Chapter 86 – Park Seung-I
When Seung returned home after finishing her work, the scene of Jae-won and Seo-ah kissing kept popping up in her mind, tormenting her constantly.
It would be a lie if I said I wasn’t jealous.
It would be a lie if I said I wasn’t jealous at the same time, but seeing the two of them getting along better than anything else made me sigh deeply.
“You two were already dating… What did I do… ?”
Considering that they boldly kissed in an alley and nowhere else, it’s clear that they’ve been dating for quite some time.
Without knowing it, Seung-yi actively accepts the advice of her younger siblings and makes all kinds of useless temptations to the man she already owns. It almost makes her want to hide in a hole.
What on earth did Jaewon think when he saw himself constantly exposing her thighs and cleavage in front of her, stimulating the man’s sexual desires her her?
She may have simply looked at her cutely, but she may have laughed at her, and I can’t even imagine how absurd it must have been for her to expose herself so aggressively and boldly even though she had a girlfriend.
Out of shame and self-destruction, she kicked the blanket with her feet and let her body hang down.
“Haa… “
And the sound of a deep sigh.
I don’t know how to see the two of you tomorrow.
Even if Jae-won, who had a girlfriend and was seduced by her, and Seo-ah, who was quietly watching her flirt with her boyfriend, didn’t think anything of it, Seung himself didn’t have the decency to look at Those two people.
“Shall we rest tomorrow… ?”
There’s still no one there, so I don’t know if the boss will let me rest.
In fact, they will be asking you to come out for the time being, even if it means giving them more money.
So, I didn’t know how I could skip school tomorrow, but when it became clear that I would never be able to miss my part-time job, my future became dark.
However… Even more than that.
“It’s sad… It hurts again… “
I was so sad and heartbroken that the one I loved was taken away.
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“…”
She was always full of energy, so I thought she was an idiot who smiled and smiled no matter what happened, but today she seemed strangely lethargic, so her classmates naturally started to worry about her.
Why is it like that?
I was filled with questions as to what on earth had happened to make me look like that.
Because she looked so different from usual, the kids who were in the same class, who knew each other’s faces and names and were not particularly close to each other to the point where they only exchanged words occasionally, couldn’t stand it and came up to her and worriedly asked what was going on. It was to the point of throwing.
“Ugh… It’s okay… “
Every time that happened, she was the one who said she was okay with a face that wasn’t okay at all.
She, who was always smiling brightly and didn’t hesitate to get along with her younger siblings who are one year younger than her, is like this, but where on earth can she tell that she’s okay?
The kids who gathered up the courage to approach frowned with something very frustrating.
I felt like asking her an argument, but since we weren’t that close, I had no choice but to embrace my frustration and nod her head.
I just went back to my seat waiting for the kids who are close to Seungi to go to school quickly.
I don’t know how much time has passed.
“Heh, sister. Things continued to go well even after we left yesterday…”
Yesterday, a child who happened to stop by a cafe and saw Seung-i working part-time and even helped him get closer to Jae-won was going to school at the same time.
As soon as she saw Seungi, she asked with a bright face whether it was okay for them to do as they said and if she had been doing well since we left, but soon, she felt that her reaction was unusual and her face hardened. .
Although she had only known Seung for less than half a year, she felt that in that short time, she had become very close to Seungi and that it was safe to say that she was an indispensable friend of hers.
Still, there were a lot of things she didn’t know because the time was so short, but she couldn’t hide her surprise at the fact that Seungi was lying face down on her desk, looking so completely opposite to her usual appearance her her her.
“Sister, what happened today?”
She first asked her friend who was attending her school.
She was a cheerful person that day, so why did she suddenly act like that today?
“Well… We don’t know. She looked so down today from the beginning. She didn’t even tell us that it was okay if we asked.”
“…”
I don’t know if something happened at school, but she frowned at the guess that she was like that even before she came.
This is because I could roughly guess the reason for that reaction.
Still, thinking that there might be another reason, she approached Seung-i, who was lying face down on her desk and staring out her window with a face as if the world had collapsed.
She pushed back the chair next to her and carefully opened her mouth.
“Sister… ?”
“…”
There was no reply.
It didn’t seem like he was ignoring me on purpose, it seemed like he really didn’t hear anything.
It seemed so foreign to me because it was my first time seeing something like this.
That means I’m so heartbroken that I’m out of my mind.
“Sister.”
When she called again, she flinched and turned her head.
“Ah… Welcome… “
Only then did she realize that she had come and welcomed her with a short exclamation.
It’s a greeting we always say when we meet in the morning, but today the greeting seemed strangely lackluster.
Also, her pretty face and wide smile had a magical charm that brought a smile to the faces of those who saw her, but her face was not like that at all.
The hair that became dull after just one day seems to convey exactly how Seungi is feeling right now.
First of all, he tried to act calmly, pretending that nothing was wrong, but his stiff smile looked like he was forcing it to anyone who saw it.
“Haa… Sister. Could it be…”
I knew better than anyone else what it felt like when love failed.
In my actual experience, there was a time when I was dumped by a girl I really liked, so I couldn’t know.
Of course, the pain of heartbreak was sad and heartbreaking, but it wasn’t so great a pain that I couldn’t overcome it. I wonder if Seungi is similar to the person who suffered a heartbreak in the past.
Seung was her first love and she seemed to have a really big love for him.
“It didn’t go well… ?”
There were times when it was better to ask a question directly than to ask it in circles.
That was now.
“…”
At her question her, Seung-i opened her eyes wide and was surprised.
She tried to hide it as best as she could, but she was surprised to find out right away.
That’s what she was hiding. It seemed like she had a less detached side than she looked.
Anyway, Seung-i, who was momentarily surprised by her immediate recognition of her, was unable to hide his embarrassment of her as her eyes moistened and she began to cry.
Still, with a look on her face that she understood, she gently pulled Seungi into her arms and patted his back.
This look.
“Uh, sister… ?”
“Ooh, are you crying?”
The kids in the class were pretending not to care and talking about something meaningless among themselves, but they couldn’t hide their embarrassment at the sight of Seungi, who had been listening and glancing around without knowing it and then suddenly started shedding tears.〈 Br〉
“Haa… “
No way… I never dreamed that Seungi would be dumped by a man.
Thinking that she had cheered like a windbreaker for no reason, she resented herself from yesterday and concentrated on patting Seungi on the back of her.
“What… ?”
At that time, a girl came into the classroom, as if she had just started school.
That girl, like herself yesterday, was the one who passionately supported her love for Seung-i and even gave her advice.
For reference, that girl, like Seungi, is a mother-in-law with no experience with men.
“What’s wrong?”
He comes to school in a good mood, but is embarrassed when he finds Seung crying in the arms of his best friend.
“Ah…”
Soon, perhaps realizing the reason, he looked at Seungi with pitiful eyes and waited in silence until he calmed down.
“Are you all crying? Sister.”
“Yeah… I’m sorry.”
“I’m sorry. If you need it again, you can tell me anytime. I’ll give it to you right away.”
“…”
Seungi’s face turned bright red at the fact that she cried so sadly in her younger brother’s arms.
“Sister. There are half as many men in the world, and there are more men who are kinder and more handsome than you. So don’t be so upset.”
It may have been said to cheer him up, but the problem was that it did not help Seungi at all.
Even though she knew she was dumped and even though she knew she had a girlfriend, her heart was still towards Jaewon.
To be honest, even if he is not handsome, I have an inexplicable conviction that there will never be a man in the world who can replace Jaewon.
To put it bluntly, I would say that I don’t have the confidence to love a man other than Jaewon.
This may be something called lovesickness, where you get so hooked that you can’t quit even though you should.
“Yeah… “
I didn’t want to worry my younger siblings any more, so I tried my best to answer with a smile, but the expressions on my younger siblings’ expressions were still not good as expected.
