Chapter 461 – [Even for Transcendental People, the Problem of Infatuation Is a Serious Matter]
Baek-ri, who has been recuperating for a while, couldn’t even go out while the Mars civilization was stabilizing.
It’s not a matter of being relaxed, it’s that you can’t. It was a place where I couldn’t go out and meet people.
Although they cannot harm 100 li, conversely, 100 li cannot harm them. It’s because there’s a high probability of buying public opinion’s antipathy if you look at that even if you know someone.
“You seem to have a lot of worries?”
“Uh…Yes”
“I can’t help it. It’s natural if you have one. But it’s better to suffer mentally.”
“Why?”
“You can’t do it or you don’t. Either way is not good at all.”
I don’t feel guilty, or I don’t feel guilty.
That is what Choi Gil-hyeon tells Baek-ri. It is because the fact that Baek-ri feels guilty and suffers for the sins he committed is proof that he is alive and human.
“I’ve met several people who are similar to you, and all they think is that the results are exactly the same. Maybe you are too?”
“……Suicide?”
“Yeah, so did you.”
Choi Gil-hyun nodded his head as if he had expected it.
Currently, humanity has migrated to Mars, and the migration process has reached the end, and only stabilization remains.
Baek-ri did everything he had to do. At least, it means that the work of fighting and protecting the enemy species is over.
If so, the balance to be paid to those who died must be paid with their lives. Of course, I couldn’t pay the rest with just one hundred li of my life.
“Are you trying to run away?”
“Flee…?”
“To die is just to run away. You can’t do anything about the crime you committed, so you escape by dying.”
It’s direct, but it’s better than roundabout metaphors. What Baekri needs now is direction.
Drowning in the sins he had committed, he was lost as to where he was going. If so, you have to decide where he should go before he can get up and move on.
“It’s only natural that we have to protect people. If that’s the case, we’ll have to pay for the remaining sins later.”
“But how? A person died…A person died because of me…How can I pay for that sin?”
“Well……”
Even Choi Gil-hyeon could not easily give a definite answer.
Life is precious. Knowing that, he himself became a great hero to save people, but even now, he had doubts about whether the atonement was right.
Can the price of life be repaid only with life?
Isn’t the atonement itself nothing more than the self-satisfaction of the survivors?
Thinking so every time, Choi Gil-hyeon gave the same answer every time.
“It’s better than not doing it, right?”
“That…….”
“If you want to pay for your crimes. Go to Earth later when you’re separately cleaning the Earth.”
Currently, Earth is polluted by Raff energy. Even if it is rotten, even this ability that was downgraded to a minor copy could not be easily purified because it contained fragments of the absolute of injustice and reverse.
It takes decades, if not more, of time and resources that would take an average human lifespan.
“I’m pretty busy. I probably won’t be able to stay here for very long. At most, a few years, if nothing happens.”
“What are you doing?”
“Similar to what you helped me with.”
A great hero (pan-dimensional meddler) travels through countless dimensions to save civilizations that are perishing or on the verge of extinction, or people in crisis.
Among them, there was nothing worse than Baek-ri’s experience. In the first place, the level of civilization that could not escape from the earth and the number of billions of people is not a big deal at the dimensional level.
“I’m sure… You must have saved a lot of people.”
“I don’t mind the people I saved. The important thing is the people I couldn’t save.”
Choi Gil-hyun gave a slightly bitter smile.
Even if you are a transcendental person who has reached the Lord, and even if you are one of the strongest among them, you will not be able to save everything. Of course, I always do my best and try to save everyone, but that was just an ideal.
“But as long as you have an infinite lifespan and the confidence to always develop, you can reach any ideal, no matter how impossible it may seem. That’s why I won’t give up.”
It is said that even if human beings are broken, they are not defeated.
That is why Choi Gil-hyun will not give up on his dream even if it means dying. That is why he is called a great hero.
“What you have to do is to get well first, then go down to Earth and clean up there. Your lifespan will be quite long since you are a transcendental person, so it will be okay to work for 100 years.”
“Uh…But 100 years isn’t a short time.”
“I know, so it’s a period of self-reflection.”
Anyway, for Baek-ri, this Mars civilization is not a place to live. If you want to live, you have to shut yourself up somewhere and live quietly without showing your face to others.
It would be better for him to live somewhere other than Mars.
“After that much time has passed, if you’ve worked hard to purify the earth, you’ll be able to make some allowances.”
“But there are still people who have a grudge against me…”
“There won’t be any. No, there will definitely be.”
As long as there is a crime committed by Baekli, it will continue to remain even if the people of this civilization die and become history.
It is natural to curse at people from the past even after hundreds of years have passed. Rather, 100 years is a short time.
“But at least it’s better than doing nothing”
“………”
“Well, even then, if there are people who say something, then I’ll be on your side. So don’t worry.”
Still, I still had to live a little longer.
Bai Li realized that the sins he had committed remained, and decided to undo them by living longer.
* * *
I’m a little busy doing various things including what Zion has to do. It wasn’t without Choi Gil-hyun’s tackle, but… His tackle is limited to the laws of this society, so if it goes beyond that, he won’t interfere.
He’s not the kind of person who says that the murderer should be punished appropriately.
Thanks to that, our civilization, which showed a reasonable punishment in its own way, gained control of people.
Ah, how is this different from Tibetan civilization?
At least you have freedom. Freedom to do anything down below. Before we do anything, we didn’t activate a surveillance system that catches and throws us in case of an attempt, and punishes those who commit it, but those who fuck with it have no conscience.
With our technology, if you want to, you can put it as an attempt before doing a minority report and punish it as if you did it, but it doesn’t. It’s not a waste of resources, it’s just about respecting human behavior.
If you want more here, you don’t have a conscience….. I’m going to fuck a guy who does that.
“You have suffered a lot”
“It’s complicated like this, but… Oh, everything was fine, right?”
“No big deal”
“Adriana never came to her senses or anything like that.”
“If it had been, I would have told you earlier.”
Currently, there are two people I care about. My ex-wife… I don’t know what to say, but it’s Adriana Pacelli and Momo, the only survivors of the Tiv civilization.
Both of them were still unable to regain consciousness, probably from the shock of what had happened before. Of course, even if it’s because of Adriana’s memory recovery problem, Momo… She’s been betrayed for her own beliefs, and she’s been through a lot of shocking things, and she’s even got a physical blow.
To be honest, it is unreasonable to hope for a quick recovery. I’ll have to leave it alone and wait for it to wake up, although of course I’ll have to pay attention if it takes too long.
“……Are you concerned?”
“Why are you like this all of a sudden? I won’t ever abandon you.”
“Isn’t it okay to be concerned?”
“It is, but…”
The opponent was his ex-wife. It wasn’t a divorce or something like that, but a woman who broke up after dating for 100 years.
To be honest, I thought I was just dying at the time. Because in the first round of reincarnation, I wasn’t just a reincarnated person, I was just an individual. At that time, he did not have a single ability, let alone a transcendental one.
“I know that in the end, it will be me who wins. But in this case I don’t want to.”
“Looking at it now, you have a lot of monopoly. How have you lived up until now?”
“After a while, I’ll be the one next to you. But isn’t that a shameful thing to avoid a head-to-head match and win by only wasting time?”
Shion, as Hanon, has no lifespan. Therefore, when fighting mortals with all your heart, you can win even if you only spend time, so you are relatively free from the problem of passion.
Even if it’s an ex-wife, if Shion wants her heart, it’s enough to step back and step back after she dies.
…….But that’s a despicable way to see me, and even to Shion.
“First love is lethal. I don’t know, but I remember it for the rest of my life with the remaining memories.”
“No, but…”
“I don’t know if you’ve forgotten your first love, but in a situation where you do remember, you’d better not say anything.”
“Kuhm”
Honestly, first love lasts a long time. Depending on individual differences, there are people who last a lifetime, and there are people who just last a long time, but what they have in common is that they cannot be easily forgotten.
Same goes for Adriana. Thousands of years, I could forget, but she couldn’t forget her. Even if she is separated from her now, I will definitely not be able to forget her in the future.
“No matter how much time I spend with you in the future, it will be impossible to overcome memories. That’s why I’m scared.”
“Hmm… I guess so, if you think about it, you don’t have anything like first love, right?”
“You are my first love”
“Oops”
It was a part I had roughly guessed, but hearing the story in person gave me a unique feeling… Anyway.
“I can fight with almost any weapon, but it is despicable that my opponent can fight with the only weapon I do not have.
“You were very worried.”
There are many problems.
I was also at fault for not understanding Zion’s heart. This problem is more serious than any dental problems that have existed in the past.
Actually, this is a problem that Shion and Adriana have to solve, but it’s not without my responsibility. In the end, it’s natural because I’m the problem.
Doubt and fear are natural instincts. It’s the same for Shion, otherwise she wouldn’t have married me in the first place.
“Come to work for a minute”
“…….”
I called Zion to my lap and sat him down. I feel like I’m sweating and I smell a little bit of sweat.
“It’s only natural that you’re so worried. It’s the same that I can’t forget my first love. But even if that’s the case… I’ve already strayed and the place I’m going to return to is limited.”
“Aren’t you forced to do that?”
“You think I’m going to do something I’m reluctant to do, especially in a matter like this?”
“I don’t want to be suboptimal”
“My best option is always you. I don’t know if it was in the past, but now my next best option is… Her.”
Can not help it. I may not know if it was me in the first episode, but now I am a different person than I was then. So even the thoughts are bound to be different.
I hope Adriana understands, but she’s still unconscious, so I can’t confirm. You have to think about the worst outcome so that it is not difficult or painful later.
“Well, well, that’s a passing score.”
“Depending on?”
“I would have been angry if you had said such indecisive things.”
“It might be a relief to see it that way…Are you okay?”
“There’s no problem. Wouldn’t it be better to finish cleanly later rather than cutting it off right here? That way, it’s safe to meet again later, and the aftertaste won’t be bad even if we don’t meet, and if you think about it, it’s just a good choice.”
“……As expected, I was really good at marrying you.”
“Because I have a super cute husband, always be thankful, human!”
“Husband? Somehow, you’re skeletal right now…”
I noticed the smell of sweat, but now Shion is not a woman, but a man.
It doesn’t matter if I’m a man or a woman, but it doesn’t look like Shion changed into a man as a joke. Besides, since my body is female… I should know roughly what’s going on.
“Mmm shota sex!!!!!”
“Isn’t that being too blatant?”
“I think I made some mood. Next, let’s get to the main topic… Huh?”
I took off Shion’s pants. I thought it would be enough to do it passionately in a slightly crushed atmosphere…
Clumsy!!
……. Why is there something the size of a forearm between the legs of Shota?
