Chapter 31 – Episode 31. Talent (2)
The time when I entered the academy after the coming-of-age ceremony.
Those who knew her Yumir often spoke of her as being as dull as her Hana.
A stooped posture with a modest appearance. And even the unaffiliating attitude of staying away from friendship.
But she couldn’t help it as Yumir.
Her outstanding development since childhood has been the subject of attention and envy from those around her, and considering such attention as a burden, it hinders her social skills even as an adult.
That’s why she reads books by herself every day, occasionally asks her teachers questions, and is a quiet honor student who just did her job.
Even when she entered God Academy, her position as Yumir was only that much.
‘Why are you there alone?’
There was one student who was the only one who approached Ymir.
She’s on the same horse as herself.
She is a woman with short black hair like herself.
Unlike her dull and stooped self, her eyes, which always spread her shoulders, had a distinctive look that she might have had when she was still a girl.
‘… Because people are uncomfortable.’
And her breasts are pretty big.
Was she like her self at the time?
‘Why is it uncomfortable?’
Even so, she thought that she was so amazing when she walked around confidently.
To the point where I wondered why it couldn’t be like this.
‘Anyway, since we met like this, shall we start with the full name? My name is Madoka. You?’
‘… Ymir.’
‘It’s Yumir~ Nice to meet you. Can I call her Yumil?’
‘Ugh, uhh. Call me comfortably.’
‘Nice to meet you, Yumil, let’s get close!’
A place where no one’s eyes were on her was the place she considered herself to be.
Even the talent she possesses is only acquired and caught in the process of escaping.
At that time, Yumir was a person with low self-esteem, to the extent that she considered her own talent as such.
‘Yumi, let’s eat together!’
So, she never imagined a future where she would become friends with someone.
‘Yumi, Yumil!’
She was a friend who always approached herself without such self-esteem and took the initiative in leading her to a sunny place.
‘Hehe, let’s go shopping together! I’m sure you can become pretty if you decorate!’
Still, if you are with this child.
Could she have the courage to go out into the world a little bit, she thought.
‘Ymir is number one again.’
Ironically, the place where the two were located was not a social venue for mutual exchange, but a place for those who are devoted to their studies to gather.
The grade they have is an element that proves their existence, and the higher the rank, the better the evaluation.
Conversely, those with low scores are treated as relatively poor.
‘… Madoka, are you okay?’
The greatest genius in academy history.
That was the formula attached to Ymir at the time.
Even some of her teachers at her academy at the time turned to her for assistance in their studies, and occasionally for learning.
‘…’
‘Madoka.’
‘… Oh, I’m sorry, Yumi. What did you just say?’
On the other hand, unlike Yumir, Madoka’s grades are barely above average.
And as I learned later, Madoka at the time was under considerable pressure from her family.
She was an excellent student until she entered the academy, but why can’t she stand on par with the other geniuses in the academy…
Oblivious to the reality that if there are her winners, there are also her losers, her desperation to simply want her own successor to be the best comes back as her scourge against her.
‘Madoka, aren’t you overdoing it these days?’
‘No, it’s not like that. Because I’m less than others So it’s natural for me to work harder, right?’
Her impression of her, which was bright and bright even at the beginning, gradually faded, and she finally came to the point where she even spent less time with her.
Madoka was worried about that.
Even though she is not used to dealing with people, she is herself, but she still has to do something.
‘Madoka, take a break for now. And if you get sick…’
‘Don’t talk nonsense.’
‘… Madoka?’
‘Are you afraid that your grades will be taken away from me? Anyway, it’s our Ymir who gets first place in every test, but that’s not something you get for free. It must be that they want to eliminate their competitor even just a little bit.’
‘No, it’s not like that. I’m genuinely worried about you…’
‘Fuck off your worries! Because geniuses like you don’t understand me! You who have everything since birth!!”
In the end, Madoka begins to scold herself by opening her throat. Afterwards, as if she realized the mistake she had made, she averted her gaze to herself, her eyes welling up with tears.
It’s not because I want to.
It’s just that the rest of the pressure of the environment can’t help it.
‘… Let’s talk later.’
That would have been the last conversation between Madoka and her face-to-face.
After that, we only see each other’s news from time to time. Of course, only Madoka heard the news unilaterally, but Ymir hardly heard of Madoka.
A world that is infinitely heartless for students with low grades. Because that was the word that best expressed the microcosm of the society they live in.
‘I heard that there is a drug that increases magic power these days?’
Is that why?
Such bizarre rumors circulated within the academy, and many students began to take an interest.
‘I’d really like to be there. I don’t even have to study.’
‘Come to think of it, the kid who was a failing student these days suddenly got noticeably better, right? Could it be because of the drug?’
It was a good story.
No, I didn’t want to care.
Because the only one she wanted to face and talk to was Madoka.
Because if she didn’t have Madoka, she’d better just go back to her old ways.
By the time that her will to get out of the cage had been completely broken, and several months had passed since she was once again confined to her dusty bookstore.
‘Recently, some students are reported to be absent from the academy.’
Just as we were preparing for early graduation, one day, the dean himself began to deliver a warning to the students.
‘I’m not going to pinpoint who it is, but I think you probably know it well. I’m sure things aren’t going well and I’m frustrated, but that will also be a pain that will help you in the future.’
‘So, please, don’t mess with everything with a one-time deviation, and prove your achievements by devoting yourself to your studies. Efforts will surely be rewarded.’
Increased number of days absent?
No, it was almost a matter of disappearance, considering that there were many cases that left no trace.
However, the dean tried to organize the story to the extent of the student’s deviation, and to organize the work by simply asking the other students to read books.
After all, students are also adults, so they will take care of themselves. …
Rather than trusting them, they seemed to draw the line by saying that what they did was their fault and that they had nothing to do with it.
I couldn’t help but feel that way.
After all, Madoka was also present among the missing students.
‘Madoka, Madoka!’
That was probably the first and last day I didn’t read a book.
Though belatedly thinking of going to find her, I wandered all over her, and finally found the traces in the room she used.
White powder spread on the desk.
The feeling of her dizziness felt from her was enough to grasp the situation she was facing.
‘What is it, lady? What brought you here?’
Following the source of the powder, he arrived at a place not too far from the academy, but out of public interest.
It wasn’t entirely incomprehensible why such a place was in the vicinity of the academy.
No matter how noble you pretend, trash comes out, and a place to dispose of it and people who want to live by picking up even such things inevitably follow.
Why are traces of Madoka visible in the slum area that symbolizes the gap between the rich and the poor?
‘Ah, that school uniform. Is she an academy student? Then I’ll know right away.’
Why don’t the residents of this place feel uncomfortable seeing students from the academy who shouldn’t be here?
No. No way…
Still, there’s no way Madoka could be in a place like this, right?
‘Did you come because you needed medicine? There’s a student who’s doing it first, so ask the lady to come too~ After taking a bath, you’ll be able to get a lot of medicine.’
However, while denying reality, my steps were gradually taking one step towards the abyss.
She didn’t want to know, but she had to.
Even if she’s more filthy than she thinks.
‘Ah~♥’
Yes, she was already broken.
In front of men in the slums.
The moment he saw the familiar face of her vulgarly shaking her waist, Ymir realized it right away.
‘Ahahaha! Good~ good!! Please drive me harder, harder~~♥’
What existed there was nothing like his own sun.
Longing for increased study and magical efficiency in the concentration created by drugs, and trying drugs again due to the exhaustion that comes from the unique volatility…
Not even letting the family know about such a disgraceful incident, only a drug-mad prostitute who spreads her crotch to the slobbers to cover the cost of the drug remains.
However, there was no one around to scold her for her deviation.
For those who have lived dissatisfied lives all along, the meat jar shaking their waists in front of them is nothing more than a good sex treatment tool.
‘Haha! He shakes his body because he loves to fuck him!’
‘I didn’t know that she could be lewd like this when I first took off her virginity label, but isn’t this lady actually more qualified as a prostitute than a scholar?’
‘Yes~ That’s right~♥ I’m a whore who is crazy about cocks~ I’m a female pig who skipped school and came here because I love cocks so much!!”
On the hands and feet.
And whenever Madoka is inserted into a hole called a hole, she constantly lets out a pleasure-soaked groan.
‘So cock~ Give me more cock~ Fuck me in a mess!! Ahaha!!’
Her beggars from all directions approached her, revealing their dark hearts, but Ymir could not bear to step into the mad banquet.
Just from afar
She watches her fall as the one she once admired, all she can do is clenched her fist.
