Chapter 72 – 72. The Room You Can’t Leave
The year has changed and a week has passed.
During that short period of time, my feelings were slightly different from before.
A little more affectionate heart,
The feeling of wanting to hug a little more became stronger,
The desire to kiss a little more deepened.
Yesterday than the day before.
Today rather than yesterday.
Maybe tomorrow rather than today.
As time passes,
Our feelings for each other only grew.
Almost everyday.
No, just every night.
In the middle of the night when my mother goes back to the bedroom,
As if it was natural, we gathered in one room and kissed each other.
We lay on the bed together, hugged each other under the blanket, and shared our breath.
Even if you don’t do naughty things, every day.
There were days that often led to sex, but slowly so as not to be violent.
Like facing each other, embracing each other, and passionately kissing.
Then, sometimes, the two of us would fall asleep.
Fortunately, I haven’t noticed it yet.
It seemed too obvious to be alone in the house.
He was too alert to even leave the house.
I don’t like going out alone, and I was afraid that if we went out together, I would raise unnecessary suspicions.
I even made an excuse to meet friends once or twice.
I thought that the kids who didn’t go out even after taking the SAT or being discharged would suddenly look suspicious.
So I tried hard to find a part-time job here and there.
Given the circumstances, it was difficult to find a decent part-time job.
However, there was a place that contacted me just in time.
From my classmate and younger sister’s friend.
Wouldn’t you like to try a part-time job at my aunt’s cafe?
I got a call from Kyeol-gyeol instead of me.
⋯Why?
“⋯Why did he call you?”
“They said they got a number from Nara and called. When I chatted with Nara, she said she was looking for a part-time job. ⋯With my brother.”
My younger brother is lying on the sofa, leaning his head on my thigh and fiddling with his phone.
⋯ If you come after shopping with your mother, you will have to fall apart from her.
No, isn’t it possible for brother and sister to put her lap pillow?
This much… Could be.
“Then your friend can tell you, why?”
“If you’re looking for two people, bring your brother too.”
“⋯Me too?”
“Huh.”
Well, he doesn’t know my number.
⋯Two of us working part-time at a cafe.
I don’t think it’s bad.
It’s not like I’m using a lot of force.
“Where is it?”
“The other day we had our first kiss. There.”
“⋯ There?”
I wanted something strange.
They almost dragged me to the cafe by force.
It was a ploy to increase my aunt’s sales.
⋯Thanks to that, the first kiss was a bit sweet, so you should watch it.
“Huh. He saw my picture and told me to bring him.”
“⋯Didn’t you pick it based on your face?”
“Well… I’m not pretty. To the extent that my older brother fell in love with him.”
“Then what is it about you who has a crush on that older brother?”
“⋯Since they’re siblings, there’s nothing we can do about it. They look similar.”
My brother puts down his phone and stretches out his arm to play with my face.
⋯Real hands are so soft.
Of course, it’s not the only board here.
“When is the interview?”
“I heard you just come from the day after tomorrow? They say it doesn’t matter because they’re good at studying. He’s also my nephew’s friend.”
“⋯Let’s talk about it when mom comes back later. I found a part-time job.”
“Huh.”
“Since there was a justification, we will often go out together… From now on.”
“⋯You know, brother.”
“Why.”
My brother, who had been stroking my eyes, nose and mouth, put his arms around my neck and raised himself.
Then he climbed on top of me, rubbed his soft cheeks and whispered.
“Because I have my period from today. It’s a bad day.”
“⋯Why do you stick around like that?”
“I’ll do something else instead. Wash up and wait… I’ll go to your room.”
“⋯Anything else?”
“Because these days…You kissed me everyday… Pay.”
Have you gotten used to talking dirty now?
Even if it’s not that I don’t feel ashamed at all,
After saying this, my brother looked at me gently and smiled.
⋯The moment you are about to kiss,
It was a pity that she had to leave in a hurry because she heard her mother’s footsteps.
Not even her lap pillow.
Because this doesn’t work
***
“So, the two of you are working part-time at a cafe?”
“Yes. My college classmate told me that there is a cafe seat at his aunt’s.”
“Motivation? Did my son have any close motives?”
“⋯Do you know that I don’t have any college motives?”
“You, the kid living in the dormitory, would come home and sleep when he was bored. I knew it wasn’t there.”
“You are doing too much.”
Dinner for the three of us.
Giggling mother.
A younger sister holding a spoon.
Brother being teased.
It can’t be a very peaceful home.
“So what, are you two working at the same time?”
“⋯ First of all, what. I’ll have to go, but maybe I won’t?”
“But how did your classmate know about my daughter? Did you show me a picture? Aren’t you interested?”
“She is a woman. I am not a man.”
“What, was it a woman? ⋯Aren’t you interested in me then?”
“⋯ Not at all? I’m not very familiar with him. I didn’t even know my phone number, so I called Winter.”
“I don’t know your number, so how do I know your brother’s number?”
“His brother is his friend. In the first place, Winter was trying to get a part-time job by looking at the picture, and I would be a bonus, right?”
“Okay? Eh. I’ve been wanting to see my son’s girlfriend’s face for the first time in a while.”
“I am not very interested. She probably has a boyfriend too?”
Actually I don’t know.
Because I’m not very friendly.
Whether or not it is, I don’t know.
What I’m interested in right now…
It’s just my sister’s toe that keeps touching my leg.
Why do you keep hitting me I’m eating rice.
“Anyway, I’m glad I got a part-time job. Mom was also frustrated because I was always stuck at home these days.”
“⋯Are you frustrated that your daughter is at home?”
“It’s frustrating to see kids who are much older than my mother and kids who are a bit older always hanging around the house. Go out and meet your friends. Even if you have to wear a mask.”
“From now on, I will go around a little bit. Now, I’m going to make money.”
“Do you think mom didn’t give her pocket money? Does everyone know how much you have in your bank account?”
⋯Do you really know how much is in your bank account?
I will not use the card in the future.
You have to spend cash
“Anyway, go and work hard. Especially if you got the position through someone you know. If you guys get into an accident for no reason, your friends will get in trouble too.”
“Don’t worry too much, Mom. Whose daughter is she?”
“You are a little worried. That distant kid still went through the military, but you’re new to work.”
“⋯If that distant person doesn’t get along well, they’ll cover it.”
“Who is far away? Have you ever seen her so thick and so good at studying?”
“Shut up, brother. Don’t make noise while eating.”
My brother who shoots at me as if he is tired of it.
Looking at you like this, you really fit the word younger sister,
⋯ In the meantime, still.
My brother was stroking the top of my foot with the sole of his foot.
***
Smart smart
Again, in the middle of the night past midnight.
At the same time as I knock, someone enters my room without my consent.
Let’s imitate that someone and pretend to sleep soundly,
Breath hits my face, something hits my lips and falls.
Then the blanket that was covering them was removed.
The sleeping light next to my bed was on, slightly dazzling.
A warm lump of flesh crawls into my arms.
The feeling of rubbing clothes, not skin.
He rubs his hair against my chest and takes a deep breath.
⋯Is this enough?
Sleeping hugs her brother who secretly harassed her brother, and opens her eyes.
⋯I even stole this this time.
A shirt that doesn’t even fit you.
The back of the hand covered by the sleeve.
He was not wearing a bra, and even the protruding part of his chest was visible.
Maybe because of the lighting, the shirt looked orange, but
Since it was my clothes, I couldn’t tell what color it was originally.
Below is the black tennis skirt I often saw last year.
Sheer black stockings inside.
Maybe the panties in it.
Even if you take off just one layer, your clothes will become erotic in no time.
Rather than stripping everything off, I think it would be more erotic to release it in moderation.
“Hi oppa. Did you sleep well?”
“I was sleeping well, but someone woke me up.”
“There’s a pervert who sleeps in only panties, so I’m here to punish you.”
“⋯Someone stole my clothes and I had no clothes to wear.”
“Do you wear a shirt when you sleep?”
“Then why are you wearing a shirt?”
“⋯I haven’t thought about it yet.”
We all know each other, but we talk in turn.
Because that side is sweeter than saying it out loud.
Because it’s hot
Sometimes I wear more than I take off.
“Can I unbutton ⋯?”
“Ah, the stomach works… Don’t take off your panties. Because it’s that day.”
“⋯Ah.”
“First, while kissing… ⋯I’ll do it with my hands first.”
“⋯Wait a minute.”
Because today is the day I can’t.
I open my desk drawer and take out a box that has no use.
I throw the box on top of the bed, take one out, open the package, and hand it to my younger brother.
“⋯Brother. Are you not able to do it today?”
“I’m giving it to you because I can’t. ⋯I’ll kiss you and bury you in the bed.”
“It wasn’t made for that purpose. Really. ⋯Perversion.”
“It’s a shame to throw it away.”
The younger brother who grumbles and takes out the contents inside.
If you are curious, touch it here and there and observe it carefully.
⋯ Come to think of it, I’ll touch it for the first time.
I had very little to write about.
“Can you cover it?”
“Uh… What should I do?”
“I just grab the protruding part at the end and cover it with a stone.”
The moment I tried to kindly teach you how to use it,
Clap.
The sound of a door opening was heard in the distance.
A little farther than my room or the door to the next room.
Both stopped breathing and stopped moving.
Trudge.
Footsteps are heard
The sound of the TV turning on.
The sound of lying down on the sofa.
⋯ Fucked.
What to do
