probably fine.
It feels like boiling and evaporating water, rather than transferring it to a bowl next to it.
“⋯But it’s like this as soon as Mom leaves. I think I have no conscience. Brother.”
“No. If I didn’t have a conscience, I wouldn’t have worried.”
Of course, it’s not like I don’t think like that either.
The remorse of conscience had been felt until just now, and the happy moment still lingers in my heart.
It’s a bit of self-justification to reduce the pain.
If we were real garbage brother and sister, we would not have run away long ago, I thought.
Whether it’s Japan across the water, or the United States or Canada, or even Australia.
Maybe it’s because I feel remorse, so I can’t run away.
To be honest, I don’t have that many friends.
If it wasn’t for Mom, she would have run away.
No. If you don’t have a mother, there’s no reason or target to run away from.
“I’m feeling a little weird… I’m going to sleep now.”
“Okay. Ruler. Sleep well.”
“But I think I won’t get a good night’s sleep because I woke up, oppa. What to do?”
“If you close your eyes, you will fall asleep again.”
“Then kiss before going to bed… Ah. I still brush my teeth.”
Like Snow White biting into a poisoned apple, they lightly kissed their lips to put them to sleep.
⋯ Oh, was it the opposite?
Is waking up when the prince kisses the original story?
What do you know
He closes his eyes and exhales calmly as if he is satisfied with a kiss.
You just need to change your name to Snow White.
“⋯.”
I brushed up the hair of the princess, who seemed to have no stress left, and I, too, infected with poison apples, closed my eyes together.
If Winter is the princess, am I the king?
Prince⋯.
It fits roughly.
Originally, a king’s daughter is a princess and his son is a prince.
So, aren’t the two siblings?
To think that Snow White was a love story between siblings like us.
Goosebumps rise and I feel like I’m going to fall asleep in surprise because my innocence has been broken.
“⋯Brother.”
“Ruler.”
“When you wake up… Release the stress on me.”
“⋯I’ll think about it.”
“⋯Sleep well too.”
If possible, I thought I should hold on until I tell my mom.
It didn’t look like it would be possible until tomorrow.
⋯You need to relieve stress.
Because it’s better to be fine than to be in trouble.
